Hi giugizers and Merry Christmas to you all
here we are, it's december 25th, Christmas day
ok ,that definitely was too much excitement
but there's never enough excitement, am I right?
My Christmas series end just a few days ago
I'm aware of that and maybe some of you weren't expecting to see me this soon
but here I am nontheless
because I really wanted to upload a new video today
on the actual Christmas day, provided that you're watching it on the day I upload it
for 2 reasons, the first and most trivial one is
to wish you a merry Christmas on the actual Christmas day for once, so
Merry Christmas my friends, I hope
you are having a great day and that you are
celebrating with your beloved ones in a relaxed, happy and peaceful way
3 adjectives that I've been trying to bring into my life for a long time
with mixed results
the second and more personal reason is that
I really wanted to thank you
and this is not the classic end of the year video in which the youtuber vaguely thanks the audience
it's a video in which I trurly wanted to open up with you
so that you'll be able to fully understand how important you are for me
and I'll try not to cry because this is my third attempt to film this video
but this time I won't cry
the last few years
just to give you some perspective, have been quite challenging for me
and I think I'm not alone in that
I feel like the more I age the stronger the roller coaster effect becomes
there have been some amazing moments, some very hard ones
stresfull moments, obstacles to overcome
and somehow
and for some reasons
you and this youtube channel have been like
a lighthouse that helped me keep the track
I don't know if I ever told you that, but
I'm a very fragile person
I don't know if you could guess that from my videos
I live my life always feeling a bit like
a funanbolist balancing on a thight rope
and the rope is my mental health
sometimes I whiff is enough
to make me loose my balance and make me fall apart
and it's so hard to keep that balance
it's a daily challenge I swear
because as I said I'm a fragile person
and i don't know why but this channel
in the past 10 years became for me a place to restore my balance
a cathartic place in which I can fully be myself
in which I can be creative, experiment
document how I really am
and break free from the cage
that my everyday life may turn into
you may have guessed that this is not my job
my real job is something else, in another world where
I'm constantly pushed to be
something a bit far from what I am deep down in my soul
and that might be very hard, while here I can be my true self, I can be
heavy or light
but trurly myself, without having to think about all the responsabilities
without too much pressure
without too much pressure
even youtube, which is my hobby and my happy place, may become stressfull
especially when the 2 universes collide
for example the Christmas series are
among the things I love the most filming
but at the same time they are quite stressfull too
because I need to balance a 10 hours job
with the creations of a lot of videos
but it's always worth it
and this happy place, is happy thanks to you
because in the past 10 years
for reasons I still can't fully understand
more and more people started to watch my videos
and even if I do realize that in the big Youtube world the number of my subscribers is not that big
for me you are a lot and it's unbelievable
and most of all I'm lucky
because you are special
99.9% of the comments I get are
positive, encouraging comments
if there's a critic is a constructive one
you push me to be better and to do better
to experiment, to be creative
and you give me a lot of strenght..DO NOT CRY!
so thank you from the bottom of my heart
I didn't want to turn this video in a melancholic one
and that's why this is my third attempt to film it
so I'm not going to cry, but I really hope you'll understand that
what I said is 100% true, so thank you, thank you, thank you for being there
thank you!
that said, now
I'll try to pull myself together
mainly because I didn't want to end the video
with a sad/emotional hyatus
as I said at the beginning I'm look for lightness, joy and calm
so I'm going to end this Christmas series
wiz
wiz a weird accent that has no reason to be, but here it is nontheless
and especially with a laugh, so once agin this year
I selected the very best of the bloopers from the series
15 days of Christmas and you'll see
that I often mess up
and sometimes I really loose my mind
and sometimes I really loose my mind
in one of 2 scenes I couldn't stop laughing
I hope you'll enjoy them too
now before I'll leave you to the bloopers I have a quick info for you
there will be a few more videos before
the end of the year
then, as I always do, i'll take a few weeks off
between December and January
and I won't upload
as I need to relax a bit and then I'll be back for a new year full of videos
so if you haven't yet
you know
what I'm about to say
subscribe to my channel in order not to miss any of the videos I'll upload in the future
if you want you can also click on the bell icon
if you don't want to simply don't do it
the only difference is that if you click on it
you'll receive a notification everytime I upload a new video
Ok, that's it, i already talked for too long
I laughed and I cried, did whatever, i've been filming for 2 hours to get a 10 minutes video out
so enjoy the bloopers, i send you a thousend kisses, Merry Christmas
and I'll see you soon, ciao!
Hi every one
Hi every one and welcome of welcome back to my channel
or with gift cards for some experiences to share
shshsbkjòl
God save me from this massive advent calendar, it's killing me
my Chrschtmas isch
Hi everyone and welcome of welcome back on my channel and
most of all welcome
to a new instalment of my top sliding down
great!
Brilliant!
This year I'm loving it
I think you know that because I keep repeating it over and over
but it's very Christmassy in a
not too much..ehm
here is the finished wreath
LOL a piece of moss just fell off
as you know
cards are one of my passions
handmade
what did I tell you, this was a super quick and easy project, also because I created a template for you
and you can download it for free and I saved your Christmas
that's too much, WTF
as you just saw this was an easy project
for a resiul, resal...
that's it for today
if you haven't yet, what the heck are you waiting for?
subscribe to my channel in order not to miss any of the new videos
that's it for today...ehm..kkiss
oh gosh I lost my marbles
here is our handmade paper ornament
ready to be hanged on your tree
or if you want you can schep,.cx,vxzò
it's dark, it's too dark
I also told you
that later on in the series I wouldsh
potatatato
these are 2 examples of the cards
that I made
as I schaid
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