umm just letting you know my apartment is not done
thats why i have not shown you around
i did get a new couch and i just came back from ikea and got some new pillows
so thats exciting . but today i want to open up these packeges
because my last opening. um . my last video were im opening packages . i opens a couple and thought i had more
i did have more i just accidentally put them all over the house when i was moving
so i had like a box in my bedroom and a box here and a box there
so i have them all in front of me right now and im going to open them ad we are gonna talk about this
also im using my new ring light and it is so bright and it is so hard to look at the camera with this brightness but thats ok
im gonna get used to it, im just not used to the brightness
minou and beauty are so needy since i moved so thats fun
i wanna open this one first because this is somthing in my last vlog that i had to go pick up
and this is from south korea
i got scissors this time im smart
so i know you cant really see me opening it but i dont like that it wasnt centered
alrighty oh my god air bags
no im kidding
ooo what dis what dis
ooo ok so theres a whole bunch little mask things here a pokemon mask a beauty mask
i think these are masks , they just look like beauty products
beauu-ty products
i dont know what this is oooo ohh
i know what this is
ok so i put on my list a whole bunch of stuff to get for future videos
to make face masks and stuff like that and then i believe that this is eye stick stuff
panda thing im pretty sure this is zuzias actually this is the thing that zuizas been waiting for
they re not at home right now so i cant call them up but im sure that they'll really appreciate this
im pretty sure this is for them i have to make sure but im pretty sure this is for them
so thank you
alright i hope you can see me though
this isnt going to be a video place unless you'd like it to be a video place
to do videos
what is this
" chase your videos have helped me so much while discovering who i really am.
and they make me see that i am not alone please continue your awesome work, you are my favorite youtuber by far
marious from Germany
sorry if i said your name wrong im really bad with names
ooo what dis
oh my god yes the language of letting go
these books are kind of embarrassing because theyre all like helping your self
but what ever, i put this on my list a couple days ago
i dont know what im trying to say right now
thank you so much
whats this
aww yeah
cat slippers
because i need slippers and i was likeyou know what imma get on that cat lifestyle
because i have every thing else cat i might as well have cat slippers
so thank you so much i dont think that theres a note in here
not because its like a third party seller and they dont let you put notes
but oh my god whoever got me this thatnk you so much
what this
what dis?
ohh i think i know what this is
two identical packages what did i put that i need two of
yes, oh my got this is gonna be amazing
um this is for the podcast
im so glad that we have these i cant wait to try these out
oh my god thank you so much
"hi guys i love the podcast i hope these help enjoy- best marcas"
thank you
ok so this some tiny tiny tiny wrapping
so its hard to hide my address
ooo you dont even know what it is and im like ooo
this is going to be great its a mask, its like a face mask for black heads and stuff like that
i cant wait to make videos of me trying these things
you have no idea how exited i am to try these face masks and stuff like that in the video
im so exited
and it looks like im hiding it
im so sick im sorry
ive been eyeing this one literately since the day i got back from Slovakia/poland
cause it was there and i haven't opened it
oh my god yes
"welcome home enjoy your gift from dianna in toronto"
i have baking pans
which is fantastic because mine are so old and i didnt want to bring them with me in the move
so now i can throw them out
also like bugs lived on mine so thank you this is fantastic your saving me anxiety
bless
also do you like the color green on the blue couch im having alot of anxiety about this couch
and like l feel like it wasnt a good decision
i have anxiety about buying anything for myself
i bought myself straws at ikea ody and im like EEE
ohhhh
my god yes
yes this is like a wall mount thing for the bathroom so i can put things
because i have no storage in my bathroom
and i didnt know that before i moved into this apartment
like i didnt really check if there was storage in the bathroom
and then like i moved in and was like oh my god theres no storage i dont know where to put anything
so this is gonna be fantastic
basically all of my hair dyes gonna go on here
so oh my god thank you so much
and there is a little note, there is a little note
which lips
"at the risk of keeping the sugar daddy label i am sending you what i hope will help the move to your new roach free place
theres also a microwave stand by the way happy moving best wishs-richard"
richard
richard
papito richard
in a non sexual way
oh my god yes
and hes not really giving anything away about the microwave i did get that, i had to go pick it up in the mail
i have it somewhere here its not wrapped so it says on the front that its a stand for a microwave
oh my god
richard, your amazing, this is amazing
i cant wait to build this
thank you so much
im really overwhelmed right now
ive been really stressed for the last like 3,4,5 days
and i feel like i havent been able to do anything but all ive been doing is putting work into making this apartment cleaner
and looking presentable, for me to be happy with it
i dont care about anyone else its really for me
oh also its right here, this is the microwave stand here
so i did not know that richard sent me this , so thank you so much richard
i will be making this soon probably tommorow
i am super duper exited about this
ok so lets open this one over here
its like cereal or somthing
or like food what else would there , i didnt put cereal on there
i was just letting you know theres no cereal on my list
air bags!!! im kidding
ooo this is big
what is this
oh jesus
what does that sound like to you?
"this is a thank you for being an all around amazing person and helping me understand more about the trans community
happy holidays from alex fox"
thats a cool name
alex fox
alex fox and chase ross
that would be like a tongue twister
we could have a tv show
what is this
sold as set
what is this, ohh shit
oh my god i was like it feels like food
oh my goodness
oh im so excited yesss
these are like nutless clusters
these are such a good snack
hash tag that vegan life
but they are like chocolate and dates and coconut
and i i i am in love i have snacks
and its like a box full of them to
oh my god these are gonna be so great
im gonna put another box on my wish list just because i love these so much
theyre like a really great healthy alternitive snack
i dont even know if theyre healthy theyre just really fucking good
its really heavy
i have no idea what it is
what is this
what is this
oh my god
i didnt think that these were bought
oh my god
oh my goodness this is awesome
oh my god these are two end tables for my bed
because i need, oh my god
i had no idea, like i looked at my wishlist like yesterday
and this was still on it and was like ok im just gonna take it off my wishlist
so today i went to ikea AND I BOUGHT MYSELF AN END TABLE
ohmy god
it was like a really cheap on it was like $39
or somthing
i am returning that oh my goodness
can i just tell you what it says on the box right over here
"we like gentle men please handle with care"
i says that right here, i dont know if you can see that its kinda bright
ooo theres a note good good good
i wanna see who sent me this
so i can thank them
"all of your informitive videos, mental heath update and podcast with Aaron were honestly the
only things that kept me going during 2016
you have made such a positive change in my life
and i could never thank you enough- Dan"
thank you so much dan im so glad that ive been able to help you
and that aaron and i have been able to help you in the podcast
heas been able to help you
and youre helping me
thank you so much
i feel so overwhelmed about these gifts
and maybe i didnt react like this for all of the gifts in the past
and i dont know , maybe that makes my a bad person
i dont know i dont know
all i know is that im feeling really emotional because
i feel like ive had to do eveything by myself and its hard to be alone
i feel like i have no one
yeah i have zuzia and stuff like that down stairs but
i dont know its different i feel like i need more support
more help and i dont know what type of help im asking for
do you see what i mean im in a conflicting place
right now i feel like my heart is so big and heavy
and i feel like, like im not asking for monetary things physical objects
capitalism
um to make me feel better to get me the support that i need
um but i feel like these messages that im getting are just so nice
and im umm beyond great full for every single little thing that ive gotten
from this to the rack for my microwave
which i dont actually have a microwave yet so , wishlist
if you wanna check that out
un to the pens to the little face masks everything
i appreciate every single thing
and you are helping my move
so much by doing that so much, because youre getting me things that i need to get
so you are saving me money
so thank you for that
umm yeah but im gonna stop crying im gonna stop making this video
im gonna go edit this, post it online
sorry my voice is all messed up, i feel it, like this is my voice, thats what i feel like.
this is my voice 7 years on T
i feel like im so deep
um but its not gonna be this deep forever
it is deep lol
im outy
thank you for watching, thank you, like i said i have a po box
so if you just want to send me a little note a little post it
if you wanna send me a big box with one little post it in it
if you want to send me a box of bees
haha
if you want to send my your cat, im kidding
if you wanna send me lockets of your cats hair
if you wanna send me a peen
if you wanna send me um {beauty meows} alittle note a little letter
or anything a package
my po box excepts every thing from like a little tiny letter to like a huge package
so im outy beauty says meow
she loves you she loves you for the little gifts you get her and mionu blitto
thank you so much have a great day, ok, bye
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