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Here's a big big map.

A unique, interesting, large map our part of the world from the beginning of the 18th century

The "Map of Poland and Russia" contained the following note:

"To His Most Serene and August Majesty Peter Alexovitz, Absolute Lord of Russia & c.

This map of Moscovy, Poland, Little Tartary, and ye Black Sea & c.

is most Humbly Dedicated by H. Moll Geographer ".

We therefore know that the map has been prepared through Moll for the needs of Tsar Peter the Great.

Published in London around 1729 copperplate engraved

with a very decorative cartouche was extremely spectacular,

a large-format map of Russia, Ukraine, Poland, Finland and the Baltic countries,

plus an area Balkans and the Black Sea.

It also contained a note about the preparation of the map by Cornelis Cruis, John Thesing, Captain Pamburg

and on the corrections of Captain John Perriego, made in the map design in accordance with the Tsar's guidelines.

The first one, Cruis, was an important collaborator of Tsar in the field of building the naval power of Russia this period.

The creator of the map, Herman Moll (c1654-1732),

he was one of the most important English figures cartography of the late seventeenth and early eighteenth centuries

He worked as an engraver, map creator and publisher.

In 1707 Moll started working for 10 years

on his famous publication 'The World Described',

being one of the best known English atlases of the 18th century

He also participated in the preparation of other atlases "Thesaurus Geographicus" (1695),

'Twenty Four New and Accurate Maps of the Several Parts of Europe '- 1706.

Fully convinced of the exceptional value presented cartography of the eighteenth century

Welcome to the website www.atticus.pl

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U.S ARMY'S SUPER GUN - STRATEGIC LONG RANGE CANNON (SLRC) - Duration: 7:17.

The U.S. Army could soon have a cannon that can fire much further than any gun in the

world.

As per Military.com, General John "Mike" Murray, the head of the Army's Futures Command

has told Congress that the work is ongoing on developing a new cannon named as The Strategic

Long Range Cannon (SLRC).

The cannon is being developed to have a range of 1,150 miles or 1850 km.

This will be uncharted territory for artillery guns and if it comes to fruition, the cannon

will one of a kind with no match.

In this video Defense Updates analyses why the U.S Army's Strategic Long Range Cannon

(SLRC) will be a nightmare for Russia & China?

Let's gets started.

Currently, U.S Army is dependent on U.S Navy and especially the U.S Air Force for long-range

strike.

This is how the wars in Afghanistan, Iraq, and Syria have been conducted.

Air strikes were made available on demand for U.S Army.

But going forwards this tactic will be harder and harder to implement since American rivals

like Russia & China are developing long-range air defense systems.

For instances, the Russian S 400 air defense system can strike airborne targets at ranges

up to 400 km.

This technically means the U.S Army's artillery fire will have to take the lead.

At present U.S artillery platforms are not in good shape since they have long been neglected

as most of the heavy lifting was done by Air Force's 'close in ground strike' missions.

In 2016, former National Security Advisor H.R. McMaster told Congress that US field

artillery is "outranged and outgunned" by its Russian and Chinese counterparts .

Viewers may note that keeping this view, in 2017, the Army Chief of Staff, Gen. Mark Milley,

officially made Long-Range Precision Fires (LRPF) the US Army's No. 1 priority.

LRPF is an umbrella program of which Strategic Long Range Cannon is a part.

1,150 miles or 1850 km range for a cannon is enormous, to say the least.

At present U.S Army's largest gun are M109A7 Paladin self-propelled howitzer and the M777

towed howitzer.

Both of these are 155 mm guns and have a range of 18.6 miles or 30 km.

The Long Range Land Attack Projectile, a shell especially developed for the Zumwalt-class

of destroyers which was ultimately canceled due to high cost has a range of 85 miles or

135 km.

To give the viewer a perspective, it is to be noted that even the massive 16-inch guns

of the Iowa-class battleships had a range of only 23 miles or 37 km.

In the 1960s, Canadian artillery engineer Gerald Bull developed the High Altitude Research

Project or HARP.

HARP was designed as a satellite launch vehicle so that it could propel projectiles up to

111 miles into space.

HARP was created by end to end joining of 16-inch naval gun barrels and had a weight

of 100 tons.

The gun never saw operation, as it was canceled in 1967.

In the 1980s, Iraqi dictator Saddam Hussein roped in Gerald Bull.

He wanted to have a massive cannon, so that shells could be lobbed at Iran & other rivals.

The prototype was named "Baby Babylon" and was intended to be a test bed.

It had a bore diameter of 330 mm and was 100 feet long.

It is estimated that the gun could fire shells unto a range of 400 miles or around 640 km.

The actual gun was named Big Babylon and was to be far massive in structure to the prototype.

It had a bore diameter of 914 millimeters and was expected to launch a 1,322 pound shell

to a distance of 528 miles or 850 km.

Gerald Bull was killed by suspected Israel agents and the gun was never completed.

The supercannon will basically be a supersized version of current guns and in all probability

use a traditional explosive charge to hurl the shells.

In Oct 2018 Col. John Raffert told reporters, "I don't want to oversimplify, (but) it's

a bigger one of those.

We're scaling up things that we're already doing"

The shells in all probability will be much smaller than that of the 1,322 pound shell

of proposed Big Babylon, gun so that it can attain greater range.

The shells will most likely be GPS enabled so that they have high precision.

According to Secretary of the Army Mark Esper, who says the fantastical weapon would "open

the door" for the other services, blasting enemy defenses before they have a chance to

open fire on U.S. Navy, Air Force, and Marine Corps forces converging on the region.

Esper was quoted in Task & Purpose having said that the gun could sit in a "gun pit"

on the edge of the South China Sea.

As per him, the gun could destroy Chinese warships and military targets on islands across

the South China Sea, destroying air defense sites, radar installations, anti-ship missiles,

and even air bases.

A supergun deployed in Philippine archipelago on the eastern edge of the South China Sea

could hit Chinese military installations in both the Spratly and Paracel Island chains,

including air bases on Subi Reef and Fiery Cross Reef.

This could severely degrade Chinese defense and enable U.S forces to mount offensive.

The gun could be handy against Russian too.

A gun like this based in southern Germany could potentially hit Russian military assets

in western parts of Russia.

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Monster Glass GF100-200mmF5.6 R LM OIS WR with Huseyin Taskin | FUJIFILM - Duration: 3:16.

I don't actually say I'm tired.

It makes me feel good to be on the road in search for photography.

My photos should belong to anywhere and any time...

So they should not belong to a place.

Especially in the cold and snowy weather, I get closer to it in the highs.

I'd like to be isolated from everything and stay there.

Mostly the winds.

A stiff wind can transform even the harshest geographies into unique emotions.

On the roads…

I see the ones who have lost their way,

those who are cold,

those who have to go and those who have to stay.

Sometimes I leave myself to the excitement of the moments I never knew,

and sometimes

to the warmth of the faces, I always know in the houses I've never been.

When I am faced with photographic moments, I add it to my own feeling world mostly using narrow angles.

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Forex RSI Indicator Strategy - Duration: 10:04.

today I'm going to show you a Forex RSI indicator strategy that actually can be

used for stocks and futures and eminis as well not just for options but we're going to

use Forex examples today and it is one of the best RSI trading strategies that

I've seen you can use it for day trading and it's a little bit advanced I would

say maybe intermediate and we're not going to be using divergences so much

like a lot of people teach and I'll show you why in a minute

so the RSI is a momentum indicator just like the stochastic indicator MACD

indicator these are all momentum indicators that's the first thing to

understand so when we talk about it we're talking about strength momentum

think of a train going down the track has a lot of momentum so when you think

of that energy of momentum understand that we're looking for a sustained

energy it's very hard for a train to go down the track and just stop on a dime

right even if you apply the brake gonna keep going so that's the type of thing

that we really should be looking for here with the RSI indicator so the

strategy is this so let me bring up first my indicator so I'll show you how

I have it set they always get this question as well I should so it's very

simple the way I have it set is 14 periods that's pretty common this

particular indicator has a moving average connected to it I took that off

well I just made it one so it doesn't show up and then they set the RSI to red

that doesn't really matter but anyway okay oh and then the other two things

upper and lower where's an alliance over 30 and 70 again pretty standard but I've

seen people use different different parameters there so those are ones that

we're using for today's purpose already so now here is the concept the concept

is this that as long as the indicator red line here is between 30 and 70 we're

not seeing any super strong momentum in either direction alright so there's some

there's some but we want a lot for this particular strategy

so we're gonna look for the very first time notice this whole time here that

the indicators stay between 3d and 70 so the first time is the key the first time

that it hits in this case 70 that's showing a lot of strength to the upside

so now that train is going very very fast north and we got a lot of momentum

now look what happens again you don't want to trade an indicator by itself an

indicator is well what does an indicator do it does what it promises it indicates

okay so it doesn't tell it's not a fortune-teller it's not a crystal ball

but it is a mathematical formula and that math is meaningful and in this case

we've already discussed what that is momentum so then we look for other

things we say okay well what's going on when we hit that strength level that's

bullish strength see a lot of people interpret this as overbought overbought

and that is not normally the best way to read this the first time it comes into

here an operative word first then we are finding a very initial movement of

strength now we got a resistance level over here and we break above it so

that's very key then we come back and I've got a 20-period moving average here

that's what this black line is 20 period II know this is the yeah 20 period EMA

so mmm the key is we hit that strength here so the indication is that there's

strength to the upside and we want to do is say okay why are we doing with price

levels up we broke above it confirms the strength we retrace back to it

and we retreat retraced back to the 20 EMA in this case used your favorite

moving average if you want to and so we have a cluster of support and therefore

and we're in ace we've had our first strong impulse move up and therefore

that's where I would get in looking for the train to continue to go up that

momentum to continue alright so early why do we say the first time to

the miss named overbought line I say that

because we want to get in as early as possible into a new indication

professional traders are always getting in early amateur traders are always

getting in late so you take the first signal now sometimes these signals will

continue very long a long time other times not so much so that's where your

money management and risk management comes in in this case yep pretty dang

good we'll get that thing just go to the moon so pretty awesome all right now

let's look for a next signal now there's a next one okay boom again so this is

the first time after a long time of the RSI being between 30 and 70 here and

this is the first time boom it hits 70 again so momentum up for the first time

for a long time strength up again not overbought oversold see some people will

teach that's overbought and you should go short mmm that's napped and it's now

I would trade this so as we go forward then again what do we got we got

ourselves the first time it hits there boom we get above the previous high so

for prey structure retrace back to the moving average in and we go so you could

really break this down into three steps right step one look for the first time

it hits the upper line there I don't want to call it the overbought line but

the upper line at 70 that's step one step two do we break a previous price

high step three wait for a retrace back into our moving average and also we can

extend this price high over here we want that kind of cluster I would say this

again you can use different moving averages you can use your favorite but I

like to see it the key to me is I like to see it hold this I'll bring this

across here like this and and hold that previous high so it's a break and

retrace to it so that resistance becomes support as is commonly talked about all

right so that's really the technique step one two and three three-step

technique that you can use for this now you can

use this to the other side as well but you know and I want to just show you

this because this is very important all that is nice and neat and tidy but top

titrating here we insist on showing you all kinds of times when things don't go

as perfectly so here we get the first time that it goes down and hits the

lower line at 30 all right does it work out it does but

it's not so neat and tidy because we've already broken out through this

resistance level or support level way back there right okay and do we return

back to the movie George not quite not quick don't quite make it so we don't

get you know that perfect one-two-three setup that we were talking about but it

still works and this is what I want to point out so we get our retrace this is

what I would look for boom boom boom boom boom

we got a retrace now at this time you might want to say okay we've stayed

below the moving average we've got a nice pin bar here for our candlestick

and you can use that for your entry to go to go short all right

so and then if you want to you can even go back here and say whoa wait a minute

is there a support level that we have broken and the answer is yes let's see

so in this case we hit our momentum indication here which is bearish we

broke through a support level that we have to go all the way back here now to

find and we retrace to it so sometimes you just have to be a little more a

little more historical data because we had such a strong down move here before

we got the indicator signal okay but did principle still applies it's still there

it's still there it's just in this case we had to go back there so you might

have to when you get a big impulse move like this then you might have to look

back a little further to find the support level or resistance level let

you broke it now I encourage you to have also you know some other things here

that you're looking for but that's the step one two and three you might want to

combine with other things you're already using

and then again don't treat just one indicator left for prey structure make

sure you got your risk management your money management honed in that's very

very critical so if you liked the video if you found it helpful feel free to let

me know down in the comments if you have any questions type them there also I

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Teu Beijo... Teu Corpo...Tua Alma (2019) - Rick Jones Anderson (Poesia e Narração) - Duration: 2:47.

"Your Kiss ... Your Body ... Your Soul ..."

Poem and Narration

Greedy Looks ... Trembling Legs ...

Cry of the Soul ... For Fears that remain ...

Fear of Loss ... Of Solitude ...

From the "Nevermore" ... Pain in the Heart ...

I miss the taste ... of the lascivious sap ...

Missing Smell ... From Expectation ...

From Touch, from Embrace ... inflamed! ... Needy!

Also of the Will ... frenzied! ... Urgent!

Your Kiss in My Body ... Penetrate My Soul ...

Kill My Headquarters ... It Sats Me ... Calms Me ...

Half Woman ... Half Girl ...

In a Body Carved ... By Sin ...

Full of Virtue ... For me ... Messalina ...!

Making of Me ... A Passionate!

I wanted this girl ... to be less pedantic! ...

Less Presumed ... Without So Much Vanity ...!

And by remembering this ... Until this moment!

I'll Be Mourning ... Your Longing!

Dedicated to Suellen O.Jones

Background music

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Fireball - M. S. Farzan - Duration: 3:18.

Fireball!

Is a third-level spell I guess it's just as well

And now I feel like hell Because I couldn't tell

Friend from foe Swords and shields

Don't matter much to me But bags of holding?

Baby you know I've got three I'd show you my ranged attack

But there ain't that much to see 'Cause I'm a wizard-for-hire

And here for the party What a waste

Of a friendly NPC Fireball!

Is a third-level spell I guess it's just as well

And now I feel like hell Because I couldn't tell

Friend from foe Full plate armor

Might protect you for a while But a wizard's robes?

Now that's much more my style I got a familiar

He's a pirate crocodile His name is Lewis

But we all call him "Arrrrgyle" Now I'm no Merlin

But I am an anglophile Fireball!

Is a third-level spell I guess it's just as well

And now I feel like hell Because I couldn't tell

Friend from foe Transmutation

Doesn't interest me But Evocation?

Now that's much more my speed At graduation

They gave my wands to me And I thought I'd make some gold

As a mage mercenary I wonder if

It's under warranty Fireball!

Is a third-level spell I guess it's just as well

And now I feel like hell Because I couldn't tell

Friend from foe Got a job

As a sorcerer supreme Thought I'd show them

Just what I'd bring to the team Cast a fireball

Into a group of giant spiders Didn't realize

It would hit our dwarven fighter And our elven ranger

And our half-orc bard And our dark elven warlock

And our human cleric And Lewis

Hope the cleric Knows a good apothecary

Fireball!

Is a third-level spell I guess it's just as well

And now I feel like hell Because I couldn't tell

No I couldn't tell You know I couldn't tell

Friend from foe

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Delirium Tremens | Alcohol Withdrawal | Personal Story - Duration: 15:53.

Hi, in this video we're gonna talk about the big scary boogeyman of the alcoholics world the delirium tremens the DTS

this is the worst case scenario for alcohol withdrawal and

I'm going to tell you the warning signs the symptoms what to do about it what to do instead

I'm going to tell you what the doctors say

And I'm also going to tell you a personal story of mine about a grand mal seizure that I had as a direct result

From alcohol withdrawal, but first let me introduce myself. My name is James

I am a grateful recovering addict and alcoholic

I have been clean and sober for three years after drinking for two decades drinking and using drugs

I have experienced the full spectrum of jails institutions and death

I tell you my stories here every week in order to help you and loved ones that are suffering from addiction if you haven't considered

consider subscribing

Check out some of my videos in this

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resources

Links to my videos check it out now

Alcohol withdrawal what used to be a hangover?

We used to be a headache for half a day

gradually, if you drink like I did turns into a

Medical condition called Billy Graham tremens and what is a DT?

What is a delirium tremens well around five percent of people with alcohol withdrawal get delirium tremens

Often called the DTS. This extreme reaction is characterized by a severely confused state

disorientation hallucinations with and

Alcohol withdrawal seizures. The risk is greater

If you've been drinking for a long period of time people are hospitalized and deaths do occur. There are only two drugs on earth

can

produce the outcome of death from withdrawal and that is

benzodiazepines and

Alcohol, I have a personal story in 2010. I was roughly at the middle of my

Drinking escapades and my disease had progressed to the point of drinking every day this particular

episode

started with a two-week

run of drinking and using

This time was benzos

xanax, I

Was drinking and using so much that I was blacked out and I would wake up

And I would still feel the drugs and alcohol in my body

Benzodiazepines and alcohol affect the CNS the central nervous system

This is where the danger comes in with withdrawing from them

I had decided that I was going to go cold turkey

Off of alcohol as I often did up to this point as a young man

I had many times come away from a heavy drinking weekend and come off with no problem the years progressed

The hangovers became very intense

Sleepless nights sweaty days and I began to have the shakes

After periods of drinking I would shake so so bad that I couldn't hold a beverage I found myself

Shaking more as it got closer to my mouth and I would spill beverages and martinis were out of the question. I

Early on accepted the fact that I was never going to be a martini drink because then we're teeny glass

far from

stable in this shaky hand

Anyway around 2010. I had been drinking for two weeks and

Sunday rolled around and that was usually the day to sober up shut myself in a dark

room with a TV and water or Gatorade

To try to stave off the two weeks or ever however long that period have been

drinking heavily

well in this particular instance, I

Had a week or two off from work, or I wasn't working

I had decided to go on the wagon and do it myself

this is generally a bad idea and

I'm about to clarify why that night Sunday night after not drinking all day

Was a sleepless night

tossing target

sweaty

Nightmarish visions shaking feeling just like a shell of a person. I woke up in the morning ready with the worst of it

I thought had passed and this was Monday. What about my day?

This was far more than a hangover. I

Didn't have an appetite. I was exhausted but couldn't sleep

When I closed my eyes, there'd be this

flashing busy thoughts running through my head

Just confusion

racing thoughts

Really?

dark thoughts and just

Not well, well, that was Monday and then Tuesday came and I'm expecting a better day now

this this was

Slightly I felt slightly better was forcing myself to eat soup and stuff at this point. I

Was in a medical condition I was sick

But this is day two now. It takes about three days for any substance to clear up nicotine alcohol

Around the third day it's past

well the second day was

Because I'm comfortable first and then the third day came around and I fully expected to be better. Now. I

Felt better in ways, but there was one particular way that I was not feeling better in this particular way was different

This day I had planned to go over to my sister's house

My my mother was babysitting my niece my sister's daughter while she and her husband

Well my sister and her husband went out on a dinner day and I was gonna go hang out with my mother and my niece

Well during the day I remember of sunny out and I was in my apartment

getting ready to go over there in a few hours and I was

Going through my mail and I remember there was a blank spot in the form of like this black cloud

Over my right eye and I couldn't focus or see

what I was reading in my mail and I would try to cover my right eye and look through my left and

It still wasn't disappearing because this this black spot was as I later found out was in my head. I

was basically having

blank spots in my vision this was

This was alarming confusing

But I have done it many times before so I thought I'd do it this time too, although this was new so

I couldn't see for the life of me. I couldn't focus and I was starting to worry because in this particular

run of drinking and eating xanax I had

Fell flat on my face. My mother said I was at one point standing in her living room and

I was standing straight up. She said I'm six four. I was standing straight up and I

She said I fell over

Directly and she said shook the house with my this front part of my face and head hit the floor

This was upstairs stripped the house and I

Was worried now seeing black spots. I was worried that I had a concussion. I've had concussions before having spent a life

drinking and using

Behaving recklessly, I've had five concussions. So I

Fully expected that I had a concussion. I also was aware of the dangers of alcohol withdrawal

but having never had a seizure or

Delirium tremens to an extreme nature. I

Thought I could get away with it

One more time. Well, I couldn't see I called my sister. I told her

she

You know recommended I go see the doctor. I said no, I'm just gonna come over and I made the

Irresponsible decision to drive with a black spot over my vision now. Luckily. I

Made it to her house, but on the way I remember

Driving with one hand over my eye

trying to close one eye and driving trying to see and

simultaneously

reciting the Our Father I grew up Catholic and I remember the Our Father prayer and that's all I can say because

I was seriously scared. This was a feeling I hadn't felt before

this was the third day without drinking and

I knew something was happening

It was about a 20-minute drive to my sister's house. And I took the highway. I remember saying our father over and over

And closing one eye and I made it. No, I'm not religious but

It is suggested that sometimes for fools and drunks. God does for us what we cannot do for ourselves

Well, I didn't make it to my sister's house and I get in the door and I I immediately let my mother my brother-in-law and

My sister knit all of it sums up

When I sit down she gets me an ice pack and I tell him my symptoms. I just sat on my ice pack and waited

Then just like a thousand times before hoped that it would pass

They one other day my brother-in-law and my sister and my mother and my niece and I sat down to watch

Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs. I

Remember, my niece was on the floor. I was sitting here watching

And my mom was on the couch back there folding laundry. I

remember thinking as I watched this

Erratic animation with flashing colors and lights that

Computer-generated images at a high rate. The high speed wasn't too good for my condition

And it was making me feel

very uneasy and very uncomfortable and very

Scared I remember shutting my eyes and just hanging out

At this point I knew something

Something was pending was coming and it was a very scary feeling

My niece was into the movie

My mom whether or not she was watching the movie was folding laundry

Probably keeping an eye on me. But you know, I'm a big boy. I've handled things

None of us expected what was about to happen? I

remember

After having my eyes closed for a while just getting up and deciding to go

Into the kitchen and do some dishes

This was probably just like that our Father prayer in the car another foxhole

attempt

of a man in a desperate situation

To cleanse my spirits by doing something for another

Human being doing something good for a change. So I was doing my sister's dishes

and

I remember while doing the dishes

out of nowhere

The most vivid hallucination I have ever had

in my right eye there was a black and

negative white light pinwheel right off of dead center and I remember seeing it and putting the dishes down and

Standing up not standing up but backing away from the sink and looking right at it

And saying am I seeing this I am definitely seeing this. This is a very this is definitely a hallucination I later found out

After all of this occurred that this is called the aura

epileptics and people that experienced seizures

Report an aura which is different for every individual for me

It was this black and negative white light pinwheel clear as day. This was the alarm. I

Dropped everything I'm doing walked into where my chair was in the living room. My mom was there

Karras was right there and I sat down

chin

it felt like it was being pulled towards my

Shoulder and as it was I remember saying mom?

And this inflection of my voice this

accent she later told me was one she's heard before and it is one of

It means I'm in trouble. That was the last thing I remember was saying that woke up on the stretcher and

I looked at the paramedic or and whoever was carrying me and they said you've had a grand mal seizure and

He handed me a bucket and I knew immediately that was to throw up in because I was about to throw up

I threw up in the bucket. I

Remember the ambulance ride

long story short

the things to look out for if you're coming off of alcohol or

benzodiazepines or xanax klonopin ativan any of the benzos

black spots vision

Shaking dizziness nausea confusion. These are delirium tremens symptoms. This happened on around the third day

and

Ignored it until there was a serious

consequence grand mal seizure a

Term that still to this day scares the crap out of me. I

Saw the aura and luckily. I wasn't behind the wheel. Luckily I wasn't in a pool swimming luckily

I wasn't holding a child or operating machinery. These are the ways people died from seizures. That was my one and only

seizure from alcohol withdrawal and I'll remember it I

later

From that point on after having gotten back into drinking dan

discovered detox centers detox centers

It's usually a routine of about seven seven days. They

Medically treat you for alcohol withdrawal, ironically enough. This is with benzos ativan mostly which is a mild

Benzodiazepine prevents seizures and it's a it's a it's like a step down from that. Have you drinking four times? And

Around seven days are good to go. And that's when you go to rehab because if you drink again

Your body just elevates right to that level and then on and it gets more dangerous and more dangerous

Well, that's about it for this week. That's alcohol withdrawal and

Don't take it lightly and it's very serious. It's no longer a hangover if you've been drinking for years and drinking heavily

There is a real danger

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