Sunday, February 12, 2017

Youtube daily report Feb 13 2017

Learn Farm Animals Names And Sounds | Learning Animals Sounds And Names & Learn Animals For Children

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wwe - Duration: 0:15.

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Learning Street Vehicles Names and Sounds For Kids 3D Dinosaur Bear Lion Cartoons For Children - Duration: 1:22:28.

Learning Street Vehicles Names and Sounds For Kids 3D Dinosaur Bear Lion Cartoons For Children

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Superhero Batman vs Scary Clown Joker | Video for kids | Funny Clown & Superhero help Kung Fu Panda - Duration: 3:33.

Hi Kids,

Today Funny Clown Bingo will present you an interesting story in this video for kids.

You will see toy play with Kung Fu Panda and Batman fighting Scary clown Joker.

Joker loves pranks and scuffs.

Let's call Superhero Batman for Help

Batman won the Joker

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For more infomation >> Superhero Batman vs Scary Clown Joker | Video for kids | Funny Clown & Superhero help Kung Fu Panda - Duration: 3:33.

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SI ESTAS PERDIENDO LA FE -GRUPO ALFAREROS. - Duration: 4:27.

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ACOMPAÑARTE - BANCO SABADELL - Duration: 0:42.

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ACOMPAÑARTE - BANCO SABADELL - Duration: 0:22.

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ACOMPAÑARTE - BANCO SABADELL - Duration: 0:22.

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Artist Zayn Malik Live

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Superhero Batman vs Scary Clown Joker | Video for kids | Funny Clown & Superhero help Kung Fu Panda - Duration: 3:33.

Hi Kids,

Today Funny Clown Bingo will present you an interesting story in this video for kids.

You will see toy play with Kung Fu Panda and Batman fighting Scary clown Joker.

Joker loves pranks and scuffs.

Let's call Superhero Batman for Help

Batman won the Joker

Do not forget to subscribe under the video and like it

For more infomation >> Superhero Batman vs Scary Clown Joker | Video for kids | Funny Clown & Superhero help Kung Fu Panda - Duration: 3:33.

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Daniel's Death - Duration: 0:15.

Help, they've trapped me in the basement!!!

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Watch the Big Game Spot

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Snow, Ramen and Donuts in Kagoshima - Duration: 7:51.

Good Morning!

So it's snowing today in Kagoshima.

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas!

Snowing!

Are you cold?

- No!

-So I'll see you later.

-Ok, bye bye!

Keno, my love, my best friend.

I love you with all my heart.

Happy Valentine's Day!

My recommendation is regular size.

There is large size and half size.

All of this is vegetable toppings.

Rice and drinks.

-You want the regular size?

-Yeah.- I'll get the large size.

Maybe it's too much food but I'll try it.

1 regular size and 1 large size.

-Thank you.

-Where are you from?

-The Bahamas.

-Bahama!

Oh!

-Do you know?

-Yes!

It's too cold for you?

-Yes too, too cold!

It never snows in The Bahamas.

The Ramen restaurant's name Komurasaki.

It's located in Tenmonkan, Kagoshima.

It serves ramen made with Kagoshima black pig.

It is extremely delicious.

There is a special taste that I honestly think makes this the best ramen I've had in Japan.

What makes this place so great is that you can see them prepare the ramen

right in front of you.

They also sell vegetable only ramen so it's ideal for vegetarians that want to enjoy ramen.

There is seating upstairs.

But if you want to watch the chefs at work and have random conversations with Japanese persons,

sitting downstairs is much better.

Mix.

If you're looking for typical Japanese and satsuma sweets, I recommend this store.

They have sweets made with sweet potatoes, yams, green tea, red beans, pasta powder.

I am going to throw 1 yen and make a wish.

They have nice wood carvings and souvenirs.

And finally, they have (literally) the best donuts you'll ever have in Kagoshima.

They are usually freshly made and they are not fried.

And then, we go and pay.

Their texture is almost like cake.

They are not too sweet but so delicious.

I highly recommend them to whoever is visiting Tenmonkan.

Thank you so much for watching.

Take care.

Bye.

For more infomation >> Snow, Ramen and Donuts in Kagoshima - Duration: 7:51.

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CIA UFO Files: The Horrific Revenge of the Extraterrestrial - Siberia Incident - Duration: 8:16.

Hi, welcome, I'm Heathcliff of Lions Ground and I hope you're doing well.

You look at an official CIA report, and this is about the UFO attack on a military unit

in Siberia where 23 Russian soldiers died, they turned into a stone pole, only two soldiers

had survived.

Before I continue ... You have to be obviously very careful about

what the CIA publish.

I also must tell you, practically no media paid attention.

You can say, "a total media blackout", about Russia and the long 'bad' relationship with

Extra-Terrestrial Intelligence or ETI, I will continue talking about this later in this

video.

Back to the document.

In the first paragraph of the document, its indicated that the information is a reprint

of a report about alleged evidence of a UFO event in Russia with very noticeable testimonies,

violence, and many deaths.

The Russians call this UFO incident "Cosmic Revenge".

It seems to be that the CIA has more information, unfortunately, the CIA does not release photography

and the complete documentation.

It would be a 250-page document with very good testimonies of witnesses who have seen

the alleged UFO during the event.

The CIA describes this event as a "horrific picture of revenge on the part of extraterrestrial

creatures, a picture that makes one's blood freeze"

A low-flying saucer was maneuvering above a Russian military unit that was doing training.

Someone shot the UFO down with a SAM (Surface to Air Missile) and the flying saucer crashed,

why a Russian soldier shot down the UFO is unknown, maybe he felt intimidated, I can't

tell.

Because the UFO did not crash far from the unit the military could be quickly present

at the crash site.

The Russians saw five small humanoids with large heads and big black eyes freeing themselves

out of the rubble.

Now comes the best time, the five aliens grouped and came close together.

The five aliens melted together and formed a spherical-shaped object that started to

made buzz and hizz sounds, and at the same time, it began to emit bright light.

The spherical object consisting out of five aliens launched itself into the sky with an

explosion, 23 soldiers did not survive the blast.

According to the Russians, they turned into stone, only two survived because they were

hiding in the shadows.

I have recreated for you the situation, to give you a clear picture what they've experienced.

1.

They saw a UFO and shot it down with a SAM 2.

The UFO crashed 3.

5 aliens survived the crash and emerged out of the rubble

4.

They formed a bright light emitting ball that made the following sounds

5.

a buzzing sound 6. and a hissing sound

7.

Then it propelled itself in the sky with an explosion.

8 23 soldiers turned into stone Bizarre story, right?

I will add the link to the source in the video description.

According to this document, the UFO and 23 soldiers who turned into stone were taken

to a secret research center in Moscow.

It's unknown what this energy is made out of, but they did examine the soldiers: All

living organisms were transformed into a substance similar to limestone.

The CIA, of course, is getting very concerned that if this kind of technology ends up in

the hands of the Russians, then .... yeah you know.

Now next, there are claims that Russia is running more than 20 years secret ETI projects.

This photo was made on September 20, 1977, where 48 UFOs flew over the Soviet Union into

a kind of Squid shape.

This is called the Petrozavodsk incident.

A large glowing object appeared in the sky beaming shafts of light towards the Earth.

After this event, the Russians established in 1977 a secret research program called Setka.

I can understand, if you as a ruler of your country feel suddenly vulnerable by something

from above, then you want to do something about it.

Years later appeared videos from an autopsy of aliens.

But some skeptics claimed that this is a hoax.

I must admit that it does not correspond with the official story, they should have a big

head, and big black eyes.

The story is wrong or produced, Or autopsy videos are produced Or is this all a lie,

Or one of the two is true.

Still, you can find old news newspapers papers that indicate that something happened in 1968.

I leave this up to you, how do you think about this story?

I will continue about this topic and othern stories on my Patreon page.

So, Join my Patreon page at patreon.com/lionsground For more information read the video description.

Don't forget to subscribe to my channel so you never miss the daily alternative news

they don't want you to know.

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Give this story a voice by sharing this video with your friends.

Click the videos next to me to watch more of my videos.

I'll see you at Patreon.

I'm Heathcliff, your host, lionsgroundnews.com

For more infomation >> CIA UFO Files: The Horrific Revenge of the Extraterrestrial - Siberia Incident - Duration: 8:16.

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BANGKOK FREE BUS : Travel anywhere without Money : Do as the locals do - Duration: 7:14.

Bus no. 29

Is this the Bus stop ?

NO, OVER THERE

Roads in Bangkok seems jam packed

and that's the bus stop

Its very hot and humid here. i am sweating

This is a local bus in Bangkok

I am travelling from Mo Chit to Rachatewi

and today I am going to stay in Rachatewi at Jun's house

He is also a CouchSurfer. I am invited by him to stay at his house.

The noise of this bus reminds me of the old DTC buses in Delhi

The roads here are so jammed with the vehicles, that I think it can easily beat the infamous traffic jams of Delhi

Wow!

I just came to know about a wonderful thing!

The bus in which I am travelling is FREE

You don't have to buy a ticket to travel in these buses

Anyone can travel in such ordinary buses for free

What a pleasant surprise !

The heat, humidity, traffic jam... are so annoying!

The people sitting behind have just informed me that..

Not all the buses in Bangkok are free.

Only the Red bus or the ordinary buses are free

Behind me, there are 2 buses. The Yellow coloured is not free, but the Red one is.

Yellow bus is air-conditioned whereas the Red one is not air-conditioned

Do I have to get down here ?

Terrible heat, Sweating, traffic jam...

Its January.. one of the winter months... WELCOME TO BANGKOK :)

Don't know what would be the condition here in the summers

Now, I am going to find my host's house.

We met on CouchSurfing

This area is called Rachatewi

Google map shows me that I am very close to his home.

Let me check

Ok.. Here it is!

Entry !

Now I am searching his house number in my mobile !

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我要吃! GERY餅乾椰子口味!Gery Saluut Malkist Coconut ❤️ SYLVIA ​​EASTER - Duration: 4:13.

【Commercial】

Hello everyone

My name is Sylvia

Today I want to eat Gery Coconut biscuit

Coconut flavor

Here you can see the packaging is white color

This one is different than the previous i ate, which is Gery cracker and Gery Malkist

Sweet French...flavor

their packaging is different

What I think about this. I think maybe this one coconut flavor is quite strong (Just guessing)

Coconut flavor

I feel curious so I bought this

So I want to film while I eat this. Let's see delicious or not

If you guys try this one before

Please leave comment down below

Share your thought, ok?

Oh!

C.O.C.O.N.U.T

It look like santan(coconut milk)

Smell so good

I just pull it half only, I afraid of can't put it back

Oh! There is full of sugar on the surface

So nice ( I love it )

Look at the surface

Is that cheese?

I not sure

It didn't say this is cheese

Coconut flavor

Ok, let's eat

Very delicious

Urm..

Delicious

I thought...

I thought there's no sugar

I was wrong

Actually there is full of sugar

So so delicious

Very delicious

I love it

I think this is worth to buy

Just remember there's a word "Malkist" on the packaging...

If you saw "malkist" this words, just buy it

I bought it from Karamunsing

The price is RM4.00

It's consider expensive

It cheap, I don't know

If you guys try this biscuit before

If you guys know the price

Please leave a comment below

Share where you buy it

Share which shop you buy

Or if you are one of online seller

If you selling this biscuit

I think everyone who watch this video

they also want to try this biscuit

In my opinion

Some of people very interesting

about coconut flavor

including me

I don't think every food contain with coconut flavor is delicious

For example..

Ice cream

Ice cream that contain with coconut flavor actually is not delicious

I don't know why

(vomit)

Not delicious

I thought this one is not delicious

After I eat this, I feel surprise

Very delicious, very amazing

I bought it from Karamunsing, the shop owned by Winnie hii

I get it from there

I not sure Imago Everise got sell or not

You guys can go and check it out

Who know maybe they selling this now

Well, that's all for today

If you guy want me to eat other food

Snacks and other

If you want me to eat that

Please comment down below

I will read them when I'm free

Give this video a thump up

Share this video to your friend and family

Please subscribe my Youtube channel

And see you guys in my next video

Bye ~~~

For more infomation >> 我要吃! GERY餅乾椰子口味!Gery Saluut Malkist Coconut ❤️ SYLVIA ​​EASTER - Duration: 4:13.

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Dying light cool lock pick glitch tutorial ( read description) - Duration: 5:10.

Daniel: That's what she said

I called him an ass because he stole my joke

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Eat fat to run barefoot, and other secrets of primitive people. Book Review Go Wild - Duration: 6:25.

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ACOMPANYAR-TE - BANCO SABADELL - Duration: 0:21.

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Grammys 2017: Beyonce and her baby bump win big on stage - DAILY NEWS - Duration: 2:34.

Grammys 2017: Beyonce and her baby bump win big on stage

The 35-year-old singer — who recently broke the internet by announcing she is pregnant

with twins — was introduced by mum Tina Knowles.

Talking to the crowd, Tina said: "It's with a mother's pride that I introduce my daughter,

Beyonce."

As the arena erupted with screams, Beyonce appeared on stage wearing an all-gold outfit.

Living up to her Queen B name, she rocked a large spiked crown on her head.

The Formation singer made sure her baby bump was the centre of attention, wearing a figure-hugging

floor-length sequin dress.

Unsurprisingly, the former Destiny's Child star made pregnancy the theme of the night.

The performance started with her pre-recorded voiceover being played to the crowd.

In an almost eerie tone, Beyonce can be heard asking: "Do you remember being born?"

She followed this question with a dialogue focused on giving birth and the relationship

between mothers and daughters.

Her voice echoed: "The deep velvet of your mother and her mother, and her mother.

"You look nothing like your mother.

You desperately want to look like her.

"You must wear your mother's lipstick.

You must wear it like she wears disappointment on her face."

Beyonce was then joined on stage by holograms of her mum Tina and daughter Blue Ivy.

Making a powerful statement on the importance of women, she said: "You mother is a woman

and women like her cannot be contained."

With the spoken word segment finished, dancers appeared on stage as Beyonce belted out Love

Drought.

Switching things up for her second song, Sandcastles, she sat down on a wooden chair surrounded

by flowers.

The scene mirrored her very first pregnancy reveal pictures.

For this number, Beyonce's dancers — acting as her children — sat on the floor around

her.

In a daring stunt, the chair was then pulled back for a moment as the music icon continued

singing.

The audience was quick to praise Beyonce's female-empowering performance, with loud cheers

taking over the stadium as she sang her final note.

Smiling at the response, the singer — who will later battle it out with Adele for Best

Album of the Year — simply said: "Thank you."

For more infomation >> Grammys 2017: Beyonce and her baby bump win big on stage - DAILY NEWS - Duration: 2:34.

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Cartoons about tanks Zveroboy - Duration: 1:08.

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WRAP Z CHRUPIĄCYM TOFU - Duration: 5:37.

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[로마의 한글자막]페이데이2 야쿠자 캐릭터팩 트레일러 - Duration: 3:48.

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Superhero Batman vs Scary Clown Joker | Video for kids | Funny Clown & Superhero help Kung Fu Panda - Duration: 3:33.

Hi Kids,

Today Funny Clown Bingo will present you an interesting story in this video for kids.

You will see toy play with Kung Fu Panda and Batman fighting Scary clown Joker.

Joker loves pranks and scuffs.

Let's call Superhero Batman for Help

Batman won the Joker

Do not forget to subscribe under the video and like it

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ADELE GRAMMY'S 2017 MAKEUP TUTORIAL | mmirandalaurenn - Duration: 4:22.

Hey everybody!

Welcome back.

Today, I'm going to be doing a makeup tutorial inspired by

Adele from the Grammy's 2017.

I absolutely love the look that she did, so I wanted to re-create it for you guys.

I'm going to start by taking my Modern Renaissance Palette, and I'm going to take this soft,

brownish shade, and gently blend this into that upper crease, and sort of flick it outwards,

to elongate the eye.

Next, I'm going to take this neutral shade, from the palette, and using my finger, I'm

just going to use this to highlight underneath the brow bone.

She had a nice white highlight there, so I'm just gently rubbing that right along the brow

bone, and I'm going to go back in with my brush, just to make sure that everything is

nice and blended out.

Next, I'm going to take this shimmery white gold shade, on a flat shader brush, and I'm

going to use this as my lid shade.

So, I'm just going to pack that onto the lid, and blend it upwards, towards that socket

line, and just kind of pack this on the lower, er I mean the top lash line.

haha.

Next, I'm going to take some Schwing Liner, and do a wing eyeliner with this.

So, I'm going to start by flicking out on those outer edges, with that eyeliner, just

to kind of get a guide, and then, from the outer edge, I'm going to draw back towards

the center of the eye, to get kind of the shape of that wing, and then, I'm going to

go back in, and fill everything out, and make sure that its nice and even.

Next, I'm going to take some lashes.

I'm going to take my Vegas Nay Easy Elegance Lashes, and I'm just going to put these onto

the lash line.

Now, Adele's lashes were really wisped out, on the edges, so I am going to pull them more

out, to the outer edges of the eyes, just to get sort of the same effect.

Then, I'm going to take some eyeliner.

This one is from Pop Beauty, and I'm going to pop this onto the inner waterline of my

lower lash line, just to add a little bit more definition down there.

So, I'm just focusing that on the outer half of the eye, and then, I will just kind of

haze that towards the center, so that there is no harsh line.

Next, I'm going to take my mascara, and just make sure that my lashes are ready to go.

So, I'm going to blend my top lashes with the falsies that I applied, by using the mascara,

and then, I'm also going to apply some of this mascara to the lower lash line, just

to enhance that definition, and finish off the eye look.

Next, I'm going to take some bronzer.

This one is from Pur Cosmetics, and I'm just going to take this on a contouring brush,

and kind of blend that along the contouring area, and bring it upwards, to start to warm

up the skin.

Adele had a really, really warm skin look, so I'm just going to kind of keep blending

that, until I get it how I want it.

I'm also going to bring that onto the temples a little bit, just to enforce that warmth

in the skin.

Next, I'm going to take a peachy pink blush, and I'm going to really sort of pack this

onto the apples of the cheeks, and along the top of that contouring area.

She had a really prominent cheek look.

It was very youthful and glowing, so I'm just going to keep going with that, until I get

it how I want it.

And then, I'm going to take a golden highlighter, from my Anastasia Glow Kit, and just gently

put a thin layer of this onto the tops of the cheekbones, down the nose, the bridge

of the lips, and the chin, as well as the forehead.

Then, I'm going to take a peach liquid lipstick.

This one is from Lena Lashes.

I'm just going to fill in the lips with this, to get a nice peach lip.

You guys can do any lip color that you want with this look, because it is very versatile,

but Adele did have a peach lip.

And then, I'm just going to finish off with some glittery lip gloss.

You guys can take any sheer or shimmery gloss, or if you want it to stay matte, that is fine

as well.

So that concludes this makeup tutorial you guys.

I hope you enjoyed it.

Please subscribe to my channel, so you can see more from me, and I will see you guys

in the next one.

For more infomation >> ADELE GRAMMY'S 2017 MAKEUP TUTORIAL | mmirandalaurenn - Duration: 4:22.

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Falseta Soleá con Metrónomo - Duration: 2:11.

Hi. Today I'll play with a metronome.

This is something that some of you have asked me, so I prepared an example for today.

The example is a "Soleá" [cante jondo called the mother of flamenco song].

If you need any more examples with metronome

-The ones that I will upload in the future

or the ones that are already uploaded –

Other examples, other flamenco styles (not just Soleá).

Leave a comment and I'll do it.

OK? So you could see how it works.

As you may see in other videos, it consists of 12 beats with accents on the 3rd, 6th, 8th, 10th, and 12th beat.

The word itself tells us that the note must be accented, a bit stronger.

not faster,

but stronger.

"Falseta" 1 and "Falseta" 2 are linked

Here while I was playing, I linked them

So, here you have an example and I hope you find it useful.

If you like the video please, thumb up!! See you.

For more infomation >> Falseta Soleá con Metrónomo - Duration: 2:11.

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แต่งหน้า Sexy Bitch!! สายแรง สายแซ่บ เชิดใส่ทุกคน!! - Duration: 11:48.

Hi everyone , this is my first clip on youtube.

the look created today is called Sexy Bitch

because I put red lips, smoky eyes and full coverage foundation on my face

Let's see how can I do these Sexy Bitch!

Bare Face , already apply moisterizer

For sexy bitch look today ,

full coverage foundation is needed

I pick Hourglass foundation

This foundation can cover all my imperfections and also yours

the lighter shade I apply for my under eye and as a hilight while another one is applied as foundation.

Use this Kat von D for setting and as a contour powder giving a great coverage ,a little bit of bronze and contour

Complete !

Thank you so much for watching XO

For more infomation >> แต่งหน้า Sexy Bitch!! สายแรง สายแซ่บ เชิดใส่ทุกคน!! - Duration: 11:48.

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TYPES OF PERSONALITITES - I || INTJ || ENTJ || INTP || ENTP - Duration: 9:49.

For more infomation >> TYPES OF PERSONALITITES - I || INTJ || ENTJ || INTP || ENTP - Duration: 9:49.

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First video! (But use the CC thing To know what I'm saying) - Duration: 0:48.

Hi Guys

I been Trying so much times and now I'm done

I BEEN SAYING THAT THE FIRST VIDEO WAS A TESTING VIDEO THIS IS NOT ONE

OK

I'm Wearing this to hide myself so you don't need to see me only at 20 up subs not like 20+ like 20 subs

Bye everyone=D

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No Way I Hit That | COD IW Clip - Duration: 0:30.

PLEASE SUBSCRIBE

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(MineCraft) MineHeros HITTAR EN HACKARE(Pvp,Skyblock3,Faction) - Duration: 29:48.

For more infomation >> (MineCraft) MineHeros HITTAR EN HACKARE(Pvp,Skyblock3,Faction) - Duration: 29:48.

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MULTIMODal projeCt - Duration: 9:42.

In 2003, I turned 5.

I wanted a big birthday party and I invited all my friends.

My face was painted as a butterfly and I wore a purple fairy dress.

I was probably the most excited 5-year-old in the world.

So come November 11th, I prepared cake, snacks, candles, decorations..

everything

..but no one showed up.

At that exact moment, I didn't feel sad..

I didn't even feel angry.

At that exact moment..

I discovered..

a tougher side of myself

I was born in Saudi Arabia...

More specifically..

Riyadh

Riyadh in my child eyes was idyll.

an inch away from paradise

I had Crepaway (which is now closed)

Fuddruckers

stray cats

the subway club sandwich

friends

and of course..

King Khaled International School

all these are fond memories..

memories that I associate with what made me who I was..

..until I turned 7

When I was 7..

I moved from stray cats and subway club sandwiches..

..to America

I remember the morning of..

..I ate Froot Loops..

-my favorite fine cuisine of that time-

..in a paper bowl with a plastic spoon

for some reason..

..though..

..that morning..

Froot Loops came with a bad after taste

and I couldn't

quite

figure

out

why

was it the milk?..

..or was it that I was moving to an entirely different country?

Fast forward to elementary school..

..in America..

..where I still held true to who I was..

..until halfway through 5th grade.

Fifth grade was when I started to realize..

..and become ashamed..

..that I was really..

..an outsider.

I still had an accent.

And I wore hand-me-down clothes from my brother.

And I was bullied..

..alot

And at that moment..

I found the weaker side of myself.

And I let it win.

Through 6th..

..7th..

..and 8th grade..

..I let myself become weaker..

..and weaker..

..and the bullying came from all sorts of places..

..and it grew..

..and grew..

..until it reached dangerous levels.

I was threatened.

I was pushed around.

I was ignored.

I made no friends..

..and I hated myself.

I just wanted it all to end.

By the very end of 8th grade..

I actually auditioned for a show all the way out in Manassas..

..and I got in..

..and that show?..

..that show..

..saved my life.

I actually found something that made me happy.

Something that distracted me from my life.

Something that made me happy..

..to exist.

Theatre.

I followed the path of theatre..

..and I slowly recovered.

It took 3 years for me to actually become confident in myself.

And it was finally by end of senior year that I formed into the person you..

..see..

..right..

..now..

Race was a big part of my childhood.

I was so proud to be born in Saudi Arabia..

..until..

..until..

..my peers kept asking me if my parents were terrorists..

..if I was going to bomb the school..

..if I had killed anyone or seen anyone get killed.

After that..

..I kept that part of my identity..

..shut.

I'd only tell the closest of friends.

And once I stopped telling people I was Syrian..

I slowly-

-but I started to see-

-that I looked almost nothing like..

..a middle easterner.

And once my accent disappeared..

..people would just assume that I was..

..white.

White as paper.

White as vanilla ice cream.

White..

..as an American..

..should..

..be.

Religion also had a heavy impact.

And I don't mean that I was raised religiously..

..in fact..

..I was raised completely opposite of that.

My parents made sure never to force anything on me.

And I'm glad.

I'm glad because I had..

..I had a little trouble in believing whether god was there or not.

And this intertwines with the race aspect of my childhood.

As I was always assumed to be white..

..and so I was always asked to join Christian programs..

..and seeing how I was living near a church..

..I was always asked and talked with about god..

..and beliefs and such..

..and I ended up thinking I was a horrible..

..horrible person..

..for years..

..because I didn't know if god existed..

..and I always had to pretend that I firmly believed in the existence of one.

It wasn't until mid-sophomore year..

..mid..

..sophomore..

year..

..that I looked up what it meant..

..to doubt the existence..

..of a god..

..but also be open to..

..believing.

I..

..I am agnostic..

..and it confuses people.

It starts with the assumption..

..that I am white..

..so I should be Christian..

..Catholic..

..or whatever.

But once they know I was born in the middle east..

..then I should be..

..a Muslim?

I think people forget..

..that humans..

..aren't..

..BORN..

..into a religion.

They should be able to choose what they think best fits themselves..

..and their beliefs.

Finally, another big influence on my childhood..

..was sex.

Yes, I am a female..

..but it seems to matter too much in this society.

"You're a female so you should NOT be able to do "manly" jobs"

But the..

..the thing is..

..is that in this society..

..in this society..

..everyone feels that every job should have a man take over.

..except of course girly things..

..such as dancing..

..and fashion.

How messed up is that?

So many times I've been faced with..

"Great."

"Strong."

"Big."

"Amazing."

"Smart."

Men.

What amazing historical favor did men do..

.to deserve an entire creation of a hierarchy..

..with them..

..at the very top of it??

There are too many times that I doubted myself in what I could do..

..because I was simply..

..a girl.

I doubted being able to play soccer..

..play videogames..

..do karate..

..and even making friends..

because I thought my being a female was too weak..

..and unworthy of that.

All of these experiences..

..thoughts..

..and beliefs..

..combined..

..to make me who I am..

..right now.

The girl you see before your eyes?

She's been through..

..and through..

...and through..

..with tears..

..and doubt.

So much doubt.

But through theatre..

..she gained confidence in herself.

Confidence to speak.

Confidence to stand up for herself.

Confidence to feel other things than sadness

Confidence..

..to smile..

She will pursue her savior and love..

..theatre..

She will-

She will break barriers in the show business.

The barriers that state a woman..

..shouldn't..

..and can't be..

..a good director or cinematographer.

Barriers that state a woman should wear revealing clothes..

..and be a perfect..

..society-made..

..tall..

.. white..

..blonde..

..woman..

..to get a good role.

Barriers that should restrict her abilities..

..and beat down her determination..

..but won't.

She'll-

She'll have a tough time getting there.

And she'll need to compromise.

And even if you don't hear her through the media..

..she will be out there making her voice heard..

..whether it's to a stray cat eating an old thrown away subway club sandwich..

..or..

..to a big famous cigar-smoking producer.

She will always stay true to herself..

..and always stick with her butterfly faced-

-purple dressed-

-abandoned at a birthday party-

-5-year-old tough self.

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Today Funny Clown Bingo will present you an interesting story in this video for kids.

You will see toy play with Kung Fu Panda and Batman fighting Scary clown Joker.

Joker loves pranks and scuffs.

Let's call Superhero Batman for Help

Batman won the Joker

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