Youtube daily report w Nov 2 2017

Yeah

Let's go

So, uh, we got your results back from the test and uh,

well, what do you have to say for yourself?

(You are just what the doc ordered)

I'm beginnin' to feel like a bad mom, bad mom

I have given myself all these symptoms, symptoms

Disorder, disorder, mentality disordered

I can't help it, maybe I can, by the law I'm punished, I retorted

Here's what it is... I'm so ill, I'm so sick

Not with these bars, but with my kids

Munchausen Syndrome People think I'm so dumb

but they don't get that I think that I'm sick and I think it's what I've become

Let's start with what this is

I give myself sickness

It's in my brain - not my body

You can try, but you can't stop me

The reasons for this sickness vary Sometimes we don't know, this I'm swearing

I need attention cause nobody's caring And sympathy from others, I'm declaring

"by proxy," means I do it to my kid You can tell me no, but I'll never stop this

Cause there's no known cure Oh no, that's for sure

psychoanalysis therapy is where I oughta be

age group range from 30 - 40 but that's not the only category

I think I heard of someone with this, uh, this syndrome once...

"Cleanin' Out My Closet," shucks

"And I think of Nathan being placed in a home And all the medicine you fed us

And how I just wanted you to taste your own"

Who said that? That was another rapper

Eminem's mom had it, Headlights and pills, it's Debbie Mathers

Affects those we love whether we like it or not

Can't treat it or make it go away or make it stop

Moms take kids and make them sick

It makes me sick, unfortunate

I'm down with every line I spit But to educate, and to regulate, each case

Rap God, with a flash mob With the raps and a map to attract and lead to facts That's why I rap to spit facts

I see them taking pills I say "you need to get to Dr. Phil!"

But still they make themselves ill

Still...

Okay, I think I'm done

Get hit with the wit of Munchausen Syndrome

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"Munchausen Music" - Official Music Video - Duration: 2:31.

Yeah

Let's go

So, uh, we got your results back from the test and uh,

well, what do you have to say for yourself?

(You are just what the doc ordered)

I'm beginnin' to feel like a bad mom, bad mom

I have given myself all these symptoms, symptoms

Disorder, disorder, mentality disordered

I can't help it, maybe I can, by the law I'm punished, I retorted

Here's what it is... I'm so ill, I'm so sick

Not with these bars, but with my kids

Munchausen Syndrome People think I'm so dumb

but they don't get that I think that I'm sick and I think it's what I've become

Let's start with what this is

I give myself sickness

It's in my brain - not my body

You can try, but you can't stop me

The reasons for this sickness vary Sometimes we don't know, this I'm swearing

I need attention cause nobody's caring And sympathy from others, I'm declaring

"by proxy," means I do it to my kid You can tell me no, but I'll never stop this

Cause there's no known cure Oh no, that's for sure

psychoanalysis therapy is where I oughta be

age group range from 30 - 40 but that's not the only category

I think I heard of someone with this, uh, this syndrome once...

"Cleanin' Out My Closet," shucks

"And I think of Nathan being placed in a home And all the medicine you fed us

And how I just wanted you to taste your own"

Who said that? That was another rapper

Eminem's mom had it, Headlights and pills, it's Debbie Mathers

Affects those we love whether we like it or not

Can't treat it or make it go away or make it stop

Moms take kids and make them sick

It makes me sick, unfortunate

I'm down with every line I spit But to educate, and to regulate, each case

Rap God, with a flash mob With the raps and a map to attract and lead to facts That's why I rap to spit facts

I see them taking pills I say "you need to get to Dr. Phil!"

But still they make themselves ill

Still...

Okay, I think I'm done

Get hit with the wit of Munchausen Syndrome

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Mod - Brutal Doom v21 Public Beta

WAD - Maps Of Chaos Hardcore

HUD - HXRTCHUD for Brutal Doom v21 by cotton_disciple

Music - Doom Metal WAD vol.5

I decided to skip all the Starport and Infested Starport levels because it rather doesn't make any sense to show them again.

Why? Because of the Map Enhancement System that is the best visible on the urban levels which start since unfamous Factory.

Maps have got a visual upgrade, there are tons of destroyed cars, litter, broken lamps and so.

And on some levels like Downtown or Suburbs there are even frikkin' TANKS at your disposal!

But be warned, you must practice a lot before using them, they are slow and somewhat hard to control in such chaotic battlefield.

And they are not invincible, they can withstand some damage but can be easily destroyed when swarmed by hordes of demons.

When the tank is destroyed, so you do also, keep it in mind.

Playing Maps Of Chaos on difficulty above Ultra Violence is rather masochist, respawning of hundreds of enemies is rather extremely unfair.

I had a lot of moments where I was very close to death, miraculous save in Industrial Zone is something I don't understand how did I make it at 54:29.

Also a very lucky headshot at 49:34 (SHAMELESS ADVERTISING).

Entire Industrial Zone part was very difficulty, in Maps of Chaos this map is known as one of the hardest with INSTANT CYBERDEMON SURPRISE TRAP.

But guess what, next level Suburbs has got over 500 monsters... but at least there is a tank...

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Paul Manafort Is Like Stupid James Bond - Duration: 9:47.

WHEN IT COMES TO PAUL MANAFORT AND ALSO GATES, WE HAVE

MORE INFORMATION COMING OUT OF DOCUMENTS THAT WERE

REVEALED YESTERDAY.

SOME OF THESE ARE INCREDIBLY SIGNIFICANT, HERE IS THE

SIGNIFICANT PART.

WHEN YOU HEAR DONALD TRUMP REPEATEDLY CLAIMED THAT THERE IS

NO RUSSIA IN ANY OF THAT, WELL THERE IS.

THEY APPARENTLY GOT MILLIONS OF DOLLARS FROM RUSSIANS ALSO

DESPITE THE FACT THAT PAUL MANAFORT HAS OFTEN DENIED

THIS, THEY SAY IN THOSE DOCUMENTS THAT HE HAS STAFF

WORKING FOR HIS CORPORATION IN MOSCOW, SOMETHING HE HAS

NEVER REVEALED BEFORE AND HAS DENIED.

THERE IS A CONNECTION FOR YOU, FINANCIALLY AT LEAST.

MANAFORT IS IN A WORLD OF TROUBLE.

EVERY DAY WE FIND OUT MORE OF HIS ILLICIT TIES TO RUSSIA

WHICH HE HID.

YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO REGISTER AS A FOREIGN AGENT SO WE CAN

KNOW WHAT YOUR MOTIVATION IS JOB AND HE WANTED TO HIDE IT

BECAUSE HE WANTED TO SECRETLY DO PROPAGANDA FOR THE RUSSIANS.

AND ON TOP OF THAT HE APPARENTLY DID NOT PAY HIS TAXES, HE

HAS A DECISION TO MAKE, THAT IS WHY TRUMP IS TRYING HARD TO

AVOID ANSWERING THE QUESTION OF WHETHER HE WILL PARDON HIM

BECAUSE HE WANTS MANAFORT TO THINK MAYBE I WILL PARDON YOU.

HE ALSO WANTS TO KEEP IN HIS BACK POCKET IN CASE HE

REALLY NEEDS TO PARDON MANAFORT.

IT WAS YESTERDAY THAT HE WAS ASKED AT ONE OF THESE

MEETINGS BY A REPORTER ARE YOU GOING TO PARDON PAUL

MANAFORT AND HE SAID THANK YOU.

HE REFUSED TO ANSWER THE QUESTION.

IT IS HARDLY CRAZY TO THINK THAT HE MIGHT IN FACT TRY TO

PARDON IT MANAFORT.

CONSIDERING THE AMOUNT OF EVIDENCE THEY ALREADY SEEM TO

HAVE AGAINST HIM ABOUT CRIMES GO BACK THROUGHOUT THE CAMPAIGN,

THE IDEA THAT YOU WOULD PART IN THE SKY, THAT IS A LEVEL OF

BRAZENNESS THAT I WOULD'VE ASSUMED WOULD EVEN GO

BEYOND DONALD TRUMP.

BUT THERE ARE OTHERS.

BOTH MANAFORT AND GATES ARE UNDER HOUSE ARREST FOR

A REASON.

THEY CITED MULTIPLE FOREIGN CONNECTIONS THAT THEY MIGHT

BE ABLE TO FLEE TO AND LIVE COMFORTABLY.

THEY FELT LIKE THEIR PASSPORTS NEEDED TO BE TAKEN AWAY SO

THEY WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO FLEE THE COUNTRY AND HIDE OFF

SOMEWHERE ELSE AVOIDING JUSTICE.

WHICH PASSPORT?

ALL OF THEM ACTUALLY, MUCH LIKE JASON BOURNE THEY HAVE

A BRIEFCASE FULL OF THEM.

YOU CAN ACTUALLY HAVE THREE PASSPORTS, IT IS NOT A

CRIME DATA CAN BE THAT FOR CERTAIN SORTS OF CONSULAR

PURPOSES YOU MIGHT NEED A SECOND PASSPORT AND THEY ARE BOTH

PRIVATE AND DIPLOMATIC PASSPORTS.

I HAVE NO REASON TO BELIEVE THAT HE WOULD HAVE ANY SORT OF

NONTYPICAL PASSPORT, BUT IT IS POSSIBLE THAT IS NOT ONE OF

THE AREAS THAT HE HAS BROKEN THE LAW.

BUT YOU DO HAVE TO LOVE HAVING THE FAKE PHONE NUMBER, AND

NAME FOR HIS EMAIL ADDRESS.

IS ALMOST LIKE HE THINKS HE IS THE SUPERSPY.

HE SEEMS TO BELIEVE IT TOO BECAUSE ñ

AND BY THE WAY FOR A SPY THAT IS THE WORLD WORST PASSWORD.

YES.

HOW EASY IS THAT TO BREAK?

IT HURTS ME BECAUSE I REALLY LIKE JAMES BOND.

NOW HE HAS RUINED IT A LITTLE.

WHILE HE IS MORE DR.

EVIL THAN JAMES BOND.

FIRST IT WAS PASSWORD, THEN IT WAS MANAFORT, AND NOW HE

WAS LIKE I'VE GOT IT, BOND 007.

IT WASN'T EVEN LIKE 008.

THE NEXT ONE WAS FROM RUSSIA WITH LOVE.

I REMEMBER WHEN WE

WERE HAVING THE WIRELESS TAPPING DEBATE, WE WERE ON THE SIDE OF

LET'S NOT INVADE INNOCENT AMERICANS PRIVACY AND LET'S

FOLLOW THE CONSTITUTION.

REPUBLICANS WERE ON THE SIDE OF YOU HAVE NOTHING TO HIDE,

THEN YOU SHOULDN'T WORRY ABOUT IT.

IF YOU HAVE NOTHING TO HIDE WHAT YOU NEED THREE PASSPORTS?

AND A FAKE NAME FOR YOUR PHONE NUMBER.

BUT WE ARE PASSED ABOUT BECAUSE WE NOW HAVE INDICTED HIM

AND WE HAVE ALL THE EVIDENCE ON THE THINGS HE HAD TO HIDE

INCLUDING TENS OF MILLIONS OF DOLLARS OF PAYMENTS FROM RUSSIA

TO OLIGARCHS AND ALL OF HIS ILLICIT DEALINGS THAT HE

WAS DESPERATE TO HIDE AND LAUNDER.

I'M GLAD YOU BROUGHT UP THE MONEY BECAUSE I WILL NOT GO

THROUGH ALL THE NUMBERS BECAUSE THERE ARE A LOT, BUT THERE

ARE SOME VERY BIZARRE BEHAVIOR WHEN IT COMES TO HIS NET

WORTH AND ALSO GATES.

HIS NET WORTH APPARENTLY FLUCTUATES MAYBE IN THE

SAME WAY DONALD TRUMP'S DOES.

HE SAYS IN PART DEPENDS ON HIS MOOD, THAT IS FROM OFFICIAL

FINANCIAL DOCUMENTS.

THAT'S HILARIOUS.

FROM ONE MONTH TO A COUPLE MONTHS LATER, AT DIFFERENT

POINTS MANAFORT DISCLOSED HIS NET WORTH AS AROUND THE

MID-20S IN MILLIONS, ALL THE WAY UP TO 130

MILLION AND BACK DOWN AGAIN JUST A COUPLE MONTHS.

SO MAYBE THIS GUY IS JUST A CRAZY GAMBLER.

AND SOMETIMES HE GETS HIGH AND SOMETIMES LOW.

AND SOMETIMES HE LIES ON FINANCIAL DISCLOSURE FORMS.

EVEN INSIDE OF ONE MONTH JUST A COUPLE OF WEEKS APART, HIS

INCOME WENT FROM THE MID-20S TO THE MID-60S.

I BELIEVE IT IS GATES WHO APPLIED FOR 50 DIFFERENT BANK

ACCOUNTS INSIDE ONE MONTH AT ONE POINT.

THIS IS A LOT OF SHADY ACTIVITY.

BEST CASE SCENARIO, THIS IS PURELY PERSONAL FINANCIAL

CRIMES.

THIS IS CRIMINAL BEHAVIOR WHERE THEY ATTEMPTED TO ENRICH

THEMSELVES, AND THERE ARE NO POLICY OR POLITICAL

IMPLICATIONS.

BUT I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THIS GUY WOULD BE SO DEAD SET IN

BEING INVOLVED ON DONALD TRUMP'S PRESIDENTIAL CAMPAIGN IF HE

HAS THIS AMAZING RACKET SET UP HE HAS BEEN OPERATING FOR A

NUMBER OF YEARS.

WHY DOES ANITA GET INVOLVED IN DONALD TRUMP CAMPAIGN?

THAT IS WHERE THE NON-BEST CASE SCENARIO GETS INVOLVED.

DON'T FORGET THIS IS THE GUY WHEN HE WAS IN CHARGE OF TRUMPS

RNC STRATEGY WHO GOT THEM TO CHANGE PART OF THEIR

PLATFORM THAT HAD TO DO WITH UKRAINE.

THAT IS A POSSIBLE REASON WHY HE IS GETTING THESE HUGE SUMS

OF MONEY ALL AT ONCE.

AS I EXPLAINED EARLIER, HE TOOK $19 MILLION FROM A RUSSIAN

OLIGARCH AND DIDN'T PAY IT BACK AND DIDN'T DO WHAT HE SAID HE

WAS GOING TO, AND IN SOME OF THE EMAILS THAT WE FOUND IN THE

INDICTMENT IT WAS MENTIONED THAT THIS WAS A GOOD WAY TO GET

EVEN WITH THE RUSSIAN OLIGARCHS.

MAYBE THAT IS WHY HE WAS TRAVELING UNDER A FAKE NAME?

HE

WAS WORRIED ABOUT RELAXING ON THE BEACH AND DRINKING A

POLONIUM COLADA.

SO THIS WOULD MAKE THEM WHOLE IF MANAFORT COULD DELIVER

CERTAIN GOODIES FOR THE RUSSIAN GOVERNMENT, THEN MAYBE THEY

WOULD NOT WANT THEIR $19 MILLION BACK.

BUT THAT CAN'T INVOLVE DONALD

TRUMP BECAUSE HE JUST MET MANAFORT SEVERAL DECADES AGO.

UNTIL MONDAY HE WAS EMPLOYED BY ONE OF DONALD TRUMP'S BEST

FRIENDS, THOMAS BARACK JUNIOR AS PART OF HIS REAL ESTATE COMPANY.

GATES DOESN'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT REAL ESTATE AND HAS

NEVER WORKED IN IT.

THESE GUYS ARE SHADY.

YOU

THINK IT MAY BE A COINCIDENCE THAT ONE OF DONALD TRUMP'S

BEST FRIENDS HIRED GATES WHO WAS JUST INDICTED AT A REALLY

HIGH SALARY TO WORK ON SOMETHING HE KNOWS NOTHING ABOUT?

AND YOU THINK TRUMP AND GATES AND MANAFORT ARE NOT CONNECTED?

THAT SOUNDS LIKE HOW TRUMP FORMS HIS Cabinet.

THE REASON WHY TRUMP WALKS

OUT WITHOUT ANSWERING THE

PARTING QUESTION IS IF HE SAYS I AM CONSIDERING PARDONING THIS

GUY WHO IS CONNECTED TO ME AND IT SEEMS TO BE A CLEAR

OBSTRUCTION OF JUSTICE SAYING I AM GOING TO HELP THIS GUY GET

OFF THE HOOK SO THAT I DON'T HAVE THE FACE CRIMINAL

JUSTICE, THERE IS AN EXCELLENT CASE TO BE MADE FOR

OBSTRUCTION OF JUSTICE IF HE SAYS THAT.

IF HE SAYS I WON'T PARDON HIM THEN MANAFORT THINKS I GOT

NOTHING LEFT.

SO THAT IS WHY UNDER NO CIRCUMSTANCES DOES DONALD TRUMP

WANT TO ANSWER THAT QUESTION.

BY NOT ANSWERING HE IS BASICALLY WINKING TO MANAFORT,

REMEMBER IT IS STILL POSSIBLE.

WE HAVE A PETITION ABOUT THIS, IF HE PARDONS ANYONE RELATED TO

THIS INVESTIGATION HE SHOULD BE IMMEDIATELY IMPEACHED.

IT IS THE MOST CLEAR OBSTRUCTION OF JUSTICE YOU CAN HAVE,

AND IF YOU LET HIM GET AWAY HE WILL PARDON EVERYONE

INCLUDING HIMSELF AND JUST KEEP BEING DICTATOR.

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Former Child Star Feldman Promises to Release Names of 6 Hollywood Pedos - Duration: 2:33.

The allegations against Hollywood heavyweight Harvey Weinstein seem to have opened the floodgates,

and new allegations of sexual harassment, abuse and even rape have come pouring out

of Tinseltown and the wider entertainment world.

On Monday, former child actor Corey Feldman appeared on "Today" where he promised

that he would be releasing the names of six individuals in Hollywood who abused him when

he was a child.

Speaking with Matt Lauer, Feldman claimed that he had been stopped from releasing the

names in his autobiography by the book's publisher.

But he said he's trying to raise $10 million for a feature film about pedophilia in Hollywood

that would help expose the truth.

When asked why he wouldn't just go to the police with the information, Feldman said

he already has.

"I've told the police.

In fact, if anyone wants to go back to 1993, when I was interviewed by the Santa Barbara

Police Department — I sat there and gave them the names.

They are on record," Feldman told Lauer.

"They have all of this information, but they were scanning Michael Jackson.

All they cared about was trying to find something on Michael Jackson."

The Washington Post noted that Feldman's interview raised some eyebrows because people

couldn't understand why he is claiming he needs to raise $10 million before he will

expose the people who abused him — at least one of whom he claims is still active in Hollywood.

Feldmen explained he needs the money to create and produce a quality film and for the lawyers

to defend him after the truth comes out.

He also said he's not the only one who knows the truth.

"Let me push this forward, there are thousands of people in Hollywood that have the same

information.

Why is it all on me?" he said.

"Why is it, if I don't release the names in the next two months, six months or a year,

I'm the bad guy?

I'm the victim here."

No one is really calling him a bad guy.

Skeptics are just questioning if he really has the names he claims he has, or if he is

just trying to make a name for himself.

But Feldman was adamant that he has a story to tell that needs to be heard.

"I'm the one who has been abused.

I'm the one who is trying to come forward and do something about it," he added.

It become clear over the past few weeks that Hollywood is a lot more corrupt and disgusting

than anyone realized.

Hopefully, all of Hollywood's dirt is exposed soon so that the victims who have hidden for

too long can come forward and tell their stories.

Only once Hollywood has been exposed for what it really is can any meaningful change actually

occur.

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Vlog #1: #ThisIsMyEDS Day 1, stairs [CC] - Duration: 19:51.

Like, y'know what?

Maybe I'll try vlogging... so I'm at my dispensary and I just like...blew the attendant's mind.

I told her that Peppermint Mochas are available year 'round.

yeah, they're available year 'round.

You can get 'em all the time!

[Intro: Pinhead saying "I AM PAIN"]

Just got home.

So, I'm not gonna, I'm NOT gonna film this but this is what I'm gonna have to climb up

on the other side of this building because we currently live on the other side

of the building

in January we'll be moving to one of these first-floor apartments, but uh, it doesn't

have the little step, there.

there are no steps to it so that's super awesome BUT for the next several minutes this is what

I'm gonna be going up

this is why I need to move

I think what's funny is this idea that I'm gonna vlog, like, maybe daily when I have

no, NO idea what I'm doing I'm using my iPhone right now and that's

just how it's gonna be so

getting up the stairs wasn't to bad.

it really wasn't...compared to how it was.

I used my legs the whole time so that's pretty sweet.

but yeah, I've done a lot of what I need to do today.

I was gonna go to the bank, until I realized you can't just deposit a bunch of change...cuz

that's where I'm at in my financial journey... so, I changed my plans a little bit.

let's see what the cats are doing.

she can't figure it out... this has been a constant issue.

BABY, just go through it...

just push through it!

okay... alright she is like backing out to get out of frame maybe she's scared of YouTube.

oop, is she gonna get it? no.

Meesha's under the bed and under the bed is gross so we're not gonna go there.

um apparently the app store (windows) is tied to whatever language you type in?

cuz I was a Latin teacher and I make some Latin teacher content so you use this keyboard

so you can use certain pronunciation and markings...the more you know.

it's so cute how I tried to make a backdrop, but I can't really...it is what it is.

here I am!

I'm painandcats_ (said: underscore) on twitter. and um, here I am in my The Future Is Accessible

tank top, my bi flag, my unrest stuff.

not my glasses, cuz I don't have glare-free (lenses) so that sucks.

this is basically my first time trying this so it's going to be very choppy. you'll notice

I'm stopping it and starting it and I haven't even tried to edit this...

I don't even know what program I'm gonna try for it.

something easy and freeeee... or something that has some kind of like...free trial.

but I haven't done this before because I always felt that putting too much stuff up in video

form was a little intimidating. also, I was teaching last year so it just, er, not the

best idea. and then, um, now I feel like I need to be able to create something day to

day even though my ability to do a lot has been minimized so continuously, so...

I feel like even if I'm in bed I can at least do a few little shots.

the cats are always doing something, so...

I found something to do, so, I'm gonna do the #ThisIsMyEDS for day 1.

I was invited to do this a few months ago by annieelainey and I felt really bad but

the timing of when that month was kinda coincided with a lot of just...trauma relapses and fears

and all this other stuff so I couldn't make it to putting something up online publicly

especially in video form.

so 'I'm gonna do that right now after I deal with some stuff online.

well let's see how it goes.

I'm 31, I don't have any shame anymore...so if it goes poorly I'm just gonna put it

up anyway.

so, let's see, introduce myself, I'm Laura, my pronouns are she/her.

I'm agender but she/her... my EDS type is presumably EDS 3 or hypermobility because

I've never had a genetic test before.

but I definitely pass the EDS specifications so there's no reason to believe it's wouldn't

be hypermobile eds. but, 'know, I mean, it could be something else.

who knows if I'll ever have a genetic test? or will have access to that?

but I do have a diagnosis of hypermobile eds as well as fibromyalgia and any of the little

friends that go along with those two maladies.

how am I feeling today?

um...tentative? because I feel decent enough, I went up the stairs, I went out to do what

I needed to do, but I'm still really worried because I have to work 6.25 hours tomorrow

so um, I am worried about getting through that.

and if I overdo it today, I wont' be able to.

I'm probably not gonna leave the house again which means not leaving the apartment area

because going up the stairs just takes too much.

that might be the difference between me finishing out my shift tomorrow or not so...I'm not

gonna chance it because I'm poor.

alright, so...can I explain eds medically in a sentence?

um...everyone has glue that holds their body together and mine is...awful.

usually if people aren't too squeamish I'll just bend my elbows (I meant shoulders) backwards

for 'em and that basically tells them what they need to know...and they don't ask me

any questions.

but I'm pretty against doing party tricks on camera without the most ridiculous of,

like, content warnings before, and I'm NOT gonna do it now.

that's what I'd do if I'm really trying to hit it home or if someone's gonna give

me trouble about my parking.

um, buut, basically if you can explain and understand what collagen is, you can understand

what a deficit in it is, and uh, go from there.

what's your favorite analogy for how eds feels/ or what eds is like?

let's see...it feels like you're literally coming apart.

my ex-wife works at Lego and we had Legos everywhere and I should take some from her

the next time I see her but...do I have any?

I went from a house full of Legos to one where I could not find one.

anyway, sometimes eds feels like... you see how his head is a little...not exactly attached

but still not detached...that's how any joint could feel at any time so you just have to

snap it back in or deal with it.

that's how it feels. and that can cause some muscle strain. and not to mention if your

joints are doing that you can only imagine what some of our other body parts are doing

if our collagen is that bad.

pots is a big issue, or dysautonomia in general, so if you stand up too much you just might

be crashing back down.

you might lose consciousness or at least a little bit.

I usually lose some.

but I usually don't actually faint.

what are your symptoms and comorbid illnesses/conditions?

alright I'm just gonna go through the list supplied and I'm gonna link this google

doc as well what am I looking at?

there it is.

so, you can look through this as well.

I have chronic pain to the point where it's pretty severe now.

if I work 8 hours I should not be driving myself home.

I also cannot read past a certain point if I'm in too much pain.

joint pain, muscle pain, hypermobility... lax and fragile joints...

frequent subluxations and dislocations...

easy bruis--YEAH.

I find bruises where I don't even know where they come from. and that's just inconvenient

sometimes.

and I work in a place where I bruise myself all the time ad sometimes it's just a mystery.

I don't have stretchy skin.

I've had some patches of stretchiness but I really don't have that stretchy of skin.

if anything, it's super fragile.

like, I work as a barista at a large national, international coffee place,

and even the tape that comes out sometimes with the orders-- THAT'S cut my skin before

and that's just ridiculous! this is ludicrous! so... it's really fragile and I also have

these little spots all over which really caused me to tattoo over most of them when I had

the money to. and when I was able.

so now I don't see it so it's not really an issue.

so yeah, really not too stretchy on the skin.

just super fragile, SUPER bruisable, super tearable-- like it tears easily... also very

dry, so kinda terrible.

chronic fatigue, like, I don't really know how uh, I don't really know how to quantify

that.

cuz I feel like I've dealt with a certain level of like, uh

always there fatigue, y'know, fatigue always.

like if I'm in more pain I'm in more fatigue.

let's put it that way.

um, I don't have CFS or me or CFS/ME-- I don't have that, so it's not that kind of fatigue.

chronic migraines?

I don't really get migraines that bad, which is pretty awesome.

I do sometimes and they are debilitating.

I don't know if I have a Chiari malformation at all, I haven't had any serious investigative

work done at all to see what's VERY wrong with my back, or anything like that so I don't

know.

POTS?

I went to the cardiologist on a VERY good day.

lie, I went on the treadmill that day.

it was awesome.

so that day I was doing fantastically and um, I was feeling very mild symptoms so they

told me I didn't have pots. they did say I have dysautonomia, but I bet if I had gone

like three days ago when I could barely stand, I would probably get that pots diagnosis so

who knows.

gastroparesis?

I don't have any reason to believe I currently have that.

I have no reason to believe I may be headed in that direction, but I don't have any issues

like that right now

Sleep disorders... like, yes?

Pain causes sleep disorders.

I don't have any seizure disorders.

I have anxiety and depression for a long time.

I don't have bipolar depression or uh bipolar disorder.

lower vision?

again that's another thing I don't really know how to quantify cuz I thought I was "normal"

for a long time.

but I don't really have any peripheral vision.

so, I can see...this doesn't...this doesn't...no

uh, I can't really see too far to the sides and my depth perception is hilarious.

a lot of the times when I'm driving I'm just

doing a lot of educated guesses. which is really bad.

I don't drive that often.

just to and from work usually.

I don't think I have any hearing loss, but it's one of those things that um

someone would probably have to tell me if I do have any mild hearing loss.

but I wouldn't know.

pulmonary issues?

not really.

cardiovascular issues?

like, I guess with dysautonomia, so, check? but my cardiologist said I was good enough

to not really go back to him.

cognitive impairments can be pretty severe especially if I'm' in enough pain, so, yes.

sometimes I can't read.

twitter is sometimes the best I can do.

difficulty concentrating is part of that.

irregular body temperature?

yeah, but that's gotten a lot better since we've moved to the desert.

I definitely have a limited ability to walk.

I am pretty far in my ezlite cruiser fundraiser, so that's pretty awesome and thank you to

everybody who's helped or spread the word on that.

so that's really, REEEALLY gonna help things.

it's gonna be awesome.

um I don't know if I have osteoporosis yet.

another thig that I just need to get investigated whenever I get access to that and the money

to do so, so...

I might be 40 by the time I figure that out.

I knew, I know I do a little bit [cough] I know from about 3 years ago that I have degener[stumble]

didisk[stumble]

degenerative disc disease.

and I knew I was showing signs of that.

um. the rheumatologist wasn't very interested in looking into it.

as far as I know I have no SI joint disease.

number 6: how does eds effect your daily life?

I'm not gonna go into this.

um, go to my twitter if you really want to see

I've been having daily breakdowns on how this has been limiting my life.

and how quickly it's been happening.

esp. in the last few months, so...

I don't go to the hospital often because we just don't have the money for it and the last

time we went they did more harm than good and I'm never going back there.

if you live in the Tucson area and want to know which hospitals not to go to, please

contact me on twitter.

so, I've been using high chairs at work to sit and take money from people as well

as braces.

I use braces all the time.

I have a back brace, which isn't the best, it's just whatever I could afford from amazon

and anything else I have from CVS.

I was gonna get some thumb braces but the company I was gonna get it from were moving

on to a different website, so I'm waiting for them to open back up so I can get that.

and oh, also the money, I'll have to wait for that.

I have my cat cane-- everyone who knows me knows that, so...

I'll leave a link to that as well this is my preferred handle.

my use of this is just becoming to hobble from one side of the area to the other.

and I'll be using the ezlite cruiser once I get it.

I have a manual chair, but it's the worst. and I hate it, and taking it in and out of

the car is basically equivalent to the spoons I would use hobbling with this [cane] so half

the time it's not even worth it.

cuz it' like a Tetris like fit to get into it [the car].

I do work, um... that's been part of the issue: I've had to cut down my hours because I

have to be on my feet at least a little bit, so, that intensifies the pain, which has finally

made it so I'm unable to work through it.

I've outlined what my plans are on twitter and I'm not gonna right now.

I'm on bedrest when I'm not working.

if I'm not on bedrest I'm right here.

I'll probably put a video from my phone where I'm spending a lot of my time.

here's the space; here's my cane, my Halloween blanket, but this is the couch. and I usually

don't have this flag up here, but I wanted something nice.

I thought it'd look nicer in the video than it did, but it didn't.

so, there's my table, all the stuff is really like, shoved over

to the side.

There he is!

Potato!

Xanthias! nope.

it's either here or in bed.

if I'm out here it means I'm having a better day.

I feel like I'm injured any time.

I feel like I'm potentially injured any time that I am putting pressure on my feet.

even when I'm lying down or sitting down.

there's something out in my foot right now for sure which is causing a lot of pain when

I move it a certain way but every bone in my foot is ready and willing to jump out of

alignment the second any kind of pressure is put on it, so a lot of that, moving around,

I've just gotten used to because it's been happening for the last year, so some of that

pain I've become a little more acquainted with and um...just like power through it but

some of it, it's NOT that kind of pain. and I haven't been able to acquaint myself with

it yet, so...that's why I'll be in the chair.

it's not my hips, and it's not my knees, it's my feet.

so...

so yeah preventing injuries?

I need the wheelchair. and I need space so I can use it and also have a job.

or whatever or even live.

luckily the wheelchair apartment we'll be moving to looks a lot better.

and it looks like someone with a wheelchair has lived there before, so hopefully there's

even more accessibility features inside.

who knows?

not me.

I am NOT gonna talk about how this impacts my mental health, or emotionally because uh,

you can see my daily breakdowns on twitter, and I'll link that, but I'm not gonna

talk about that on camera.

so that's it for that

and I'll find more things to weave through this but I'm sure it's getting a little

long as it is, so.

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Papa John's CEO Bitter Over NFL Protests - Duration: 5:02.

THE CEO OF PAPA JOHN'S IS TRYING TO EXPLAIN WHY IT IS THAT

THEIR THIRD-QUARTER EARNINGS WERE NOT SO GREAT.

IN

FACT:

HE SHOULD'VE JUST SQUASHED IT

IMMEDIATELY AND STOPPED THE

PLAYERS FROM KNEELING AND THAT IS THE WHOLE REASON WHY PEOPLE

ARE NOT BUYING HIS PIZZA.

THIS GUY IS A REPUBLICAN.

HE PALS AROUND WITH PEYTON MANNING.

YOU KNOW I FEEL ABOUT THAT AND THIS IS THE SAME PARTY THAT

BELIEVES IN PERSONAL RESPONSIBILITY.

IT IS SO GOOD.

IT IS NOT THAT MY PIECE OF SOCKS OR THAT THE ONLY REASON

THAT PEOPLE BUY IT IS BECAUSE OF THE TOXIC GARLIC BUTTER

THAT WE ALL SEEM TO ENJOYED OUR.

IT IS SO GOOD THOUGH.

I'M GOING TO BE HONEST ON THIS WITH THE AUDIENCE, I LIKE

PAPA JOHN'S PIZZA, NOT THE CEO.

OUR JOB IS TO BE HONEST AND I DO NOT LIKE THE PIZZA AT ALL.

IT IS SUPER MEDIOCRE, BUT THE BUTTER.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS IN THE BUTTER.

IT IS NOT BUTTER.

BUT IT IS GOOD.

ANYWAY SO LOOK INTO MAKING YOUR PIZZA

BETTER OR MAYBE YOUR BUSINESS PRACTICES.

NO, NEVER PERSONAL

RESPONSIBILITY.

IT IS THOSE DAMN AFRICAN-AMERICAN PLAYERS

WHO CARE ABOUT GETTING SHOT BY COPS WRONGLY.

IF ONLY THEY

WOULD STOP GETTING SHOT.

THEY WANT TO STOP GETTING SHOT.

WHY DON'T THEY

JUST SHUT UP COMPLAINING ABOUT INJUSTICE AND HOW PEOPLE

ARE GETTING KILLED IN THE WRONG WAYS.

YOU ARE COSTING ME PIZZA SALES.

HERE'S WHAT I WANT TO KNOW.

IS THERE ANYTHING THAT BLACK PEOPLE WON'T GET BLAMED FOR?

ALL OF A SUDDEN, THEY ARE THE REASON WHY PAPA JOHN'S IS NOT

SELLING AS MANY PIZZAS AS IT WANTS TO OR SHOULD.

IT IS

AMAZING.

SO LET ME GIVE ME THE CEO'S EXACT QUOTES DURING THIS

CONFERENCE CALL.

HE SAID:

THAT'S IT, I AM DONE WITH PAPA JOHN'S.

I'M SERIOUS.

I DID THE

CHICK-FILA-A BAN BECAUSE VIEWS ON LGBT COMMUNITY.

THERE A LOT OF PEOPLE I FOUND THAT ARE SECRETLY WATING THERE

BUT I'VE HELD STRONG.

AND I AM A MAN THAT CARES ABOUT FOOD.

YOU

ARE GOING TO BLAME PEOPLE RIGHTFULLY LOOKING TO CHANGE THE

JUSTICE SYSTEM SO IT IS MORE JUST TO ALL AMERICANS FOR

YOUR LACK OF BUSINESS SENSE?

KNOW, YOU ARE PUTTING ALL OF YOUR AD ON TV.

YOU ARE

OVERPAYING PEYTON MANNING AND THE TV NETWORKS AND NOT THAT

MANY PEOPLE ARE WATCHING TV ANYMORE BUT YOU ARE TOO STUPID

TO FIGURE OUT DIGITAL SO YOU RELY, I DO NOT KNOW.

LET'S DO WHAT ALL REPUBLICANS DO.

LET'S BLAME BLACK PEOPLE.

WHY DO THEY CARE ABOUT JUSTICE SO MUCH WHEN THEY SHOULD BE

FORCED TO BUY OUR PIZZAS.

THERE'S ONE OTHER FACTOR THAT I THINK WE'RE MISSING.

THIS IS

NOT A PAID SPONSORSHIP SO I AM NOT DOING THIS AS AN AD.

I WANT TO

BE CLEAR.

DOMINO'S STEPPED UP ITS GAME.

DOMINO'S IS DELICIOUS AND MY FAVORITE PIZZA CHAIN IN THE

COUNTRY.

I THINK THE LINE IS THAT HE THINKS BECAUSE THERE IS BOYCOTT

ON THE NFL BECAUSE OF WHY PEOPLE, BECAUSE THOSE ARE THE

ONLY PEOPLE WHO EAT HIS PIZZAS, THEY ARE NOT WATCHING THE NFL

BECAUSE OF THE BOYCOTTS, THE KNEELING IS TURNING OFF ALL MY

WHITE CUSTOMERS IN ALL MY WHY CUSTOMERS ARE SEEING MY ADS

ANYMORE DURING FOOTBALL GAMES AND NOW THAT NOT BUYING MY

PIZZAS BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT REMINDED BY MY PIZZAS

ANYMORE BUT THEN YOU HAVE FOLKS THAT ARE ALSO BOYCOTTING

THE OTHER WAY AND THEY'RE NOT WATCHING BECAUSE OF HOW

COLIN KAEPERNICK GOT OUSTED SO IS THAT THE CUSTOMERS WHO ARE

IN SUPPORT OF COLIN KAEPERNICK'S PROCESS THAT ARE NOT BUYING YOUR

PROCESS CLUSTER KNOW, HE THINKS ONE-SIDED DIONYSIUS THESE FOLKS.

MY LIKE-MINDED PEOPLE THAT ARE NOT WATCHING THE NFL, THAT

ARE NOT BUYING MY PIZZA SO THEREFORE THEY SHOULDN'T THIS

IN THE BUTT AND NOT ALLOW THEM TO WATCH MY COMMERCIALS ANYMORE.

SO WHETHER YOU WANT TO JOIN MY ONE-MAN BOYCOTT OR NOT,

I WOULD SAY THIS.

PAPA JOHN'S CLEARLY CARES MUCH MORE ABOUT THEIR PIZZA

SALES THAN THEY DO ABOUT THE INJUSTICE THAT

AFRICAN-AMERICANS LIVE WITH ON A DAILY BASIS.

OR FREEDOM OF SPEECH.

AND ABOUT IS YOUR PRIORITY, THEN GO AHEAD AND BUY PAPA

JOHN'S BUT IF YOUR PRIORITIES ARE JUSTICE FOR ALL AMERICANS

AND YOU SEE HOW INDIFFERENT THIS COUNTRY IS TO THAT AND HOW THEY

ARE BLAMING YOU FOR THEIR OWN PROBLEMS, THEN IT IS NOT A

COMPANY WOULD ONCE GIVE MY MONEY TO.

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Injury sidelines Tennessee lineman Brett Kendrick this week - Duration: 0:51.

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Breaking: 1 Million 'Super Soldiers' Declare Jihad On White Parents, Names Date They Will Start - Duration: 4:50.

Ever since President Trump got into office, he's been plagued with ongoing threats of

assassination from nasty liberals and domestic terrorists who want to see him dead.

Several days ago we brought you the alarming story how Antifa terrorists are planning to

take over several U.S. cities on November 4, where they've been coordinating with

Muslim terrorists from Al Qeada to kill the President of the United States.

Now we've just learned of another highly disturbing plot these domestic terrorists

are planning that has law enforcement on edge as we now sit a mere 3 days away from their

declared "war" on our country.

Before Barack Hussein Obama left office, he left America with one final "parting gift"

where he funneled billions of dollars to radical left wing groups like Antifa where these groups

are now serving as the militant wing of Obama's shadow government.

Radical groups like Antifa that we had never heard about before have rapidly grown in both

numbers and cockiness as they now have billions to fund their acts of terrorism against our

country.

Tom Bloke is one of Antifa's leaders who is now using ISIS-like tactics to spread terrorism.

He took to social media several days ago and said that his group, which is made up of "millions

of antifa supersoldiers," are planning to behead white people on November 4.

Gateway Pundit reported:

Tom Bloke, considered to be one of the leaders of the domestic terrorist group ANTIFA, took

to Twitter today to threaten violence against "white parents" and "small business

owners."

Can't wait for November 4th when millions of antifa supersoldiers will behead all white

parents and small business owners in the town square

— Tom Bloke (@21logician) October 30, 2017

Adding to the open display of anti-white racism and coupled with violence against small business

owners (for whatever reason), the top-rated reply doubled down:

we, ANTIFA, ARE going to Exploge the white USArace with acme tnt crates UNTIL they are

covered with soot and waving a white rag on a stick.

What's incredibly disturbing is that Antifa is planning to make it look like Trump supporters

are behind the violence in order to confuse law enforcement as they respond to these acts

of terror.

Amanda Shea from Freedom Daily previously reported on this:

Their mission is to look like "patriots" and Trump-supporters" as to confuse responders

as to who is attacking, making Conservatives look bad.

While they have hyped this day up extensively, there is every indication that will happen

as preparations have been made ahead of time to protect people in certain areas named by

one group in particular.

We've also had a taste of what this unrest looks like, but that's nothing compared

to what's coming.

However, now the threat has a new element to it that the FBI is not taking any chances

on.

We all knew it would be just a matter of time before these American-hating communists would

join forces with radical Muslims to take down America as they're united in their hate

for the West and want to see President Trump and his white supporters dead.

"According to a new report, a secret FBI investigation revealed that the Leftist Extremist

Group Anti-Fascism (ANTIFA) traveled to Germany last year for the G20 summit to meet with

Al Qaeda to plot the destruction of President Trump," RedStateWatcher reported.

According to the Daily Mail, "A secret FBI investigation of the violent 'resistance'

movement on college campuses against President Trump has led to an alarming discovery—the

collusion between American anarchists and foreign terrorists in the Islamic State and

Al Qaeda, according to a confidential 'Informational Report' by FBI field offices."

It will be interesting to see if these are just empty threats or if these Antifa terrorists

are really on the level of ISIS who will now be carrying out terrror attacks on Americans.

"The agents sent by the FBI paid particular attention to a group of anarchists from Oakland,

a major port city that lies adjacent to the campus of the University of California at

Berkeley, the scene of several violent protests," Mail Online pointed out.

"Now that the bureau has determined they have followers in the radical U.S. resistance

movement in the United States, it is clear there will be additional violence in the attacks

on law enforcement and U.S. institutions, including banks."

The lines in our country are clearly being drawn.

Not only do we have ISIS terrorists to contend with who are now residing inside our country

thanks to Obama, but we also have these domestic terrorists that Obama directly funded to carry

out his mission.

Share this story and help spread the word.

In doing so, you could save a life!

Every single gun-owning American should be on high alert and vow not to leave their house

without sufficient means to protect themselves!

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T ara 2017 - Sexy , Cute Chết Mất Thôi , sang hàn thôi - Duration: 3:36.

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The Secret Life Of Pets - Cartoons Princess Libby: Tea Party - Cartoons For Children And Kids - Duration: 13:29.

Princess Libby: Tea Party