Saturday, January 26, 2019

Youtube daily report w Jan 27 2019

Hello everyone. This is Mark.

I've just received a parcel

This is from RAWROW

RAWROW is a company which makes bags with very simple designs.

I like this brand.

So I have one or two.

These grasses are also from RAWROW

Titanium

So light

Let's unbox!

DANGER!! DO NOT SWING YOUR BOX CUTTER

This is an application for exchange or refund.

I should ad because I like this brand.

Wow! This is it, RAWROW!!

neat and tidy

SIMPLE DESIGN!

The name of this bag is

what use I bought this bag for is

when I go to a trip

I usually use my action cam from SONY

and I found I had just one free hand.

Let's look over it.

There is nothing inside.

Previously,

RAWROW often used

some waxed canvas type materials.

These days, they usually use nylon

Design is still simple and neat. I like it!

Let me put in on!

Ah~

Locker

Throw it back

Short...

I was stupid. It's easier like this

If my camera would fit

This is my selfy stick.

The cheapest one in the world

with this super cheap stick

and my extra battery

This battery is cylinder type so...

I can use it like a handle and get much more power for 3~4 hours

This mini tripod is from JOBY

when I need tripod, I can use it like this.

I wish it goes into well

If not fit??

Let me do this!

perfect!

Now I have two free hands

very good!

The color is also easy one: CHARCOAL

And I can use this front pocket with

my purse and mobile phone

A mobile phone

GOOD

Since this is made of nylon,

it has a waterproof function.

There is a front pocket and

This is a main pocket

large enough

Shoulder strap

It is possible to adjust the length

Lock off

If you want lock off

Easy

Velcro

You can use this like this to hang somewhere

The designer's intention, I think

If you hang this bag somewhere,

This strap is not needed

Look here, there is a space for the strap

You can put it in the space.

just put it in, just put it in

A clutch bag?!

I think it is helpful to hang this bag on my belt line.

How useful and convenient!!

I got it!!!

For more infomation >> [ENG&KOR]로우로우 RAWROW 숄더백 언박싱 액션캠을 지켜라!! - Duration: 3:18.

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EXPERIÊNCIA QUASE MORTE na gravidez | NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE in pregnancy - Duration: 37:45.

Hello everyone, welcome to the channel "AFTER ALL, WHAT ARE WE?"

Mrs. Edeltraud is now 82 years old.

Long time ago, she had a tubal pregnancy ...

and ... an NDE.

During her NDE, she went to a place that was so beautiful ... but so beautiful ... it looked like a painting.

She decided to look back.

When she looked back ...

there was nothing!

He looked forward ...

the painting!

Looked back...

nothing!

Let's know her story?

Good afternoon, Mrs. Edeltraud ...

Thank you so much for sharing your story with us.

I would like you to introduce yourself ...

and please tell us ...

in as much detail as possible ...

everything that happened.

Thank you very much.

My name is Edeltraud Dela Pace ...

I'm retired ... like I said ...

and I'm 82 years old.

And my story was as follows ...

I ... I had ... a tubal pregnancy ...

and I did not know...

then... I fainted...

of so much pain

and...

I saw myself in such a beautiful place ... so pretty...

that ... the place ... looked like a painting.

Then ... I was looking ... and thinking ... "Where am I?" ...

"Where am I?" ... then I looked up ...

and there was a tall coconut tree and its shade on me ...

it had a bunch

if I wanted to ... it was time to pick this bunch ...

and then I looked around ... "but ... my God ... where am I?"

"I was at home ... how can I be here?"

Then I looked ... forward ...

there was a house far from me ...

a white house ...

typical ... of the colony ...

white with windows ... a window on each side and the door in the middle ...

and the door was open, the windows were open as well.

then I thought ... this house is so distant...

and there is not an animal... there is no dog, there is nothing, nothing ...

just a beautiful song ... very beautiful ... a song like... a resting song ...

then I looked down...

there was a grass ...

green ... a green ... that does not exist ...

it can not exist ... so beautiful it was.

Then I looked again at the house and ...

I thought ... "This house is so far ..."

but there was a blue sky ...

with white clouds ... white ...

there ... behind the house ...

there were mountains ... high mountains...

and it looked like there was snow on some of them... on the top of them... like on the drawings ...

so beautiful...

but I was impressed because there was nobody ... just me and the coconut tree ...

then I thought ... "my God, if I have to go there in that house ..."

"but that house is so far ..."

"how can I get there?"

"and what is there behind me?"

I looked behind meck ...

and there was a black wall ... it had nothing.there was nothing.

Black, black, black.

I thought ... "Wow ... what is this ... where am I, my God?"

then I looked forward again and thought ... "wow... I will have to walk a lot" ...

because it seemed I would have to go there in that house.

but I did not go ...

because suddenly I felt a pain in my legs ...

my husband was holding me ...

and he could not bear the weight of my body ...

he let me fall...

and I fell on the bed ...

then I came back...

and I said ... "hey, dad ... why did you bring me from there ... it was so beautiful ... why did not you leave me there?" ...

Then he said ... "where? ... you are here in the room" ...

And this is what happened...

It's not much but ...

It's true ... what happened to me.

When this happened, how old were you?

I was...

40 ...

about 39, 40 years.

Do you live in Rio Grande do Sul [state]?

Yes ... in Tramandaí [city].

And that's where it happened?

Yes, in Rio Grande do Sul but in Porto Alegre [city].

Did you ... at any moment ... did you have the feeling that you were dead?

No ... I was alive.

I felt alive ... I just did not know where I was.

how was it possible that in one moment I was full of pain ...

and suddenly I had no more pain ... and I was in that place ...

and that wonderful song ... that beautiful place ...

I wanted to stay there.

Haven't you even noticed the passage from one place to the other?

No, I did not notice ... I just saw myself standing under the coconut tree ...

with that beautiful song... that grass ...

How was the process of the tubal pregnancy ...

what happened before you were in this other place?

What happened is that I had a lot of pain ...

a lot of pain because I had an internal hemorrhage ...

and then I had that pain ... I do not know if I wanted to get out of that pain ...

I do not know ... I do not know how to tell you ...

why that happened ... why [suddenly] was I in such a beautiful place resting ... under that coconut tree ...

standing ... I was standing.

You felt the pain at home... you did not go to the hospital ...

or you went afterwards, probably.

They took me to an emergency.

They did it after your experience?

After the experience.

Was it then at the hospital that you learned that you had a tubal pregnancy ...

and that you had an internal bleeding?

Yeah, I learned it later.

I told the doctor ... "no, it can't be ..." but he said that was it.

and there ... [at the hospital] I went through a surgery ... and I was very ill during seven days ...

I only had blood in my brain because I went through the surgery with my legs up ...

so that I could have blood on the brain ...

otherwise I could have some sequel.

All this I know ... it was horrible this place ...

but ... there ...

I wanted to stay there in that place.

It is interesting that you had this experience at a time when you ...

were unconscious ... but not in coma ... not anesthetized ...

you were at home ... being carried by your husband ... who let you fall on the bed ... isn't it?

Yes.

Standing ... he was carrying me in his arms ...

but we are very heavy ...

when we are not able to help ... right?

he could not hold me anymore ...

he let me fall on the bed...

my feet ... my legs got stuck under the bed ... he pulled me ...

and because of the pain I came back.

Then I told him ... "Why did not you leave me there? It was so beautiful ..."

he said ... "where?"

"you're here ..."

He did not understand what I meant.

But I knew where I was ...

in a beautiful place.

Did you feel at peace?

What was your feeling?

I was happy there.

I wanted to stay there.

It was a wonderful place ... I did not want to come back ...

I did not want to go somewhere else ...

I wanted to stay there on that grass ...

on that rug of grass ...

that house...

but the house was too far for me to walk ...

I thought ... "wow, I'll have to walk a lot to get there in that house" ...

and nobody had ...

nobody had ... you know... my family ... my parents ...

my in-laws ... everyone was still alive ...

nobody ... nobody died of my family.

Later... I thought ...

"maybe that's why there was no one there ... the house was empty ... it was waiting for me ...

How was this song you were listening to?

You know I've already thought a lot about this ...

it was a cool music ...

a relaxing song...

a song of peace...

a song that ...

well ... that I did not want anything else ... just to hear that song.

It's impossible to explain.

Can you tell some instrument which was being played in that song?

was there a violin ... a piano ... or not?

Yes ... there was an orchestra ... everything ...

There was no singer.

There was no singer but there was a piano, a violin,

there was everything it must have so that a beautiful song can be made.

Did you feel that in some way you were part of that place?

No ... I did not feel ... I was transported there without knowing how I appeared there...

I was surprised to be in that place ...

next to that coconut tree ...

in its shadow.

You said shadow.

Did you see the sun?

The sun ... the sun ... directly I did not see ...

but I could see the white clouds illuminated by the sun.

How am I going to explain ... the sky was blue and very clear but the sun itself I did not see.

Did you look at yourself ...

to see if you had a body ...

did you see a body?

I saw myself ...

I ... I felt myself.

Did you look at her hands or feet ...

or did you feel that you had a body at that moment?

I was with the body.

I was standing ... I felt myself standing beside the coconut tree.

Did you feel light as if you had no weight?

I had no weight.

I was light... I was happy.

I was so happy to be in that place.

I was disappointed when I felt the pain and I came back to Earth ...

I said ... "Why did you bring me back? ... It was so beautiful there."

He did not understand what I was talking about.

And this feeling of lightness was very nice?

It was nice ... but I did not walk.

I just looked back ... I saw that wall ...

"Wow ... where am I?" ...

[I thought ...] "I'll look back ..."

and there was that wall.

But I was happy to be there ...

I was surprised I didn't see anybody ... or anything ... not a cat ... nobody.

How do you interpret this black wall that you saw behind you?

This wall was like a black canvas.

How can I explain it better ... it's like ... it's like they've stretched a ...

how do you call it?

a black canvas ... very smooth ... well stretched ...

in a way that I could not return ... [there was] no door or any hole on it.

It was a black wall.

Weren't you surprised to see this black wall?

I thought ... I thought ...

"how can it be so beautiful there and so ugly behind?"

Did you notice at which point it changed from beautiful to ugly?

As you turned back did you see how was this transition?

Right behind me.

Right behind me there was no clarity it was all dark behind me.

Was it as if you were looking ... for example ... a stage ...

and then there's the audience ...

so there's a ... a separation [between both] ...

That's it.

a well delineated separation.

Yes ... very close to me.

there was more or less ... I think ...

there was about a meter ... not more than that ... behind me.

That wall was very close to me.

And I was surprised ... how was I there ... beside the coconut tree ...

imagine... a coconut tree ... it could be a pine tree ... no ... it was a coconut tree ...

and it had a bunch ...

and I even thought ... "hey, they are ready to be eaten ... the coconuts" ...

In this place behind you... that you saw ... and that it was all black ... wasn't there any stars ... for example?

No.

Black, black ... nothing ... nothing ...

It was frightening ...

I shivered ... when I saw that black wall.

I had no interest on that wall ...

I did not want to ... I looked back once and did not look anymore...

It scared me ... that black ...

I just wanted to look forward ... to that beautiful house ... I wanted to go there.

[that] colony house ... white house... with the brown window ...

Why did not you go there?

Oh ... I thought ... "It's too far... I'm going to have to walk a lot" ...

but at that moment he pulled me ...

he interrupted my journey.

In the same way you were suddenly ... you came back suddenly ...

Did not you see yourself leaving your body or going back to your body?

No ... no ... I did not leave the body nor return to the body ...

but it was me who was there ...

reasoning normally.

You were religious when you It happened?

My God, it's my God ... I think each one imagines [his own way] as He is.

and that ... the image there ... looked like the sky.

Were there flowers?

There was a flower near the house ... in front of the house there was a flower ... there was even a step like this ...

he was half oval ... it was a step to enter into the house ... of cement ... of stone.

Where have these little houses ... in Rio? Great South?

In Rio Grande do Sul.

Where my husband was born in Jaguari, there's this kind of house I dreamed of.

When you came back, did you come back with the perfect memory of what you had experienced right?

To this day ... for over 40 years I have not been able to forget this beautiful place that I was.

I know you told your husband why you complained to him, did not you?

For the children ... I told everyone ... "hey, this happened to me" ...

everyone thought it was a dream ... or nightmare, I do not know ...

When did you start realize that other people ...

had experiences like these that are now called near-death experiences?

Every once in a while we see on television ... we read in the books ...

we see ... I've seen a lot ... but from what I understand, they see the body lying down, and they see themselves up there ...

floating ... but ... not as I was ...

I did not see my body ... my body was with me.

At the time you had this experience ...

You did not know about this kind of experience, did you?

I already knew there were people leaving the body, but not like I did.

Even at that time ... even 40 years ago?

It's ... There was already this ... they talked ...

it appeared in some book ...

I remember a case where the person ... was a woman ... she had been operated on ...

hence she was out of her body ...

and she saw her body there ... being operated on ...

What happened afterwards I do not know ... because I did not interest myself ...

You noticed ... after this experience...

a change in the senses of the lady?

Let me explain better ... some people say that they have an intuition ...

more accurate

a premonition ...

or who feel the feeling of people ...

Yes this is true.

I have that sense.

I feel.

Sometimes I feel something ...

I'm even afraid to say ... because ...

How will I explain?

to hurt ... the person does not want ... will not like ... I keep for myself ... I do not speak.

And did you have it before ... or did you have it only after the experience?

After the experience.

Mrs. Edeltraud ...

as you told me before ...

You were not born in Brazil, right?

Do not.

Were you born in what country?

In Czechoslovakia.

In Gablonz, city of Gablonz.

Do you have Czech citizenship, then?

Do not.

The Czechs did not accept me as Czech because ...

all who were German, like my mother ...

you know ... it's a long story.

My father, because he was Brazilian, he did not need to serve ... in the war.

So, when it was already at the end of the war, when they were already losing ...

a colonel got there ... a lieutenant I do not know who he was ... a big one ...

he came and said [to my father] ...

"You are summoned to go to war."

Then my father said ... "No ... I'm Brazilian."

Then he said ... "Do you prove it?"

[my father] ... "Provo".

My dad took his birth record ... and it showed.

The German officer tore ... and said ... "Now you are German ... now you are."

Then my father went but he did not have to serve anymore ... he stayed alone in the barracks ...

because it was already over ... they were losing ...

and then he stayed in the barracks and for nine months I did not see my father ...

he was arrested by the Americans ...

and the Czechs kicked us out of our house ...

with 50 kilos ...

and nothing else...

just me and my mother ... I'm an only child.

expelled us with 50 kilos and put us in a field of transportation.

We went to a former concentration camp.

We went first to one in the city ...

then we stayed in another one in Glauchau, which was a place next door to our town ... a small place ...

and from there they put it on a train of [transport of] ox ... of cow ...

filled the wagon with 20, 30 people ... man ... woman ... child ...

all mixed up, locked out ... and there we went.

Where?

From Czechoslovakia to Germany.

From there we arrive in Buchenvald.

They went down ... they opened the door ... we could go down ...

there was a field of transportation that was a concentration camp ... before ... of the Jews.

In that same field we stayed.

There was always a shuttle and then there was no place for us, for those who arrived.

There was a shack up there on the hill ...

without glasses, without window, without door, only the walls ...

it rained what God commanded ... to the knee in the middle of the clay ...

to get up there up there ...

I was not yet 10 years old ...

it was all mixed up ... poor people ... rich ... it was all mixed up ...

we still had to take care of the two little bags we had ...

to the knee in the neighborhood ... we got up there ... totally wet ...

there was nowhere to hide, there was nothing ... just the roof ...

then my mother opened a sheet on the floor and we lay in the corner ...

we had to wait ...

if they would give anything ...

there, the other day, a transport ... out of the field ...

so we went down there ...

and then there was a tent, there was a window, there was everything, there was even a stove in the middle of the fishing ...

It was Easter week ...

and ... that's when we had a bed ...

my mother won a ... every person had his corner ...

and ... the food ... won a piece of black bread ...

that if you hit someone's head you would kill ...

this was food we had in the cafe ...

at noon an English potato ...

Great ... the potato was very large ...

or a soup made with worms.

As we were not accustomed to eating this ...

I got sick.

Did you say soup with worms?

Yes, with worms ... what you give in wheat flour ... those bugs ...

still half alive ...

so ... since we were not used to it ...

I got hepatitis.

First jaundice and then I got hepatitis.

But there was no remedy, there was nothing ...

the only thing they did ...

it was an experience with injection in the people ... I do not know if it was experience ... or was ...

I do not know what that was ...

it was a needle with which the cows were injected ... into the cows ...

had a large glass ... and their doctor cut [the glass] ...

and filled that needle [syringe] and applied it to his arm.

[and said] "ready ... go ..."

there were people who slept one day and Another day you could not see.

Who took care of this field of transport?

The Russians ... the part of the Russians ... we were in the part of the Russians ...

and my father was in the American part.

You were separated, then.

Yes ... my father did not know ... we did not know if my father was alive ...

he also did not know if we were alive ...

we did not know anything, we lost total contact.

The Americans took care of the part where he was ...

and for nine months we did not know about my father, whether he was dead or alive.

He was in the American camp.

So the Americans said ... "Whoever was born in Germany is free" ...

but my father had no document, he had nothing ...

but he said ... "Ah I was born in Germany."

There [they asked] "where were you born?"

and he said ... he lied ... "I was born in Westphalenweg".

"Ah, then you can go, soldier," he said to those who said they lived in Germany.

Then my father went to the street and he arranged a service in a ...

he was a shoemaker ... he was a modeler of shoes ... he studied for that ...

there ... how they felt sorry ... a family who had signed ...

at that time shoes were repaired ... now this no longer exists ...

there they took [my father] and he worked there and lived there.

And we, me and my mother, they [the Russians] transported us ...

I was already very ill ... I had a little fever.

there was no remedy ... there was nothing ...

My mother used to say ... "God ... I ... I do not want to lose my daughter ... "

"I already lost my house, everything they worked to acquire ..."

"I lost everything in two hours ... we had to go to ..."

"because they expelled us ... as I said before" ...

that's when we were in the field ... then they put us on the train ...

I was already very sick ...

they put us on the train ...

but it was a normal train ... third class ... with wooden bench ...

He was going where?

To Germany...

Berlin ... Westphalenweg ... where the train passed us could descend ...

but as I was very bad ...

How was my mother going to come down with me?

Then ... before arriving ... a Russian entered and asked ... my mother spoke a little Russian ...

he asked my mother ...

"What does she have?"

She said ... "I do not know what she has ..."

[he said] "ah ... I know what she has."

He disappeared ... in a little while he came back ...

but I was not present at that time either.

I...

who knows this has, somehow, to do with my past ...

that [past] where I was in such a beautiful place ...

Why? I'm going to get there. It's very close.

Then he came with a loaf of bread ... with a small board ...

cut the slices of bread ... a whole loaf of bread ... with butter and green chives and a black coffee pot.

he made bread and said to the my mother ... "give it to her to eat".

She gave me the little pieces of bread.

he left ... and we left with the train.

but then my mother thought ... "pulls life ... I'm not going down anywhere ... I'm going to go to where the train is ..."

"because I can not walk with the guria and the two backpacks ... the two suitcases".

Then she ended up going to Stelingen ... the place where we arrived.

When we got there in Stelingen ...

I did not walk ... but I was aware ... I think Russian bread helped ...

and the fever has subsided ...

then a farmer took it ...

the local people ... it was a small place ... each one took ... a family ... or took ... a man ...

to ... to help.

Then a farmer saw me in that state ...

My mother said they took me to their house ...

My mother never dodged to work ... she always worked.

there ... he took me on his lap ... he opened the door ...

my God ... it's another beautiful thing I've seen.

I do not know if I was fainted ... but it might even be.

I entered ... so ... that bed ... with that mattress ... of pity with ... everything clean ...

the wardrobe ... white ... the camisole ... was the room of their guria ...

and curtain in window ...

and I said to my mother ... "Mother ... this is where I want to be ... I do not want to leave here anymore."

Who knows there is some connection between what happened then and in this ... I do not know ...

I was unconscious for eight days.

They took the milk from the cow ...

he held my head ... my mother would put the milk ...

It was only this way that I survived.

One day I woke up with a cock crowing ... "my God ... where am I?"

I wanted to get up ... I got up ... but I fell.

I could not walk as weak as I was.

Then the people heard the noise, went there and answered me ...

and so I came back to life again.

My aunt had stayed in Czechoslovakia, in Gablonz, in my city ...

and my father ... wrote to us ... he received no answer ... then he wrote to my aunt, my mother's sister ...

and my aunt replied to him that we had been expelled and that we were in Stelingen ...

hence my father contacted us ...

my aunt sent us his letter and my father found us.

As he was there in Westphalenweg, he went to the place we were, in Stelingen.

But Stelingen is such a small place that it belonged neither to the Russians nor to the [Americans] ...

because they divided [the places] between the Russians, the Americans and French and Italian, didn't they?

French and English?

English, yes.

So we were in a place that did not belong to anyone.

It was a small place ... it was necessary to pass a brushwood ...

to get to the American side. [AFTER SHE CORRECTS: to get to the Russian side]

then my father went to meet us ... he had document, he had everything, he came by train to where we were ...

and the brother of the farmer who received us ... lived on the American side.

so he brought my father hidden ... at night ... through the brushwood ...

Nobody could pass freely ...

from the American side to here?

Only hidden ... there were those searchlights ... lighting ...

What's the name of ... "searchlight"?

It moved like this ... circling ... so that nobody could get away... because a lot of people ran away ...

Then my father came to us. I did not recognize my father.

Everyone thought I would go towards him ...

my mother said to me ... "Hey, Traud ..."

Traud ... my nickname is Traud.

She said to me ... "Are not you going to see your father?"

I stared at him and said, "No, he is not my father."

"My father was a beautiful man ... this is an old man."

Destroyed ... hump ... he was.

Then he said, "Traud, I'm your father."

Then I recognized him by his voice ...

not by appearance.

Then he hugged me ... but he had to go back with the farmer to the other side ...

and ... the other day or two days later my mother and I went through the woods.

so it was like this...

in Europe the woods are not like here ...

there... you can walk through the pine trees, all the trees ...

so when the searchlight passed to one side my mother would tell me ... "go to that tree." and I ran there ...

then when the searchlight did it and again ...

my mother ... went to the tree where I was ...

and doing so finally we got in the zone ... of the Americans.

No ... in the zone of ​​the Russians ... he [the farmer'sbrother] lived in the area of ​​the Russians.

Did you have to go through the American zone?

You said he came from the American zone.

I made a mess ... he [the farmer's brother] had lands in the [Russian] zone ... he [also] had cattle [in the American zone]...

When they [the countries] were devided,

a piece of his land was on the American side.

Then he could go there taking hay to cattle, grass and other things ...

and he took us inside the hay wagon ...

me and my mother...

he put hay on top of us...

he used to pass ... what's its name ...

Border?

Yes, when he passed the border ... the soldier would check with the bayonet and ...

stick that bayonet in [the hay] ... if it would pierce [someone], it would ... if it wouldn't ...

thank God I'm here telling the story ... it didn't pierce me.

This frontier was from which side to which side ... from the American to the Russian?

From the Russian side to the American side...

as he had that piece of land there [on the American side] with cattle, he could pass.

But [the Russian soldiers] always checked ... with the bayonet ... to see if there were [hidden people] because a lot of people got away from there.

So when you fled with your mother scaping from the searchlights ... in the woods ...

did you arrive first on the Russian or the American?

First we arrived in the Russian side ...

because the place where we were was nobody's ... Stelingen ...

there the [farmer's] brother lived on the Russian side ...

but he had a piece of land on the American side, where he planted and had cattle.

Then he could go and return ... but the cart was examined ...

because a lot of people ran away like that.

The soldiers who threaded the bayonet were the Russians ...

The Russians.

So we got into the American side ... then we took a train ...

then my father ... [who was already with us] ... said to my mother and me ...

"look ... a inspector will come ... when he passes ... he will not pass again, he just goes forward ..."

"so, you get out of the train ... walk in the direction of the back wagon..."

"and get again in the train after the inspector."

And so we did.

And why could not you be seen inside the train?

Because we did not have any document, we had nothing ...

we had no documents, we had nothing to prove ...

whether we were Germans, Russians, or whether we were Czech ...

We did not have documents ... they took the documents from us.

If your father came back to Europe ...

and his mother was Czech ...

why were you considered German and expelled from Czechoslovakia?

Because it was war ... the Germans lost the war ...

so since my mother was German, she was indeed from Austria ...

and my dad could not prove he was Brazilian ...

and he was not present ... he was [at that moment] arrested ... by the Americans ... so it was a mess ...

[and so] they expelled us with 50 kilos [of luggage] .. nothing more.

You went through a war ...

You know a lot that we only know when we watch movies or when we read books ...

you went through a mystical experience that almost no one has passed.

With this knowledge that you accumulated in your life,

what advice would you give ... to the new generations?

I've changed a lot ... I think I'm more understanding now.

I thought I was very wronged ...

I thought I was a person ...

Why me?

Why did I have to go through all this?

I rebelled.

Yes ... I will not say something that ...

I'm not saying I am a saint ...

But why me?

"So many people ... so many bandits ..." I used to think ...

Why did I [have to go through this]?

I asked a lot to die.

I asked a lot ... many times to die.

But I've changed my mind now.

I would like to give the following advice...

all people should do their best so that it doesn't happen again what happened to me when I was a child ...

all people should take good care of this Brazil because Brazil is a place so blessed by God ...

everyone should have more love for each other ...

everyone should not solve the problems on the tip of the knife [aggressively] ...

everyone should forgive ... and not loose the temper...

I want everyone to be more human ...

that one understands the other ...

and that there would never be again a war ...

that everyone could live in peace ...

because only those who have lived [in a war] ... who felt in the own skin ... know what it is.

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Çukur / The Pit - Episode 50 Trailer 2 (Eng & Tur Subs) - Duration: 1:01.

Meke!

Get the hell out!

Get out and face me!

In this neighborhood...

...there won't be any fights!

Go away!

What is it to you? Who are you?

Are you pretending to be a Koçovalı?

It's not your place to speak up.

- Hey, listen to me! - Hush...

What's going on, Vartolu?

What happened?

Are you standing against the Koçovalı family?

Huh?

If it is about being a Koçovalı...

...I am no less then you.

Say the word.

What did I tell you once?

I told you to use that word with utter respect.

I told you that if you did not, whatever happens after that wouldn't be my fault.

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[ENG&KOR]로우로우 RAWROW 숄더백 언박싱 액션캠을 지켜라!! - Duration: 3:18.

Hello everyone. This is Mark.

I've just received a parcel

This is from RAWROW

RAWROW is a company which makes bags with very simple designs.

I like this brand.

So I have one or two.

These grasses are also from RAWROW

Titanium

So light

Let's unbox!

DANGER!! DO NOT SWING YOUR BOX CUTTER

This is an application for exchange or refund.

I should ad because I like this brand.

Wow! This is it, RAWROW!!

neat and tidy

SIMPLE DESIGN!

The name of this bag is

what use I bought this bag for is

when I go to a trip

I usually use my action cam from SONY

and I found I had just one free hand.

Let's look over it.

There is nothing inside.

Previously,

RAWROW often used

some waxed canvas type materials.

These days, they usually use nylon

Design is still simple and neat. I like it!

Let me put in on!

Ah~

Locker

Throw it back

Short...

I was stupid. It's easier like this

If my camera would fit

This is my selfy stick.

The cheapest one in the world

with this super cheap stick

and my extra battery

This battery is cylinder type so...

I can use it like a handle and get much more power for 3~4 hours

This mini tripod is from JOBY

when I need tripod, I can use it like this.

I wish it goes into well

If not fit??

Let me do this!

perfect!

Now I have two free hands

very good!

The color is also easy one: CHARCOAL

And I can use this front pocket with

my purse and mobile phone

A mobile phone

GOOD

Since this is made of nylon,

it has a waterproof function.

There is a front pocket and

This is a main pocket

large enough

Shoulder strap

It is possible to adjust the length

Lock off

If you want lock off

Easy

Velcro

You can use this like this to hang somewhere

The designer's intention, I think

If you hang this bag somewhere,

This strap is not needed

Look here, there is a space for the strap

You can put it in the space.

just put it in, just put it in

A clutch bag?!

I think it is helpful to hang this bag on my belt line.

How useful and convenient!!

I got it!!!

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There's a 28 and 4 days

Of cum SaaS

Like maybe

Buildin' a rocket or fightin' a rocket

Or climbin' up the Eifel Rocket

Discoverin' something that doesn't exist

Carl: Oh my god

Or drivin' your sister insane

I Can't Believe You've Done This

So you really don't know what day it is

I told you it is wednesday my dude

a

There it must be

bee

(Robot talking)

Oh in April 3rd

That's the day he fuck so hard

And came on mum's nose

He look so GAY

LOL

I Can't Read

Well sounds charming boys

But I haven't play drums since

I haven't play drums

Dissapointment

Oh MAH BOI

Hit it Ferb

You Get nothing

Sad

We're fucked

Alright Boys let's blow the roof-

Get out the stage

LeL Let's blow the fuck off this place

No YO DON'T DO IT

1 2 3

That was TERRIBLE

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What 'Pretty Little Liars' Star Lucy Hale Learned From Failure - Duration: 1:45.

It only bettered me as a person. Like absolutely no regrets.

I actually like obviously was very upset when "Life Sentence" got canceled. But it

was such a great life lesson for me because I just gotten off a show that

went for eight years. And it was it was really humbling to be like oh like any

of this could go away any second. But it also reminded me of how much I love what

I do. Because I was so upset over it. It was a good reminder that I'm still in

the place where I need to be. That I still care about it so much.

And I think that's life. No matter what industry are in like you can't win them

all. It's so easy to look at the glass half-empty and so for me it was just

like taking the life lessons I learned from that show and how I grew as an

actor and taking that and moving forward. I feel like I became a better actor. I

made amazing friends. Got to live in an amazing city. So it's really just

changing your perspective because you can find the negative. But it's so much

better. Life is so much better when you find the positive twist on things.

And it makes you appreciate success so much more. You know, I've worked really,

really, really hard at this and I have auditioned thousands of times and like

had my heart broken a million times from thinking I was gonna get something. But

it really only trains you to appreciate it more when you do get it. So I'm

grateful that it's worked out the way it has.

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THE CHAMPION - Rhazes (IBG Contest 2019) - Duration: 3:06.

At times I doubt myself

Do I make the cut to be a champion

Are those efforts necessary

Are those sacrifices worth it

Next event is 400 meter men final

Its amazing here

So its down to business

Leading off from Rhazes

we have Qayyum Rusli

Coming from outside

Azfar is going off hard

Ohh what just happened, he just went down

Ohh that's gonna cause him so much time

Hopefully he's not injured

Time is running out for this young man

But will he catch up?

Will he make it?

Wins and losses come a dime a dozen

But effort? Nobody can judge that

Because effort is between you and you

Wake up

You're not a loser if you lose the game

You're a loser if you quit

You're not a loser

Now look at you

I see pride

I see power

I see a champion

It's time to see if you have the heart

It's time to show the world what we can do

We are champions

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Çukur / The Pit - Episode 50 Trailer 2 (Eng & Tur Subs) - Duration: 1:01.

Meke!

Get the hell out!

Get out and face me!

In this neighborhood...

...there won't be any fights!

Go away!

What is it to you? Who are you?

Are you pretending to be a Koçovalı?

It's not your place to speak up.

- Hey, listen to me! - Hush...

What's going on, Vartolu?

What happened?

Are you standing against the Koçovalı family?

Huh?

If it is about being a Koçovalı...

...I am no less then you.

Say the word.

What did I tell you once?

I told you to use that word with utter respect.

I told you that if you did not, whatever happens after that wouldn't be my fault.

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News24 - Marcus Rashford sent Fred back to Ukraine with ridiculous skill in the warm-up - Duration: 2:51.

 Manchester United just cannot be stopped under Ole Gunnar Solskjaer.  The Red Devils have won eight matches in a row under the Norwegian, who is putting together a seriously strong case to make the manager's job his own

 Man United's season was going nowhere under Jose Mourinho.  But now, there's a real belief that the campaign can end on a high

 They're just three points behind fourth-placed Chelsea in the Premier League and are through to the fifth round of the FA Cup following a 3-1 win against Arsenal on Friday evening

 Alexis Sanchez, Jesse Lingard and Anthony Martial were on the scoresheet as Solskjaer's side outclassed their opponents at the Emirates Stadium

 It was Sanchez's first goal since October 6 and Man United will hope that it can spark a turnaround in the Chilean's career at the club

Rashford ruined Fred in the warm-up  Marcus Rashford, who is going through a purple patch right now, started the match on the bench and came on in the 72nd minute

 But he had actually produced his best moment of the evening in the warm-up.  Man United's players were taking part in a Rondo drill, with midfielder Fred in the middle

 It's never nice being in the middle and Rashford made it a whole lot worse for Fred with a brilliant nutmeg that sent their teammates wild

 Stop that, Marcus!  Notice Martial's reaction. He just runs off in utter disbelief

 The Frenchman wasn't the only one who couldn't get enough of Rashford's skill. Check out the reaction from Man United supporters on Twitter

 The contrast between Man United's fortunes under Mourinho and Solskjaer couldn't be more apparent and Gary Lineker believes the Norwegian's stint is "probably the greatest audition in the history of football

"  "They look happy, they look like they're enjoying their football. It's the antithesis of what they were at the start of the season," the Match of the Day host said, per BBC Sport

 "What Solskjaer has done is remarkable."

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WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH..... QUIT - Duration: 16:11.

spicy this dog actually have a fever now and I still have my sore throat

getting real person sick

good morning

so I haven't closed out a blog and a really long time like I keep forgetting

i vlog and then when it's night time just like they forgot so um

last night we went out to dinner but my body is not very appreciative of me

eating one tomatoes and two pasta and bread excited a piece of bread last

night so last night was just a whole bunch of fun for me I didn't end up

actually being able to fall asleep like four and then I got up at 7 but then I

just made myself fall back asleep because it's not enough sleep so I um

well I couldn't fall asleep because I was having burning in my entire body

from tomatoes cuz there according to my body spicy and then I had like and then

I woke up with side pain from the bread and pasta because my body like said just

that stuff so much so yeah spaghetti is basically just too spicy for me like

yesterday I was twirling enough and my eyes started like burning just cuz I got

too close to it I'm such a weakling so when it comes to spicy so I have been

editing or processing videos this morning I don't really want to edit

videos day but I should just so that I'm caught up more but why be caught up and

do you think in a timely fashion I do need to semi like figure out what's

wrong with my closet because there pile of clothing that is not hung up

it's getting larger and larger and I don't know why oh look he's going away

now he shoved his way inside and then won't go back to his spot so come on

nothing nothing come on look at it oh this dog and now he shoves his way into

his caged little doggy Jail I'm gonna try to make you go outside cuz

he just wanders his way to my room nothing go I was going to wear my new

puppy sweater but there's something on it that was making me really achieve so

I put it in the wash or in the laundry room to be washed before I wear it and

so I'm wearing this it's that workout tank top thing that we got looks great I

think so I think well I haven't actually worn the purple puppy sweater yet but

all of the clothes that we got for the weekend because we needed the actual

clothes that can be worn with the brace like this one it's the neck is smaller

than or Yai smaller than this but it's really stretchy so I can pull it under

and around it because I I guess I could wear the clothes like pinching on the

neck hole but now it feel weird so don't know where I'm going with the

statement but basically I'm wearing this shirt because the purple puppy one had

needed to be washed before I could wear it and I am trying to get caught up on

editing but it's like this ah you know me saying that I thought I

was getting a cold or something from being around people was not an

over-exaggeration I actually have a fever now and I still have my sore

throat

why because it's not like my fever when I um I just had the fever for no reason

fever because with that I didn't feel hot my mic like my temperature was just

hot but I have like when I get sick fever type like whether I'm sick anti oh

a fever I get the fever symptoms like I don't know why I why would I have like

an actual viewer like the top of my head hurts and I feel all like sweaty even

though I'm not sweating man someone take more vitamin C um take some Tylenol and

then we are going to do some painting or something and I need to tell my mother

that I Neal have a fever explain getting real persons like right

I finished the picture me and Jess it looks pretty good until you get close up

on our faces let's see it looks kind of scary but I think it looks fantastic

from far away although that's how much my paintings end up looking they look

great if you're far away and then if you get up close it's like mmm

so um really sweaty still and then tarde so back to my room back to the cave - I

don't know and do you see this I don't know what happened here but I was

picking out my lip the other day because there was like a scab on it and you know

there's a bump on my lip and my lips look really dry but they're not that dry

in person they just look like that on camera we are going to fizzle err pineal

oh my gosh it turns hurt went back that's highlighting three-month window

one lucky it's raining this is my favorite part

wait do it again that's maybe for part of their so we're going through therapy

and is the more or I guess there's only been two times they take off the

neckbrace but it's taking more time for my arm to get back to functionality so

the first day when we put on the neck brace

I had pretty good here invention II like that night and it had been applied a

long time since I'd used my hand like a month and then the other time like last

Thursday I didn't have a really good use Friday but then it was that Saturday and

then we took it off what this Sunday I didn't really have use of it yesterday

or today so

great we're we're not taking off today

although my poor back good luck my back cuz if we're not doing my neck we're

doing my back what's up yeah what do you wanna do I don't wanna do anything up to

me I would quit when the going gets hard quit I don't know if I already said this

or not but we changed my plan if it's a little therapy again so today we did not

take off my collar so hope so I will probably be able to breathe night and we

didn't do anything on my neck or really of my spine like we didn't do any of

like though putting me on I go I call it a leash but it's not it's like a belts

kind of attached to a bungee cord but like different strength bungee cords so

that I have to do like pulling against I don't know I don't understand what that

is it's just it helps to strengthen my core we didn't do any of that today we

did like balance stuff and then just a little bit of strengthening of my lack

of back muscles because that thing that I'm missing in my life is called

strength apparently and so we so Isis adilyn like a floppy I don't want it I

call it a floppy disk but it's not like an old timey floppy disk it's like a um

partially inflated yoga block but a circle and then just some arm exercises

and then as my because my arm surgit tingles I was started doing my green

like this I do that well I do that on this side all the time but I do that on

this side only part of the time or only really when it's tingly

so I started doing that he we did like one more thing and then it was we're

done so that I still have okay ich function of my arm turn Mauro

and then hopefully it'll I will just continue on my recovery from taking it

off on Sunday and then we talked about how I don't get sore like I don't know

if that's a good thing or a bad thing that I don't get sore whatsoever like my

body it like just doesn't have the ability to feel so I think I need to go

to bed now and then tomorrow hopefully I will be feeling back to being a normal

old Ellen yeah so good night and I will see you tomorrow

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