all reasons full story the start of the end
march 2005 in the morning I woke up! mom getting my breakfast.
I went in her room looked thru some school paper.
in drawers.
left some papers on the floor.
went back to bed to get my breakfast.
my room.
banana sand wedge as usual.
after getting out the hospital days earlier.
for almost passing out.
she brought the breakfast in a fidget way.
she must have been yelling at me. about papers in the floor.
or something.
slapping me hungry I was. she crossed a line yelling arguing at me.
slapping. in this I let the drink.
kool-aid fall on her.
hungry and really sick from.
I don't know what,! me. this enraged her making her go berserk.
hitting me. she took my bedspread kool-aid stained and put in trash.
with my shoes.
need my shoes to run in.
I always run.
too much yelling from her.
I went outside.
got my shoes.
she really didn't want me going.
out.
but managed to sneak by her.
I guess then she unloaded with my.
tennis racket. at some point.
bruising both my arms.
grandma got involved.
probable got mad at me. all though don't know why! hitting me.
yelling at me.
they were threatening to call the police.
I didn't want them to.
during this I went back in her room.
she in the living room. and threw more papers on the floor.
and before.
I had turned the trash can over.!
outside to get my shoes outside.
and they threatened me with police.
yelling at me.
but they knew.
I was in the right.
I was trying to get them to calm down and stop.
that's my argument.
I took the battery out the phone.
and more attacks from her.
I try to get out my room.
put my hand forward to keep her off.
on her chest but above her boobs.! and I then.
went somewhere else.
they claim they called ambulance and not police.!
cops come and threaten me. would not hear my side.
I got outside and it looked like they might give it to me.
so I left snook away.
while in the woods they fired on me.
I think they heard my side.
but didn't want to.
because they had evil intentions all along.
and it was more logical that I didn't do anything wrong and was a victim in a misunderstanding
and there was no need to arrest me. or threaten me. to sum it up I was innocent and committed
no crime.
I should never had been gone after like that.
it should have been resolved.
no way did I deserve anything.
but rest at home.
I was never actually placed.
officially under real arrest . by the time the cops got there.
nothing going on.
calmed down over resolved.
at home.
march 2005 I was age 15 around good Friday.
at home.
after I got out the hospital days earlier for passing out almost.
I went to the door to meet cops who came when ambulance was called.
when ambulance should have come . so I went out around the neighborhoods on foot.
at the end of running down streets and this highway under construction.
for hours.
I saw 2 miles from home! cop friend.
so I slowed down. and then I jogged one step. and was tackled.
they all jumped on me. and beat me up.. about a lot of men. and even while I was cuffed.
I let them cuff me.
I had about ten cuffs on hands and feet together.
police cops they shot at me and ran me off bad.
tried to beat me to death the cops chased me and 9 in the morning to after 1 at night.
when I let them arrest me. and they tried to beat me to death.
2005 cops son neighbor ! he was a sports competitor
old friend growing up.
playing with each other.
his younger brother.
while I was a child was one my best friends.
he the older became friend.
enemies.
last years, he always wanted to fight.
and he threatened us. and with his bad school friends.
drunks ,rebels they also possible.
committed small vandalism.
against us.
glass under tires and things.
he drank beer.
under age smoked underage. said he hated home-schoolers. because we as Christians. were against bad
things.
sin.
like . one time I found beer in the woods.
around the neighborhood.
I busted the cans. which was theirs.
he was real mad. became even more.
hater towards us.
me. also because I was finally better than him at sports.
I hadn't lost a game all that year . there was so much bad stuff going on.
so he had said he was out to get me.! and he did.
he beat me up with metal bat. when I got arrested.
and his dad tackled me. as I slowed down.
to talk.
first one to tackle me.
the other cops. got on me.
twisted my neck. and back.
beating me.
trying to death.
cops son! contributed and his dad. but theirs wasn't the worst.
was only a part of it.
! I didn't fight them.
Let in.
slowed down and didn't. for real try to.
fight back.
only moments to defend. and keep from getting beat to death.
most the time I was cuffed. and let them cuff me.
10 times over.!
my staggering jog.!
I even let in. and wasn't for real! not doing my best ! letting myself get tackled when
I could have just.
fought. and gotten past.
instead.
letting them get me . why ? was tired. and slowed down to talk.
but I could have pushed harder !
my first time arrested 2005 march Grandma pitched a fit threatening me hit yelling me
down ! she was abusive and abusive attitude and harassing to me ! for no good reason ! and
when I tried to talk to her she pitched more a fit... to get me in trouble.
she wanted bad.
to.
then she fly's off going to get me in trouble.
with police.
so she could fake it with them ! involved with mom in their abuse to me real bad outburst
from them ! she had a history of acting bad to me for no reason.
like that! and few times no reason threatening police just for conversations not going her
way ! mom had outburst that day kinda similar to start us off argument over breakfast.
in my room.
but it wasn't my fault.
I just countered her badness with my words.
and she pushed it. and I mean where family we can act out like that but we are suppose
to forgive... play fight our own battles not call police.
for no real reason ! and not be this bad.
then they teamed up to flagrantly report me.
putting on an act starting to.
so the police could hurt me.
so I took the phone battery.
calmed it down a little.
the police still came.
but police unjustly came at me with their unjust abusive attitudes.
they had outburst.
not me. and definitely going to hurt me for no reason.
I was calm. and unfairly.
looking like they were ready to beat me up.
not giving me a good chance to go in.!
not hearing reason.
I knew in their justice they would abuse me. and said so ! and right then they were going
to hurt me.
they had mace guns telling me to run ! telling me about crazy abusive mental hospitals.
and jail.
the ones that talked!!!
I just argued for them to get another police.
down there.
so I could talk to them ! so we could resolve it ! didn't happen they came at me I left
! heard shots in the woods I ran . and yes down one street miles, hours into run.
they shot at me more.
.
while the cop friend did help arrest me restrain me ! hold me down bad which hurt.
he or his son.
didn't try to beat me to death ! while his son did beat me up it wasn't that bad ! or
injury to me ! but other police together did try to hurt me bad anyone else would have
majorly been going to hospital.
this was an onslaught that lasted long time.
not just beat down.
and I had just gotten out the hospital passing out bad.
almost.
days earlier.
and fever weeks earlier.
sleep nightmares.
. head hurt ! stomach ! and really tired and over worked from running exercises ! sports
. sick.
the hospital didn't help.
I got poked in arms taking blood.
urine test . going into scanning machine for head whole body couple times.
that day. and I looked at the laser.
in the machine.
in the car.
I had felt better and didn't want to go in.
but did.
the bill was way to much for them not doing anything they could have at least gave me
medicine to help me from passing out ! that's all I needed ! and for stomach! nope ! I wasn't
.100% fully alert awake when I decided to go.
early morning .
then jail for 6 days juvenile detention was brutal there.
Brutalized in Juvenile detention by wardens. and pepper sprayed badly.
for no good reason.
some the time.
cuffed down cruelly in cell to hot.
Brutalized walking around cuffed.
walking to the shower to get in!
pepper sprayed.
first time there.
because earlier wasn't going to take off my clothes.
but I was trying to then by myself . and again I didn't fight .
next to mental hospital.
(hospital workers tied me to a bed 7 hours I didn't struggle.
let them.
when I was tied.
(they hurt me strapped and chained down.
! they gave me buttocks injections.)
they tied me to the bed because they thought I didn't take one pill.
a pill that gave me severe headache anyway.
the mountain-view hospital tried to torture me cutting off my air and strapping me in
bad way pushing on my head! they sent me home on my birthday.
this was my first time ever being in trouble arrested! ending my running.
since march 2005 I had over 28 injections shots last one think (December 2009. ) and
I had to move out the neighborhood in 2005 summer for 1 year.
was first banned for life.
talked to them got to come home over 1 year later.
Last hospital gone to spring 2010) been going to local office mental health for 45 min visits
regularly off and on since 2005 April to 2014 receiving prescriptions . The prescriptions
at home I have never taken regularly.
have had to try some at home.
! And had buttocks Risperdal injections I received there in.
( 2005 ) and (2006) at the local office Mental Health in town.
and at hospital fasted didn't eat or drink 3 days 21 hours.
hide food in closet and gave to people ! made friends with teens my age kids and the workers
! had a good teacher there he was kool. made good grades ! played sports basketball outdoor
football volleyball , wrestled for fun in waiting rooms.
watched movies. and witnessed to people lead some in the lords sinners prayer gave one
my bible. we had church on Sundays in basement I went . went to the noccalula falls.
I was friends with some teens kids my age.
looked on myspace never found them.
visited with family ever 5 days or so. during march 2005 at jail had to go to hospital cuffed
mostly got my ears cleaned out with plastic needle and water so much red wax came out
! always thought next day I will go home!
I think yes the drugs made me gain weight.
but I did allot of eating going out to eat at buffets !! and church friends going out
with them to eat.. and all the ice cream desserts and holidays birthdays food and plenty of
food daily at home contributed big with no exercise ! but I think my digestive system
isn't as good anymore with injections drugs and everything went through
brut
Brutalized Been to juvenile detention in (2005) 3 times ! 1 time in 2006 for sneaking home.
when wasn't allowed.
during (December ) claimed ! for that spent 3 weeks in Juvenile detention ! other 2 times
in 2005 only for 2 days each.
once for touching glass in cop friends road gutter. by mistake.
next door.
a neighbor saw me. at the trial I said.
I with foot kicked it around.
and also moved it in the gutter.
indicated I did not purposely place it there ! again the cop friend next door.
claimed when their window was broken.
on their house.
that I did it.
while they didn't see me.
they suspected.
without proof I got arrested and kicked out the neighborhood for 1 year in 2005 summer.
never allowed back.
year later talked to them and allowed back.
! all 4 times juvenile detention.
after got out went to mental hospital for 2. or three weeks follow up.
went to mental hospital in 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010 starting 2005 spring and
summer 2006 spring then 2007 spring 2008 spring also (2008 October) . (2009 December.
) 2010 spring.
visits ranging from 1 week to 3 weeks.
sometimes twice in same 2 months.
all in all the neighbor cop those 2 times.
and 10 times mental hospital stays.
because of family problems.
once for overflowing a bath tub. all minor things.
which my family where bad to me.
gave me problems.
got at me. and called police to me. for no good reason.
and I never committed any crimes or hurt anything.
or anyone.
nothing serious going on here. !
and after all that by (2012) I was over 300 pounds.
only 160 pounds at age 16! police they minor injured my neck back did more damage than
I felt ! few years later my back got healed twisted back correcting the injury ! fixing
my back of any deformations.
hurt my back and neck injured them.
in (2005) all though I have been healed since then by God's divine ways.
which really hurt felt like my spine was pulled out.
I screamed when it happened at UAB. which made my arms and legs.
move fast strongly.
it was so hard to stop it.
also felt like I was fighting some angels. which with this I won.
I had tremendous body power.
very hard took all my strength to stop it!. in I guess (08) spring or (07).
forget which.
and that's a description of being healed. ! each hospital added there own drugs and
gave me injections.
risperdal main drug.
the hospital experiences where terrible.
some places to cold some not enough to eat or drink.!
the drugs making that hard.!
I spent a Birthday in one.
Christmas eve in another.
in ( 2009 )home Christmas day., for overflowing the bath tub. not my fault it broke.
hospitals take blood with needles all the time.
all hospitals.
had.
2 injections in legs.
in (2008) and also arms.!
cop car ride.
going to hospital.
mental health.
at 95 mph. on the highway.!
all the hospitals accept the one in (2010).
mental hospitals.
gave me injections. in the butt.
long needles to the butt bone.
besides that.
they were giving me pills which.
I don't half take.
some I swallowed.
some.
spit out.
at all hospitals.
and they send you home with drugs to take. and the local mental health.
try to keep that going.
with their doctors prescribing more.
! at home.
earlier that year our window was broken.
probable by accident.
by the cop son.
still not fixed.
the outside windowpane.
The cops son came outside . after their window! he had discovered was broken and yelling threatened
me. and his mom came outside to.!
but me and the cops son never fought.
I never said a bad word to them.
he never saw me do it.
(I was like). just happened to be passing by coming from friends house.
noticed it was broke.
just now.
but and then they accused me.
finally the cops come . (I was accused by cops.)
I say.)
you think I broke their window what about mine that's still broke.
I know how they feel.
no need to accuse someone.
which we never did! also.. and when they admitted to doing it.
their fault.
braking our window) but we never got paid for it.!
I said then.! and plenty of other things they did to us.
their fault.
all that year.
on purpose but we never accused them.
or called cops to them .
2005 summer.
cops harassed me I talked to them.
I left for little bit to the woods.
in my back yard. and came back up to the house later.
and let them arrest me. in each case.
the same.
which they will say I resisted arrest.
by leaving.
which.
I didn't fight.
let them arrest me later.!
I only left for a little while.
and they came after me.
once I was already gone away they came running after.me.
looking for me in the woods.
but didn't get to put me under arrest then.
which bottom line.
I ran away to the back yard.! and as a kid I run all the time.
anyway ! which I wasn't under arrest.
when I left.
but they were getting ready to.
if they were then.
not sure.
but they had talked to me.
it wasn't finale then.
but just for being a suspect they would take me to mental hospital for no reason.
standing inside my house.
I stood there and I let them put the cuffs on me.!
standing up and walked with them to cop car ! in each case I let them arrest me.
like that.
with no proof.
and they harassed me, threatened me.
1 Year away from home had no track to run on where I lived.
and coming home in out of hospitals over 6 years.
it was frowned upon.
to go out in the neighborhood.
especially when coming home from hospitals! other than walking a mile every other day!
got no exercise.
no running, jogging regular for 6 years.
then by 2011 I changed that and started walking 2 hours a day or 7 miles daily!
2005 2006 2005 banned from the neighborhood forever
for touching glass in gutter and suspected breaking that neighbors window.
banned from ever going into the neighborhood I lived in since I was born until age 16 then
) 16 years.
banned from home and probation from home.
where all my friends where my neighborhood I ran in played in everything never allowed
back home ! I thought maybe they would let me come home after half way housing months
later and probation ended if so ! summer 2005 got put in half way housing under a church
or person ran it at a church and church helped ! lived there for 2 months about maybe more
! first month!! an half by myself with few other guys but not family they my family only
visited.
finale my brother came to live with me there.
we all played chess I played against a chess master and finally won a game.
! we also go to church prayer at 5 in the morning and attend regular services there
! then we moved out of that place and started living at 3 different Church Friends houses.
2 days in each house.
through the week ! broken up ! and my brother stayed with me there ! later my mom grandma
stayed some at one the houses partly ! ! then by December we rented a place ! and stayed
there this place next to ema ambulance s right off the square ! in town stayed there until
grandma had a stroke.
we had no air conditioning hot summer.
she had a stroke ! so somebody talked to the neighbors and they let us come home.
she recovered very well ! at around age 60 something.
couple years later she had lost a lot of weight and was well healthy and very much able ! shes
doing fine today ! and always ! 2006 February
final jailing ! going to the judicial building that morning
! was hustled to go around . even indicated I thought to go around crowd.
go talk with lawyer into court . go on through.
walking back after doing that.
and going through.
waiting on family, friends . walking back to detection area.
backwards.
no action taking then.
then they jumped at me arrested me . I just stood there let them . had been up all that
night walking the streets.
had knives in my leather jacket pocket from the last night.
and was up walking the town in my leather jacket.
worried some thug might try to kill .! mistakenly being tricked to getting in the car to go
to trial with family.
unaware of it.
mistakenly! stupidly forgetting! forgetting about the knives in my pocket.
left from that night.. went for the walk after eating orange. with knife.
put in pocket.!
they didn't even notice the knives at first . until I gave them all knives and pointed
it out . and no one really cared that I had them.
didn't try to use.
just showed to them and gave to them ! arrested in (February 2006) 20 something days in Detention
same time in mental health hospital.
claimed I snuck home.
on (December 2005 ) why would simple probation be such a big sentence for claimed peaceful
visit home.
second the whole banned thing for life thing that I understood later fully now.
could not be legal.
more of an ideal family friends warning from the court.
recommending the threat.
so I stayed at halfway housing.
it should have only been good.
the probation for the time I had to spend there.
with hope of resolving to send me home upon completion.
I had left halfway housing.
was renting my own place by December.
more of a warning for life to stay out of trouble with neighbor.
no none.
not any hard proof I snuck home.
I was not arrested at home.
nor any crimes committed by me. and about the detectors! given another real chance.
I would have gone through detectors.
and taken off my coat THEN ! juvenile detention all 4 times was bad.
got peeper sprayed. was brutal there.
all times was really hard.!
most mental health hospitals where bad tough brutal .! bad doctors ,drugs and bad environments.
2006 July 31 to 2007 march 13 I had a part time job at jacks hamburger ! Quit. only brought
home 2,350 dollars ! working I made it good and spicy marinating the chicken put 3 scoops
cajan seasoning sometimes only 2 or 2 and half depending on size of chickens! made 5
dollars an hour ! worked on clock 433 hours ! my mom drove me to work ! 18 miles total
worth per day..
4 Dollar gas prices ! in a old van with bad gas mileage !
so 2007 , 2008 mom would call them outburst.
which none were violent mostly a provoked arguments of words ! not my fault with minor
outburst to counter theirs.
like hit the furniture or something.
nothing violent and get arrested for that.
all though couple times my brother fought me like brothers do he attacked me. we fought
a fight wrestling over remote or something/.. mom always sicked my brother on me to beat
me up ! FOR NO REASON ! one time the front door window got broken by being slammed shut
earlier ! . so during this fight with my brother outside he tried locking the door thinking
he could run in after hitting me.
so I chucked a rock threw the broken door window to get in ! but we didn't fight inside
I asked him to step outside he didn't. and I got arrested for that.
he always fought unfair picking up things to use.
hiding behind mom. one time I threw small rock by accident threw our old storage building
window which didn't matter.
which some the time in 2007 or 2008 I wasn't getting much sleep staying on computer that
was partly why.
one time I stayed up 2 weeks straight no sleep playing a video-game nuclear war game global
fallout where you create a faction add people to it.
fight others and build weapons ! fight people make alliances this team had a billion people
I had like a million I rallied everyone to take them out bambino 1 team no one even expected
to beat them to powerful than everyone I was on their faction and turned on them and showed
everyone how to win and after staying up 2 weeks battling I came in first on the game
supposed to get money for winning but I didn't !
I stayed up a lot on computer doing things ! I had thousands of friends on social networks
accounts girls ! many accounts adding pics commenting messaging ( friends request posts
everything on many accounts . on many different social networks.
even more than one account on each! and sometimes I would delete the account and start a new
one.
always searching through girls on networks and adding people.
millions of people seen by me in the searches.
10s of thousands different friends.
and I was picky didn't add or keep just anyone as a friend.
and I talked to them ! sometimes I still do this but now I keep it simple ! always when
you add them say thanks for adding me and ask them a question ! basically ! I also watched
a lot of TV and movies !
2008 October In October around the 14 2008 I got out the
hospital 2 days before !! was going outside at night to go for run ! and I bumped into
grandma startling she had a yellow knife in her hand.
she waved it and hit me in the tooth.
a tooth that I had chipped on hot fork so it hurt.
so quickly took knife out her hand.
as she was falling backwards grabbed her by arms and let her fall slowly to the grass.
but had her by arms so she didn't hit hard.
then she put on a act when she wasn't hurt just so she could get back at me.
getting mom to call police.!
police came over I was in my room they put a gun to my head and arrested me. and I let
them.
Came home week later.
after many injections. even two to the legs. and I had just been in.
letting them take me in September 25th to October 13. to the same hospital getting injections
. coming home October 19.
I was forced at home to take drug starting with a /t that side effects where permanent
vision loss.
which happened ! my vision first tested in 2005 even after pepper spray and the beatings
gone through.
the meds to . was perfect in one eye and a 25 in the other 20 /25 . and I could read
all lines just messed up one letter that was next to another letter looking like something
else . all other test where perfect . and I bet growing up had perfect vision.
so anyway those drugs wrecked my vision along with everything else . got worse every year
after that.
besides that around that time was going to join air force or air guard! at age 19.
I had put in application before but now was going to call them talked to recruiter.
told I was 5 pounds overweight he said call him when I lose it. and to study for my asvab
test in the mean time..
I did.
didn't exercise.
drank milk shakes.
mom putting doctors drugs in my food.
I knew.
but that made me gain weight.
4 years later was 60 pounds heavier never joined .
tub overflow 2009 December ! went willingly with ambulance no trouble.
but had to go. for.
splash splash.
I was taking a bath.
The shower head broke and tub stopper got jammed stuck.. and the handle came off.
while fixing it.
The water was filled above the tub. shower curtain holding it in. and so I fell backwards
the water overflowed ran into the hall.
The bathroom covered in water.
mom was gone with grandma in town.
I cleaned it all up in the hall and most in the bathroom.
Still cleaning up in bathroom when she came home told her.
she was nasty about it.
a few bad words to each other and she called the cops.
I spent weeks in hospital.
Christmas eve in hospital home On Christmas day.
unless someone got there days wrong and it was Christmas eve when went home even so we
had Christmas on Christmas day.
we always do it on eve. but I spent all day that day with them ! On Christmas.
spring 2010 In 2010 was the last hospital Went to for
1 week.
went willingly with ambulance.
no shots just taking zyprexa sleep pill.
went there by ambulance.
the night before I was running around in the back yard and ran into the deck pole got black
eye.
next morning I was thinking hard about 2005 and back years.
I thought about running.
so on the deck I wrote with black marker.
pen.
stopwatch times.
on my face, body, everywhere.
new ones I remembered.
! looking cool. even so with black eye black marker . you see people covered in tattoos
. express their self.
mine wasn't permanent though.
had been up all night tho.
in 2010 I went to hospital to get x rays on my arm ! and wanted a second opinion so made
mom drive me to anniston ! and sat there my dad happened to be there with his other son
! and they didn't want to xray my arm.
wanted to put me in their mental health floor.
wanted to give me shots injections then there.
and hospital got police when I refused.
so I agreed to take a pill geodon and go home ! for no reason !
another time in 2010 we were in the car out of town and I was not going to take geodon
pills which give me rash and severe headache to make it worse she always and sometimes
still does put those drugs in my food.
so we argued and she drove me to hospital I checked in a day !
and from 2005 to 2010 a couple other times like that where we argue over that and I get
in hospital for a day I have had case workers threaten to send me to the worse worst jails
for theses arguments in the hospital.
non violent outburst minor stuff arguments they call them !
always mistreated more times in mental health hospitals !
drugs make you feel like your going to pass out shaky weak one hospital they did that
overdose with injections pills drugs.
and tried to freeze me way to cold ! drugs.
make you hurt crazy weak fat tired shaky pass out all the time really bad effects . and
break your memory because of drugs had some chest pains vision loss extreme weight gain
loss of endurance tired can't exercise woozy all the time !
in 2005 summer I was in an argument with mom ! and I broke my phone when she tried to call
the police on it argument over me staying in at halfway housing I wanted to go to town
that's all.!
so she called the police in town I broke my cell phone that she used.
threw the half of it on the roof of a store no one saw me.
but I had to go to the hospital for a day for that !
hospitals beat you down and beat you down with drugs ! also and give very little food
drink ! make you earn the drink ! dehydrated. and if you don't earn your way up do things
they make you stay there longer ! . with wide variety of drugs all day ! some you can get
by with spitting out ! but they will give you injections to counter.
if someone actually took all pills suppose to they would be very sick or close to it
poisoned! overdose weak.
my first time in one I took plastic cover capsule off pill got in trouble trying to
take powder of it got beat down ! strapped to bed !
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