Let's go forward
Walk backwards
Arm and arm
Side and side
Repeat it
I go behind
Mark only right
Left forward
Right forward
Add arm
Up and down
Mark the left
Go behind
Separate...
Knee brand
Down!
Repeat it!
Close
One more
Move hip
Three
Two
One and change
Ahead
and back
Hips
Goes!
Separate legs
Knees down
Close!
More!
Latest
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Kia Stinger GT AWD Review by AutoTopNL (English Subtitles) - Duration: 7:33.
AutoTopNL in a KIA?!
Are we on their territory?
Or they on our?
I hope the latter..
Kia wants
to create a more attractive brand
Which is why this Stinger's been made
And the Stinger GT is the
the sport version
We've seen the concepts
of the stinger
on various motor shows
And everybody loved it!
Some even said
that it should have been the re-launch
of Alfa Romeo..
and not Kia
A nice compliment!
And now it's here..
We have the GT
with a V6
with 370HP
and 510NM
and Albert Biermann
the guy responsible
for the Hyundai i30 N
which we loved!
is also responsible for this..
So it should be good..
but
this is a GT
and not an M4 competitor
And it feels like a GT
And it's brilliant as a GT
Suspension is very well balanced
always comfortable..
The variation between Comfort and Sport+
is there!
The German 3
can be too subtle there..
This is really comfy in comfort
and in Sport+
communicative..
And the engine
the drivetrain
is super
An old-school V6 Turbo sensation
Not as refined as a BMW 440i
Which is silky smooth
with very crisp gear changes
That ZF gearbox is super
as well as the engine..
This is a bit more brutal
blunter..
The gearbox is good enough
It never really under performs
But it's not very convincing..
But that engine
feels so punchy
really powerful
When you compare this to a 440i
or an Audi S5 sportback
or a C43 AMG
This really feels the fastest!
Good job on performance!
straight line performance!
This thing can go 270km/h
Without any effort
It hits it in no time..
And to make it stop
They got the big guns
Brembo discs and calipers
great stopping power!
But the pedal feel is..
.. could be better
Lets put it that way
But
They do look good
behind the 19" rims
And with the All Wheel Drive
you get an explosive launch
great acceleration with the V6 Turbo
and deceleration with those Brembo's
In the interior
You notice less creativity
This is from Audi
Gear lever is also Audi influenced..
Screen reminds me of Mercedes
Could have more of their own twist
But I have to say
the equipment you get
is a lot..
Heated and ventilated seats
front and back
only heated in the back
Heated steering wheel
Hawk eye view
with the Rear view camera
Radar Guided Cruise Control
FANTASTIC seats
With adjustable side support
reminds me of the M Sport seats
Nice job by Kia!
This is all as standard
In the Netherlands you always get AWD
with the V6..
Which is optional in different countries
But the problem is that
because of AWD
and the fact that it's not a very advanced drivetrain
.. a lot of CO2
More CO2 than a Porsche Panamera Turbo!
And so it's 99.000 euro
in the Netherlands
crazy expensive!
What I also like
is they created their own look
It doesn't look like any other car
Yes it's a 4-door coupe
Which every car brand is horny for..
But it has its own look!
A bit of Maserati 3200GT!
with those rear light units
with that eyebrow line
It looks chunky
A lot of vents and holes
Like the wheel arch openings
to get the pressure down
and to cool the discs
Also
there are OPTICAL
"vents"
in the bonnet
To make it look beafier
They are fake..
But it does look good..
We also have quad exhausts
This is the EU version
the US version
makes too much noise
wasn't allowerd here..
This exhaust is completely silent..
no noise..
They could have made something more fun..
Are they going to steal BMW or Audi clients?
Mercedes..
I don't think so
But
They show what they want to do
with the brand
and if Kia
makes more cars like this
Bring it on!
This really is a fantastic car!
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Take a roll of paper of a lighter shade. Cut it into 3 equal parts.
But do not hurry to cut it into three strips at once. Cut first one strip.
From this band prepare the petals, and then see how many petals you will be missed.
Fold the strip four times and cut into petals.
Fold the billet for the petal in half and cut the petal out of it.
Pull the petal.
In this way, prepare the petals for the entire row.
Attach the petals without moving them to the center. If they are moved closer to the center, there will be a very long distance between the rows of petals.
If you paste 2 rows of petals, then you can paste them higher. One petal is higher, and the other is slightly lower.
Peony is ready. Now you need to make a pillow for the baby in the center of the peony.
Note!
1) The pillow must be with a removable pillowcase. This is necessary so that you can wash it.
2) between a pillow and a pillowcase it is necessary to put a disposable diaper.
The easiest option is to make a pillow made of polyester.
Cut a circle of the desired size from a piece of polyester.
Now let's talk about the tissues for the pillow.
You can take knitted or crocheted fabric, plush or velvet.
From the fabric you need to cut a circle 10 centimeters larger than the diameter of a circle of polyester.
The stock of 10 cm need to be enough to close the edge of the circle of polyester.
1) Cut out the circle;
2) Treat the edges with a needle and thread so that the threads do not climb out of the fabric;
3) Insert the polyester.
That's what the pillow looks like.
You can close this part of the flower with light colored paper.
You can cover this part of the flower with dark paper.
The flower of the peony from this will be even more beautiful.
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Hi guys!! Today Leti and I have planned a fun
You will need, 5 to 6 styrofoam balls
and a box of eggs.
This is a 2 part activity, first we made the eggs
and then, we went to the park to hide them.
This activity is good for coordination, concentration
and color recognition. Besides having a blast at the park.
So let get to it!
First step: making the eggs.
The easiest ways to paint the styrofoam balls with children is to
put them on plastic cups, add the paint and "voilà"
a mess free painting station.
For extra fun, paint the egg box with matching colors.
A spot for every egg!
Now its time to start this egg hunt!
We decided to take turns, I hide the eggs first
and then Leti did.
Bye- bye! 👋
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I spend an hour to just
stare while I'm sit in the chair
Give little swipe
on ma phone
waiting for you to call,
I can sing all the thing that including you babe
But I won't hide from the shy I will keep missing you,
Miss you baby, got me crazy,
and I guess I won't sleepin tonight,
Miss you baby, got me crazy,
coz ma world is still in the day light,
I can see rest of our life in ma dream
coz I miss you, once or twice a day
So if u miss me too, I don't mind if you
would you call me back
I don't know coz my head full with thing about you
Don't you feel? quiet when I'm not around
"you miss me?" no way!
Don't you feel? wish I am around with you
what is wrong with me!?
Miss you baby, got me crazy,
and I guess I won't sleepin tonight
Miss you baby, got me crazy,
coz ma world is still in the day light,
I can see rest of our life in ma dream,
coz I miss you, once or twice a day,
So if u miss me too, I don't mind if you
would you call me back
I don't know coz my head full with thing about
You hoo hoo you are my Shooting star
I'll ha ha be your midnight sky
I promise you I'll be by your side all days and nights
I can see rest of our life in ma dream
coz I miss you, once or twice a day
I can see rest of our life in your eyes,
coz I love you, more than I can say,
So if u love me too, I don't mind
if you would you let me know,
I don't know coz my head full with thing about you
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Hillary HUMILIATED At Who Was Just Given Better Speaking Gig!
Couldn't Be Better!
The former Secretary of State and twice failed Democrat presidential candidate Hillary Clinton
was in New Jersey yesterday for what is being billed as a very rare public appearance since
she had her rear end handed to her by now President Donald Trump in the 2016 Presidential
election.
Hillary has been traveling and was recently caught in a viral video falling down steps
in India.
She also had a wrist injury and spent time in a hospital.
After that, she was caught wearing a garb that covered her right arm.
But now she's back in America and up next for the former first lady is a rare speaking
appearance.
She used to do more appearances but has simmered down in her old age.
She also used to earn a lot more money for showing up to blabber, but now she's basically
working for political peanuts.
She's scheduled to talk at Rutgers University.
It's reported that they will pay Hilary Clinton $25k to speak about politics, democracy
and the way she has shaped how women are seen in politics.
The sold-out event is being sponsored by Rutgers Eagleton Institute of Politics which will
be held at Rutgers Athletic Center in Piscataway.
This has been Clinton's third public appearance in the state of New Jersey where she previously
campaigned for then-gubernatorial candidate Phil Murphy.
NJ.com reported more on Hillary Clinton's appearance at Rutgers University: "Former
Democratic presidential nominee Hillary Clinton is back in New Jersey Thursday for a rare
public appearance since she lost in her bid for the White House against President Donald
Trump.
Clinton is expected to talk politics, American democracy and her role in shaping women's
political history.
Rutgers will pay Clinton $25,000 from an endowment but use no money from tuition or state aid,
according to the university.
A Clinton spokesperson told NBC the former secretary of state plans to donate the honorarium
for the speech to charity.
Rutgers Eagleton Institute of Politics will host the event to be held at Rutgers Athletic
Center in Piscataway.
It's sold out.
Anyone interested in tickets can join the waitlist, or watch it on Rutgers University's
livestream.
Clinton made at least three public appearances in the Garden State since the presidential
election: She campaigned for then-gubernatorial candidate Phil Murphy for governor in October,
and then returned for another pro-Murphy event that same month with her husband, former President
Bill Clinton.
Hillary Clinton was in New Jersey the month before for a book signing in Montclair."
Hillary's previous going rates could grab her an easy $225,000 from speaking at events.
She's been absolutely minimized down to about 10%, which is quite paltry and probably
demeaning.
Her ego must be swimming in tears, but she's still pulling in a lot of money for talking
people to sleep at their college.
Her old rates allegedly soared as high as $325,000, but several sources were in disagreement
on if she was paid around $200,000 or over $300,000.
No one seems to know except for her.
This must really have Hillary's ego in a tailspin.
She reportedly used to get at over $200k per speaking arrangement and now she has sunk
all the way down to $25k.
This means she is now making $7k less per speaking gig than Jersey Shore's star Snooki
makes on average.
Since she has now been reduced to only a "has been" she has to settle for making peanuts,
or what's considered peanuts to her.
Via Radar: "Matthew McConaughey was paid $135,000, Katie Couric made $110,000, Nobel
Laureate Toni Morrison received $30,000, Bill Moyers got $35,000 and — worst of all — Nicole
"Snooki" Polizzi was paid $32,000 for her wild speech!
In it, the booze-loving reality star told the graduating university students: "Study
hard, but party harder!"
Sound advice, for sure."
This is Snooki, who just got paid more than Hillary Clinton.
Business Insider reported more on her previous speaking earnings: "Hillary Clinton says
she had a "restful" time following her tenure as Secretary of State, but that doesn't
mean she didn't make a lot of money.
During that time, she made nearly $12 million by charging fees that topped $335,000 for
dozens of speeches.
Clinton's speaking fees shed light on the industries willing to shell out big bucks
for a few minutes with the former Secretary of State.
It's really a sad time for Hillary Clinton if one compares her early career to her end.
One might think that at least someone in her life would care enough to sit her down and
just tell her it's time to call it a day and retire.
As the Washington Post notes, a significant chunk of the money that Clinton made from
speeches came from tech companies.
eBay shelled out $315,000 for a speech that last 20 minutes, while Cisco paid $325,000
for Clinton to sit onstage with the company's CEO.
Salesforce.com brought Clinton back for multiple events.
And for discount spenders, Clinton offered a reduced price for remote addresses via satellite
video.
The former Secretary of State charged some of her lowest speaking fees to the California
Medical Association and Novo Nordisk for video speeches."
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Trudny czas Beaty Tadli. "Jej bliscy przyjechali podnieść ją na duchu"
Tegoroczną Wielkanoc Beata Tadla (42 l.) i Jarosław Kret (54 l.) mieli spędzić u jej rodziców.
Rozstanie pokrzyżowało te plany.
Bliscy Beaty przybyli więc do stolicy.
Gdy mijają się na korytarzach Nova TV, on odwraca głowę i udaje, że jej nie zna.
Kiedy spotykają się podczas nagrania programu 24 godziny, starają się ukryć targające nimi emocje,
ale to oczywiste, że z miłości łączącej Beatę Tadlę i Jarosława Kreta pozostały tylko zgliszcza. .
Jak podał jeden z tabloidów, pogodynek, który nazywał dziennikarkę miłością swego życia, nie pokwapił się nawet, by zabrać z jej domu swoje rzeczy.
Zażądał, by nim po nie przyjedzie, spakowała wszystko i. zwróciła mu też pierścionek zaręczynowy. .
Jeszcze kilka tygodni temu Beata nie przypuszczała, że w takiej atmosferze przyjdzie jej spędzić Wielkanoc.
Jak udało się dowiedzieć Na Żywo, planowała, że w święta wraz z ukochanym odwiedzi swoich rodziców w Legnicy. .
- W sytuacji, gdy rozstała się z partnerem, to jej bliscy przyjechali podnieść ją na duchu - twierdzi jej znajoma.
Rodzice Tadli są ogromnie przejęci kłopotami córki.
Ona sama nie ukrywa, jak blisko jest z nimi związana.
- Bardzo kocham moich rodziców, są dla mnie najważniejsi na świecie, a ja jestem ich jedynaczką.
Teraz szczególnie mnie wspierają i po raz kolejny przekonałam się, że mogę na nich liczyć - powiedziała w rozmowie z Na Żywo Tadla. .
Święta w podwarszawskim domu gwiazdy będą więc rodzinne i z pewnością wpłyną na poprawę nastroju dziennikarki.
Z odwiedzin dziadków ucieszy się też jej 17-letni syn - Janek.
Jak pisano w tygodniku, nastolatek nie miał zbyt dobrych relacji z Kretem i nie rozpacza, że zniknął on z życia jego mamy. .
Biorąca udział w programie Dancing with the Stars.
Taniec z Gwiazdami dziennikarka nie jest zadowolona, że rozpad jej związku odbywa się na forum publicznym.
W niedawnej audycji radiowej, co prawda, podziękowała telewidzom za wsparcie, ale dodała: Nie potrzebuję żadnej litości.
Nie litujmy się, oceniajmy tylko moją pracę. .
W ostatnim odcinku tanecznego show widzowie rzeczywiście przestali na nią głosować i była o krok od tego, by odpaść.
Czy po Wielkanocy w gronie bliskich znajdzie w sobie więcej motywacji do tańca?.
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FOGATLAN Smink | NYX Face Awards Hungary 2018 | 1. forduló - Duration: 5:19.
This... is Berk.
It snows nine months of the year,
and hails the other three.
Any food that grows here is tough and tasteless.
The people that grow here are even more so.
The only upsides are the pets.
While other places have...ponies or parrots,
we have...
dragons!
Hello everyone!
My name is AyaCica and today i'm gonna make this dragon makeup,
alias Toothless, from How to train your dragon.
First i'm starting with a clean face as always,
then i'm applying one or more layers of foundation,
depending on the makeup.
Today i'm gonna work with latex, so i'm applying a few layers of foundation,
because i don't want the latex to touch my skin directly
After that, with a thin painting brush
i'm drawing the outline of the eye.
Where and what shape i want it to be.
I'm drawing under my eyebrows, because then i won't need to mess with it.
After that, with an another old painting brush
i'm applying a layer of latex
and i'm stick in it small balls of cottonball.
I stick them in.
Then i'll make the scales from these, the knobble scales.
First i cover the side of them,
because it's easier shaping them,
then with more latex i start to shape the knobbles,
scales.
I'm using, skin clored latex,
just at the begining looks it white, later when it dry it will be skin colored.
I'm doing this untill i get the texture that i want.
Then i'm applying a creamy body and face paint, that i bought in a party shop, with a beauty blender.
I started with the beauty blender,
then i changed to a makeup brush,
because it's easier work with a brush on the scales and around the eye,
but when i started to cover my
hairline, my ear and my neck, i returned to the beauty blender.
I'm looking like a robber with a ski mask.
Yes! I'm wearing a black turtleneck
and
i painted my hair to black for this.
After that, i used a black lipstick, than i apply the paint the top of that,
because i don't want to put the paint directly on my lips.
After that, next to my nose, i started to draw Toothless' nostrils.
First i used a light blue, than a dark blue top of that, and it wasn't bright enough, so i used a neon blue on top of that.
Than i picked a golden brown and i painted with it the top of the scales,
to highlight them,
because after the black painting they vanished
and on my reference picture there was these little, brown, golden brown cuts on Toothless' scales
that's why choose the golden brown color.
I used this color to highlight the mouth,
giving more texture to the whole thing.
After that i started working with the most problematic part, the eye.
First i painted the black, middle part, the pupil,
which looks like a rounded square.
No, not square, rectangle.
Yeah, first i painted the pupil.
After that with a thin brush, again a painting brush,
I painted around, the pupil with a light green,
than
i filled the rest of the eye with dark green,
mostly the inner corner of the eye.
After that i used
a golden liquid eyeliner, golden shining on top of it.
After that i returned to the golden brown,
and with that i gave more texture to the eye
and i highlighted where is it exactly,
because, for example, the pupil blended with the skin's color, if i can say it like this.
This gave texture and highlighted, it became beautiful.
After that i used a glossy, black lipstick
that made the eye shine, like an eye.
Yes. And that's the final look.
I hope you liked it.
If you did please subscribe
and this video is my entry video for the NYX Face Awards,
please vote for me!
Thank you!
Bye!
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Chase: Hey guys, it's me Chasey-poo, um, listen okay, my face right now is like sweaty
I'm melting I'm sorry, I need to
Explain to you why I'm making this video right now, so today, I'm making a mental health update video
I haven't made one of these in months, because I've been busy and relatively okay, LOL
But I feel like the last time I made an update about how I'm doing, is when I was in a car accident, in Jamaica,
But a lot has happened since then
Um, we are in March now and I
Feel like I need to update everyone on some things, because I feel like I'm-I'm-I
Post cryptic things on Twitter about me not feeling very well, so I wanted to talk about it, also, okay
I'm having this issue right now, where I am so busy, it's not really an issue, I mean whatever look
I'm really busy, so I'm like
My heart and my mind are racing at a mile a minute
And I feel like I have a million things to do so I'm trying to relax and do the thing that I love the most
In the world which is make videos so that's what I'm gonna
Do I'm a little sweaty, but let's just go with it in October
I was in a car accident
And, I made a video about how I almost died, and how it was very
Traumatic for me, because I had already been in a car accident when I was like 13, so here's the thing
With trauma is when in my for me for my body in my brain, how it works when something traumatic happens
All of the traumatic things that have ever happened in your entire life tend to come back in your mind in that split second so
That's what's been happening to me in the last couple of months
I am getting so many flashbacks, and it's really hard to talk about this
I've literally only told one other person about this, because I felt super embarrassed and I didn't want to talk about it because no one
Talked about this stuff, and it's very personal, but my whole life
I've always just made videos when I feel like poop and it's always made me feel better to just talk about it since I
technically, okay
I don't have therapy right now it over therapist, so talking about it makes me feel better, so ever since the car accident
I've been having flashbacks, um, the first two weeks after the accident were absolutely horrible
Um, you saw the state that I was in the video where I-the video is called "I almost died."
And, um, I was not okay at all I was stuttering, I just, I was in that car, okay
That's what it felt like, I was making that video, I was in the car, and he kept crashing, every time
I close my eyes, I imagine it crashing
And, it was very hard for me to move on and deal with this stuff because I-I
Have been trying to deal with the car accident, I have when I was 13 for such a long time now
I was fine for so many years, and then for some reason, I don't know what happened, just something hit me in my head like
An emotion, or a thought and all of a sudden
I realized, oh my God, all of my anxiety, all of my trauma stems from that car accident, I wasn't scared of dogs
I wasn't scared of cars
I wasn't scared of anything, and then I got hit by that car, and then I became scared of literally
Everything when I was 13, so it was a weird feeling to kind of realize that, but in the last couple of weeks, especially
This last week I have felt, like I am constantly
Disassociating, so I don't feel like I'm myself at all, and by that, I mean that I feel like I-it's happening right now, I
Know that I am a body, and that I have a mind, but I feel like I'm watching myself
And I feel like I'm not here
and it's very hard for me to put myself back into me being a body, and me being a human being and
That is the best explanation, that I can give you, I feel
Completely disconnected from myself, from my name, from my pronouns, from my clothes, from my home, from my cat
I just feel disconnected from everything, and I feel like I'm not supposed to be here, and yes also, trigger warning this entire video
Okay, there's no point tell you what triggers, because like, literally like, everything can be, I don't even know what I'm gonna say whatever
I'm sorry, I'm just
Shook right now, um, I, um
Am thinking, like this, and being very, like
Disassociating makes me feel like literally very suicidal, and it's very scary
I've been on antidepressants, for like three and a half years, or something, I've been on wellbutrin
I love it, and it's great when I was off of wellbutrin
And they were like oh, it's time for you to get off, I was not okay, so I went back on, um
I take Ativan, sometimes for my anxiety, but not often, because you can get addicted to Ativan, and that's dangerous, um
So I am really trying to manage my stuff
Alone is what it feels like, and I definitely need therapy
I don't know where this video is going to it's supposed to be a mental health update, I'm sorry
I just it just went another way, that I wanted it to the point is I'm having a very difficult time right now, and
It doesn't help that I am super busy
So I want people to understand how grateful, and how blessed I feel, and I understand that I am very
Privileged to be able to do, what I'm about to go do, I'm going on a mini tour, I'm doing a talk in Amherst
I'm doing a talk near Boston, I'm doing meetups, I'm doing a talk in, um
In Ohio, in Virginia, and then I'm going to Europe, I'm gonna hang out, I'm doing a talk in Paris
I'm hanging out in Berlin, I'm hanging out in
Stockholm, and then I have a talk two talks in, um
in England, in London, and Northampton like, and
Then I come back to America, to the United States, and I have a talk in Scranton, Pennsylvania
and then I-it just
This is amazing
I am doing every my life is where I need it to be I
Am so happy that I get to do the things that I love to do, and like talk to people, and spread my message
And like talk about my
Research, and YouTube, and stuff like that, and I feel so awesome that I'm able to do that and I'm able to travel, and meet
So many amazing people and
I hate to say this word
But okay, I'm gonna say it, but because yo, I am so overwhelmed, right now
I was away for two and a half weeks after my thesis defense was done, I went down to, um
Like a Philly area, and I just kind of hung out, and I had a talk in Buffalo, and then I came back home
Here's the thing, I have five and a half days at home, right now, currently
I am in this five and a half days, until I leave for my trip
I'm gone from March 12th to April 24th
So I have
The amount of things that I need to do in this a month, and-and the in the five and a half days, that I
Have is ridiculous, I have seven podcasts to film, I have eight videos to film for my personal channel
thankfully I already did all my transtastic videos, while I was in the States, and I edited them, and I scheduled them, and, um
That doesn't count all the other things that I need to do my life, and like I need to finish my revisions on my thesis
Because I had to revise some things, and it's just not going quick enough for me, and it's due in three days, I am just
Very overwhelmed, and it's not like I leave everything to the last minute, I'm literally always busy
I don't hang out, sometimes, I sit down and watch TV, sue me, okay
I watched one episode of "The Office" while I eat food, like it's
I'm just very busy, and I love being busy
I need to be busy, and yes
I keep giving myself things to do, like the binder giveaway and like now, I'm
Planning another big thing, and stuff like that and I love it, but at this moment in my life
Okay
All of these things combined and
All of the trauma, that I am experiencing, and the flashbacks, and the anxiety together is just way too much
You're gonna say, "take a break," "It's okay," "You don't have to post videos every day," no, no
My brain okay, my brain can't accept that, I am very type "A" I do things, and I get them done
It'll get done, but it doesn't mean I won't have 12 panic attacks while I'm doing them, okay, I'm just, I'm just very
Where honestly, I would be fine doing all these things, if I didn't have five and a half days
Give me ten days, I could do it all
That's no problem, but I feel like I'm gonna faint, because I feel like it's so much
But I will say, that I do keep myself busy for a reason
Because if I'm not busy, then I start thinking of things, and
Being in that thought pattern, and that thought area, and that cloud, and stuff like that is a very dangerous way
And a dangerous place, sorry for me to be, not to get super like depressing, or anything, like that, but I
Have to keep myself, busy because I
Can't
Think, um
If I had a therapist, I would absolutely be able to process my emotions better, um
But instead, I just kind of go through the motions
And I really want to just enjoy every moment of my trip in every moment of everything, but I feel, um
Very stressed out, once all this is done, by the way
I don't have any stress on my trip, so I'm gonna have so much fun
It's just, because I don't want stress on my trip
So, I'm doing it all now, and this I'm so, but whatever mental health update
I am not feeling okay, mentally, but I am doing great in the world, I guess, like in my world
I'm able to do things, um
Something else that's really affecting me, and this is really only for me
This is not judging anybody else, and the way that they feel about their bodies, we all feel different about our own bodies, but I
I'm not okay
Because, my my knee has been hurting, and now it's been a month of consistently hurting every second of the day
And it is starting to take an emotional toll on me
Obviously, a physical toll on me, but I
I'm-I'm having a lot of issues. I really Don't wanna start crying, right now, because it was just very hard to talk-talk about
Um, I enjoyed my knee in September 2016, and it still hurts
And I haven't run since, June of last year, May-May, June, something like that
And it was only a small run, and it still hurt when I was running, I did physio
I did the stretches, I did everything just
Nothing, happened, nothing
Anyways, I did an MRI they found nothing
I
Went private, so I paid for that, I paid for them to tell me there's nothing wrong with my knee
Can there be something wrong with my knee? Please? So we can fix it, you know what I'm saying?
So, I'm having a lot of issues dealing with the pain, and
After being in pain, for such a long time, like it really takes an emotional toll on you
And I feel like I'm crazy, because I feel like nobody believes me, I feel like people just
Think that I am not actually in pain, or that it's all in my head, and I
Don't
Want to be in pain, I sometimes can walk and I'm fine, I'm like "Oh, my God
This is so great," and I'll sit down, and then I'll stand up, and my knee just gives, and I just can't do anything, and
It ruins a lot of plans that I've had, which is something
I'm not trying to think about, in terms of going to Europe, with my bad knee, um
But it really, it's really messing with me, and
Then my stomach issues, like I just have a lot of stressors, right now
And I have an anxious gut, so I know that a lot of my stomach problems do stem from anxiety
So, I'm trying to get a hold of that, but it's really hard because I-I-I'm
In pain a lot okay, and now that I'm barely eating, because I am eating food
I'm eating a lot of bowls, a lot of good food, like nothing fried, nothing full of fat, nothing like that
Why am I gaining so much weight? I don't understand it
I literally ate an amazing bowl yesterday, then I made a quinoa, with some-with some roasted sweet potato, some marinated tofu
Um, broccoli, and cucumber
And it was just the perfect portion, because I wasn't
Full, full, full, full, full, and I was maybe just a little bit hungry, like if I had a dessert
But I don't-I don't, I can't eat anything, so I was fine, and I came home, like two hours after I ate
Because I was at work, I was eating at work, and my stomach was just bloated
Beyond
Explanation, and that just makes me feel like shit, because none of my clothes fit me anymore
I have to buy clothes that is bigger for me
Which makes me feel really uncomfortable, because I'm so used to wearing the smaller sizes, and stuff like that
And it's just, it's really affecting me to not be able to run, um
I look at my picture every day, and I can barely even look at my face
Because I remember what I look like, last year and
I'm trying so hard not to compare myself, and people are like, "Don't worry chase your knee will get better," "You'll get better,"
"You'll be able to run again,"
"You'll be able to be fit," my goal was never to be skinny, my goal was to run and
By running, I ate healthy, and by doing that I ended up losing weight
And it made me feel really great to see a change in my body, because now I was stronger, and it was an added bonus
That I lost weight, and now that I am not doing literally anything
Like my bike hurts when I pedal it, my knee hurts on my bike
I have a trainer, that I can do at home, but I have to press hard on it, so it does hurt
I could bring my bike out, when it's not snowing, because I live in Quebec there's snow everywhere
So, I have to wait for that, but I don't know, I live up a mountain
I have to go up 2 kilometers uphill, can I do that with my knee? And I could swim, I swam up to Michaels often
But, I've been traveling, so much, I can't
I'm not trying to make excuses, I'm trying to find a solution, um
And, it's very hard, and it's very what's that word, what's that word, I-I feel beat down? Um
I just feel like shit, because I'm trying to eat
The food that I'm supposed to eat, I'm doing vegan fodmap, and gluten-free, and
Yet
I'm still crazy bloated, and my stomach still hurts, like I had a really bad stomach week, last week, like it was really bad
I don't understand, what I ate the same food that I always eat, I have no idea what happened
Anyway, so this was a really fucking depressing video, I'm sorry, um I just I just wanted to update
More of myself, so that I have, like a-a
Memory of making this video, because I am disassociating, and literally feel, like I'm not real, so re-watching this while, I'm editing it, and
Posting it, and stuff like that, hopefully
Um, this wasn't too bad of a video and, um
You enjoyed it, I'm sorry, if they made you depressed, also, I know that people are gonna be like "Oh, don't worry
You'll be able to run one day," "Don't worry," "You're not fat," "You didn't gain weight,"
"Don't worry," this, is just look, okay, literally
I have to go up two sizes of clothes, like, I don't know, I don't
You don't see my whole body, when you're seeing this shot, okay
It just really sucks, um, and I'm trying to also
Hear the possibility, that I'll never be able to run again, and if I even think about that, I can't
Running saved my life
And, now running is ruining my life, because I can't run, okay
I'm gonna go, so I don't start sobbing on camera, and stuff like that
I'm gonna go eat some lunch, and um, I will see you guys later, thank you, so much for watching, and um
Oh, therapy why don't I have a therapist? Sorry, here's the thing, I travel so much
I can't have a therapist, that lives in Montreal, that I see in their office
I need a therapist that is comfortable doing online video therapy, do not recommend
Websites, like Better Health and Pride counselling, please, I'll tell you why, they wanted to sponsor a video, and
I was like okay, but can I look at your website?
So, I did an assessment on their website, that everyone should, like everyone has to do in order to find a therapist, and they said I
That my case was so severe that I can't have a therapist, so literally, no, thank you, I can't do that, I don't like that, um
So I need a therapist that, like
Focuses a lot on PTSD, and on OCD, and stuff like that, and compulsive thinking OCD, like the-the intrusive thoughts, um
Those are the two things that I really suffer with, and then, obviously, anxiety is always kind of tied to those two things, um
I need a therapist that is, online that is willing to do Skype and video chats, um
With
Like patients, and I will pay out-of-pocket, don't even care about insurance, I don't have insurance, here with therapy, anyway, it doesn't matter
I don't even care how much it costs, anymore, I need therapy so much
I need to talk about this, because I feel like I'm going crazy, I literally was in a car the other day, and
It was raining, and it was dark, and um, I felt like the car was moving more than it should have, um
like going this, but it wasn't, and I just literally just, I
broke down, I
Closed my eyes, and I put my hands over my head, and I was, I could not-I didn't even I-I
Escaped wherever I was, the rain reminded me too much of the car accident, in Jamaica, because it was raining that day, and the
Car moving, and the-the car swishing by, and the fastness of all the cars around us
I just had a complete flashback, and I just I-I just
It was like a meltdown, like I
It's not a meltdown, it's not a break down, It's like I just stopped, I don't even know how to explain it
I just stopped, was too much, too many noises, too many things, too many textures, so much around me, too many life
I just quit it, and I just I
Just stopped, and
That was really scary, and then I-I-I
Was shaking, and I just went to sleep, and
My sleep was filled with flashbacks, and it sucks, because it's literally like a tape recorder
And you play it, and you go back, you play it, you go back, and that's literally the car accident-car accident
I literally am in the car, and I see it hitting us, I see
Anyways, that's it
So, I'm looking for a therapist, that does, if you have any
Suggestions
That would be very great, they need to speak English, they need to be a specialist in
PTSD and/or, no, a known, PTSD number one right now, and
Intrusive thinking, and intrusive thoughts with OCD would be great if there was a combination of both, but it's okay
They're not, they have to be trans friendly, I am not paying, like
$150 an hour, to teach somebody how to be trans friendly, you know what I'm saying?
I've had to do that before, and I'm like what am I doing? You're supposed to pay me, okay, to it to teach you about
Trans things
So, that you're competent
Not be me, paying you, for you to, whatever, anyways, I'll talk to you later, thank you so much for watching
I'll see you later, okay, bye.
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Beloved Yeshua Jesus Gives Wonderful Advice on Good Friday - Duration: 1:26.
Beloved Yeshua Jesus Gives Wonderful Advice on Good Friday to Support Good Relationships
of All Kinds
by Therese Zumi Sumner
Caveat: As this is channelled information reader discretion is advised:
I was actually looking to see if I could find some information from Jesus/Yeshua where He
speaks about the time of His life and crucifiction (do not trust any information that makes claim
that the crucifiction of Jesus did not take place) but while looking I just discovered
this really good advice about relationships that Yeshua provided in 2014 on An Hour with
An Angel.
To get directly to that message and skip the introduction to the show where Suzanne and
Linda chat (well worth a read or listen too) you need to watch out for this picture / depiction
of Yeshua
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Cowboy Junkies Cause cheap is how I feel - Duration: 4:16.
It's the kind of night that's so cold, when you spit
It freezes before it hits the ground And when a bum asks you for a quarter,
you give a dollar If he's out tonight he must be truly down
And I'm searching all the windows for a last minute present
To prove to you that what I said was real,
For something small and frail and plastic, baby,
'cause cheap is how I feel
Half moon in the sky tonight, bright enough To come up with an answer
To the question why is it that every time I see you
My love grows a little stronger But your memory leaves my stomach churning,
Feeling like a lie about to be revealed, But I'll horde all this to myself
'cause cheap is how I feel
It's not the smell in here that gets to me it's the lights
I hate the shadows that they cast,
And the sound of clinking bottles is the one sure thing I'll always drag with me from my past
I think I'll find a pair of eyes tonight to fall into, And maybe strike a deal
Your body for my soul, fair swap
`cause cheap is how I feel
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The Dankula Affair - Duration: 6:44.
This is going to be an angry video.
It takes a lot to make me angry, but this affair really struck a nerve.
I've been stewing in my juices for the past couple of weeks.
Now I am ready to explode.
So you better stand back.
I have been involved in the culture wars for many years, and on many fronts.
One of these fronts is the battle against Antisemitism, which is thriving online.
Since the western political sphere, old media and academia have effectively stifled anti-Semitic
voices, they find their expression on the Internet, where their arguments can easily
affect the minds of people who never got to hear them debated and debunked.
It is therefore imperative to use the Internet to have these debates, and to push back against
the anti-Semites, which is what I and others have been doing.
By now, we pretty much know all of their arguments, and we know how to debunk them.
But the sucker punch that we just got is something that I did not see coming.
It was only in 2017 that I became aware of the Nazi Pug video, uploaded by Count Dankula
a year earlier.
You know the story: Dankula wanted to play a prank on his girlfriend, so he turned her
cute dog into an evil Nazi.
It was a hilarious video, and like every great joke, it also had perfect timing.
Right at a time when Neo-Nazis and anti-Semites are trying to gain respectability and be taken
seriously, came this video that shows them for what they really are: trained mindless
dogs who get ecstatic by the thought of gassing the Jews.
It was a brilliant parody, a breath of fresh air, and was very well received and liked
by millions of people, which made me even happier.
For a Jew, it is always heartwarming and reassuring to see so many people treating Nazis and anti-Semites
as the butt of a joke.
I was bemused to learn that Count Dankula got arrested for his joke video, and that
he was being accused of actually promoting Antisemitism.
But I chalked it up to the cultural gap, to the inability of some people to understand
Internet humor.
I was pretty confident that the Scottish court will acquit him, since Dankula states very
clearly in the video that the joke is an expression of his contempt for Nazis, and since he has
a history of speaking against racism online.
There will always be some members of the public who will take an off color joke the wrong
way, but the court is supposed to be the voice of reason.
And there is no way that a reasonable person can see the video for anything other than
what it is: a joke that makes fun of Nazis.
But then, after dragging the trial for two years, the court came back with a guilty verdict,
and when I heard it I felt physically ill.
This verdict isn't even close to being anywhere within the bounds of reason.
You have to be intentionally obtuse to claim that the video is anti-Semitic and pro-Nazi,
but that is exactly what the Scottish legal system just did.
Which leads to the conclusion that Count Dankula's persecution is driven by an agenda.
I don't know what exactly the agenda is, and I want to believe that the Scottish court
didn't knowingly try to harm our efforts to battle Antisemitism.
But the fact is that this is exactly what it did.
As someone who has also made videos parodying anti-Semites, I am now genuinely afraid to
travel to the UK.
This verdict will deter people from making fun of Nazis, and will help Antisemitism thrive
unchallenged, and the fact that it disguises itself as a decision aimed at defending Jews
just adds insult to injury.
As a human being, I am appalled by this miscarriage of justice – sorry, this abortion of justice;
as a Jew, I feel violated and abused to see the sufferings of my people being so cynically
exploited to promote an agenda.
And I have heard from many other Jews that they feel the same way.
There is an old Hebrew proverb: "he who takes mercy on the wicked will end up being wicked
to the merciful."
I am not very fond of this saying, especially considering the context it was said in, but
it's hard not to think of it here.
In recent years we have been witnessing an effort to make it illegal to hurt people's
feelings, and since those whose feelings are most sensitive are usually those who are the
most narrow-minded, this development usually ends up protecting bigots from being mocked
for their bigotry.
And now, it has also led to the prosecution of a kindhearted and courageous man, a man
who even while being persecuted, kept on speaking against racism, Antisemitism and hate, and
stood with us in the fight against the far-right.
The injustice is sickening.
I was waiting for people in the UK to take a stand against this outrage, to speak up
against their legal system that is raping my dignity and robbing people like me of the
right to mock those who want us dead.
But apparently the British public has been demoralized into silence by their fear of
prosecution, and nobody says what needs to be said.
Looks like it falls to me to say it.
So now, I am going to boldly go where everyone should have gone before.
I accuse the Scottish legal system of prosecuting a man not for the aim of achieving justice,
but to further a political agenda.
I accuse the Scottish legal system of providing legal cover for neo-Nazis and anti-Semites.
I accuse the Scottish legal system of using Jews as instruments, thus denying our humanity.
I accuse the United Kingdom of creating an environment in which it is illegal to mock
anti-Semites.
I accuse the Scottish Council of Jewish Communities of collaborating in a case designed to benefit
anti-Semites and other haters.
I accuse the old media of betraying its job of being the watchdog of democracy, and in
some cases even playing active accomplice in this witch-hunt.
I accuse intellectuals, comedians and human rights activists for being too cowardly to
speak up.
I accuse Jewish organizations of remaining silent and allowing the persecution of an
innocent man, when they had the power to affect the outcome.
And I accuse the Scottish court of grossly offending any sense of justice, decency and
liberalism, to the point where we are now afraid to express ourselves.
Now that the nature of UK law has been revealed, I am aware that in making these accusations,
I might be making myself liable to prosecution, something I wouldn't have thought possible
until now.
But I expose myself to that risk voluntarily.
My fiery protest is simply the cry of my very soul.
Do your worst.
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Mom's SHUTTING DOWN My YouTube Channel + Trying to Save It... - Duration: 5:57.
as a 24 year old woman who lives with her mom this is really hard to talk
about so I'm just going to cut to the chase and tell you that my mom is not
happy with my youtube channel I mean like I don't know why okay I get it I
kind of see why and it's really hard trying to talk to my mom and her
generation because I'm trying to explain to her that its clickbait but my mom
sees it as unemployment but you know I mean I get it I wouldn't hire me either
because I'm lazy like she reads the title and she thinks it's legit my mom's
main complaint is that everything has to be sexy but if you really know me I am
probably the least sexy people in the world and definitely on YouTube she's
like why can't I just watch a bedroom tour of you why does it have to be a
sexy bedroom tour this is embarrassing and I asked her did
you watch the video and of course she said she didn't watch the video because
she didn't want to feel sad lately this has become a common topic of
conversation I'm an adult if I want to tank my life and reputation on the
Internet I'll do that then there is this other
time where I'm just chilling on the couch and my mom's on a computer and she
got an email notification about a new video she goes oh I see the title of
your video is really my first fan letter but then it's parenthesis sexy I just
managed to find new ways to disappoint my mom so I think it's pretty safe to
say that my mom and I Plus YouTube don't really have the best love triangle going
on right now see what you're doing there you're on
your bed you're filming one of those pornos for your YouTube videos mom are
you not like listening to me through the wall like I'm not in my bed I'm on the
edge of my bed I'm wearing pants oh I want to believe you but I get emailed
about what you post and it's not good you don't even have a fanbase nobody
watches your videos oh except for the one guy who loves to cream his pants to
your videos all the time because you put out porn but I do have really good fans
like you gonna have channel funding and what about the really cool package that
I got yeah I know and he's probably a stalker going to kill us all cuz it
doesn't make sense why he'd like your videos I can't when I'm on a mission of
finding things on the Internet to film I want ideas that are trendy less
embarrassing I guess and something that makes me more employable oh hey guys I
didn't see you come in today let's cut some soap
you pathetic little hotel zone that's not sponsored you think you're so cute
you think you're so great being hypoallergenic yeah and I know like I
say this in every video but I really really love steak what no stop it's not
like that it's like what what was I trying to say like my love for steak is
kind of like
stop I don't I don't know what you guys were thinking when I tell you guys I
love steak please like I want to know what you're visualizing when I tell you
that I'm obsessed with steak get out of here we want to make love in peace
oh yeah that's kind of actually accurate
how's it going let's take this ASMR journey together I am your leader your
ruler the greatest ultimate power out there
I am hotter than Paris Hilton and you will donate to my patreon Wow
okay mom was right so if you guys have better ideas for me please
please leave it in the comments help a girl out preferably something that's not
going to upset my mom and if you guys have any questions that you want to ask
me for my first ever Q&A video again put that in the comments too but yeah like
and subscribe if you want to be part of this sexy but non sexy wild ride that is
yet to come but don't worry I'll post my sexy videos
and nudes on patreon thanks for watching bye
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Chocolate Ball Fika Recipe · Slow Swedish with Subtitles - Duration: 4:52.
Hi!
Today we are going to bake
in slow Swedish.
We are going to bake chocolate balls.
It is a very easy recipe
and it becomes very tasty.
What you need is;
three deciliters oats,
one deciliter sugar,
hundred grams of room temperature butter,
two tablespoons cocoa,
one teaspoon vanilla powder.
You can also flavor
the chocolate balls with coffee.
I think that is really tasty.
But, if you do not like coffee,
you can use water instead.
And last but not least
you need something to
roll the chocolate balls in.
You can for example use coconut flakes,
or like me,
pearly sugar.
Once you have rolled the chocolate balls
they need to sit in the fridge
for a while to solidify a little
and become extra tasty.
Start by washing your hands
so that we can start.
Start by adding the butter.
The softer the butter is
the easier it is to work with.
Since we are working with our hands
we will become quite sticky.
Therefore, it can be nice
to pour everything in from the start.
So, we pour in the sugar.
Vanilla powder.
And cocoa.
Now we have all the ingredients
except coffee, in here.
So we can start by mixing
this and add the coffee last.
As you can see
it gets quite sticky.
It is important
to really mix together
everything well
so that you do not get butter lumps
in the chocolate balls.
That is pretty nasty.
Now we can go ahead and add the coffee.
The amount of coffee depends on
how much coffee flavor
you want.
I love coffee flavored
chocolate balls.
So I have quite a lot of coffee.
But you cannot add
too much.
Because then the batter
will be too loose.
So there, no we are sticky.
And now it is time to start
rolling the chocolate balls.
So take out the bowl with pearly sugar
and a plate to put the balls on.
You can make them as big or small as you like.
Now you can finally wash your hands.
Then you just have to put the
chocolate balls in the fridge
and wait for them to
become cold and hard.
That was all for today's slow Swedish video.
I hope you have liked it.
Big thank you to my Patrons who support my work.
Without all of you
and your support
this would not be possible.
If you would like to support me
and my videos here on this channel
you could either visit my
Patreon that is linked
under the video,
or just choose
to subscribe to the channel
and watch.
That also helps a whole lot.
Util next time
have a super good one.
Bye!
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NEVER Give Up On Yourself! - How To Be Motivated For School - Duration: 10:03.
Jasmine Perez from Roma Texas Desmond didn't speak English when she first
started school neither of her parents had gone to college but she worked hard
earned good grades and got a scholarship to Brown University as now in graduate
school studying public health on her way to becoming doctor
Jasmine Perez I'm thinking about Andoni Schultz from Los Altos California who's
fought brain cancer since he was three he's had to endure all sorts of
treatments and surgeries one of which affected his memory so took him much
longer hundreds of extra hours to do his score
but he never fell behind he's headed to college this fall and then there's
Chantel Steve from my home town of Chicago Illinois
even when bouncing from foster home to foster home in the toughest
neighborhoods in the city she managed to get a job at a local health kiss care
center start a program to keep young people out of gangs and she's on track
to graduate high school with honors and go on to college and Jasmine and Dhoni
and Chantel aren't any different from any of you
they face challenges in their lives just like you do in some cases they've got it
a lot worse off than many of you but they refuse to give up they chose to
take responsibility for their lives for their education and set goals for
themselves and even when you're struggling even when you're discouraged
and you feel like other people have given up on you don't ever give up on
yourself I'd like to know when you're in that moment failing and you have to keep
going what do you say to yourself what if
a lot of times I'll be the tours at Mile Run or something like that and I'm all
jacked up body's broken mines broken spirits broken I started to say what if
I could pull this off when I first walked into the Navy SEAL recruiters
office he looked at me and said only been 35 african-americans and 70 years
make it through you know I said to myself what if I can be the 36 it's the
what if I can pull off miracle what if I can become someone that no one thinks I
can be and just that just me talking about that I have hair growing up on my
arms because it makes me just like what if I can be that guy that people who
called nigger and this and that and now I'm speaking at tom ferry an event what
this idea that I was going to you know buy and sell crash cars right so I'll
buy it at 5,000 put 2,500 into it and then sell it at 10,000 it's simple and
if you put the math together I was gonna do that every month and then they would
start compounding in two three years I was gonna be a gazillioniore yeah pretty
much simple I had it all planned out and I love I love joking and
saying Mike Tyson's you know theory is uh you know everybody has a plan until
they get punched in the face and life will punch you in the face I pretty much
got punched in the face price six months into it and then I found myself working
a Red Lobster with none of that money because I was trying to do it for money
yeah you know um I hate I really hate working on cars because I can't work on
my hands are some really buttery soil my hands feel like veal I'm not supposed to
work on a car man and I'm thinking you know you know that about yourself though
I love that well myself the first transmission you know crush my foot and
then I really like you know what I think I think hats are better you know so but
again you know a lot of people out there chasing their dream but their dream is
to just be rich and that's not a dream you know if you if you if you if you try
to go out and make just make money for the purpose of making money first of all
you could end up in the wrong place do to it you could be
miserable and then when you get it if you don't have no goal on why you were
trying to achieve this goal you feel unfulfilled champions mindset I think a
lot of people hear the word champion they think of a famous sports star you
might think of in the US you might think of Michael Jordan or LeBron James going
and dunking on somebody but we think of it differently and we think of it as
well when you get on the field put everything you have into it put every
ounce of energy you have on the field leave nothing on the field and to when
you get knocked down because if you're an entrepreneur you inevitably you will
be when you see hard times and you get knocked down get back up and if you keep
putting everything you got into it and you keep getting back up when you get
knocked down it's almost impossible to fake I watched the color purple and saw
Oprah and Whoopi Goldberg a seed was planted in my heart to be an actor but I
dared not water it in public you see being an actor wasn't an honorable thing
to do especially not for a politician's daughter it was think that's something
that a child did and grown-up children did but not anyone else I pursued acting
opportunities on the side and as long as it was extracurricular and not my focus
it felt safe and acceptable mind you my parents never put any pressure on me to
be one thing or another but it was the expectations from the larger society
that kept me ashamed of the real desire of my heart and so I got down to the
most important work figuring out what steps would get me to being an actor the
actor I wanted so badly to be I had an action plan something to work towards
getting into the Yale School of Drama for acting training to go after my goal
to attend the Yale School of Drama meant that I would have to confront my fear of
failure of not being good enough as I boarded
the plane to the US there were naysayers in my head telling me I was crazy that I
shouldn't even bother over 900 people audition for 15 spots each year and yet
there was a part of me that knew I could do it even when the part of me that said
it was impossible was louder our dreams arise from our imaginations they belong
to us we owe it to ourselves to try and realize them to encourage myself I wrote
in my diary on the 23rd 3rd of August 2008 I have this dream too and desire to
be an actor and it dwarfs me but it is my dream goddammit I made it up
how can what I dream defeat me I came to the the mindset when I was in film
school marked that I did not want to be a one-and-done I not want to be a flash
in the pan I wanted to be here for the long haul
it wouldn't encourage south the great Akira Kurosawa I'm doing is doing press
it was one of the last times Ron his journals asked him you wanted a greatest
master filmmakers of all time what else you still have to learn and caress I was
I still have a universe to learn so I was in film school you know and that
blew my mind the baddest ever right he's 85 83 84 he
said he saucy saucy University learn as far as storytelling yeah that really hit
me like you know you really got a like the Jazz term you got you gotta stay in
the wood you guys you know and constantly be on it perfecting your crap
and never get to the point that you you trick yourself of thinking that you know
it all yeah it's a life long journey you know what the distorts the to tell
stories how you craft them just be a good storyteller and you do that by
having a body of work so it's always been on the body of work something you
said that you you're reaching your peak do you think though you can still take
it to another level or do you think this is as good
it's got to get for you well I'd like to use one quote that the limitations exist
only in our minds and if you start using imaginations then your your
possibilities become limitless so that's that's kind of a mindset that I have I
use my imagination I I do see myself achieving more I'm hoping I'm working
hard on it not only myself but the entire team around me one day I was
having a terrible day at school nothing could go right and whether it was about
me or my friends or doesn't at home it just I just wasn't happy that day and
someone came up to me or not even came up to me just walked by me and said
something like I like her hair or you look rested today or whatever it was
seemingly insignificant but it had the most significance because it completely
turned my day around and that's the kind of thing that that I felt and recognized
and told myself I made a mental note I was like you know I'm gonna do that from
now on whenever I'm gonna make it a point at least once a day if not more is
hopefully tens 20 times a day to walk up to someone or walk by someone and point
out something about them that I like or say something nice and positive because
it could change their day it could make them feel good about themselves and it
will actually because I know that it felt made me feel that way
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Everyone I love is gonna die And I will die as well
I think about this before I sleep And have since I was a child
In my life, will I make a difference?
In my death, will I be missed?
Will I be granted some sort of an afterlife Or will I just cease to exist?
This fear makes me feel so naïve I wish that I could just accept
But I'm chilled by the redundancy of Thoughts collected, but not kept
And maybe I'm still a stupid little boy Too weak to understand what will come
I want to find peace of mind Maybe no mind is the answer to that conundrum
Oh I want to be a baby again Oh I want pure thoughts in my head
Oh I want to be a baby again Oh I want pure thoughts in my head
Oh I want to be a baby again Oh I want to forget
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Hidden Meaning in IT (2017) – Earthling Cinema - Duration: 6:17.
Greetings, and welcome to Earthling Cinema.
I am your host, Garyx Wormuloid.
This week's artifact is IT, based on the novel by the sovereign of intellectual property,
King Stephen, and starring the cutest Skarsgardian of the Galaxy.
The film takes place in an alternate reality where Earth children rode bikes everywhere,
known as the 80s.
Our sort of protagonist is Bill Den-bro, who despite his name, breaks the first rule of
bro code when he lets an unemployed artist eat his brother.
A year passes, and Bill's still butt-hurt about his dead brother — "He's dead!"
— so his loser friends search the septic tank with him, only to find it more barren
than my first wife.
A local hussy named Bev, short for Beverage, joins the crew to up the diversity and the
boys' blood pressure.
And as stranger things start happening, the kids make a shocking discovery: the only haunted-looking
house in town is haunted."That's where It lives."
Turns out, the artist is actually a boggart named Pennywise, whose preferred pronoun is
It…
Dad!
When Pennywise totally screws with their analog powerpoint, the kids try Plan A: walk into
Its traphouse, since Bev probably took all their Plan B. And after successfully stabbing
Its head, they disband for no reason.
That is, until Pennywise teen-naps Bev to show her his latest installation.
Bill and Co. save her 'cause they hate modern art and take turns punching It — even though
they could have done that at literally any time.
Pennywise goes down the pipes back to the Mushroom Kingdom, and the most rockin' summer
ever ends, like all rockin' summers — with a blood oath.
At its core, IT is about battling fear and is not at all about child orgies.
Pennywise lives in the sewers beneath Derry's surface, reflecting the subconscious nature
of its attacks and how hard it is to find a good one-bedroom.
Famed Psychopath, Siggy Freudster would call this amalgamation of subconscious concerns
into one representative token "condensation."
I call it, "Dad"...Dad!
Ed's fear of disease is baked into this dude with eczema.
The painting in Stan's father's office represents the pressure on Stan to learn how
to read.
"The rabbi's son can't finish his own Torah reading."
The bloody scene in Beverage's bathroom reflects her insecurities about her changing
body, as it's quickly losing carbonation.
The film explores the conditions under which fear and evil may flourish.
Pennywise finds a comfortable home in Derry because the adults are indifferent to the
town's problems, like the high murder rate, constant Amber Alerts, or the lurking killer:
childhood obesity.
By feigning ignorance to these issues, the adults enable it — just as they allow bullying
and racism to do its thang.
The film suggests that being alone renders one more vulnerable to fear, and to spending
the entire day naked on the couch.
Throughout the film, It attacks victims one on one, cause it's not really into group
stuff.
The antidote to indifference and isolation is friendship!
Okay, it's AXT-4000D.
The Losers are only able to defeat it by facing it together and sharing their emotional burdens,
even though all they had to do was hit it with a stick.
When Bev decides to go all Terri Shivo, it's Ben's gesture of friendship that snaps her
out of it — a classic "true love's first base."
Like many King Stephen IPs, IT is about coming of age to legally bone.
The film is an allegory for the transition from childhood to young adulthood, also known
as, the hood.
In the beginning, the characters are helpless children, controlled by their overbearing
parents and the bullies who terrorize them.
"You're trash!
But at least now you'll smell better!"
They are painfully aware of characteristics that make them different - for Billy, it's
his oral — "Your-your-your hair." — for Ben it's everything except his personality,
and for Mike, it's being the only black character in the movie.
"We're all afraid of something."
But as the children unify and battle the monster, they learn to assert power over their own
lives, graduating from helpless children to helpless teens.
Despite its uplifting message, the film makes it clear that evil, much like herpes, can
never be eradicated without a ray gun.
Just as Pennywise will inevitably wake up in 27 years — "This stuff seems to happen
every 27 years."
— Evil such as racism and abuse will eventually rise up and get a hit movie, too.
And it did, in the 2075 box office hit, "Racism & Abuse Save Christmas."
For Earthling Cinema, I'm Garyx Wormuloid.
What goes up, must
come clown.
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GIANT FLOWERS. FLOOR PIONY for kids photo shoot. Part 2 - Duration: 6:08.
Take a roll of paper of a lighter shade. Cut it into 3 equal parts.
But do not hurry to cut it into three strips at once. Cut first one strip.
From this band prepare the petals, and then see how many petals you will be missed.
Fold the strip four times and cut into petals.
Fold the billet for the petal in half and cut the petal out of it.
Pull the petal.
In this way, prepare the petals for the entire row.
Attach the petals without moving them to the center. If they are moved closer to the center, there will be a very long distance between the rows of petals.
If you paste 2 rows of petals, then you can paste them higher. One petal is higher, and the other is slightly lower.
Peony is ready. Now you need to make a pillow for the baby in the center of the peony.
Note!
1) The pillow must be with a removable pillowcase. This is necessary so that you can wash it.
2) between a pillow and a pillowcase it is necessary to put a disposable diaper.
The easiest option is to make a pillow made of polyester.
Cut a circle of the desired size from a piece of polyester.
Now let's talk about the tissues for the pillow.
You can take knitted or crocheted fabric, plush or velvet.
From the fabric you need to cut a circle 10 centimeters larger than the diameter of a circle of polyester.
The stock of 10 cm need to be enough to close the edge of the circle of polyester.
1) Cut out the circle;
2) Treat the edges with a needle and thread so that the threads do not climb out of the fabric;
3) Insert the polyester.
That's what the pillow looks like.
You can close this part of the flower with light colored paper.
You can cover this part of the flower with dark paper.
The flower of the peony from this will be even more beautiful.
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ENTREVISTA com Pedro Paulo Funari - Parte 1 - Duration: 4:15.
We, from the channel "Arqueologia Alternativa",
interviewed the archaeologist Pedro Paulo Funari
at his residence, and one of the subjects
we talked about was Archeology of Repression.
. He's one of the first archaeologists
in Brazil to bring the subject, the discussion.
Nowadays, other people talk about the subject, which are
archaeological studies linked to
the periods of military dictatorships in Latin America
from the 1960s to the 1980s.
As archeology usually
deals with very old things,
it finds traces of 10,000 years,
and you have no connection with it.
Even 2,000 years... They are all vestiges
of people, even of people,
but they lived long ago and the direct descendants
aren't there. This is normal in archeology.
But this issue you're putting is very interesting because it's not only
the missing ones that
have relatives. But even if you dig an Indian trace,
and that there's a tribe, for example,
who claims a kinship with that person,
a kinship not only physical, but mainly spiritual.
So archeology has been dealing with this issue for about 40 years
with the concern that there are communities
that bother, that claim,
want to introduce themselves,
and sometimes don't want this to be studied by the archaeologist.
I think this is something that is very important in archeology. Because
you have to interact,
you have to respect those interests, these
groups, these people. In the specific
case you speak, cases of
dictatorships, there are two things.
On the one hand, the family is often interested in
having the work done to identify,
identification. But even if
you're interested, you have an emotional,
sensitive side that is
involved. Still, they have no objection to do.
So, this gives greater
responsibility to the archaeologist. And in the specific case
you mentioned,
of identified people who disappeared,
this is even more complicated, because
in some cases, for example, people, the family,
don't like it, not that it's not identified,
for example, there are people
from a "such" university,
and this university,
during the period, during the dictatorship,
had medical examiners
who made a falsified
declaration of death.
So they feel: well, how is it that the same university
will now join a team of archaeologists,
who evidently have nothing to do
with those medical examiners, or those legal medical
people who have done that, right?
I mean, they're very different things. But that doesn't matter;
from the family's point of view,
she feels... She may not like it. So, I think
this is a very important
aspect of contemporary
archeology, which is dealing
with current society issues.
These groups, not only indigenous, but also
interest groups. So, for example, Afro-descendants, "quilombolas",
or identity groups...
So, people who are feminist movements,
or gender equality movements...
So this is a series of movements
that seemingly has nothing to do with archeology, but
it's very important. I mean, archeology isn't just a technical thing.
It has a technical part, a scientific part,
but this science, like any other,
isn't isolated. From my
point of view, from the point of view of many, archeology
isn't, it can't be claimed as the owner of traces –
we're masters because we're the scientists. No, I think there's
a need to interact with people.
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隣人-Neighbor- Cast Announcement #9: - Duration: 0:30.
Pleased to meet you! I'm Seto Naoko, and I'll be voicing Ikuta Sayaka in Neighbor.
Sayaka appears in an early scene which serves as a bit of a prologue to the events that befall protagonist Kae later in the story.
I look forward to you putting yourself in Kae's shoes and enjoying the game!
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