Hello!
Well, in this video I'll explain why I stopped uploading videos
It's been about 6 months
No
It's been almost a year since I stopped uploading videos
And honestly, I feel very guilty about this
I'm really sorry you guys, I'm sorry
And I will also talk about what's been going on with me lately
Some of you may already know, but if you're new, I'll explain quickly
I'm studying 3D animation in a technical college
Which lasts 2 years, but it's very intensive
So, it requires a lot of time and dedication...and blood, sweat and tears
It consists of five 4-month periods in total
I started studying last year in May...I think
And I used to make videos at the same time
What happened though, was that as time passed, college started to get tougher
We started to have bigger projects,
We were getting more deadlines
So, I wasnt able to keep making videos
That was one of the reasons...
The second one was because the camera, that I used to record...stopped working
ಠ_ಠ
It just got broken
It wouldn't work anymore so I could not record
And the camera on the cell phone I had back then wasn't good enough for recording videos
And the th...
*THUNDER*
...
And the third reason had a bit more to do with myself
I realised this about a month ago
It was last year, between September and October, that I stopped making videos
But at that time
My camera wasn't broken yet and I was entering the second 4-month period
So I really didn't have too much work to do
However, I wasn't feeling that motivated
To record, edit and upload videos
And I started letting it for later...
"I'll do it tomorrow" "Another day" "Maybe next week"...
...and, I never did
A month ago I was checking on my channel after so long
And
I realised there was something I didn't really like
Because I was watching my videos and analyzing them
To see what actually happened
What happened to me
Why did I stop making videos when its something that I always liked doing
But I didn't know why I just wasn't feeling motivated to do it
So, after watching some videos
I noticed
That they were not reflecting my personality
I mean
It was me on the videos
It was me the one talking and doing stuff
But
Don't know
Like, I don't...
I wasnt seeing myself on those videos
Don't know if you get what i'm trying to say...It's a bit complicated
Lol
So, I started to analyze
And I've come to realize that this was
Probably the main reason wy I stopped making videos
Even though I took time to record back then,
Spent hours on editing those videos so that they look good
And then uploaded them to my channel
In the end, they wouldn't exactly reflect my personality
Who I am as a person
What I like or dislike doing
In other words, I wasn't really satisfied with the content I was uploading
And as I said before, I realised all this like a month ago
When I was checking on my channel
People would always ask me
"Are you going to keep making videos?"
And "Hey, what happened to your videos?"
And...
I would just say...
Yeah...yeah sure!
Someday
So, once I knew what the problem was
I decided to make some changes on my channel
I changed the header, the logo
and I'm also going to make some changes on the content that I'm going to upload
From now on I'm going to make videos that represent myself better
This videos are going to be a bit more simple
It's going to be me, talking to you, just like in this video
And where I'm going to tell you stories, what has happened to me, what I'm going to be up to in the future….
Who I am
Where I come from
Of course, if I go to a trip or something I will do videos on that as well, so don't worry
So that you guys can get to know me better and I can keep you updated on what i'm doing
Alright!
What have I been doing lately?
At this moment, I'm on the last 4-month period of my studies
I'll be graduating in December
And after that I need to figure out what im going to be doing with my life because I have no idea
The other day I realized that it's time for me to start getting serious
In my life
And organize everything and make a plan
One of the plans I have is to work here for a year or a few months
and after that go overseas and work or study somewhere else
I'm still not sure where I'm going or when or how
But, don't worry, I'll definitely let you know
I strongly believe that we should have a balance
In our mind body and spirit…
It is like that right?
Yeah
I think
So now I'm meditating and doing yoga
And now I'm also exercising a bit more and stuff like that
Because I thinks it's important to have a healthy lifestyle
I have been working on some 3D projects which I will be also uploading later
But I won't be uploading that on this channel
I have a second channel in which i'm going to be uploading 3D related stuff
By that I mean 3D sculpting, modeling, texturing...
Or digital paintings...Just art related stuff in general
So if you want to check that out, I'll let the link to that channel in the description box
There are some very important news
Well at least I consider it to be important
We adopted a kitten, his name is Jack and he's lovely...I love him
He's just way too cute
But he's not living with me, he's at my parents house
I'm living in San Jose with my relatives because I'm studying here
So, every time I visit my parents I get to see my kitten
That I love
Just love him so much
But
It happened to be that my uncle decided to adopt a kitten himself
So
Prepare yourself
(for extreme cuteness)
it's so cute!
It's a girl
I don't know what her name is
because they brought her yesterday
But she's so cute
Well I think that would be all for today's video
I really hope you liked it
And I'll see you guys next time
Bye!
❤
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