Youtube daily report w Jan 5 2019

Welcome to this episode. I'm Bill Snodgrass… this is a bit of a day in the

life… Still on on on Christmas holiday go back next week but I've got to go into

the classroom and do a couple things and get some things ready because I left a

giant mess so I'm gonna clean that up and I'm gonna take you with me all right

so I have arrived at my classroom and trying to I've got some a few things

done but I I made coffee I chose the channel logo mug amongst the the merch

mugs that I have I chose because probably I don't know it was just their

first one in the line I don't know we have a reason for having chosen that one

but I chose this one so coffee all right I got a I got to do a little rant and

and this is this is an observation that that affected me to the extent that I

got to do a rant two days ago today Zagat called my health insurance company

called my health insurance company and I had a question about this this document

that they call the explanation of benefits now it would be too easy to not

have some obscure an acronym for that so it's the P o be the explanation of

benefits the EOB so I called and I got the customer service support clerk help

type person on the phone so I got the person on the phone who's supposed to

help me understand the explanation now see here's the first problem

if you have an explanation of anything and you have to have a staff of people

to whom you can call and ask for an explanation see there's a little bit

kind of meta-circular here your job is to explain the explanation can you see

the staffing all right so what do you do here this is an in training session what

do you do here well your job is when people call in and with questions about

their explanation you have to explain it there is an acknowledgement on the sort

of inherent in that job that the explanation of benefits is confusing if

you can't do an explanation of benefits that doesn't require a whole like when

you go through the phone tree it says if you have questions about your claim

explanation of benefits push for whatever it was now that's not the part

I mean that was a little like why did we why is this so on I was a little upset

by that but now this is where my insides exploded my brain first and my heart

exploded my gut and everything kind of switched places on the inside you

couldn't see that but that's what was going on so she's looking at my

explanation of benefits and she goes huh well let me see huh now this is when I

exploded she is huh well this doesn't make any sense and then a few seconds

later she's huh and this is this is this doesn't this

isn't cool that's your job 14 hours a week you look at explanations of

benefits that's your job if you don't understand the explanation how can you

possibly expect a customer to understand the explanation she said something to

the effect of this doesn't make sense I don't understand this about three times

in about a 30 or 45 second period of time if your job is to explain the

explanation first of all there's a problem in the first place and if your

job is to explain the explanation and you don't understand the explanation

there is a problem on top of the problem

that's all

just just telling that story worked me up worked me up telling that story

alright so I'm gonna try to make five videos today I'm not sure if I'm I said

that or not yet but I'm going to try to do five videos at least five videos

while I'm all I'm here today they're short and it won't take very long and

then get home and I don't know what I'll do after I get home so I laundry to do

that'll be exciting you you won't have to put up with that

alright one is this video the day in a live video so I'm kind of shooting this

and what does this day in the life during any school holiday entail well

I'm going to try to redo that channel outro thing I wrote it on the board so I

wouldn't forget what all I'm trying to do sorry my to-do list it's over there

I'm also for trying to redo my channel intro I had a channel intro that sort of

become sort of disintegrated it was no longer accurate so so I would do a

couple of videos from our world of silly our channel in the world silly our

channel but it's it here it is you can go look at it I've just started that it

goes with my it goes with my world so we are booked which there's a mug up here

somewhere from world so we are merch alright I need to get going I've already

rearranged the desk at the desk set up I want you know I want to be able to the

ground on January 7th when we come back to school I want to you know hit the

ground I don't know what this means but I'm gonna I'm gonna hit the ground I'm

gonna hit the ground I got the desk said if I think it'll allow a lot of good use

for the space for instruction and then also put some corners in where the

photography club can get in and kind of do their things so I'm gonna look

forward to doing that okay then let's let's get going and

probably see you in the next segment

all right so getting one camera to get everything framed up you know so that

the background is you know right and the lighting is right for one do it for two

cameras and it's like well guess what twice the work although a little bit

more than twice the work because you got to make them synchronize you know you

got to get the white balance the same and so yeah it's kind of challenging but

I think it's worth it in the long run because it it gives this kind of gives

an interesting second angle and I kind of like that um so all right now I'm

going to shoot some of these some of these videos I was talking about so next

segment all right that's it for this day in the life coffee chat episode I hope

you enjoyed it I feel like I got a lot done I got the room better set up and

ready to ready to go for next semester also got these videos shot I shot some

character profile videos for the role silly are shot a snap live intro outro

I'm I don't know about this outro idea but you know you'll see it in a few

minutes to see what you think as the new year progresses hopefully you will

continue to support the channel I really appreciate what you've what's happened I

said in my my recap and preview video that a lot of really good things happen

over over 2018 and looking forward to really good things throughout the year

of 2019 and I hope that you'll have whatever it is that you're doing in your

life likewise we'll continue to satisfy you

and improve move towards the goals that you have set

for yourself big learning moment for this video there's a grind I've

mentioned the grind before and sometimes you got to just grind out some work and

that's kind of what I did today so this is kind of an example of working that

grind grind it out what you have to grind out in order to get to where

you're trying to get to so I've made a bunch of videos I've ground them out I'm

gonna take a little trip to visit my parents and so I'm trying to get all

these videos queued up and I erase the board already so you know nothing

they're queued up so that while I'm visiting my parents I'm gonna make a

road trip video on the way down there and probably try to get that one edited

and get that one up I don't know so other than that I'm probably not gonna

be you know vlogging while your mom's making chocolate lives and things like

that enough already would you just stop

talking yeah I will thank you for watching this episode I hope you enjoyed

it if you did please click the like button and subscribe to the channel sign

up for notifications share this video with someone else who also might like it

also make sure you connect with me on all my social media channels Facebook

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PayPal or patreon links are down in the description also please consider

checking out the reddit channel and getting involved there it's a subreddit

and the link is down in the descriptions also lastly I've just started podcasts

so those links have guess what down in the description go down the description

find those links to the to the podcasts that is all for this episode I will see

you in the next one

thanks for watching this episode I'm gonna wait for them to get down the hall

with their little bumpity-bump wheels on them how can it be so loud probably

can't even hear it noise cancellation directional

microphone and all that sort of stuff

there's your synchronization just in case you need it

what was that saying thank you for watching this episode I hope you enjoyed

it if you did please click the white bug logic button click the button let's just

start it over

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FFXIV Meayumi B & E: We got hired out....by Reksus.... -.- - Duration: 14:00.

Hi Everyone and welcome to my Gramma Gamer's Channel I'm Gramma Mea and this

This is my B&E series of Breaking and Entering into people's Final Fantasy XIV

homes. So join my friend Gobbie and I and be our accomplice and let's go and scope

out some amazing homes in the neighborhoods of Final Fantasy XIV.

Let's get ready and go....

That's the place Gobbie.. That's the place that Reksus hired us

out. I can't believe he did this to us Rexsus has hired us out to a lot of

people here on the Ultros Server and this is our first stop and this house belongs

to Kittypryde and well hmm come on Gobbie

Let's go start, supposed to be cleaning the sculptures yeah that's it we have a

list of sculptures that we're supposed to be cleaning. And this house is 'Portal

to Tartarus' Tartarus? The owner is Kittypryde Kujata and we're on the Ultros

server in the Goblet (it's a large) Ward 8 Plot 43 and it's Portal to Tartarus

Haunted Manor hmm Designed by Scarlet Lunrys. ' Featured on Merry Matsuri's housing

tours season 3 episode 1 part 2. I like Merry's stuff she's got some great housing

tours. And it's a designer home, immersive experience, and message book.

Haunted Manor hmm okay Gobbie, are you ready for this

okay she looks really ready not in the least little bit!! Look at this okay

we've got orange oh they've got food out here waiting for us hmm!

Gobbie check it out look at all the sparkly stuff we will grab this on the

way out we will be so rich holy cow look at all the sparkly stuff! A Sephiroth

root...... Look it they've got Lalafells jacuzzis yay I'm

gonna like this place already! I can take turns one day this day the next day over

here oh I like this already! This is really nice I like this yard it's really

open.

Very nice!

Very pretty and they have these coral things going down each side and I

believe there's some on the back too. I think when I was running up here I saw

him yeah I see that got him all along the back and all around very pretty it's

a unique idea some people put lights there they put the coral oh my gosh well

that's really pretty up there and they got the Alpine chandelier to give it a

red warm haunted feeling but look at this oh I know these gargoyles play duck

duck gargoyle see they run around I bet this is what they do when note ok tag

you're it run Gabby run yeah that's what they do

they play duck duck gargoyle as many of them as there are wow this is really

pretty I mean it's it's hauntingly pretty ok that was bad ok well they're

not oh they get the eyes in there somebody was wait I'm standing in

somebody's puddle of blood that's pretty gross ok it's all done in black sand

look at the library what is this how many ways to scare people I bet

this is really unique how's that for a word this is very unique oh yeah I

remember her she was just a ton of fun and such a pleasure to find up against

oh yeah oh it's summoning bill Gabby grab the

summoning bill we'll take that with us

there's nothing creepy about a summoning bill okay what's over here

that's pretty nice oh hell no are they serious look at this the creepy dolls

they're either having a seance or is that a Ouija board would that be a

seance or a Ouija board oh my god that is just so creepy

oh yeah yeah no fun

yeah I'd stand back over here two in the corner I'm getting there okay so this

must be like the Terek card table right there we've got the demon wah he's so

creepy and then we've got kind of I want to say a little kitchen area back here

but not really it is kind of a kitchen area they've got to kind of kitchen.you

things and I that always looks like a telephone to me instead of a showerhead

or a bathtub looks like a telephone this I like how they've got all the stained

glass in here emerged in with the walls

this is really nice I like this like the stained glass okay so we went there and

we saw those okay let's go downstairs we've seen that seating area

uh-uh there's steam coming out of the floor

Gabby are you ready for this we've got another demon wall right there oh no

it's the gargoyle walk I bet they played duck duck and gargoyle too with the guys

upstairs I bet they do this is a really pretty in a creepy sort of way and

they've got the pillars and the gargoyles and Bahamut they've got a

seating area here with the demon wall there and then you've got more gargoyles

all along down here and Mohammed right there and the throne and what is this

stage look at they get spikes on the stage if you don't dance good do you get

like spiked or something shish kebabbed baby yeah that's really pretty in a

creepy kind of way I know really bad okay let's go on this is just really

kind of creepy okay what is this room over here

so goldsmithing this is this the crafting room warm books here on how to

be more creepy

why do I get the feeling I don't want to go back here okay let's see let's check

this out oh yeah oh you know what I think I'll pass on the food here because

um yeah there's that look at this table there's the gets a Sue's sword up there

I don't think I want to stay on this table for too long um I don't want him

to get any ideas about anything good bad or indifferent yeah you tell him Gaby

we're not here for oh okay what's this back here another seating area oh yeah

no I don't think this is the best seat in the house I'm thinking there might be

better seats in the house and I don't think this is the best seat in the house

matter of fact yeah but that is too this house is so totally creepy I put a lot

of work into this house to make it creepiness to make it this creepy I

guess get this long hallway

did I come over here oh yeah that's got the spiked round table

I like this this is really pretty I like how stained-glass windows are up in here

and how they have them tiered like that that is really nice very pretty

gargoyle and all

the pictures all the way around the room not on the walls here

there's a bathtub I guess well it kind of looks like a bathtub because over

here is the toilet big huge bathroom this is nice keep you warm in the

fireplace and the steam coming out you know this water is nice and warm and

toasty

okay what's down here this is just really roadkill rug do one the Chocobo

race Gaby there's some shoes grab the shoes and the hats old people like shoes

and hats and the makeup kit all those old ladies they love the makeup and

those old guys they like to have the goth look so they like makeup too

so okay we'll take this coat - that's pretty okay

and what's over here I've got a seating area don't drink the wine you may end up

on that table downstairs but this looks really pretty

more seating area okay what's over here

the altar is here oh this must be where those who are in trouble come to talk to

kitty pryde hmm hopefully she doesn't ban them to the dungeon

she stayed with all the same concept with the dark walls and the Reds so with

the reds and blacks throughout the whole house

good grief that creepy doll has grown up and is wearing a bigger dress creepy

dolls and that creepy doll I keep just waiting for her to blink and she's not

blinking wait what is that okay Gabi and I are done here her stuff coming through

there's red flames a word from the owner portal 2 - terrace house featured on

Mary Meszaros YouTube channel ffxiv housing tours season 3 episode 2

designed by scarlett Linares love the creepiness of your house Gabi and I

polished the gargoyles the best we could thanks for sharing on my YT channel

ffxiv Minami B and E and oh yeah this house is definitely on the list of

creepiness kitty pryde thanks again for inviting us to your house it's great

it's amazing I love all the creepiness that you've got going on here hey

everybody take care have fun and as always be safe out there

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I Bought a $2,000 MIDI Controller?!? - Duration: 9:53.

is the most fun I've had with a plug-in instrument in a long time

what's up guys a couple months ago I bought a hardware synthesizer the profit

6 by sequential I've bought it because it produces beautiful sounds now if you

want to know more about why I chose that synth and another synth that I have the

cord mini log watch this video but today I'm using the profit 6 as a MIDI

controller that's right a $2,000 MIDI controller which means I'm not even

using the sounds the beautiful sounds that this thing can create here's why

I'm controlling omnisphere with omnisphere 2.5 you can control many

aspects of the sound with an external hardware synth there are a bunch of

hardware cents that can control it including some much cheaper ones like

the Korg mini log for $500 I'll demo that in just a moment but let me tell

you using the profit 6 to control omnisphere

is the most fun I've had with a plug-in instrument in a long time to use any of

the compatible hardware sense with omnisphere you just need to select it

from the hardware menu at the top it maps all the controls automatically so

it's easy to start modifying controls because it's all labeled on your synth

in addition to controlling and modifying all of the omnisphere patches you get

some additional patches in the hardware library actually all the presets that

are optimized for control on the various compatible hardware sense are here so

even if you don't have one of those hardware since you can access all of

them the profit 6 can control a bunch of different things

oscillators 1 and to control the layers in omnisphere

you can change the shape of the waves

sub octave add some bass to any sound

and of course you've got the high and low-pass filters

you can also control unison envelopes LFO the arpeggiator and even the effects

I love that the ominous tear panels switch depending on which knob you're

controlling controlling cutoff it automatically switches to the cutoff

page either changing the shape of a wave it switches to that page it's so much

easier than using the mouse to navigate different windows depending on what you

want to control now let's hear what it can do in a song that I created for this

song I'm using all omnisphere patches and nothing else the drums are coming

from samples

all right that was so much fun but let's talk about a cheaper alternative the

Korg mini log the cork mini log is also compatible with omnisphere so you can

control some things but the mini log is much more limited with what you can

control

I had some good results controlling the oscillators and changing the shapes and

of course cutoff and resonance is always fun to play with but LFO was a bit more

complex I just didn't have as much fun controlling on the sphere with a mini

log than I did with the Prophet six so if you're looking for a more inexpensive

option to control omnisphere I'd suggest looking at the Roland SEO 2

it's small compact and has a lot better control of on the sphere and of course

you get the hardware synth sounds that it makes I'm not telling you that you

should go out and buy a hardware stand just to control omnisphere but if you

have a compatible synth lying around I highly recommend that you give this a

try you're gonna have a whole lot of fun now if you don't own omnisphere

but you have one of the compatible hardware since this may be a good reason

to buy on the sphere I mean it's that much fun

and of course honest fear has top-notch sounds just on its own I hope you

enjoyed this video please hit the like button and don't forget to subscribe

keep making the music that you love and I will see you guys

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How to Walkie -Talkie Apple Watch. To use Apple Walkie Talkie, you and your friend both need Apple Watch Series 1 or later with

watchOS 5. You also both need to set up the FaceTime app on your iPhone and be able to make and receive FaceTime audio calls.

To Add your friends. Open the Apple Watch Walkie Talkie. Tap a friend.

Wait for your friend to accept the invitation. The contact card stays gray and is labeled invited until your friend accepts.

After they accept, you and your friend can talk instantly and their contact card turns yellow. To remove a friend.

open the Walkie-Talkie app on Apple Watch, swipe left on the friend, then tap the Delete icon.

Accept an invitation. Touch and hold the top of the Apple Watch face, then swipe down to open Notification Center.

Look for a notification from Walkie-Talkie, then tap it.

Tap Always Allow. To Start a conversation. Open the Walkie-Talkie app on Apple Watch.

Tap a friend. Touch and hold the talk button, then say something. If you see "connecting" on the screen

wait for Walkie-Talkie to connect. After Walkie-Talkie connects, your friend can hear your voice and talk with you instantly.

To Turn Walkie-Talkie off or on. Open the Walkie-Talkie app. Turn Available off or on. If someone tries to

reach you while you're unavailable, a notification appears asking if you'd like to talk.

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Coffee Chat & DITL: Making Movies, Explanations, AND The Grind - s2e5 - Duration: 10:48.

Welcome to this episode. I'm Bill Snodgrass… this is a bit of a day in the

life… Still on on on Christmas holiday go back next week but I've got to go into

the classroom and do a couple things and get some things ready because I left a

giant mess so I'm gonna clean that up and I'm gonna take you with me all right

so I have arrived at my classroom and trying to I've got some a few things

done but I I made coffee I chose the channel logo mug amongst the the merch

mugs that I have I chose because probably I don't know it was just their

first one in the line I don't know we have a reason for having chosen that one

but I chose this one so coffee all right I got a I got to do a little rant and

and this is this is an observation that that affected me to the extent that I

got to do a rant two days ago today Zagat called my health insurance company

called my health insurance company and I had a question about this this document

that they call the explanation of benefits now it would be too easy to not

have some obscure an acronym for that so it's the P o be the explanation of

benefits the EOB so I called and I got the customer service support clerk help

type person on the phone so I got the person on the phone who's supposed to

help me understand the explanation now see here's the first problem

if you have an explanation of anything and you have to have a staff of people

to whom you can call and ask for an explanation see there's a little bit

kind of meta-circular here your job is to explain the explanation can you see

the staffing all right so what do you do here this is an in training session what

do you do here well your job is when people call in and with questions about

their explanation you have to explain it there is an acknowledgement on the sort

of inherent in that job that the explanation of benefits is confusing if

you can't do an explanation of benefits that doesn't require a whole like when

you go through the phone tree it says if you have questions about your claim

explanation of benefits push for whatever it was now that's not the part

I mean that was a little like why did we why is this so on I was a little upset

by that but now this is where my insides exploded my brain first and my heart

exploded my gut and everything kind of switched places on the inside you

couldn't see that but that's what was going on so she's looking at my

explanation of benefits and she goes huh well let me see huh now this is when I

exploded she is huh well this doesn't make any sense and then a few seconds

later she's huh and this is this is this doesn't this

isn't cool that's your job 14 hours a week you look at explanations of

benefits that's your job if you don't understand the explanation how can you

possibly expect a customer to understand the explanation she said something to

the effect of this doesn't make sense I don't understand this about three times

in about a 30 or 45 second period of time if your job is to explain the

explanation first of all there's a problem in the first place and if your

job is to explain the explanation and you don't understand the explanation

there is a problem on top of the problem

that's all

just just telling that story worked me up worked me up telling that story

alright so I'm gonna try to make five videos today I'm not sure if I'm I said

that or not yet but I'm going to try to do five videos at least five videos

while I'm all I'm here today they're short and it won't take very long and

then get home and I don't know what I'll do after I get home so I laundry to do

that'll be exciting you you won't have to put up with that

alright one is this video the day in a live video so I'm kind of shooting this

and what does this day in the life during any school holiday entail well

I'm going to try to redo that channel outro thing I wrote it on the board so I

wouldn't forget what all I'm trying to do sorry my to-do list it's over there

I'm also for trying to redo my channel intro I had a channel intro that sort of

become sort of disintegrated it was no longer accurate so so I would do a

couple of videos from our world of silly our channel in the world silly our

channel but it's it here it is you can go look at it I've just started that it

goes with my it goes with my world so we are booked which there's a mug up here

somewhere from world so we are merch alright I need to get going I've already

rearranged the desk at the desk set up I want you know I want to be able to the

ground on January 7th when we come back to school I want to you know hit the

ground I don't know what this means but I'm gonna I'm gonna hit the ground I'm

gonna hit the ground I got the desk said if I think it'll allow a lot of good use

for the space for instruction and then also put some corners in where the

photography club can get in and kind of do their things so I'm gonna look

forward to doing that okay then let's let's get going and

probably see you in the next segment

all right so getting one camera to get everything framed up you know so that

the background is you know right and the lighting is right for one do it for two

cameras and it's like well guess what twice the work although a little bit

more than twice the work because you got to make them synchronize you know you

got to get the white balance the same and so yeah it's kind of challenging but

I think it's worth it in the long run because it it gives this kind of gives

an interesting second angle and I kind of like that um so all right now I'm

going to shoot some of these some of these videos I was talking about so next

segment all right that's it for this day in the life coffee chat episode I hope

you enjoyed it I feel like I got a lot done I got the room better set up and

ready to ready to go for next semester also got these videos shot I shot some

character profile videos for the role silly are shot a snap live intro outro

I'm I don't know about this outro idea but you know you'll see it in a few

minutes to see what you think as the new year progresses hopefully you will

continue to support the channel I really appreciate what you've what's happened I

said in my my recap and preview video that a lot of really good things happen

over over 2018 and looking forward to really good things throughout the year

of 2019 and I hope that you'll have whatever it is that you're doing in your

life likewise we'll continue to satisfy you

and improve move towards the goals that you have set

for yourself big learning moment for this video there's a grind I've

mentioned the grind before and sometimes you got to just grind out some work and

that's kind of what I did today so this is kind of an example of working that

grind grind it out what you have to grind out in order to get to where

you're trying to get to so I've made a bunch of videos I've ground them out I'm

gonna take a little trip to visit my parents and so I'm trying to get all

these videos queued up and I erase the board already so you know nothing

they're queued up so that while I'm visiting my parents I'm gonna make a

road trip video on the way down there and probably try to get that one edited

and get that one up I don't know so other than that I'm probably not gonna

be you know vlogging while your mom's making chocolate lives and things like

that enough already would you just stop

talking yeah I will thank you for watching this episode I hope you enjoyed

it if you did please click the like button and subscribe to the channel sign

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checking out the reddit channel and getting involved there it's a subreddit

and the link is down in the descriptions also lastly I've just started podcasts

so those links have guess what down in the description go down the description

find those links to the to the podcasts that is all for this episode I will see

you in the next one

thanks for watching this episode I'm gonna wait for them to get down the hall

with their little bumpity-bump wheels on them how can it be so loud probably

can't even hear it noise cancellation directional

microphone and all that sort of stuff

there's your synchronization just in case you need it

what was that saying thank you for watching this episode I hope you enjoyed

it if you did please click the white bug logic button click the button let's just

start it over

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SHORT 0002 - How Teemu (didn't) escape the police - Duration: 2:06.

This summer I came driving here,

so fast that the sprinters tyres lifted from the ground,

and in the roundabout over there,

I went through it in the wrong direction,

Kokkolan Autohuolto is right there,

so wrong way through the roundabout, tyres screaming...

and right there is a hill

so, if you were to be on top of that

you would see quite good whats going on down here,

and right when I did this stupid thing,

the police were coming down there,

and they saw this whole episode

and

so they of course started coming after me, fast...

I went to Kokkolan Autohuolto

and down into the cellar

we were hanging out there at the time,

doors open, I didn't hide or anything like that

then they came down there and asked who drove the sprinter?

I ran to the darkest corner and said, "I don't know who it was!"

but I had to confess that it was indeed me who drove...

then the other officer asked,

"do you remember when you were in driving school,

did they tell you which way you are supposed to drive in a roundabout"

and then the other officer could not hold it in anymore,

he lost it and started full out laughing

then the other officer started laughing..

they couldn't believe it...

then they gave me a lesson on how to behave in public traffic!

and also gave me a written warning.

I promised that I will not repeat this!

and even now you can see, the speed is nothing above legal limits!

after that I have calmed down!

-You needed to do it once to learn?

Yes...

Lets use the interstate

here you can drive 80km/h

I think that you can't drive very fast if we take the smaller road right there...

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Why you should compliment other people's art - Duration: 3:20.

Everyone is insecure about their art.

EVERYONE.

And when you feel like you're not good enough at whatever you're doing, it leaves you

with two possible courses of action: stop trying entirely or try to start feeling like

you ARE good enough.

And the latter can be accomplished in many ways but usually actually becoming better

at the thing you do won't cut it because humans are excellent at finding negative aspects

of themselves.

Very often I see people, especially but not exclusively artists, try to feel like they're

good enough by putting other people down.

I imagine the train of thought goes something like this: "Hey, I might not be that good,

but at least I'm better than those people!"

I am absolutely guilty of doing this myself, but for some reason just thinking like that

is not enough for some people, but instead, they have to make sure that every artist who's

not as good as them knows it.

Now this is really fricking toxic.

So I have decided to share an alternate course of action that I personally use a lot whenever

I feel like human trash, and I'm going to explain why it's superior to doing the other

thing that I just explained.

So.

Instead of telling other people just how bad they are…

Do the exact opposite.

Compliment them.

Go to deviantart or youtube or wherever kids post their art these days, find a beginner

artist, look at their work, and compliment them on the good aspects of it.

I have never ever seen a piece of art that wasn't good in some way.

Maybe the colors are interesting.

Maybe the style is nice.

Maybe it just vaguely reminds you of your favorite painting.

Either way, every piece of art has positive aspects.

And pointing them out to the artist has several benefits.

1.

You might make the artist happy 2.

The possibility of having just made another human being happy makes you, in turn, feel

very happy 3.

By doing this a lot, you are training your brain to look for positive things.

Simple neuroplasticity; your brain likes doing what it's used to doing.

Artists, and humans in general, are usually great at finding negative things but not so

great at finding positive things, because a negative thing is a problem that needs to

be fixed while a positive thing is just… there.

When you look at your own artwork, you are biased, because you are looking for mistakes.

But when you spend time looking for positive things in other people's art, your brain

learns to do this with your own art as well, and over time, you will feel better about

your own art without having to hurt anyone else.

So, if you stayed for this long, then try it.

Right now.

Go out there, find a beginner artist, they're easy to find, look at their work, and find

something to compliment.

Don't look for mistakes, look for what's good.

And then let them know.

It's a win-win situation.

Everyone benefits from it.

Go.

Thank you.

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Video of Mignolet and Alisson coming up against Sergio Aguero shows 'the difference' - Duration: 3:05.

 Liverpool missed out on the chance to extend their lead over Manchester City to 10 points - and effectively end the title race - at the Etihad Stadium on Thursday

 The Reds suffered their first defeat of the season, falling to a 2-1 loss and breathing new life into City's title charge

 Pep Guardiola's side prevailed thanks to goals from Sergio Aguero and Leroy Sane in a mesmeric encounter that lived up to the hype

 Roberto Firmino had equalised for the visitors but Sane scored in the 72nd minute to secure all three points

 It means that Liverpool's lead is now just four points, and we have plenty more football to play

 Jurgen Klopp can take solace in the fact that Liverpool's next four Premier League matches are against Brighton, Crystal Palace, Leicester City and West Ham United

 There are no easy games in England's top flight but the German will expect a positive response in those games

Alisson v Mignolet  And his players weren't poor against Man City, besides maybe Dejan Lovren

 Indeed, Alisson Becker produced an excellent piece of goalkeeping to prevent Aguero making it 3-1

 The Argentinian tried to round Alisson, and he managed to do so, but the Brazilian remained close enough to block the shot

 The moment was eerily similar to one Simon Mignolet found himself in when Liverpool travelled to Man City in September 2017

 Aguero was through on goal and he came up against a 'keeper in Mignolet who, unlike Alisson, didn't have the tools to keep him out

 Compared with one another, the two clips show the upgrade Liverpool now have at the goalkeeper position

 "Difference between a decent goalkeeper and an elite goalkeeper," wrote Reddit user preperprep

 ajudge08 added: "That's a night and day difference."  Alisson's save counted for nothing in the end as City managed to hold on for all three points

 But it served as a reminder of his talents, as well as the fact that Liverpool now have a goalkeeper who can help them win a Premier League title

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Gain 3 inches Naturaly | 8 Bigger Penis Enlargement Exercises You Have to Try Right NOW! - Duration: 7:11.

eight natural penis enlargement exercises you have to try right now.

Here we are going to discover some of the best exercises that

will make your erections bigger stronger and more satisfying simple as that

don't waste your valuable time and money on products that aren't going to do a

single thing and the very worst cheap pills and devices can damage your health.

so what's the solution then are there any effective ways to grow your big that

actually work.

yup there are the best part is that you can do them at home

with your hands only.

how can I grow it without pills and other nasty stuff.

exercises.

simple as that one the ultimate stretcher a worthwhile

tactic for adding inches to your size involves just stretching your flaccid

little body out you can do this by following five simple steps.

grasp the head of your phallus glands firmly pay

attention not to cut off too much blood circulation you should not feel any

discomfort pull and stretch it outwards in front of you with enough force to

feel painless stretch inside the shaft and base of your will a hold it in that

position for ten to thirty seconds rest for a while and then repeat.

do this daily for five to ten minutes.

you should stretch it to all sides up in the direction of your stomach down

between your thighs to the left and the right as well do this for the same

amount of time as instructed above.

the thumbs stretcher.

here's slightly different stretching workout you should add to your regime as

well grasp the tip of your manhood with one

hand hold it firmly but naturally again do not cut off too much blood

circulation or cause yourself any discomfort use your other hand to place

thumb at the base of your penis then start to pull it away until you feel

that stretch in it hold this position for around 10 to 15 seconds then release

have a short break and then repeat this whole process again you can continue

doing this for two-and-a-half up to five minutes in one session 3 the backwards

method this technique is rather dangerous and potentially harmful so

seek some advice from professional guides I mention after the eighth

technique all you need to in the backwards method is to follow

these steps pull the skin of your cock backward towards your body with your

thumbs your other fingers will be providing support under your shaft hold

this position in a firm manner for 10 seconds have a short break and then

repeat above steps all you needs should be 5 minutes a day for the opposite pull

the opposite pull is an exercise that might make you flinch a little just

reading about it however make no mistake as it's very effective and will increase

your size all you need to do is just follow six simple steps with your right

hand grasp the tip of your flaccid phallus put your left hand on the

beginning of your base then as horrifying as it may sound pull with

both hands in opposite directions for 10 seconds at a time you should feel the

stretching inside of your shaft you can take a short break and then repeat do

this for five minutes add a safety tip don't continue if you feel any pain or

discomfort what is more don't do this without

proper undetailed guidance by Enhancement experts 5 the kegels however

very few men know that you can make your dick look larger just by maintaining

more control over the erection itself all you need to do is the following

identify and locate your pubic oxygen PC muscle by trying a method of stopping

your urine flow naturally once found you will need to start contracting the PC

muscle daily around 20 to 30 times once you master these you should go for more

contractions per day and session.

pay attention eventually you'll be able to not only feel but to control the

muscle itself there are various regimes you could try out with the help of a

mobile application that is available for free download at the end of this article

this workout will lead to a noticeable boost in length and girth of your

erections as more blood will flow to your dick trust me that your girl will

be aware of your games and your rock-hard boners 6 the jelqing method

milking before starting with the sixth workout on this list make sure that

you're already at least semi erect between half and three quarters of your

maximum erection power if you do this technique in a flaccid state you will

achieve no gains while doing this with cum

poni will result in some tissue and nerve damage lubricate yourself a lot

use oil-based Lube with your right hand make an okay sign

and grasp the base of your little body dot then massage your phallus by pulling

your right hand slowly outwards from your days up to its head pay attention

to not Jake your glands as you may lose sensation in it switch your hands and

repeat the movement the benefit of doing this is that you're trapping and pushing

blood from your base to the glans and in that way enlarging the whole size of

your shaft you can repeat it as much as you please

but I would not go into extreme and recommend the stop as soon as you start

to feel any discomfort my advice as a beginner consider a lower number of

repetitions and then increase this amount gradually in one session 7 the

circular rotation this technique is very similar to the first exercise on this

list however there are some differences you need to pay attention to you will

need to follow these steps use your right hand to bring your dick outwards

grasp your glans firmly but gently then you need to start stretching and rotate

your little body at the same time you should do this for 30 seconds for

clockwise direction then you can switch your hands if you want to and repeat

that movement for another 30 seconds in the counterclockwise direction all this

makes for one session and you can do five add s 8 the weightlifter some

experts recommend that you should avoid this method for safety reasons but if

done properly and in moderation this exercise can have really positive

effects on your penile size it has been popularized over the years by Japanese

and it has indeed been proven to work on several occasions however it is

advisable to try all of the other workouts listed above as first here are

four tips worth taking into consideration always try this method on

your flaccid manhood attach a particular weight to it that has been created

solely for this purpose the best are Bibb hanger and LG hanger this will

force it to stretch downwards like in other techniques mentioned here already

doing this should make your dick size larger gradually in a permanent way.

pay attention you should consider doing a

little more research before attempting this as its

eventually very harmful keep in mind this is just a short description of

individual workouts in case you do them incorrectly you may see no size

difference and you probably will end up harming yourself.

Thanks for watching!

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Pronouncing the Final ATE - Duration: 3:38.

Hello, everyone! Today, we're gonna talk about the pronunciation of words that end in ATE

it's hard to know when we pronounce the final ATE /eit/ or /it/ because, in fact,

both are correct

So, let's see the difference. We pronounce the final

ate /eit/

When the word is a verb

Or you pronounce it /it/

Or

/Ət/

(schwa) when the word is a noun or

an adjective

So let's pronounce these verbs. The end is /eit/

Note that when we have the suffix ate

the stress always falls two syllables before the suffix. So let's repeat these verbs

Discriminate

Meditate

Proliferate

Appreciate

Participate

Concentrate

Communicate

Very good. So let's see the pronunciation of these nouns and adjectives .You pronounce the ATE: /it/

And in the same way that happens with the verbs the stress falls two syllables before

the suffix. Okay. So let's repeat these words

Intimate

Fortunate

Passionate

Moderate

intermediate

Electorate, and the last one chocolate

Last and best okay, but chocolate remember this is not a suffix.

the word is chocolate

But since many people say it wrong

It's here

Okay, so when they're verbs you pronounce /eit/ and when they are nouns or adjectives you pronounce /it/

So let's compare the words. Remember that the stress always falls two syllables before the suffix, so

graduate

separate

concentrate

duplicate

elaborate

For all the rules there is an exception and the exception here is

template

Template is a noun

But we still pronounce

ATE /eit/ so the word is

template

So we hope that now you know how to pronounce words with ate

and to see another video like this click on the card

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My Thoughts and Feelings While Going Through Fertility Treatments - Duration: 9:47.

Calling all friends who have done fertility treatments or who are

considering it here is my vulnerable story and our

fertility treatments and the thoughts that I had while we were going through

them stay tuned all right sisters and mistis sue for those of you who don't

know my husband and I did do fertility treatments to get pregnant with our

first child and so this is not gonna be a video about how to do fertility

treatments or anything like that it is straight up gonna be like the mental

health stuff that goes along with fertility treatments and what it looked

like for me so my journey isn't everybody else's journey and so this

isn't to say if you're looking at doing fertility treatments this will be your

story like totally not at all guys this is my story this isn't even my husband's

story right this is just my story this is me me me and some of the struggles I

had was doing fertility treatments and kind of where I've come from since then

okay so have at it so I think we were 24 when we started doing fertility

treatments but I'm gonna backtrack so I remember growing up wondering I just had

this weird thought all the time not all the time but often when I think about

kids that I was never gonna be able to have kids and so super distorted thought

I don't know where I got that from but it was something I like held near and

dear to me for a long time I mean I remember being a teenager thinking this

I remember being in my early 20s thinking this and I remember when my

husband and I decided to start trying to get pregnant I thought this mean so

sorry I'm like fixing myself constantly but I look goofy so um I remember

holding that story for a long long time and so and I had lots of rationales for

why that could be bla bla bla bla Benna birth control for

a long time my cycles were irregular whatever fill in the blank I made this

excuse for why I didn't think I was gonna be able to have kids so

fast-forward to I think we were 23 or 24 what

also causes some shame for me because I felt like I was too young to be

considering having kids we had have been 24 it doesn't matter you guys don't get

my age well you might but you're not gonna get the exact age cuz I don't even

know the exact age so here we go so um my husband and I got married and then we

started trying to get pregnant and I remember not telling anybody we were

trying to get pregnant because I was like I'm too young

I shouldn't be trying to get pregnant this is so naughty right and so um we

tried and we tried and we tried and we tried and um I didn't get pregnant but

more over than that I just wasn't having regular cycles so that was like I don't

know if I can get pregnant if my silicon's not regular so we went to the

doctor and when we went to the doctor they said like yeah there's a little

something-something up if you guys actually want to get pregnant you guys

probably need to do fertility treatments and I think I had been off birth control

for like somewhere around eight months or six to eight months I can't remember

for sure the exact numbers but regardless they said that there was some

stuff messed up and they were gonna do some testing on me and on my husband and

see if like our numbers looked right and everything and so it ended up being that

I did not produce large enough eggs that's not the right term right now I

can't think of what that term is right now so bear with me you guys know what I

mean if you're watching this video so um and that's why I wasn't having my cycle

often enough ovulating I wasn't ovulating regular and regularly

so um my husband and I talked about it and we decided to start fertility

treatments and it was like so shameful for me you guys like I didn't tell

anybody I don't believe I told anybody because one I thought we were too young

to have kids and that people would judge us for that decision and two I thought

people were gonna question me of like why are you doing fertility treatments

and you didn't try long enough and I don't know whatever else you can think

of that people might say to me I was so scared of the judgment of other people

so I said nothing to anybody but my husband and that my

friends was a tough road to travel alone without any support or any like

validation or any like Brittany you crazy like quit thinkin like that

because fertility treatments are tough emotionally they were on me tough

emotionally it was tough on my marriage it was tough on a relationship it was

like this thought of like I think I want to have kids but oh my gosh do we really

want to have kids right now there was a lot of thoughts going on my parent

getting onto annuity and so that was really tough so we continued with

fertility treatments and we got pregnant the first cycle and so I was like oh my

gosh Brittany you jumped the gun you got pregnant on the first cycle like you

probably didn't need fertility treatments oh so hotter myself and um

after about eight weeks I had a miscarriage and so all the stuff that

goes along with that and those thoughts I had previously of you're never going

to have kids all came just running back of like you forced this to happen

and it wasn't the right time it wasn't meant to be this is what happens

Brittany when you force things to happen I mean seriously like it was shame shame

shame for me it was bad it was sad my husband and I were young if you will and

so the support for each other was like it was tough to know how to like be

there for each other while we were grieving ourselves I mean it was really

tough a tough journey to walk alone and also I hadn't told anybody and so I

remember my first phone call to my sister-in-law of me sobbing actually she

came over to my house and I was sobbing and I told her one we did fertility

treatments and two I had a miscarriage and she was blown away her and I were so

so close and I hadn't even told her and so she was like it was like double gasp

for her like huh and she snuggled me and cuddled me and let me cry in her arms

and was the most amazing person like she always is in this whole world but that

was a really shameful journey to walk alone and so my husband and I did

another round of fertility treatments very quickly after and I got pregnant

with my daughter and I carried her full-term and she is the most amazing I

get tears in my eyes just thinking about her she is the most amazing gift we've

ever been allowed to have and I look back and I'm so thankful that we did

fertility treatments and also so this video is for two things one is to give

you guys hope that fertility treatments can work that pregnancies can happen

even when you have told yourself your whole life that it's not gonna happen

but to to let you guys know that the journey isn't easy and those things we

tell ourselves that feels so real and so true are not so real and are not so true

I was so ridden in the shame of everything I was too young to get

pregnant I I didn't meet the criteria for fertility treatments I was forcing

God's timing or the universe's timing and so I was being punished for it what

are the fertility treatments gonna do to my baby I mean just all this shame that

I isolated myself from being able to share with other people and for them to

be able to help me through it and so my story is out here super vulnerably I've

never shared the story in a large audience ever and I don't think I've

ever shared this full story in my life quite honestly because it was such a

shameful and I don't know just such a tough time in life that ended up being

so good in the end that I think it's easy to overshadow and forget about how

tough emotionally that was for me because it ended so well and so I want

to go I do want to go back and share this journey so people can see the ups

and downs through it and know that fertility treatments are tough

emotionally physically in every way possible but there's other people out

there who have been through it and who have had those thoughts and who have had

those worries so please reach out if there's anything that you guys feel

like I haven't shared please comment below and help me kind of spread the

word of eliminating the shame around this and also if you guys kind of honed

in on my talk about having a miscarriage I will do another video on miscarriages

and the effects of miscarriages and I'll do a little bit more of a clinical video

with that one but I will also share my story in there so please stay tuned and

look for that so thank you guys thanks for being with me thanks for listening

to my story I hope that if you are going through fertility treatments and you've

had these thoughts or haven't had fertility treatments and have had some

of these thoughts know you're not alone thanks guys have a wonderful day and

I'll see you all soon

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