For you, I could pretend like I was happy when I was sad
For you, I could pretend like I was strong when I was hurt
I wish love was perfect as love itself
I wish all my weaknesses could be hidden
I grew a flower that can't be bloomed in a dream that can't come true
It's so fake and I'm so sick of this fake love
I'm so sick of this fake love (fake love)
Fake love (fake love)
I'm so sorry but it's fake love (fake love)
Fake love (fake love)
I wanna be good man (just for you)
I gave the world (just for you)
I changed everything (just for you)
Now I don't know me (who are you?)
(Hey!) The forest just for us, you weren't there
The route I took, I forgot
I even became quite unsure of who I was
Try babbling into the mirror, "Who the heck are you?"
For you, I could pretend like I was happy when I was sad
For you, I could pretend like I was strong when I was hurt
I wish love was perfect as love itself
I wish all my weaknesses could be hidden
I grew a flower that can't be bloomed in a dream that can't come true
It's so fake and I'm so sick of this fake love
Love you so bad
Mold a pretty lie for you
Love is so mad
Try to erase myself and make me your doll
Love you so bad
Mold a pretty lie for you
Love is so mad
Try to erase myself and make me your doll
I'm so sick of this fake love (fake love)
Fake love (fake love)
I'm so sorry but it's fake love (fake love)
Fake love (fake love)
Why you sad?
I don't know, I don't know
Smile, say "I love you"
Look at me, even I gave up on myself
Even you can't understand me
You say I'm unfamiliar, changed into the one you used to like
You say I'm not myself which you knew well
No? What do you mean no?
I'm blind
Love? What the heck is love?
It's all fake love
(Woo) I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why
(Woo) Even I, Even I don't know myself
(Woo) I just know, I just know, I just know why
'Cuz it's all fake love, fake love, fake love
It's so fake and I'm so sick of this fake love
Love you so bad
Mold a pretty lie for you
Love is so mad
Try to erase myself and make me your doll
Love you so bad
Mold a pretty lie for you
Love is so mad
Try to erase myself and make me your doll
I'm so sick of this fake love (fake love)
Fake love (fake love)
I'm so sorry but it's fake love (fake love)
Fake love (fake love)
For you, I could pretend like I was happy when I was sad
For you, I could pretend like I was strong when I was hurt
I wish love was perfect as love itself
I wish all my weaknesses could be hidden
I grew a flower that can't be bloomed in a dream that can't come true
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12:17 AM ETTim FiorvantiESPN.com CloseWWE on ESPN EditorFollow on TwitterFacebookTwitterFacebook MessengerPinterestEmailprint The 2019 Royal Rumble is the starting point for WrestleMania season
By the end of Sunday night we'll know at least two title challengers for the biggest WWE show of the year, and probably a great deal more than that
Going into the main card, one title has already changed hands. Five more will be on the line over the course of the night, including the top four titles on Raw and SmackDown, but the most attention will be paid to the men's and women's Royal Rumble matches
Tim Fiorvanti is live at Chase Field in Phoenix, with coverage supplemented by stats and insights from Sean Coyle and Matt Willis
This story will be updated in real time.Seth Rollins wins Men's Royal RumbleSeth Rollins won the 2019 Royal Rumble
Courtesy @WWE The men's and women's Royal Rumble matches are two of the most exciting matches on the calendar year
Not only do surprise entrants create unexpected situations, but WrestleMania implications are tied directly to it as its winner earns a spot in a premier championship match at the biggest show of the year
Ratings summary (3.25 out of 5) This was an upper echelon version of the Royal Rumble match
On top of surprises and memorable moments was a glimpse into the future with entrants including Aleister Black, Johnny Gargano and Pete Dunne
There's a lot to be excited about. Storytelling: 0.75 In-ring execution: 0.75 Match psychology: 0
50 Timing: 0.50 Innovation: 0.75 -- Sean Coyle This year's men's version featured a number of different potential scenarios on the road to WrestleMania with top tier names including Seth Rollins, Drew McIntyre, and Randy Orton, among others all vying for a title opportunity
Elias kicked things off as entrant number one and the first surprise came right right out of the gate at number two
WWE Hall of Famer Jeff Jarrett returned to the Royal Rumble match for the first time since 1999
The two teased singing a duet, but Elias caught him with a cheap shot, cracked a guitar over his back and tossed him over the top rope right before last year's Rumble winner, Shinsuke Nakamura entered at No
3. Nakamura was followed by another Hall of Famer in Kurt Angle, who was eliminated by Nakamura five minutes later
Another surprise came at number six when the new NXT North American champion Johnny Gargano entered the match
Gargano made quite an impact when he eliminated the number seven entrant and former WWE champion Jinder Mahal
Two favorites entered the match at numbers eight and 10 when Samoa Joe and Rollins made their entrances, respectively
Joe tossed out Big E in quick fashion while Rollins eliminated Elias. Kofi Kingston arrived at number 12 and it was only a matter of time before he added another athletic Royal Rumble achievement to his list
Dean Ambrose, who entered at number 14, tossed Kingston over the top rope, but Kingston managed to keep his feet pressed against the ring apron
There was no replay, so it was possible both feet touched. Nevertheless, he proceeded to tumble himself towards the steel ring steps with his feet draped on the ring apron and reenter the ring
McIntyre entered at No. 16 and unleashed multiple Claymore kicks to quickly take control of the match
He then assisted with another Kingston moment as Xavier Woods made his way to the ring
McIntyre tossed Kingston onto Woods who caught him in an odd sunset flip-type of position and carried him back to the ring
When they both re-entered, McIntyre instantly clotheslined them both out. Three glimpses of the promising future of pro wrestling came at numbers 18, 19 and 21 when WWE UK champion Pete Dunne, Andrade and Aleister Black arrived and all put together some nicely designed sequences with other members in the ring
Black made the biggest impact of the three when he eliminated Dean Ambrose. Big names including Jeff Hardy, Rey Mysterio and the Intercontinental champion Bobby Lashley entered at numbers 24, 25 and 26, respectively
Lashley was eliminated in mere seconds by Rollins and an angry Lashley pulled Rollins out of the ring under the bottom rope and slammed him through the announcers table
Rollins would lay in that spot for the next 15 minutes. Braun Strowman entered at number 27 and immediately eliminated of Baron Corbin and Shelton Benjamin, but it was the next entrant that made one of the biggest eliminations of the match
Dolph Ziggler entered at number 28 and, with Strowman's assistance, eliminated McIntyre
Randy Orton arrived at number 29 and squared up with Strowman. Strowman caught Orton with a power slam before assisting Andrade, Ali and Mysterio with a stacked version of an avalanche suplex from the top rope
A big surprise came at number 30 when R-Truth attempted to enter the match. He was attacked from behind by Nia Jax, who like Beth Phoenix, Chyna and Kharma before her, entered the men's Royal Rumble match
She recorded an elimination on Mustafa Ali before being super kicked by Ziggler, hit with a 619 by Mysterio, RKO'd by Orton and then ultimately eliminated by Mysterio
The final four featured Andrade, Ziggler, Strowman and Rollins. Andrade was tossed out first by Strowman, followed by Ziggler shortly after
With Rollins playing the major underdog to Strowman, the two battled until both ended up over the top rope and standing on the ring apron
Rollins tossed Strowman into the ring post, then executed his curb stomp finisher to sent Strowman onto the floor
The most logical possibility is that this sets up a Rollins versus Lesnar Universal championship match at WrestleMania
The match would be a callback, of sorts, to WrestleMania 31, when Rollins cashed in his Money in the Bank contract during Lesnar's match with Roman Reigns to become WWE champion
There's an outside chance Rollins could choose WWE champion Daniel Bryan as his opponent, but all signs point to an Architect versus Beast showdown
Universal championship: Brock Lesnar (c) def. Finn BalorBrock Lesnar defeated Finn Balor to retain the Universal Championship at the Royal Rumble
Courtesy @WWE When Finn Balor emphatically stated that he would not be donning the Demon persona against Brock Lesnar in the lead-up to his Universal championship match at the Royal Rumble, fans of Balor responded with a metaphorical groan
Ratings summary (3.75 out of 5) Lesnar's matches against smaller opponents are always entertaining
This was no different. My only issue was its length. This match still had legs to go deeper
Storytelling: 1.00 In-ring execution: 0.75 Match psychology: 0.75 Timing: 0.50 Innovation: 0
75 -- Sean Coyle In all of his successes in big matches to date, Balor wore the paint and showed an extra burst of aggression on the way to victory
Most were resigned to the inevitability of another Lesnar win and another Balor failure on a big stage
For one fleeting moment on Sunday night, though, Balor seemingly had a glimmer of hope as he broke down Lesnar's ribs and then landed his patented Coup de Grace -- but then it was only worth a two-count
Lesnar quickly rolled that setup into a kimura, locked the hold in and earned a submission victory
This wasn't quite at the level of Daniel Bryan's challenge of Lesnar at Survivor Series, and while Balor will be left to search for solutions moving forward, it wasn't a case of pure decimation by any means
Balor brought the fight early, but Lesnar overhead belly-to-belly'd Balor and sent him flying out of the ring
Balor got ragdolled all over ringside, but found his opening in sending Lesnar ribs-first into the corner of a commentary table
It was an advantage Balor cashed in on throughout the match. Lesnar still suplexed Balor all over the ring and ringside, but along the way his chain of German suplexes was hurting him as much as it was hurting Balor
A brief flash of offense led to an almost blindingly fast successful Coup de Grace, but it was simply not meant to be on this night
After the bell, Lesnar went back to the well three times, hitting a trio of German suplexes and an F-5 to a loud chorus of boos
Balor won't be the one to end the run of Lesnar this time around, but he may be more likely to consider the demon next time if he wants to get the job done
WWE Championship: Daniel Bryan (c) def. AJ StylesErick Rowan took out AJ Styles and assisted Daniel Bryan in his victory at the Royal Rumble
Courtesy WWE For nearly a year, AJ Styles dominated the landscape on SmackDown Live as WWE Champion, but a Daniel Bryan low blow and swift heel turned Tuesday nights into a Daniel Bryan showcase
Five years ago, Daniel Bryan owned the road to WrestleMania as the everyman hero that the entire WWE fan base got behind
Now, he's the preachy environmentalist, the "New Daniel Bryan," he's grating those same fans who were so passionately behind him now long ago
Ratings summary (3.75 out of 5) The match was beautifully executed from psychological and physical perspectives
The crowd may have been quiet, coming off a long Rumble match, but this was a fine effort despite the questionable conclusion
Storytelling: 0.75 In-ring execution: 1.00 Match psychology: 1.00 Timing: 0.50 Innovation: 0
50 -- Sean Coyle Meanwhile, he's pushed Styles to a more-edgy place, with a little push from Vince McMahon, who enraged Styles into throwing a right hand to the Chairman last month
After the show these two put together in their last singles meeting at TLC in December, a Bryan win in a nearly 25-minute match, the bar was set high going into their Royal Rumble match
Coming off an emotionally exhausting ride with Becky Lynch winning the Royal Rumble moments before, this one started slow as the two jockeyed for position, with a multitude of arm drags and chin locks
But Bryan took control after Styles hit the ringpost, injuring his chest and left arm
At this point, Bryan's technical expertise took over as he picked apart Styles -- the highlight being a double underhook seamlessly turned into a submission attempt
Styles' comebacks were cut off time and time again, as Bryan hit a nasty-looking dragon suplex and kicked Styles off the apron when Styles attempted to reverse a top-rope hurricanrana into a Styles Clash attempt
On the outside, the pace picked up. Styles moonsaulted off the barricade and landed in perfect position for a reverse DDT on Bryan
Bryan got the knees up on a springboard 450 attempt, but his LaBell lock attempt turned into a calf crusher, broken when Bryan reached the ropes
Bryan kicked the arm out from under Styles, but Styles landed on his feet after an avalanche back suplex attempt, and locked in the Calf Crusher once again
Bryan escaped and hit a brainbuster, leaving both laying on the mat. The two were left laying after a desperation Pele kick from Styles, and then when things just got puzzling
Erick Rowan appeared from who knows where, not seen on WWE TV since August, and stood ominously at ringside
Bryan attempted an enziguri, but Styles ducked and instead the referee was hit. Rowan used that opportunity to come in, hit his face-grasping slam on Styles and handed an easy three count to Bryan
It was a disappointing ending to a well-worked match. It seems like Rowan is standing as Bryan, perhaps hired, environmentally-friendly muscle
If this is the end of the Bryan-Styles feud, the ending didn't seem to do the build justice
But if it gets Bryan even more heat heading to WrestleMania, then it could lead for better storytelling
Becky Lynch wins Women's Royal RumbleESPN.comBecky Lynch's instant reaction to winning the women's Royal Rumble match
Tim Fiorvanti, ESPN.com2h ago Last year's inaugural women's Royal Rumble match was a memorable one
The match closed out the show and did so in grand fashion: Asuka won and Ronda Rousey made her WWE debut debut after the match
The second go around possessed just as much intrigue as the first.Ratings summary (3
00 out of 5) The match had its share of moments, surprises and was entertaining as a result
It didn't quite reach the level of its predecessor last year, but was fun nevertheless
Storytelling: 0.50 In-ring execution: 0.50 Match psychology: 0.75 Timing: 0.50 Innovation: 0
75 -- Sean Coyle The first entrant, who took part in her very first main roster match tonight, was Lacey Evans
She matched up with Natalya to start off the match and it was Natalya who recorded the first elimination of the night when the fourth entrant, Liv Morgan, entered the ring and was tossed over the top rope in mere seconds
As the match moved along, many memorable moments unfolded. When the eighth entrant, Nikki Cross, stormed to the ring and knocked down Billie Kay, who was standing on the ramp, she ascended the top turnbuckle and performed a cross body block onto five other superstars
The 10th entrant was Tamina, who recorded the second elimination of the night when she tossed out Mickie James
Immediately after the elimination, we had our first surprise entrant of the night at number 11 when Mae Young Classic competitor and NXT superstar Xia Li entered
One of the favorites to win, Charlotte Flair, arrived at number 13 and instantly took control
Her first elimination was Li, who tried to springboard into the ring from the apron, but was caught by a boot from Flair
Our first Kofi Kingston moment occurred when Mandy Rose, who was eliminated by Naomi, attempted to illegally power bomb Naomi out of the ring
Naomi twisted and managed to balance herself on the barricade without her feet touching the ground
She performed a balancing act and jumped across to the steel ring steps, avoiding the ground
Unfortunately, Rose was waiting when she finally looked to be safe and pulled her off the steps, eliminating her
Two more surprises came at numbers 17 and 19 when two more NXT superstars, Candice LeRae and Kacy Catanzaro, entered the match
LeRae and Zelina Vega, who entered next, reignited their heated NXT rivalry. The former American Ninja Warrior star Catanzaro thrilled the crowd with another Kingston moment when it appeared she had been eliminated, but walked on her hands to the ring post and climbed up to re-enter
Ruby Riott entered at number 20 and was flanked by Morgan and Logan, who also had already been eliminated
They remained at ringside and started pulling superstars out of the ring and softening them up to allow Riott to officially eliminate them, a strategy we hadn't seen in a Royal Rumble match before
During the chaos, Vega snuck under the ring, but more on that later. One of the Riott Squad victims was Kairi Sane, but at number 23, Io Shirai arrived and delivered a perfect moonsault from the top rope to the outside of the ring onto the trio
Yet another surprise came at number 24 when Rhea Ripley, the first NXT UK women's champion, entered and began to make an impact using power moves
She tossed out Dana Brooke and then Vega reappeared from under the ring, but she wasn't alone
Hornswoggle, who has always been known to have a home under a wrestling ring, was right next to her, much to her chagrin
Hornswoggle chased Vega back into the ring and Ripley had herself another elimination
Alexa Bliss and Bayley arrived at numbers 26 and 27. Bliss eliminated Sonya Deville while Bayley tossed out both Riott and Ripley
However, it was number 28 that proved to be the turning point of the match. Lana attempted to enter, but could not make it to the ring due to an ankle injury suffered during her husband Rusev's kick-off show match
As Nia Jax, who entered at number 29, made her way to the ring, she added to Lana's injury with an ambush
Carmella entered the match officially at No. 30, and shortly after, Becky Lynch, who lost to Asuka in the opening match, emerged to take Lana's spot
The final four participants were Lynch, Flair, Bayley and Jax. Bayley was eliminated first when she was atop Jax's shoulders for an apparent Samoan drop
However, Flair connected with a boot to Bayley sending her off Jax's shoulders to the outside
Lynch was sent under the ropes to the outside and helped Flair eliminate Jax by pulling her from the outside off the apron
As Lynch prepared to re-enter the ring, Jax pushed her and caused an apparent knee injury
She hobbled back into the ring and Flair immediately went to work on the leg. Lynch fought back, but Flair stayed persistent in her attack
Wowever, when Flair attempted to deliver a boot, Lynch ducked and sent Flair over the top rope
One clothesline later sent Flair to the ground and Lynch was the 2019 women's Royal Rumble winner
While it is unconfirmed at the moment, it appears that the highly anticipated potential main event-level bout between Lynch and Rousey is ready to close out WrestleMania
Raw women's championship: Ronda Rousey (c) def. Sasha BanksRonda Rousey defeated Sasha Banks in the Raw women's championship match at the Royal Rumble
Courtesy @WWE There was a very strange energy inside of Chase Field just before the bell rang for the Raw women's championship match at the Royal Rumble
Fans were collectively excited to see the match, but the feelings for Ronda Rousey were decidedly mixed
There was a vocal contingent of Rousey fans, but the support of Becky Lynch has stretched so far that the spectre of Lynch finally getting a chance at Rousey turned other parts of the crowd against the Raw women's champ
At the same time, there were plenty of Sasha Banks supporters, but even as different sections of the crowd got louder or more quiet, there was a buzz to see how everything would play out
Ratings summary (3.50 out of 5) Another Ronda Rousey pay-per-view match and another quality match
There should be no more doubters. Rousey can wrestle and tonight was yet another example of that
Storytelling: 0.50 In-ring execution: 0.75 Match psychology: 0.75 Timing: 0.75 Innovation: 0
75 -- Sean Coyle Rousey and Banks battered each other from pillar to post, each taking out an arm of their opponent, but in the end Rousey absorbed everything Banks had to give and held on just a little bit longer to secure the victory
Despite the intensity and level of physicality in the match, the lasting image of this match happened after the bell
As Rousey shook Banks' hand, Banks pulled away and put up the four-finger hand salute of the Four Horsewomen -- a moniker that the NXT quartet of Banks, Lynch, Charlotte Flair and Bayley use, but also one Rousey and her trio of compatriots currently in NXT have utilized
As far as the match went, there was no pulling punches at any point in the contest
Rousey embraced the role of the heel early on as she mocked Banks by pulling out Eddie Guerrero's "three amigos" trio of suplexes
Banks stifled that combo, though, and managed to control a good chunk of the match with flying knees, kicks and punches -- anything that could hit
Banks eventually got cocky, though, and that allowed Rousey to roll through with a swinging neckbreaker that looked truly brutal
From that point on, both in and out of the ring, Rousey and Banks traded submission attempt after submission attempt
Rousey caught a suicide dive at one point and got Banks to tap out on the outside -- highlighting Rousey's inexperience and lack of situational knowledge, as that tap out would not ultimately count
Banks got control back once action returned to the ring, and locked in a modified surfboard stretch that look agonizingly painful
Both women attacked from creative angles, but both worked most of the tail end of the match clutching one of their arms
They modified their offense in kind, though, and Banks seemingly had the match on a razor's edge by utilizing part of her ring gear to lock in the Banks statement
Rousey resisted, though, and while Banks rolled through to the middle of the ring and trapped Rousey's arm, the champion rolled through and hit a combination suplex and powerbomb
She picked Banks up, spun her around and dropped Banks on her head to secure the win
The suggestion that a battle of the four horsewomen is palpable, but we'll have to wait until the end of the women's Royal Rumble to see the picture a little more clearly
SmackDown tag team championships: The Miz & Shane McMahon def The Bar (c)The Miz and Shane McMahon became SmackDown Live tag team champions with a win over The Bar at the Royal Rumble
WWE Before tonight's challengers joined forces, the SmackDown tag team division was strong
The addition of the compelling combination of The Miz and Shane McMahon has increased it even further
The unlikely duo found themselves in a position to capture the SmackDown tag titles just a month after establishing themselves as a team
Their partnership was built on the basis of Miz living up to his father's expectations, a feeling McMahon knew all too well
Would the shiny new toy or well-oiled two-year experienced team prevail?Ratings summary (3
25 out of 5) This was a very fun tag team match as Miz and McMahon proved they they mesh well as a team
The action was back and forth and high octane throughout. Storytelling: 0.75 In-ring execution: 0
50 Match psychology: 0.75 Timing: 0.50 Innovation: 0.75 -- Sean Coyle The match began with McMahon spearing Sheamus to kick things off in intense fashion and the early sequences maintained that tempo with a lot of back and forth action
The first big spot of the match occurred when McMahon appeared ready to perform one of his patented elbow drops from the turnbuckle onto Cesaro who was lying on the announcers table
Miz was holding down Cesaro, but Sheamus interfered and Cesaro broke free. McMahon, still perched on top of the ropes, changed his target and hit a top rope clothesline onto Sheamus
The advantage didn't last long, however, and the Bar took control back inside the ring with a number of double team tactics on The Miz
Eventually, Miz made the hot tag to McMahon and unleashed a flurry of strikes onto Sheamus
A few sequences later, McMahon had both Sheamus and Cesaro set up in the middle of the ring and appeared poised to deliver his patented coast-to-coast dropkick
However, as jumped off the turnbuckle, Cesaro caught him mid flight and performed an extended version of the Cesaro swing
After the swing, McMahon immediately turned the tides locked in a triangle choke, but flying knee by Sheamus off the top rope broke the hold
In an effort to close out the match, Cesaro held Shane up to allow Sheamus connect with a Brogue kick, but Miz shoved Cesaro in front of the kick and caught Sheamus with a skull crushing finale and rolled him out the ring
As Cesaro laid in the middle of the ring, McMahon hit a beautiful shooting star press and secured the championships for his team and the two celebrated with the ringside Mr
Mizanin. Will the Miz and McMahon duo flourish now that they have the straps or will the pressure of being the top team in a stacked division be too much? Many predict that their partnership will derail heading towards WrestleMania
Time will tell.SmackDown Live women's championship: Asuka (c) def. Becky Lynch Asuka defeated Becky Lynch via submission at the 2019 Royal Rumble
Courtesy @WWE When you're building a major show the size and scale of Royal Rumble, you need something to kick the card off with a bang
By starting the show with the SmackDown women's championship match, WWE accomplished a few things at once
They got an electric reaction for Becky Lynch, they got a tremendous match and, most importantly, a shocking result that did wonders for both women involved
Ratings summary (3.75 out of 5) This was a very good match to open the show with an immense amount of intensity and a ton of physicality
That's how you get 40,000 fans ready for a night of action. Storytelling: 0.75 In-ring execution: 0
75 Match psychology: 1.00 Timing: 0.50 Innovation: 0.75 -- Sean Coyle Some might question Asuka defeating Lynch -- likely the most popular star of the moment -- cleanly in the middle of the ring
To those in opposition, there may yet be a sound explanation by the end of the night
In the meantime, there's no doubting the reclamation project for Asuka is complete heading into the busiest time of year
From the opening bell, this title clash was a stiff, technical affair. Lynch shook off some brutal kicks from the beginning, and that set the tone for everything to follow
Asuka certainly got her shots in, but Lynch easily gave as good as she got. A Bex-ploder suplex into the ring barrier was an indicator of just how far and how hard these women were willing to go in this match
Asuka and Lynch flew all over the ring, used every part of the ring to batter each other back and forth, and each struggled to get a definitive edge until the match started to peak
Everything hit another level when, after a major struggle on the apron ended with a brutal-looking fisherman's neckbreaker by Asuka that sent both women crashing to the ground
As they slowly climbed to their feet, they traded open-handed slaps and stared death into each other's eyes
Lynch blocked a backfist, but couldn't quite turn it into a Dis-arm-her. A top rope Bex-ploder only got a two count, and a follow-up top rope leg drop missed
Asuka was able to sink into the Asuka lock, but then turned it into a dis-arm-her
Lynch responded by stealing Asuka's submission, but it all spun into a pinfall attempt
Finally, as Lynch and Asuka each fought to lock in their signature submissions, Asuka finally got the upper hand
When the Asuka lock wasn't quite enough, she flipped over on her head and put Lynch in what I can only describe as a variation of Daniel Bryan's old pre-WWE finisher, but that was enough to get the win
Let the speculation of Lynch being in the women's Royal Rumble begin, but for now, Asuka picked up a signature win, to say the least
Kickoff show: Cruiserweight championship: Buddy Murphy (c) def. Akira Tozawa, Hideo Itami and KalistoESPN Staff WriterIn a match that featured the creativity and acrobatics you would hope for in a four-way Cruiserweight Championship match, Buddy Murphy pinned Hideo Itami to retain his title in a match that also involved Akira Tozawa and Kalisto
The finish came via a Murphy's Law, after a crazy sequences of knee strikes and stiff blows between all four competitors
The match might not have been on the main card, but if that was the reason they got 15-20 minutes to shine, then it was well worth the pre-show placement
(Photo from @WWE205Live)Matt Willis, ESPN Staff Writer5h ago United States championship: Shinsuke Nakamura def
Rusev (c)ESPN.comJust over a month after losing the United States championship to Rusev on SmackDown, Shinsuke Nakamura regained that title on the Royal Rumble Kickoff
The end of the match saw Nakamura remove the top turnbuckle cover, which brought Lana up to the apron to complain
The distraction led to a sequence in which Nakamura tricked Rusev, slipped out of the way and caused Rusev to crash into Lana - the second time he's done so in recent weeks
In the confusion, Nakamura hit a Kinshasa knee and earned a pinfall victory.Tim Fiorvanti, ESPN
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O domingo (27) no BBB19 foi de formação de paredão triplo com direito a Big Phone surpresinha no final do programa ao vivo
Das 23h18 até às 00h10, a Globo se manteve na audiência mas sem grandes índices
O programa que mandou para o paredão Gustavo, Paula e Hariany marcou média de 15 pontos, o equivalente a 28% de participação entre os televisores ligados (share)
De acordo com dados prévios do Kantar Ibope Media, o ranking da audiência ficou assim: Globo – 15 pontos - Share 28% (participação) SBT - 10 pontos Record - 9 pontos Rede TV – 4 pontos Band – 2 pontos 53% dos aparelhos pesquisados pelo Ibope estavam ligados
Dados prévios do Kantar IBOPE Media, cada ponto representa 70.559 lares e 245
702 pessoas. Os dados da medição prévia do Ibope. *Share: Parcela de participação de determinado site, marca ou produto diante do total medido
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Confira!
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(ENG Sub) 아이디병원에서 수술한 환자의 실감나는 후기! - Duration: 7:57.
"Plastic Surgery Honey Pot" presents Dr. Lim from ID Hospital
Today's guest is a patient for whom I have personally performed facial contouring surgery.
Let's have Ms. Kim Yuni for a talk.
How have you been, Ms. Kim Yuni?
I have been great.
Sing-songwriter "Kim Yuni" who uses the name "SLY"
I don't think I would recognize you if I meet you outside.
At first even my parents couldn't recognize me.
It is like being reborn.
Really?
9 months have passed since the surgery
and you are unrecognizable.
I would have expected the doctor would have said that something of my previous face was left.
That's how successful the surgery has been.
Thank you so much!
I am so proud.
I have heard that you are very busy these days.
Right, my new single is now out.
Finally your new single!
I have also worked as an interpreter for the Olympics in Pyeongchang,
so I have been to the Winter and Paralympics.
More recently
I am also being a bat girl for the LG Twins;
I keep running around the field.
Wow, I also love baseball!
So, if I go to the baseball stadium I'll be able to see you?
Yes, come to the Jamsil Stadium!
Really?
I go there often!
Please come!
Which team do you support?
I am a Doosan fan.
One thing that surprised me coming to ID Hospital
is that you have started a YouTube channel.
It is still early to call me a youtuber...
I am trying to give quality information to as many people as I can.
Rumor has it
Some come to the hospital expressly asking about Dr. Pooh.
Even here they call you Dr. Pooh.
Yes, these days some people who can't remember my name
come looking for the doctor wearing the yellow hat;
and other times they look for the doctor who looks like Winnie the Pooh.
It seems like the broadcast is having some effect.
Since patients come here understanding the surgery,
the consultation is easier
I think it helps to make a good choice
I can't help feeling a bit proud.
Should we have a look at the old looks? [Unveiling an old pic!]
Ok, prepare yourself.
Take a deep breath!
Bring it on!
Who is this?
Seems like someone I have never seen before!
Especially this curve on the cheekbone seen from the side...
Because of this curve the general image was quite strong.
Protruding cheekbone The cause of strong image and looking older
Especially because the forehead is quite wide,
coming up here, the face looked a bit long.
I feel sad again looking at it.
That's why the forehead reduction and cheekbone surgeries.
And for the lower jaw,
1. Square jaw
1. Square jaw 2. Slightly long chin
1. Square jaw 2. Slightly long chin 3. Masculine jaw line
So true
You had V-line surgery and Cheekbone reduction
and forehead reduction surgery to shorten the face length.
As for the forehead,
The overall length has been much reduced,
and the forehead used to be M-shaped,
but we changed it to a more feminine rounded shape.
Something people often worry about forehead reduction procedures
is the scar.
But the scar here is nearly invisible.
So nice!
The forehead shape has much improved.
And regarding the cheekbone,
before surgery, it used to be protruded in 45 degrees;
now it is smooth and feminine
also looking from the other side.
It looks great!
Also the chin,
now it harmonizes in a fancy way with the nose and mouth.
Also the square jaw, from the other side
smooth and slim
And a smooth, slim and feminine face is complete!
But, even though the result looks so great,
the thing patients worry about the most is:
is the swelling severe?
Is the swelling severe? How about the pain?
As someone who has gone through it, could you tell us the difficult parts during the recovery phase?
Personally, during the recovery phase
I had a lot of pumpkin porridge and pumpkin juice.
I also put my pillow a little high.
Regularly wear facial band
And every time I could, I regularly made cold and hot packs.
You really took care of yourself!
Yes, I did.
A real pro!
Then, at ID Hospital, you can have follow-ups
and follow the swelling recovery program regularly for several weeks.
You can definitely see the result of that.
All patients who undergo facial contouring surgery in ID Hospital
can follow
for free
our swelling recovery program.
We have 13 premium recovery programs
so that patients can quickly recover from the swelling
and go back to their normal life.
Have you noticed the effect of the recovery program?
Of course I have!
Since you did such a great job,
if the result were ruined because I didn't take care of it
it would have been such a shame!
You are talking so sweet.
That's why I took care of it regularly.
I have heard that after facial contouring surgery there might be some problems opening the mouth.
Since you are a singer, when you sing
you have to open your mouth wide.
But most people normally
after surgery worry:
if I can't open my mouth properly,
what should I do?
How was your experience?
Around two weeks from surgery, they remove the stitches.
Before removing it, it pulls here
It kind of felt as if something was pulling.
Right, that's because it was tied with the stitches.
But!
After removing the stitches, There is no problem opening the mouth.
Could you please try opening your mouth for us?
No problem open the mouth wide!
Ah...
Oh, it opens really wide!
Unlike the double-jaw surgery,
this procedure does not move their jaws,
therefore, in principle, after facial contouring surgery
there are almost no cases of people unable to open their mouth.
It can be hard to open your mouth temporarily.
No need to worry! With time it completely recovers.
I have tried: "You don't need to worry!"
Besides improved looks, what is the main difference you feel after surgery?
Now when I do the bat girl,
there are many pictures of me coming out in the news.
And even though they take pictures when I am not posing,
the result is certainly much better than it used to be before.
That's because photos don't lie...
I bet now you'll look great from any angle.
I will have a look at the news too.
There is no mercy in the reporter's camera.
I've heard you've also released a digital single.
You may promote your album.
Try looking for "I WANNA SLY" on any music site.
Singer name SLY You will find the song that I sang!
I will save it on my playlist!
Thank you!
We have had a nice talk with Ms. Yuni
about how she's been doing.
Good luck to you Ms. Yuni!
In the future, if you have time,
you should visit me again in my program.
Next time,
We will invite you as an musician.
Like the video and subscribe!
ID Hospital
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(ENG Sub) 수면마취와 전신마취 차이점은? - Duration: 2:52.
kindly like Pooh
I am here to give you detailed surgical information
"Plastic Surgery Honey Pot" presents Dr. Lim from ID Hospital I/V sedation VS General anesthesia
For all facial contouring surgeries besides the mini-cheekbone reduction
we use general anesthesia.
[I/V sedation] This type of anesthesia makes the patient sleep.
Think about when you are asleep:
no matter how deeply you sleep,
if someone shakes you or gives you a strong stimulus,
you wake up.
A strong stimulus could wake someone up from the I/V sedation.
Facial contouring surgery doesn't allow for even 1mm mistake.
Because there are parts that should be protected such as nerves and blood vessels,
one should absolutely not move during the surgery.
That's why we use the general anesthesia.
But many people worry
whether general anesthesia is more dangerous than I/V sedation.
But that is not the case:
In an hospital like ID, where there are 6 expert anesthesiologist,
general anesthesia is in fact safer than I/V sedation.
Talking about the differences between general anesthesia and I/V sedation,
the main difference
is whether the patients breathe by themselves or a machine does it for them.
In the case of general anesthesia, a ventilator does the breathing for the patient during the whole time of the surgery.
Therefore a 100% oxygen saturation level is maintained continuously
and there is no damage to the body.
On the other hand, with the I/V sedation, a drug is used to make the patient sleep,
and if the sleep is too deep, breathing is more difficult.
Therefore the oxygen saturation cannot be constantly 100%,
it goes up and down.
That is why it may be more dangerous.
What many people ask
is whether they don't risk waking up during the surgery.
In the case of general anesthesia, it is impossible to wake up during surgery.
But, with the I/V sedation,
once in a while there is someone who remembers waking up.
That is why
the general anesthesia,
which grants a stable ventilation,
has no risk of awakening during surgery
and in the case of bone surgery
ensures no movements and a certain result, is best.
Just remember one thing!
When you are looking for a clinic to have a facial contouring or double-jaw surgery,
make sure of one thing:
you should check
whether they have professional anesthesiologists,
and how many.
Because
in some small clinics
they have no anesthesiologist,
or in others, even though they have,
there are only one or two.
But in these cases, the same anesthesiologist will have to monitor more than one procedure at the same time
and it could be more risky.
If done in a reliable and big hospital,
general anesthesia is a much safer and better method.
Like the video and subscribe!
For any question, write us in the comments ♥
id hospital
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中国成头号威胁！特朗普再发疯 背后阴谋败露 - Duration: 15:21.
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仮想通貨取引所HuobiがXRP先物取引を...機関投資家に向けた仮想通貨デリバティブ構想!今後のリップル,ビットコインの価格の動きは!?2019年1月28日最前線暗号通貨情報最新ニュース - Duration: 5:49.
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Fake Love by BTS -- Sign Language Cover - Duration: 4:02.
For you, I could pretend like I was happy when I was sad
For you, I could pretend like I was strong when I was hurt
I wish love was perfect as love itself
I wish all my weaknesses could be hidden
I grew a flower that can't be bloomed in a dream that can't come true
It's so fake and I'm so sick of this fake love
I'm so sick of this fake love (fake love)
Fake love (fake love)
I'm so sorry but it's fake love (fake love)
Fake love (fake love)
I wanna be good man (just for you)
I gave the world (just for you)
I changed everything (just for you)
Now I don't know me (who are you?)
(Hey!) The forest just for us, you weren't there
The route I took, I forgot
I even became quite unsure of who I was
Try babbling into the mirror, "Who the heck are you?"
For you, I could pretend like I was happy when I was sad
For you, I could pretend like I was strong when I was hurt
I wish love was perfect as love itself
I wish all my weaknesses could be hidden
I grew a flower that can't be bloomed in a dream that can't come true
It's so fake and I'm so sick of this fake love
Love you so bad
Mold a pretty lie for you
Love is so mad
Try to erase myself and make me your doll
Love you so bad
Mold a pretty lie for you
Love is so mad
Try to erase myself and make me your doll
I'm so sick of this fake love (fake love)
Fake love (fake love)
I'm so sorry but it's fake love (fake love)
Fake love (fake love)
Why you sad?
I don't know, I don't know
Smile, say "I love you"
Look at me, even I gave up on myself
Even you can't understand me
You say I'm unfamiliar, changed into the one you used to like
You say I'm not myself which you knew well
No? What do you mean no?
I'm blind
Love? What the heck is love?
It's all fake love
(Woo) I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why
(Woo) Even I, Even I don't know myself
(Woo) I just know, I just know, I just know why
'Cuz it's all fake love, fake love, fake love
It's so fake and I'm so sick of this fake love
Love you so bad
Mold a pretty lie for you
Love is so mad
Try to erase myself and make me your doll
Love you so bad
Mold a pretty lie for you
Love is so mad
Try to erase myself and make me your doll
I'm so sick of this fake love (fake love)
Fake love (fake love)
I'm so sorry but it's fake love (fake love)
Fake love (fake love)
For you, I could pretend like I was happy when I was sad
For you, I could pretend like I was strong when I was hurt
I wish love was perfect as love itself
I wish all my weaknesses could be hidden
I grew a flower that can't be bloomed in a dream that can't come true
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5 Truths about Plastic You Don't Want To Know - Duration: 3:49.
Can we let our world go to waste?
Here are 5 truths about plastic you don't want to know,
and 5 things we can do to make a change.
Fact number 1:
Plastics are made from oil with a highly pollutive production.
And plastics don't just dissolve.
They break up into microparticles that circulate in the environment.
A single water bottle can take up to a thousand years to break down.
Fact number 2:
We, in Asia, are world leaders in plastic pollution.
The Philippines alone dumped over 1 billion pounds of plastic into our ocean.
That's over 118,000 jeepneys worth.
In 30 years, there will likely be more plastic in our oceans than fish.
Fact number 3:
Over 600 marine species are affected by plastics.
Nearly 45,000 marine animals have ingested plastic and 80% were injured or killed.
Plastic can pierce animals from the inside or cause starvation, entanglement, loss of
body parts and suffocation.
Fact Number 4:
As plastic travels with ocean currents,
an island of trash called the 'Great Pacific Garbage Patch' that is larger than Texas
has been born.
There are currently many islands of trash in our seas.
In 2010, a dead whale washed up on Puget Sound.
In its body were a pair of pants, several towels, and much more.
And in 2017, a whale washed up in Norway and contained over 30 plastic bags.
And lastly, fact number five.
83% of our drinking water contains plastic.
Studies show that consuming plastic could lead to cancer, effects on hormone levels,
and cause heart damage.
Plastic has been found in the blood of even new-born babies.
So, what can we do?
Start by saying NO to single-use plastics!
For starters,
Get a reusable water bottle and enjoy saving money.
The next step is to use tote or biodegradable bags when you go shopping.
Third:
Carry reusable chopsticks for your meals.
The fourth is to avoid using plastic straws.
Enjoy the feeling of a drink on your lips.
And lastly:
Use soap instead of shower gel and stay away from scrubs as many use microparticles.
And of course, Recycle.
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Snowy said that this game game it shit but i don't think soo (read the desk please) - Duration: 30:04.
THIS CC MADE BY GREEN WINGED UMBREON
wow i love this STUPID intro (QuQ)
he afk ?
YEP ! HE AFK
GOD DANG IT ! HE WON'T PLAY !?! >:(
checking stuffs ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
FINALLY !!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok soo it have been long times huh ?
TheNayKids i mean you Snowy_wolf remeber the last times when we talk and i said am going to play CHINA game again and you said : "THAT STUPID GAME AGAIN ? ugh that game shit"
welp it not and in this vid i will prove it....even i don't know how to.... x'D
he left ?
THE BRICK HE LEFT !]
i'll try this map my self then.....
yay ! :)
why me ? QuQ
actully i don't even know what am i doing.....
PLAY BY MY SLEF ! YEAH !
god am gonna die
I AM GOING TO GET CHU !
COME HERE YOU ACHY BITCH ! HA HA HA HAH HA HAH A !
(oOuOo)
(oOuOo) GET DUNKED ON ! YOU JUST GOT SOME GOOD TIMES!
he kick me cus am too PRO for him x'D
but i am actully still a noob thought it just cus he can't see my bom
let see can i beat this CHINA dude
THIS BATTLE ! HAHAHA ! OMG ! I CAN'T EVEN SEE WHERE CAN I RUN OUT OF HIS BOM ! HA AHA HAH A H ! x'D
oh no.....
(-_-) DETERMINATION (oOuOo)
WELP ! there go my VICTORY chance ..... (QuQ)
welp ! i think it enough for this vid BYE ! DON'T FORGET TO LIKE SHARE AND SUB FOR ME FOR MORE VIDs BYE !!!!!!!!!!!
(you can pause and check more VIDs up there if you want)
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NCIS: Los Angeles - Can't Do This Forever - Duration: 3:35.
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News24 - Barcelona fans blast Man Utd target Philippe Coutinho... harsh or have they had enough? - Duration: 4:37.
The Brazilian is having a hard time with the La Liga giants as speculation over his future continues to linger
Manchester United and Paris Saint-Germain are reportedly keen on the midfielder, who is determined to stay and fight for his place in Catalonia
Ernesto Valverde has given the former Liverpool man a run of games in his starting line up hoping that he can play his way out of rough form
But after Coutinho's first-half display in the La Liga match with Girona, Barcelona fans were not impressed
One tweeted: "Valverde has given Coutinho enough chances. He has to start benching him ASAP
I don't care if Dembele is injured, he should change formation if need be and play with 2 strikers
"Coutinho had a lot of chances to prove his doubters wrong but his attitude is awful
BENCH HIM." Another added: "Something might be wrong with Coutinho." A third wrote: "Having Coutinho on the wing is just so wasteful man, you have a player that can make great runs down the middle and high IQ to make that final pass to Messi or Suarez shits so frustrating to watch
" And a fourth wrote: "If United or Chelsea offer €120m for Coutinho, I would sell him without thinking and nothing happened here
" A fifth said: "it has reached a point where I'm sorry to see Coutinho play, at this rate this summer we will accept the €110million offered by United
" Coutinho has managed just four goals and two assists in 19 La Liga appearances this season
Last season he finished with double his current goals (eight) and assist (five) tally having played one match fewer
Since joining the Blaugrana last January for £142million, he has failed to live up to his pricetag
Coutinho missed a one-on-one in the match after being put through on goal by Lionel Messi and was clearly short of confidence
Fans were not holding back in their criticism at a time when he clearly needs an arm around him
Another fan tweeted: "Bad game man. Coutinho underperforming again ffs. Tired of seeing him doing that game after game
Need a few more goals to establish our dominance tbh." A second said: "Coutinho shouldn't play vs Sevilla if he continues to perform like this even if Dembele is injured
We need to be extremely clinical midweek." Another claimed: "Coutinho never wins any press
he acts like he's pressing but he just run around in circles. it's becoming and pain to watch him
He's doing everything wrong." Valverde has revealed he is not happy with Pep Guardiola's approach for Frenkie De Jong, after it was revealed the Man City boss gave him a personal phone call to try and persuade him to come to the Etihad Stadium
"You can't call a player who already has a contract," Valverde said. "It isn't my code of conduct to call a player who is under contract with another club
If I do it, I won't say it. If the player says it then it is his problem. "I have nothing to say about it
Everybody has a different way of doing things. This club acts in a certain way. And I have nothing to say about it
"
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Activity Stream in Blackboard Learn with the Ultra Experience - Duration: 1:06.
The up-to-the-minute activity stream lets you jump directly into course actions.
Let's take a quick tour.
Activity stream items are grouped into four categories to make the list easier to scan.
Students will find important information at the top.
These could be notifications about past-due course work.
View your top five events that will happen in the next seven days in the Upcoming section.
If no upcoming events are available, this section doesn't appear.
In the Today section, see everything happening and in the next 24 hours, including institution-wide
announcements.
If you haven't checked in for a bit, view stream items that were previously in the Today
section over the last seven days in the Recent section.
This is a lot of content, and you may not be looking for all of it at once.
Just filter the stream to focus on the information you want.
Or select the Stream Settings icon to open the Notification Settings panel and choose
which activities appear on your Stream page.
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Letters to an Asexual #65 ("Asexuality is your whole life!") - Duration: 42:50.
Sure is a rainy day.
Ahh.
Mmm.
Coffee.
Cool.
This mug is so cool.
When it finishes changing colors it has nice little messages on it.
Fury.
Patience.
Conversation.
Yep.
I'm ready for a nice hot cup of coffee on a day like today.
Hehhehheh.
We're gonna make a video!
How about that.
Have y'all been wanting a video?
I hope so.
Well, I'm ready to make one.
Getting the camera plugged in for ya.
There we go.
That way I can talk for a long time.
And not worry about it giving out.
So, hi everybody.
It's time for another Letters to an Asexual.
And this is 65.
And um, this looks a little close.
Let's move back.
Okay.
I hope you can see me.
This is pretty much exactly the kind of thing that I hate when other YouTube video uh, creators
spend the first one to five minutes just rambling about stuff that people watching their videos
did not come for.
Um, so I have some personal updates and whatnot, but I'm gonna share them at the end of the
video because first I wanna share an actual letter that you guys have probably come to
this video to watch.
And um, then if you're interested, you can stay for that.
Um, I watch a lot of YouTube, uh, reactors and stuff, and it drives me up the wall sometimes
that they spend all this time talking about what their schedule is or when they're going
to upload the video I'm watching.
And I'm just thinking, who needs to know this?
Who is the audience for this information?
I'm just really confused and I'm just rambling to you about it because I recently watched
one where the guy didn't get started talking about the subject of the video until fourteen
minutes in.
He was literally rambling about his upload schedule the entire time, and I'm, ahhh, anyway,
really frustrated about people who do that.
So I will save my personal updates until the end.
Um, how about if I pull up today's letter, which is actually gonna be two letters!
Um, they both kind of cover the same topic, which is why I'm reading them both, um, one
is a little more coherent than the other.
The uh, second one is admittedly from a known troll, but it's still uh, an interesting thing
to tack on, I guess.
So, um, first I'm going to read you something that came as a YouTube comment a while back.
And so this person says, "I don't have a more polite way of saying this, but you're an attention
whore.
Posting one or two videos about your sexuality is fine, but you base your whole channel and
all your videos on something that's your personal business.
Maybe you should post a video about your narcissism."
I responded to that with, "Aww, LOL.
Honey, get some perspective.
You don't have a more polite way of saying this?
Sure you do.
You just didn't want to.
You want me to shut up because you don't think this is relevant to anyone, and can't imagine
anyone doing it for any reason except ~attention~.
Waaaaah.
Have you ever heard of a theme channel?
Most video channels have a theme.
Mine posts a new asexuality video about once a month.
Guess I just have a life completely consumed with it if I make a video once a month, huh?
You might want to watch Letters to an Asexual #19 if you think this isn't helping anyone
and it's just about 'my personal business,' though.
I realize it's been invisible to you your entire life because you have the luxury of
not having to deal with it, but that may give you some perspective on why people who are
asexual--who have very few resources available to them--need there to be people like me creating
content.
What a snotty thing for you to do, then--to try to silence people because YOU don't have
a personal use for the content."
And he replied, and said, "You claim to be an artist, a writer, but you're completely
defining yourself by your asexuality.
I'm sorry but refraining from sex and romance is not profound or even that interesting.
You don't go through shit compared to gays and transgendered people.
Legal issues with marriage, job discrimination, abandonment from family and friends, medical
issues, being targets for violence and even murder.
You don't have sex.
Wow!
Holy shit, that's fucking amazing, you special little snowflake!
Go write books and blogs, and try to be a figurehead for an asexuality movement, march
in parades, pass out flyers, raise awareness for your cause which is of little consequence.
I think you're full of shit.
I think you love attention.
I think you love being unobtainable.
You love being a tease.
You love having guys try to change you.
Your OKCupid profile is a fucking novel about yourself.
You're a hack.
You should be defining yourself through your art."
And I replied, "First, please stop prefacing things you're saying with 'I'm sorry but'
because you're not sorry, and if you were, you'd stop.
As for 'it's not profound,' I agree.
Why would something have to be profound for me to make a video about it?
'It's not that interesting' is subjective.
I have close to 4,000 subscribers--" and this was obviously made a while ago because I have
more than that-- "and they do seem to think it's interesting.
That doesn't prove anything objectively.
Just that I seem to be doing something people are interested in, so your opinion that it's
not interesting is not relevant to me.
And on the violent little pee-potty tantrum you're having here about how OH MY GOD OTHER
PEOPLE HAVE WORSE PROBLEMS THAN YOU FUCKING JERK YOU FUCKING BITCH STOP SPEAKING BECAUSE
IF SOMEONE HAS A WORSE PROBLEM THAN YOU THEN YOU SHOULD NEVER TALK ABOUT ANYTHING OR ELSE
YOU ARE AN ATTENTION WHORE OH MY GOD.
Like, calm the fuck down.
Why the hell would my problems have to be comparable to someone else's on the same axis
before I should be allowed to talk about them?
That's completely asinine.
Do you isolate ONE 'worst problem' and then tell everyone who talks about not-as-bad things
that they need to shut up out of respect for the worse problem?
I mean seriously, get over it when people who are not you want to talk about themselves.
And all the nonsense about how I'm just a cock tease is funny.
You should probably stop telling other people what they think and believe, or what they
'should' be defining themselves through, because you're honestly not very good at it.
Considering my various accomplishments that I ALSO devote my time and energy to, though,
including novels that are not about myself, I think I'm doing pretty well.
But I can't imagine that you've actually researched any of that.
Feel free to do your homework and find out what I'm talking about if you want to.
My book that came out earlier this month--" you can see how long ago this was, "was praised
in the New York Times this week, for instance--they don't seem to think I'm a hack, and neither
do the hundreds of people who spent thousands of dollars on my book in the past thirty days.
I've been interviewed in over a dozen publications since it came out, been on TV internationally,
got offered another publishing opportunity based on the success of my first.
But I guess I need a trollish YouTube commenter to come and tell me I'm not doing enough with
my life (or the right things with my life) so I'll realize I'm just a piece of crap and
just like attention.
Wow, kid, get a life."
Um, and uh, for the record, um, a couple of my previous videos, like, recent ones, have
talked about kind of the other stuff I do besides this uh, this channel and most of
the videos on it being about asexuality, and aromanticism, and community, um, but um, I
kinda feel like a lot of people subscribe to YouTube channels because they want that
content that they came for and if the content starts to drift into something else or they
don't focus enough on what you came for, a lot of times people do unsubscribe.
They, they wanna know where to get this specific information.
My channel is not really about me.
It's, um, I guess it is sometimes, and I feel like I'm allowed to share personal stuff on
here if I want to, but this is not the primary place where I show all the other things that
I do.
I feel like most of y'all are here to hear me talk about asexuality, read my hate mail,
uh, share some of my lectures, my updates, my information, my perspectives, have a chat
in the comments, and um, I feel like if I diversified the content a lot, um, that would
maybe alienate my core audience, I don't know.
Um, but like I said, I, I feel comfortable once in a while, like, uploading a singing
video or something.
Um, and um, I think that people like that who say I must be obsessed with asexuality
if I make a theme channel about it are um, you know, they're one side of this argument,
and then, the other side of that argument would be what I just described, it's like,
well I came and I subscribed to you for this and now you're just not doing that very much
so I don't wanna be here.
Um, when I started getting very um, serious about my publishing career, I made a separate
channel for that, 'cause I felt like most people who wanted to hear specifically about
that would go to that channel instead, and I only have two YouTube channels, they're
about those two main subjects, and most of the other stuff that I do, like art and stuff,
I'm not a professional at, at art or singing, so I upload my singing to a karaoke website,
I upload my art to one of my Tumblr blogs, it's like, it doesn't make a lot of sense
to me that um, you would expect all of the content that I produce or all of the stuff
that I do to be all in one place or else I must not be making it.
Um, on that note, I'll read the other one, which a lot of this is kinda ridiculous stuff,
but I'm gonna share it with you just to I dunno, let you go through what I go through
a little bit.
Um, so this person commented quite a while ago on uh, one of my YouTubes, and says, "Great
job!
I chance encountered your channel through means of subterfuge or something, and while
I don't agree with the content (it's a little too monomania for me), it's always good to
see someone succeeding in confronting the "problematic" (sociologically speaking) areas
of human sexuality.
Liked the shirt you wore at the end."
And I was wearing uh, my shirt that said, um, "When you say I'm confused about my sexuality,
you really mean YOU'RE confused about my sexuality."
He says, "Like the shirt you wore at the end.
Reminds me of the tagline from Dustin Hoffman's 'Confidence': 'It's not about the money.
It's about the money.'"
And I replied, "Hm, thanks for the apparently encouraging message, although 'I don't agree
with the content' usually suggests you have a problem with what I'm saying, so if you
have a question or are confused by some aspect of it, feel free to comment.
Regarding 'it's a little too monomania for me,' I'm assuming you mean the channel is
a theme channel and you prefer to look at stuff with more varied content?
(It does have some singing videos and some other personal content, but yes, it is primarily
a theme channel for asexuality.)
Personally I'm about as far from 'monomania' myself in my complete body of work as it's
possible to be, but yeah, if you look at the central hub of my content for one subject
and that subject doesn't interest you beyond a casual exploration, I suppose it makes sense
if you don't really have the patience for it."
And he says, "Iono to be honest I guess if we were to dig deep into my soul with a spade
in the dead of the night I would have to say what really struck me most--and it's real
petty and cheap to say it's affected me this way . . . but in the film 'Seeking Justice'
Nicolas Cage kills a rapist by buying two candy bars and gets off scot-free, so how's
that for cheap?
(In the film the camera lingers on each dollar bill as its sucked into the machine with a
schlorp, intercut with the gaze of the overweight security guard who is presumably contemplating
wangling one of the bars of chocolaty goodness into his mouth)--what concerns me is the agit-prop
nature of your project, and how you engage real people through the illusion of a screen,
i.e., I think it's abysmal that you set up messages you receive from a dating site as
the poor defenseless straw man to your asexual panegyrics.
I'm being completely honest here: these lonely men want nothing more than to find themselves
in the universe, their souls amidst an infinite sea of sand.
The waves crash against the breakers wistfully, the passion is in full force!.
Atop a grouping of craggy rocks in the distance sits a mermaid with a Friend or Match Percentage
significantly reaching perfection!
BUT AVAST!
It was all for naught!
It was a siren's call!
An invitation to deconstruct their ship into bitty pieces!
A real cheap move!
Whyfors and whatnots!
Et cetera et cetera!
Lament for an over-active libido!
I don't know, all I'm saying is, I mean, outside of all that, I do appreciate the normalization
of non-normal sexualities (speaking strictly in terms of standard deviation).
Variety is the spice of life!
Sprinkle some more on, is all I'm saying!
Hashtag forgive this poor soul."
And I say, "I think it's misleading to suggest I'm basically hurting people through the act
of meeting my OWN needs on a so-called 'dating site.'
But my hurt is never as important when people talk about this.
It's always the poor poor men I've hurt so heartlessly being in a public space where
they can be aware of me to want me.
I find that description really irritating, especially since I have been clear--over and
over again--that OKCupid has non-dating preferences BUILT RIGHT INTO IT and that I not only ONLY
check those non-dating boxes but repeat in my profile that I am only there for friendships
and pen pals.
So defending the people who are upset that they can't have me for THEIR purposes as if
they're innocent and have every right to expect to only encounter girls who want what they
want is pretty specious I'd say.
The real problem is that for them it doesn't matter what I want.
They want ME.
And the world tells them they shouldn't HAVE to pay any attention whatsoever to what I
want (or to what I make available VERY VERY publicly so they won't make that mistake).
The world tells them their desires are to be prioritized, and that women are actually
the real enemies here if they are not graciously accepting of (or at least polite about) every
half-assed impersonal request they receive.
We're supposed to mollify these "poor souls" and make sure they never have to take responsibility
for tossing their fishing line out there without regard for who nibbles as long as it's pretty.
We're supposed to just nod and smile and accept that this is our lot in life, and take it
as a compliment even if they put no thought and no work into picking us as a potential
partner.
In other words, their loneliness of a certain sort is not my responsibility, and I'm pretty
tired of being told that it's their desires, not mine, that are the important considerations
in our interactions.
I don't make it difficult at all to see that I am there for conversations of a friendly
sort.
The site has those options built into it, and I'm using them, and I have every right
to be there without being considered a 'siren,' as you put it.
I have my own purposes in being there, and those purposes do not include trying to generate
material for videos (as I certainly have more than enough).
And considering that the site has been working for me to make exactly those friendships I'm
there for, I don't appreciate people telling me I've got no business being there because
some dudes who can't even bother to read my profile might mistake me for someone they
can pick out of a catalog and order for the packaging without regard for the personality.
And for the record, only four out of the seventeen videos I've made for 'Letters to an Asexual'
have source material from OKCupid," obviously that's been updated, 'cause I have far more
than seventeen Letters to an Asexual videos now--"And most of the conversations I've read
have been from YouTube--which I don't think anyone would argue is 'a dating site.'
You're basically telling me that these men are the real victims even though my videos
showcase how their shitty comments are examples of a widespread problem centering around compulsory
sexuality and pointless pathologization of people who are less sexual and asexual.
So . . . who knows if you made a generalization about 'my project' based on a few videos or
whether you just walked away with those particular videos 'speaking' louder in your mind because
you believe men on a dating site have no obligation to treat me how I ask to be treated, but I
think it's a pretty poor analysis.
It's not something I care about, though--I'm 100% okay with anyone having any reason to
not watch my videos, and I don't begrudge you that.
But since you shared with me what your problem is with my supposed mission and it seems to
be pretty divorced from what I think I presented, I figured I'd let you know.
I agree with you about the need for non-normative sexualities to be showcased more readily and
with more sensitivity."
And he replies: "I don't know.
'Real victims' implies that there are fake victims which we are contrasting against.
I think we are all real victims, deep down, honestly.
I know at this point it's gotten really intense, and perhaps I've hashtag engaged with less
than noble motivations--I am a troll, in the most real sense of the word: short in stature,
living under a bridge (the bridge between past and future, smart and stupid, saturated
and unsaturated fats--no trans fats, please, rich and poor--pock-marked, hairy, devoid
of compassion for passers--passer-bys.
More than anything else, this is the problem as I perceive it.
A lot of your work reminds me of, from what I've studied, the pre-Bolshevik Russian revolutionaries.
Filled with fervor, hope . . . self affirming above all else.
And yet trammeled by the machinations of state, thrown aside as scrap unworthy of even the
proles.
I mean this in the most affectionate way.
And yet tinged with sadness.
Agit-prop, for me, is important.
It's fireworks.
And is never quite appreciated as it's exploding in all colors of flame, bringing life to the
obsidian sky.
I think the key question, above all else, is why can't we be happy?
And after that, the second key question is, what are we doing?
And perhaps, if we were really to get deep, another worthy question is: How many keys
are there, that this lunatic asylum we know as Earth should be howling with noise through
the padding at all hours?
Misanthrope.
Philanthrope.
Cantaloupe. People say that as a species we are coming close together, but I think
there's an even deeper alienation burrowing its way into the heart of hashtag wo-man.
Your work is a testament to the digital age.
'This insidious asexual agenda is putting itself out there in a way that is both aided
and abetted by the godless New World Order websites.
Sickening and appalling!'
Pull and tug.
I don't know.
Honestly (what an overused word), as a voracious omni-sexual outsider, a lot of what you say
strikes the resounding tintinnabuli of church bells 'NO!'
A lot of people are sexual.
Most people are sexual.
Most people are motivated by ghastly biologic reproductive urges to litter the earth with
irremovable progeny.
Perhaps for a moment, we can contemplate, the nightmare of 'NO'?
I don't know.
There's a LOT going on, is all I'm saying, and I'm a bit of the old guard, but I would
sacrifice my urges if it could help the new, even in buffoonery.
BUT first, to deconstruct."
That was where I stopped replying because that was a lot of, uh, irrelevant weird stuff
where it mostly just sounded like he was trying to sound really smart, but you know, I understand
what he's saying, it's just not relevant.
Um.
Although that last part about how I should really be thinking about how awful it is to
um, hear "NO" or to have to accept that there are people out there who do not have the urges
that he has, or don't wanna prioritize those urges or make room for them, it's like, I
didn't say anything like that.
I haven't asked people who are omni-sexual or hypersexual to you know, stop being the
way that they are.
I've had, I've mostly just asked people to um, educate themselves about asexuality, and
kinda, do the live and let live thing like I'm doing with them, ya know, but there are
a lot of people who seem to think that our very existence is a challenge to theirs, and
ya know, I guess that's just how some people think.
Um, so, the, I guess relevant part of that is where referred to my channel as "monomania."
Um, and like I said in the aside between these two, um, it's kind of on purpose that I'm
putting most of my asexual content that I think is appropriate for a conversational,
uh, tone, here.
And I'm not using it for most of my other stuff.
I have specialized places for those things that are geared toward that type of content.
Um, so, I always think it's very peculiar and very suspicious when people say that the
fact that this channel has a bunch of videos about asexuality means that that's all I am
or that is all I care about, and um, I just wanna generalize that a little bit to you
know, everybody who feels like asexual activism is an important part of their lives or that
it's important to them but maybe they're not making it an important part of their personal
lives, um,
I think it's important to respect that sometimes we need to talk about these things.
We need to have a place to do that.
But the fact that we wanna talk about it at all is not proof that this is all we do or
all we care about.
Um, like I said in one of the comments, if you come to a place where I've carved out
a ni--a niche to talk about this and then you say that that's all I'm talking about
because that's all you've seen, ey, I mean you're being willfully ignorant of everything
else that I've made, and it's not so much a personal insult as it is um, a recognition
that that's what they wanna do, they wanna say "You're obsessed with this, you are messed
up if you're talking about this as much as you are or you care about this, that proves
that there's something wrong with you, that you're more obsessed with sex than we are."
None of that is true.
Anything that exists should have information out there, words to describe it, conversations
happening around it, and um, you know, if you're watching this as a person on the asexual
or aromantic spectrum, you know what's made things difficult for you in your life.
You know what's, um, been a hurdle for you, you know how that can get in the way of everyday
life in ways that are very hard to isolate and explain to people who don't experience
it.
And I think it's important for content to exist for those people to see we're out here,
we're talking about it, we're having the conversations, we have perspectives that may be useful, um,
you know, and as a person from my background, with my demographics, I'm obviously going
to experience some things that some of you won't, and vice versa, there'll be a lot of
things that I'll never have to deal with that I, I can't um, give you personal advice on
but I can acknowledge that they exist and some of the folks that are in the comments
that are having these conversations surrounding the subjects that I've put out there, are
able to find each other, get perspectives, see that someone else is having this issue,
and talk about it, feel validated, that's not a silly thing.
And people like these two commenters kinda seem like they're trying to make it ss, seem
like we should feel silly that we wanna talk about it.
That it, that we should really be uh, not focusing on it because they don't have to.
That their sexuality is um, never something that they have to fight with other people
about.
Um, sure they have problems that are associated with it, which in the case of the second one,
it sounded like he may have a lot of problems with getting laid or that he wants more um,
sexual attention than he could ever get, so it, it pains him to see people like us who
want recognition for those of us who don't want any sex at all, and that population includes
me, um.
So, I mean, I'm not saying they've never had any problems or any problems associated with
their sexuality, but I am saying they don't have our problems.
And trying to minimize and silence the you know, the conversations surrounding these
issues, is a really low thing to do.
Um, I don't really understand what the motivation is behind it unless they just feel attacked
by our existence.
And um, I've definitely seen that by a lot of majority populations on all kinds of subjects
where, um, they've been challenged so rarely that even seeing a dissenting position that
has nothing to do with them and isn't asking them to change anything, uh, they'll still
take it as if that's what it is, that the very existence of it means that they shouldn't
exist or that they shouldn't be able to talk about theirs.
Um, or else it's the opposite, where it's, it's so much the default that they don't even
see it as a, as a thing.
That, that it being the standard has just been a given for them for so much of their
life that they can't imagine this is something that even causes any anxiety for other people.
I mean y'all have seen me discuss in some other videos, "why don't you just focus on
being human?
why do you have to talk about this? we all love how we love! and just be yourself!"
It's much easier said than done, and we need to be able to have the conversations.
So I would appreciate it if people who wanna understand or at least pretend that they wanna
understand could realize that we do need to have spaces where we have those conversations,
where we show other people that we're having these experiences.
And um, I wish that they would realize the damage that it can do when they begrudge us
our own spaces or our own conversations.
Um, it's really sad that um, they would wanna wade into conversations that have nothing
to do with them and say "excuse me, I don't want you to be able to talk about this!
I want you to feel like talking about this is useless because I don't understand it."
So um, yeah, if any of you recognize this behavior in say, any other aspect of your
life, where you've ever been tempted to say "None of this matters," ya know, take a cue
from this and say ya know what, I probably don't have to go into this conversation to
tell them that it shouldn't be happening.
Ya know?
Things that people are concerned about are things that they talk about, and um, minimizing
their concern or their desire to talk about it is really just kind of a shitty thing to
do.
Personal update.
I got cool new shoes.
I got these at the Skechers store.
Size six in kids.
And they were 70% off!
And I strongly suspect that uh, they were low price because they're large for kids'
shoes, and uh, people who usually fit in this shoe size probably don't want cool light-up
shoes, but uh, I guess that's one really awesome benefit of um, having feet that are on the
large size of kids' size.
They're very cool.
I love them.
Um, I've never had shoes that I have to charge before.
It's really funny.
So I can choose different patterns by pushing this.
I can turn 'em off.
I can turn 'em on just one color.
It's really neato.
I'm not gonna go through all of 'em though because one of 'em is a strobe, and I don't
like that for um, ya know, the possibility of setting off, uh, you know, photo-sensitive
epileptic uh, seizures and stuff.
Let's see.
What else we got?
Um, I got this cool poster.
And um, I've really wanted this art for a while, and I couldn't find it, it's from the
2016 San Diego Comic Con Steven Universe um, signing sheet, and I really just wanted the
art, 'cause I've got the ones from previous years, like that's 2015, that's 2017, that's
2018, but I couldn't find 2016!
And finally I found this one but it was signed by a bunch of people, so it was more expensive.
And uh, I just went ahead and got it 'cause I like it, and that's pretty neat.
Got a lot of signatures on there, eight different people, four voice actors, two kinda creators,
one writer, one artist, um, and of course the creators are uh, Ian and Rebecca, and
they're artists too.
So let's see.
What else is cool?
Um, did some more art like usual.
I've been doing little promo poster type things when new episodes came out for Steven Universe
'cause I really love the show, and uh, some of you who watch it probably know that a season
finale just aired, and that is awesome.
It was really really good.
And um, you know.
I might as well say like, um, I was actually looking for um, someone to watch it with me
now that it's come to kind of a really good stopping point and we're gonna be on hiatus
for a while, I've been toying with the idea of making either like a podcast type thing
on a different YouTube channel or a liveblog where you know, I could watch episodes with
someone and uh, kinda discuss it with them, you know, so if anybody watches my YouTube
channel and is interested in maybe asking me about um, whether they could partner with
me and do that, I would really love to do something like that.
Um, it's kind of a cool way for me to get to re-experience the show while showing it
to someone else, 'cause that's really rewarding, and um, I um, I would prefer to do that with
someone who is mostly unspoiled on the show but is maybe intrigued by my passion for it.
Um, so let me know or s--send me either a comment or a direct message through YouTube
and see if maybe if you're interested we could talk about what format you like for um, for
if you wanted to do that, and um, I would let the person pick what they wanna do, and
I could show you an example or two of uh, either liveblogs or podcasts where people
talk about it, um, this is uh, getting to be a slightly more common format where somebody
who has seen the show shows it to someone who has not seen the show and then like sort
of, I won't say "guides them through it" 'cause they really try to avoid spoiling or putting
anything into perspective 'cause everybody has their own experience, but they kind of
protect them from spoilers and um, are able to put the content in a space where fans of
the show can experience it without that person uh, possibly encountering spoilers from jerks
who wanna tell them what's gonna happen.
Let's see.
Um, stuff in non-cartoon news, um, I had my 41st birthday earlier this month, and um,
my friend Meghan who you may have met in a previous video came to visit for like the
entire week.
She stayed with me, we went to Disney, um, for a day, we went to a history museum in
Orlando, had a good time, um, unfortunately her uh, her birthday is cursed or something
so we got really bad news on her birthday which was two days after mine.
But ya know, I'm not gonna talk about that too much in a video, 'cause it's kinda personal
business I guess, um, but someone we know died so that's really sad.
Um.
Hhhh.
Ya know.
Um, what else, uh, let's see.
Um, I am going to um, have an interview on a comics website, which is kinda cool, um,
that's not like really huge news or anything, but I guess it's unusual for people to wanna
interview me about something that's not related to asexuality, so that's kinda nice.
Um, so I'll have that probably next month I think.
Um, I'm going to be on an asexualities panel.
Uh, I believe I'm going to attend it by Skype.
It's like, for asexual authors, and um, that will be in Canada, but I'm gonna attend by
Skype, so um, that'll be in April, I believe.
So I'm planning to be part of that.
Um, I may have mentioned in my last video that uh, I participated in National Novel
Writing Month, and I was writing uh, a young adult fantasy kind of thing with a main character
that's uh, a lesbian, which is cool, and I think I unintentionally made one of the secondary
characters asexual, I'm not sure, kinda more asexual and questioning, it's uh, it's--was
a surprise to me.
I, I have another novel in development that's a little older that has an asexual protagonist,
and I'm still working on both of those, but um, my uh, my literary agent recently reached
out to me and told me, like, "Hey I'm having a baby, so send me anything that you have
that you want me to read before that, because I'm, my reading's gonna slow down."
And I'm like, oh, well this is a good opportunity to send one of my novels, so I, I'm gonna
be trying to pitch one of those to her, and she said she'd take a look at it, so we'll
see, maybe I'll get fiction out there.
Some of the other efforts that I had for my fantasy novel trilogy, um, if, some of y'all
might've known that I, um, was trying to get fiction published as well and I did get a
literary agent, and I got a lot of nibbles from mainstream publishers, but I didn't get
an offer on, on the book trilogy, and um, it's difficult to um, figure out what to do
with a picture that has kind of gotten some nibbles but hasn't gotten anywhere with like,
you know, a mainstream contract, and my agent didn't wanna go down to very small publishers,
she really was convinced that it deserved a bigger contract, so um, we kept trying and
then she had some health problems and now seems to have kind of disappeared.
So I'm going, I'm going to offer some unrelated fiction to the literary, the separate literary
agent I had um, who sold my, my nonfiction book, 'cause she also represents fiction.
So we'll see, I mean, there's a lot of fish in the sea and I keep writing books, so um,
I have some New Year's Resolutions, which you know, some of them are related to writing,
I wanna finish both of those books that I started, I wanna, um, one of 'em was getting
some of my older stuff to my literary agent, uh, I'd like to start submitting some more
short stories, um, I'm uh, uh, hopefully this is not weird to anybody to talk about this,
but I'm on um, a slightly modified eating plan to try to lose a little bit of weight
because I have gained some weight and I think that my choices at this point are either buy
a new wardrobe or um, drop a few points.
I mean, for someone who's as small as me, it's kinda like I don't have to lose very
much to go down a size, because a pound is more on a very short person, but you know,
it's still like I need to lose about 10 more pounds.
So we'll see.
It's going well though.
Um, I'm doing kind of a group thing, where we try to keep each other accountable, it's
a little cheesy, but it's a thing, ya know, I'm just not really used to it.
So I'm trying to play more Dance Dance Revolution, you've seen my pad over there.
My dancing pad.
I have an old video where I did that.
I still do it.
I still do it.
Ahhh.
What else.
Um.
I mentioned last time that my family from California came to visit, and so did my, um,
my other sister from North Carolina, we saw each other around Christmas time, had a good
time, um, got to see my little nephew who's now five, and he's adorable.
And uh, what else can I tell you?
Mmm, I lost both my grandparents last year.
Um, my grandmother finally passed in December, so that was really sad.
Um, lot of uh, I dunno, this is awkward, but like, I'm starting to realize I have a lot
of dead people in my phone.
It's really depressing.
So um, I guess uh, once you get to a certain age and you're lucky enough to be one of the
people who's still here, you're gonna lose some people you know, so um, that's really
sad.
Uh, what else.
Work is still going well.
It's about the same as the last time that I talked about work.
Um, and uh, I guess I don't really have too many other things to update you on right now.
But feel free to ask if there's something that you wanted to know about.
Um, I'll talk to y'all next time!
Thanks for watching!
Bye!
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The father of a 14-year-old girl who took her own life has said that he believes social media played a part in his daughter's death
Molly Russell 'showed no obvious signs' of severe mental health issues before she was found dead in her bedroom in November 2017, her dad Ian said
After her death, her family discovered she had been 'suggested' disturbing posts on Instagram and Pinterest about anxiety, depression, self-harm and suicide
Molly Russell, 14, took her own life after looking at images normalising suicide on social media (Picture: PA) Pinterest hosts pictures of self-harming, fists clutching bottles of pills and mottos which normalise suicide, all of which can be seen by children over 13
The website uses algorithms to suggest content that might interest a user, and even sent her Molly a personalised email containing images of self-harm in the month after her death
Drug addict set mother-in-law on fire after police 'failed to deal with violent behaviour' One of the images featured a girl with a cut thigh and was captioned: 'I can't tell you how many times I wish I was dead.' Advertisement Advertisement Mr Russell told the Sunday Times: 'The more I looked, the more there was that chill horror that I was getting a glimpse into something that had such profound effects on my lovely daughter
'Pinterest has a huge amount to answer for.' The dad, from Harrow, north London, believes Instagram 'helped kill my daughter' after it was revealed she had looked at multiple images which normalised self-harm
One account she followed featured an image of a blindfolded girl hugging a teddy bear with the caption: 'This world is so cruel, and I don't wanna to see it any more.' The teenager showed no obvious signs' of severe mental health issues before being found dead in her bedroom in November 2017 (Picture: PA)He has joined other families calling for a ban on social media sites for allowing young people to be shown images that could impact their mental health
Experts have said that some images on Instagram, which has a minimum joining age of 13, may act as an 'incitement' to self-harm
Blood splatters McDonald's floor after stabbing victim ran inside for help Ian is now calling for tech companies to remove the type of imagery that Molly was looking at before her death
He said: 'It is clear to us that despite what the social media companies tell the public about their policies of removing disturbing content that such content is still available for young people to find easily and by finding it they have more and more of it pushed on them by algorithms
Advertisement Advertisement 'It is time for tech companies to stand up and take more responsibility for the content available to their young users
Pinterest even sent her a personalised email containing more disturbing content the month after her death (Picture: Getty) 'While many may say it is impossible to "police the internet" there must be a better and safer way to control what we expose young people to on the internet and to ensure more support is offered to those looking for answers online
'This is far too important an issue to simply dismiss as being too difficult. 'However, I fear that the tech companies have already shown that they cannot be trusted to police this themselves and that legislation may well be needed.' Health Secretary Matt Hancock has now written to Internet giants to tell them they have a duty to protect young people who user their sites
In his letter to Twitter, Snapchat, Pinterest, Apple, Google and Facebook, who own Instagram, he said: 'It is appalling how easy it still is to access this content online and I am in no doubt about the harm this material can cause, especially for young people
'It is time for internet and social media providers to step up and purge this content once and for all.' Experts say some images on Instagram, which has a minimum joining age of 13, may act as an 'incitement' to self-harm (Picture: PA) A spokesperson for Instagram said: 'We are undertaking a full review of our enforcement policies and technologies around self-harm, suicide and eating disorders
Advertisement 'As part of this, we are consulting further with mental health bodies and academics to understand what more we can do to protect and support our community, especially young people
'While we undertake this review, we are taking measures aimed at preventing people from finding self harm-related content through search and hashtags.' An inquest into Molly's death is expected later this year
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LeBron James Injury Update: Will Lakers Star Return vs. Sixers? | Heavy.com - Duration: 5:23.
LeBron James Injury Update: Will Lakers Star Return vs. Sixers? | Heavy.com
The much-anticipated return of Los Angeles Lakers star LeBron James may be near.
Or, maybe we should hold off on the excitement just a bit at this moment.
It's tough to gauge exactly what the outlook of the future Hall-of-Famer is when it comes to his groin injury.
But one thing that's certain is that he won't suit up for Sunday's game against the Phoenix Suns.
While James is trending in the right direction, he took a huge step forward in his recovery on Saturday.
As the Lakers revealed (with pictures, which was a nice bonus), LeBron returned to full contact defensive drills during the most recent practice.
The importance of this can't be understated, as there were talks that James had done some non-contact work prior, but the fact he's in the mix at practice points to a return being near.
There is yet to be a return date set, but the outlook improves with this news and we're going to take a look forward at when he could realistically suit up.
Will LeBron James Return vs.
Philadelphia 76ers?.
For the first time since LeBron's injury, there is a real reason to believe he may return in an upcoming game.
There are currently eight games remaining (including Sunday) before the All-Star break, and there have been no signs pointing to James missing the festivities that weekend.
In turn, expecting him to get back in the lineup sooner than later makes sense, but doing so against the Philadelphia 76ers on Tuesday would be beneficial for a few reasons.
The Lakers are obviously being cautious with James, which is the right move, and even when he returns it'll almost certainly be with a minutes restriction.
Tuesday's game against the Sixers marks the team's final "home" game (they play the Los Angeles Clippers two days later) before the All-Star break.
After the Clippers matchup, they have five-straight games away from home, and it's a stretch where the star will desperately be needed.
This run includes dates with the Golden State Warriors, Indiana Pacers, Boston Celtics, Sixers, and Atlanta Hawks.
While playing the Sixers in Los Angeles on Tuesday will be a tough matchup, giving James one game at home to log some minutes before this stretch could be key.
Hopeful of James' Return for Tough Stretch.
With the Lakers sitting at 25-24 currently, facing the first four teams listed on that road stretch, as well as the Sixers and Clippers prior to it, could leave them in a tough spot.
James returning won't completely keep that from happening, but it's a starting point, even if he's only able to play on a minutes restriction.
The Athletic's Bill Oram cited that many had circled the game against the Suns as a possible return date for James.
With that being the case, signs do point to him suiting up soon, and Tuesday is a decent spot to keep an eye on.
If you assume the Lakers defeat the Suns and move to 26-24 with five games they could easily lose waiting ahead, the idea of going into the break at 28-29 or 29-28 is far less than ideal.
Even with their star back in a restricted fashion, it would at least give Los Angeles a chance to push a few of the top-tier teams that lie ahead.
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Bored? Timothée Chalamet caught reading during viral SAG Awards moment - Duration: 1:50.
Is Timothée Chalamet studying statistics? Reading the script to Call Me By Your Name 2? Getting acquainted with the menu? No one knows — yet
But the Beautiful Boy star and Best Supporting Actor nominee was caught with his nose in some reading material during this year's SAG Awards, right behind John Krasinski and Emily Blunt, two nominees who were paying attention
EW caught the screenshot and posed the question below… What's Timothée Chalamet reading at the #SAGAwards? 🤔 pic
twitter.com/4GmfbYJY0m — Entertainment Weekly (@EW) January 28, 2019 …to which there were some hilarious responses
figuring out what the Kominsky Method is — Omar Sanchez (@OhMySanchez) January 28, 2019 The children's menu 😂👌🏽 — Adrienne L (@cocogbay) January 28, 2019 When you gotta attend the SAGA's tonight but you got finals tommorow
— Adhyban (@adhyban) January 28, 2019 We'll just take it as Chalamet being unable to move past playing noted bibliophile Elio
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Fox Sport News - Crystal Palace 2-0 Tottenham: Wickham scores on long-awaited return - Duration: 11:05.
For Crystal Palace, this was an afternoon for individuals to remember.Connor Wickham finally put more than two years of injury troubles behind him to score his first goal in 799 days
Meanwhile, goalkeeper Julian Speroni buried the memories of last weekend's nightmare at Liverpool with three saves that helped his team over the line and in to the fifth round
For Tottenham, on the other hand, the failure was wholly collective Andros Townsend doubled Crystal Palace's lead from the penalty spot, sending goalkeeper Paulo Gazzaniga the wrong way The winger got his body over the ball to smash it into the back of the net and score against his former club Tottenham's reserve goalkeeper Paulo Gazzaniga was sent the wrong way, and could only watch across as the ball went in The spot kick was awarded after Kyle Walker-Peters mis-timed his jump and handled a cross put into the area Wickham was waiting at the back post and was unable to make contact with the cross as a result of Walker-Peters' handball Kieran Trippier had the chance to pull a goal back for Spurs with a penalty of their own, but skewed it horribly wide The England international held his head in his hands after failing to hit the target and pull his side back within one goal Shorn of injured players such as Harry Kane and Dele Alli and with other luminaries left on the bench in the name of rotation, Maurico Pochettino's team underlined much of what we already know, namely that the Tottenham squad is just not deep enough
Pochettino is not keen to buy players during this transfer window. He will not buy for buying sake, apparently
That's all very well and will no doubt please the accountants tasked with making up the shortfall from failure to build the club's new stadium on time
But as injuries have bitten during the recent weeks of Tottenham's season, the deep flaws in that policy have become clear
If you are to compete on two or three fronts at this time of year then you need bodies and after a summer of similar transfer inactivity, Tottenham do not have enough of them
After this, it is a dormant argument anyway. Now that defeat to Chelsea in the Carabao Cup semi-final has been followed by FA Cup disappointment in South London, a heavy work load is no longer Tottenham's problem
All they have left is the Premier League and the Champions League and as such it looks as though yet another Pochettino season will end without a trophy
Sooner or later, the Argentinean's CV is going to look lop-sided in the very worst way and if he is to move to Manchester United in the summer then he will do so having won not a single trophy in ten years as a manager
Here, Palace very much deserved their win. Spurs enjoyed the weight of possession but Palace had the purpose and the will and the decisiveness in front of goal
They were the team who looked as though a place in the next round was important to them and they had the individuals who stepped up to make the key contributions when it mattered
Wickham's goal in the ninth minute was a tap in but meant everything after so long out with knee trouble
In the modern game, the cruciate knee injury remains the greatest horror, particularly for forwards who rely on mobility and sharpness
The penalty call had been given after Patrick van Aanholt brought down defender Juan Foyth just inside the area Georges-Kevin N'Koudou also had a point-blank range effort saved by Julian Speroni following a well-worked free-kick At close quarters, Spurs squared the free-kick to the unmarked N'Koudou at the back post, who had a free shot on goal Connor Wickham arrived at the back post to slot the ball home and give Crystal Palace the lead after just 10 minutes The imposing forward timed his run into the box expertly and was able to latch onto the delivery and find the back of the net Tottenham players were left asking questions of each other after conceding so early into the contest at Selhurst ParkSo we can only guess what Wickham has been through since pulling up lame against Swansea more than two years ago
He has been eased back in to action slowly by his manager Roy Hodgson this season and only eight minutes had passed when Jeffrey Schlupp surged past Davinson Sanchez in to the penalty area and brought a low save from Paulo Gazzaniga, allowing Wickham to convert the rebound from a couple of yards
Few goals will come easier to the 25-year-old but equally few will ever mean more
His celebration spoke volumes from that point of view.Given a platform by the goal, Palace built on it quickly as Tottenham faltered
Tottenham had some possession and territory but didn't create anything other than a long range shot from Lucas Moura and when visiting defender Kyle Walker-Peters inexplicably handled a high cross just after the half hour Andros Townsend drove the resulting penalty down the middle and placed Palace in control of the game
Townsend should have scored again almost immediately. Set up by Patrick van Aanholt, he had the whole goal to aim at from 15 yards but struck his shot straight at the goalkeeper
That felt like a big moment and certainly would have been had Kieran Trippier not wasted a golden opportunity of his own right before half-time
Van Aanholt's penalty area challenge on Tottenham's Juan Foyth was rash but Trippier's subsequent kick was just dreadful, missing Speroni's right hand post by at least a foot
Prior to that Speroni had made a stunning double save from Georges-Kevin N'koudou after Tottenham had worked a clever free-kick on the edge of the penalty area
Early in the second half, meanwhile, the 39-year-old denied Fernando Llorente when the Spaniard had turned smartly in the area to drive a shot low towards the centre of the goal
Wickham was mobbed by his team-mates after putting Palace ahead and getting back among the goals for his side Wickham hit the back of the net on his first start in 792 days after suffering a serious injury which kept him sidelined Wickham acknowledged the support from the home faithful, who roared his name following his early strike Wilfried Zaha was involved in the action from the off, and look to quickly kick-start attacks on the Spurs defensive line N'Koudou was given a rare start for Spurs, after recently impressing when coming on as a substitute in the Premier League They were important saves because as poorly as Tottenham were playing they would surely have fed off the momentum of a goal
In his programme notes, chairman Steve Parish had written about Speroni, asking supporters specifically to forgive him the previous weekend's mistake at Anfield
By the end, the Argentinean was being cheered from the field and it felt as though that particular mission had been accomplished
Afterwards Hodgson was wreathed in smiles. The Palace manager is 71 now but the competitive fires still burn
Pochettino, meanwhile, spoke of his ambitions in his team's two remaining competitions
But the stark truth is that another season is in danger of withering on its vine and deep down the Tottenham manager will know it
Opposing managers Roy Hodgson and Mauricio Pochettino greeted each other warmly on the touchline before kick-off
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Liverpool transfer news: Reds to stick to Callum Hudson-Odoi plan despite Chelsea blow - Duration: 3:34.
That's per the Liverpool Echo. Reports from Germany earlier this month indicated that Liverpool had registered an interest in signing the England youth international
Sport Bild claimed that the Reds had even met with Hudson-Odoi and his brother amid speculation of a move to Bayern Munich
The Bundesliga champions are believed to have had as many as four bids rejected for Chelsea's academy graduate, with the largest said to be £35million
Hudson-Odoi only has 18 months left on his contract at Stamford Bridge and has handed in a transfer request in hope of more game-time elsewhere
The 18-year-old played and scored last night as Chelsea beat Sheffield Wednesday 3-0 in the FA Cup fourth round
But he has yet to start in the Premier League despite an impressive pre-season, making just five starts for the club across all competitions since his debut a year ago
It has even been suggested that Chelsea were willing to offer up to £85,000-a-week to tie Hudson-Odoi down for the long term in west London
But the Liverpool Echo say Liverpool will not make a move for the winger, who has been at Chelsea since the age of eight
Their report claims the Merseyside club have no interest in moving for Hudson-Odoi, freeing up Bayern to secure a deal
It is claimed Jurgen Klopp does not believe there is enough value in signing the youngster given his attacking options already at his disposal and the fee Chelsea would demand
Asked about whether he had just played his last game after scoring against Wednesday, Huson-Odoi told BBC Sport: "I don't know
I can't say. But you know I just keep working hard and you never know what happens
" And Chelsea assistant boss Gianfranco Zola, speaking after the match, implored the goalscorer to stay after chants of, 'We want you to stay' rang out at Stamford Bridge
Trending "We want him to stay as well, we were singing too," the Italian joked
"He has a contract. We believe in what he can do for this team. I don't think there are many 18-year-old players around Europe that are are playing as much as him in a big team
"If you look at Juventus, all the big teams, they don't have many 18-year-old players playing like we do
"That shows that we believe in him, we think he can be an important player for us, so we will see what happens
"We can do as much as we can do. From our point of view he has a lot of strong players next to him
But we still find the space for him to play. Did he look like he didn't want to play?"
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കരിയിലകള് ടെറസ് കൃഷിയില് ഉപയോഗപ്പെടുത്താം - dried leaves usage at terrace garden - Duration: 4:17.
today's episode is about using dried leaves in terrace gardening.
we have mentioned this several times, people asking about
the advantage and methods.
we have many benefits with these leaves, first is we can reduce the quantity of potting mix.
next
is it will reduce the total weight
of bag or container.
finally these
leaves become compost within
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so, don't through dry leaves next time and we will make another video about
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Liverpool news: Simon Mignolet reveals Man City talk is off limits in dressing room - Duration: 3:13.
Liverpool are four points clear of Manchester City at the top of the table as they search for their first ever Premier League title
The last time the Anfield outfit won England's top tier was back in 1990 with four second-placed finishes coming since then
Reigning champions Manchester City are Liverpool's closest challengers currently and beat Jurgen Klopp's side earlier this month
Mignolet was part of the team that finished second in 2014, their title challenge ended after Steven Gerrard slipped against Chelsea and a 3-0 lead was lost at Crystal Palace
But having come so close once before, Mignolet has admitted neither City nor the title is on the mind with over three months of the season remaining
"All of the players here would instantly become legends," Mignolet told the Liverpool Echo
"It would be massive after so long without winning it. "But now isn't the time to think about that
In the dressing room we never really speak about the title. "We know we are in the race, we don't have to be silly
It's a positive at this stage of the season but things can change quickly. We need to keep at this level to stay in the race
"We've won the last two since losing to City. That defeat made things tighter at the top but the performance was something where we showed we are on the same level as them
The belief is high. "All the fans are so hungry and eager for it. The title is the biggest thing you can fight for
"We all have a part to play to really push the lads and do our jobs the best that we can to help us achieve it
" Alisson, who is Liverpool's current No 1, has admitted that Pep Guardiola's City are still favourites for the title
"Liverpool now have the quality to fight for the biggest trophies, there is no doubt about it," he said
"But there's a long way ahead of us and it's important to be sure where we are going
"City proved their strength by winning the league comfortably last year. "They have also invested for this season, so their team is even better now
They are very tough opponents and the big favourites."
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