And I remember everything, Everything I loved,
I gave it away like it wasn't enough
All the words I said and all you forgive
How could I hurt you again?
What if I let you in?
What if I make it right it?
What if I give it up?
What if I want to try?
What if you take a chance?
What if I learn to love?
What if, what if we start again?
On this time I can make it right
With one more try Can we start again?
In my eyes, You can see it now,
Can we start again, can we start again?
Emptiness inside me, wonder if you see
It's my mistake and it's hurting me
I known where we've been How did we get so far?
What if, what if we start again?
On this time I can make it right
With one more try Can we start again?
In my eyes, You can see it now,
Can we start again, can we start again?
I'm lost inside the pain I feel without you,
I can't stop holding on, I need you with me!
I'm trapped inside the pain Can we never love again?
I'm lost without you!
One more try,
Can we start again?
In my eyes, can you forgive me now? (Can we start again?)
Can we start again? (one more try?)
Can we start again?
Can we start again? (can you forgive me?)
Can we start again?
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Kā nomainīt aizmugures riteņa gultnis MERCEDES-BENZ E W211 PAMĀCĪBA | AUTODOC - Duration: 26:43.
Use a socket №18
Use a combination spanner №18
Use a torx №T30
Use a socket №32
Use an end bit №10 and an open-end wrench №18
Use a socket №16 and an open-end wrench №16
Use a torx №M12 and a open-end wrench №18
Use a socket №E18 and a combination spanner №18
Use a socket №E18 and a combination spanner №18
Use an end bit №10 and an open-end wrench №21
Use a socket №8
Use a socket №E12
Press in the hub using a hydraulic press
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4 Passos para começar seu próprio negócio - Duration: 3:26.
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🍉 Watermelon Lollipops Finger Family - Duration: 1:37.
Daddy finger, daddy finger,
where are you?
Here I am, here I am.
How do you do?
Mommy finger, Mommy finger,
where are you?
Here I am, here I am.
How do you do?
Brother finger, Brother finger,
where are you?
Here I am, here I am.
How do you do?
Sister finger, Sister finger,
where are you?
Here I am, here I am.
How do you do?
Baby finger, Baby finger,
where are you?
Here I am, here I am.
How do you do?
Daddy finger, daddy finger, where are you?
Here I am, here I am.
How do you do?
Mommy finger, Mommy finger, where are you?
Here I am, here I am.
How do you do?
Brother finger, Brother finger, where are you?
Here I am, here I am.
How do you do?
Sister finger, Sister finger, where are you?
Here I am, here I am.
How do you do?
Baby finger, Baby finger, where are you?
Here I am, here I am.
How do you do?
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Unknown Female Idols 002 - Duration: 1:13.
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Wie MERCEDES-BENZ E W211 Radlager hinten wechseln TUTORIAL | AUTODOC - Duration: 26:43.
Use a socket №18
Use a combination spanner №18
Use a torx №T30
Use a socket №32
Use an end bit №10 and an open-end wrench №18
Use a socket №16 and an open-end wrench №16
Use a torx №M12 and a open-end wrench №18
Use a socket №E18 and a combination spanner №18
Use a socket №E18 and a combination spanner №18
Use an end bit №10 and an open-end wrench №21
Use a socket №8
Use a socket №E12
Press in the hub using a hydraulic press
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Slim Rimøgrafia- Burla Part. Bitrinho (Áudio) - Duration: 3:53.
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Jacque Fresco - Sistema a copertura totale - Duration: 10:27.
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Ersin Çakı Kanal Şarkısı - Türkçe Rap - Duration: 2:17.
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The craft - As joves bruxas: aprendendo com a MAGIA (filmes q ensinam) - Duration: 6:41.
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"UFO" SMASHED Plane Full Of NBA Stars a Broken Nose : Explained 😛 - Duration: 5:31.
Hi, I'm Heathcliff and this is Lions Ground.
I hope you have a fantastic day.
Last Saturday, during a flight from Minneapolis to Chicago, the plane was filled with Oklahoma
City Thunder that was hit by a bird or birds.
Bad Tweety The UFO achieves the headlines.
Some people define the UFO as an alien object and in journalism like RT as a "non-alien"
flying object because it is officially unknown what the plane has hit.
The UFO Youtube channel Secureteam10 shares his thoughts in a 7-minute lasting video birds
are not an option.
"The plane flew too high" Based on a tweet of one of the passengers.
Basketball player Steven Adams wrote on Twitter "Hey @NASA @neiltyson @BillNye, We had a rough
flight, to say the least.
30000 feet in the air.
Flying to Chicago.
What caused this?"
Adams was a passenger, not a pilot.
The information about the height is unreliable and incorrect.
The plane did not fly 30000 feet in the air when it hit tweety.
A Delta Airlines spokesperson told the newspaper USA Today that the plane likely hit a bird
while descending.
I quote "Delta flight 8935, operating from Minneapolis to Chicago-Midway as a charter
flight for the Oklahoma City Thunder, likely encountered a bird while on a descent into
Chicago.
" The word "descending".
The word descending describes that the plane flew below 30000 feet.
It can easily be that it flew between 20000 - 15000 feet or less.
It is true, the highest probability that an aircraft will collide with birds is during
landing or takeoff.
But there are also accidents with birds at heights at 30,000 feet and above.
An aircraft over the Ivory Coast collided with a Rüppell's vulture at the altitude
of 11,300 m (37,100 ft).
Bar-headed geese have been seen flying as high as 10,175 m (33,383 ft) above sea level.
Ducks, swans, or geese fly both at night and during the day, Small insect-eating birds
fly alone at night.
It is also claimed, "I do not see blood so it was not a bird".
Years ago I rebuilt my Honda into a low riding racing thing on wheels.
I got a collision with a fluffy hare, I drove 170 km-ph.
My polyester wide-kit in front was scattered in 1000s pieces.
No splash of blood or body parts like testicles or eyeballs.
The aircraft's nose consists of Pyrolytic carbon or reinforced carbon-carbon composite
or HRSI ceramics.
People underestimate the Impulse of Force of a simple bird like a duck.
If an aircraft strikes a big bird at a speed of 500 MPH, the impact will be about 25 tons.
Debunker Hoaxeye commented under the tweet of Secureteam10 with a rectorial multiple
choice game.
Options: 1) It's a bird.
2) It's a plane.
3) It's a Superman.
Correct answer is #1 UFO or Interest from Italy said "Breaking
News!
Identified" A cartoon plane with a hole in the nose in the shape of a bird (I did not
know he had humor).
My response, "maybe it was a flying pizza".
or iron man?
The plane with Oklahoma City Thunder as passengers remained unharmed.
The Manatee experience was the talk of the day.
Become member of the 'pride', join the club, visit patreon.com/lionsground and access to
ad-free content: behind the scenes, bloopers, underground stories, monthly live-sessions,
and many more and this all exclusively on Patreon "and" you support my work.
So join the club, visit patreon.com/lionsground To watch more of my video click the videos
on the screen.
Thank you for watching.
I'll see in the next video.
I'm Heathcliff, your host, lionsground.com
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Princesa Ela é - France Lima (autoral) - Duration: 1:59.
WHO WAS BORN ALREADY BROUGHT WHAT IS NOT WORDS THAT CAN CHANGE
EACH BE REACHED TO FACE YOUR TRUTH ANYWHERE
BE THE MAN OR WOMAN BUT WHO MAY VOID
The CARE WITH A NAME SO SPECIAL WHOSE ARRIVED TO GENERATE
WITH PAIN YOU AND I LET GO WHAT ELSE CAN GIVE NAME
PRINCESS, PERHAPS NOT WRITTEN ON A PAPER BUT WHO MIGHT BRING A LIFE
WHO HOLDS IN A LIFE THAT IS THE POWER GIVEN TO A WOMAN
PRINCESS, PERHAPS NOT WRITTEN ON A PAPER BUT WHO MIGHT BRING A LIFE
WHO HOLDS IN A LIFE THAT IS THE POWER GIVEN TO A WOMAN
PRINCESS YES IT IS
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A VERDADEIRA HISTÓRIA DO HALLOWEEN - O Cristão Pode Comemorar o Dia Das Bruxas? - Duration: 5:37.
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PELLEGRINI DELLA RETE [Hatsune Miku canta in italiano] [Gigi Miu] [Vocaloid] [ITA] - Duration: 5:46.
♩Get lost in the net with me♩
♩Just me and you♩
♩Far away from everyone else♩
♩Run away with me♩
♩Forever♩
♩We are the net pilgrims♩
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'We Don't Have Time For This' Ep. 204 Official Clip | The Shannara Chronicles (Season 2) - Duration: 1:26.
ALLANON: The terrain is treacherous. We walk from here.
Sorry about him. He's not a real people person.
I don't care about having a father.
I just need a teacher.
WIL: I don't remember passing through here
the last time we went to Paranor.
ALLANON: We're taking a detour.
You're doing that thing again,
where you don't tell me what's really going on.
Well, this is Wolfkstaag.
Old magic from the Great Wars is rooted here.
We don't have time for this.
We need to get to Paranor.
Bandon is under the thrall of the Warlock Blade.
He is bringing us to Paranor
as part of his ploy to raise the Warlock Lord.
We agreed we were going to rescue Flick,
regardless of the risks.
I will not allow you to sabotage that.
I am not.
But if Bandon succeeds,
we will need the only weapon that can defeat him.
The Sword of Shannara.
The Sword is buried in Tyrsis.
ALLANON: That was just a cover story.
Then where is it?
It's buried with your father.
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Don´t close your eyes (Please Activate the subtitles) - Duration: 1:42.
*I'm Afraid
*Somebody is watching me
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The Untold Truth Of Fear Factor - Duration: 3:24.
Hosted by Joe Rogan, Fear Factor was a game show involving contestants doing the grossest
and scariest things possible, all for a shot at $50,000.
Over nine seasons beginning in 2001, the show subjected contestants to every horrible thing
imaginable, and some unimaginable.
Here's a look at the untold truth of Fear Factor.
It was canceled twice
The television gods hate Fear Factor so much, they canceled it not once, but twice.
Now, there were a lot of reasons the show could have been canceled, including the fact
that it probably should never been approved in the first place.
But in 2006, the original run ended for the most boring of reasons: low ratings.
In 2011, though, NBC decided to revive the show for reasons known only to them.
Only eight episodes were aired and a ninth was pulled due to objectionable content, leading
the show to be canceled again.
Thank goodness that's behind us, right?
Oh, wait…
Third time is not the charm
It's pretty rare for a show to get a third chance at life, but MTV decided to give Fear
Factor another chance, relaunching the series in 2017.
Fittingly, they chose rapper Ludacris as host.
There are a few changes to the new Fear Factor, though, as it focuses less on eating disgusting
stuff, and more on stunts that help people overcome their real-life fears.
As an MTV statement put it, the show is
"...custom-created for a generation that is increasingly empowered, while also more anxious
than ever."
That translates to challenges where contestants must sit in an electric chair, get covered
in snakes, or face their fear of drowning.
Fear Factor: Unleashed
Yes, a show about people doing daring activities in real life became a terrible video game
for the Game Boy Advance called Fear Factor: Unleashed.
Needless to say, it received terrible reviews, thanks to boring mini-games that were designed
to only appeal to the show's hardest of hardcore fans.
Whoever they are!
"Yeah, that's the way you do it!"
Universal Studios has a live version
Ever watched Fear Factor and lamented you weren't the one eating spiders or being drowned
in a tank?
Well, then head on down to Universal Studios in Orlando, where Fear Factor Live is ready
to test your courage.
Yes, in this live show, several park-goers are brought onstage to compete in legitimate,
Fear Factor style games starring creepy crawlies and vertigo-inducing heights.
It's so intense, participants have to sign a liability waiver, but don't worry: if you
aren't picked, you may still be able to do disgusting stuff like eat bugs for prizes
in a pre-show challenge.
Hurray?
Everyone's a loser
If there's one thing worse than being subjected to all the gross and scary stuff on Fear Factor,
it's doing it all for nothing.
That's what happened in one season five episode, where every single team on the show failed
the final challenge, meaning nobody actually won the grand prize of $50,000.
It's true that one team did win a pair of new Mazdas as a consolation prize, but since
they didn't get any money, they probably had to pay for the taxes themselves.
Ouch.
Gag reflex
It might seem like the show was trying to kill contestants by making them eat just the
right combination of raw spider, alligator eyeballs, and bull testicles.
According to producers, though, everything on Fear Factor was a culinary delicacy that
had been cleared by the show's resident doctors.
In fact, believe it or not, everything eaten by contestants on the original run of Fear
Factor was 100% USDA certified.
Whew, what a relief!
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NEFFEX - Fight Back [EDM] [Türkçe Altyazı] - Duration: 3:18.
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How to Make The Most Decadent Caramelized Cinnamon Hot Chocolate | The Stay At Home Chef - Duration: 3:28.
Today on The Stay At Home Chef I'm showing you
how to make Caramelized Cinnamon Hot Chocolate.
When it's cold outside I love to indulge by
curling up with a cup of hot chocolate.
And of course, I love the good stuff which means
it's homemade.
Today's hot chocolate recipe is super indulgent,
easy to make, and totally delicious.
It'll chase away any winter blues that you have.
It starts with a cinnamon infused homemade caramel
that's absolutely amazing.
We're going to start over here on the stove.
I'm using this wide saucepan so that it is easier
for you to see, but you can just use a regular one.
I'm going to put in 2/3 cup of sugar
and turn the heat to medium
and I'm going to place in 2 sticks of cinnamon.
We'll remove the sticks of cinnamon later.
Having them in the pan will infuse the cinnamon
flavor into the sugar as it caramelizes.
Next you'll take a rubber spatula
and gently stir the sugar around
and as the sugar heats up it will begin to melt and caramelize.
This process is slow so be patient.
Don't try and speed up the process by increasing the heat
or your sugar might burn.
Before you know it your sugar will start melting.
You can see how it is shimmering on the bottom of the pan
so just keep scraping it up and moving it around
so nothing catches and burns.
You can see that it is getting all clumpy,
but that the clumps are starting to re-melt.
That's exactly what you are looking for
and it's starting to turn a golden color.
After a few minutes it will reach a nice deep caramel color
and that's exactly what you are looking for.
Then you'll remove the cinnamon sticks
and you can already smell them
so you can smell that infused flavor
and we're going to pour in about 1/2 cup of whole milk
You see how that bubbles and sizzles
We'll stir it in and it's going to seize our caramel
just a little bit.
We're going to use 4 cups total of the milk
and you just want to slowly stir this in.
As the milk heats up the caramel will dissolve into the milk
with that nice delicious caramelized cinnamon flavor.
Once again patience here is the key.
Once the caramel has dissolved and the milk has heated up
we're going to add in
8 ounces of chopped bittersweet chocolate.
And then we'll stir this in until it's melted.
I wish they would hurry up and invent smell-o-vision so you could smell this.
It smells incredible in here!
Once the chocolate has melted we're going to
transfer this all to a blender.
Be sure to allow the blender to vent
and then blend it until it's smooth.
60 seconds should be enough to give it a nice smooth finish
and then you are ready for a drink.
This recipe will have you indulging all winter long.
You can find the full written recipe in the video description.
Be sure to subscribe and check out
the rest of my channel where you can find hundreds of
restaurant quality recipes just like this one
that you can easily make at home.
See you later!
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Assertive Discipline - Triple P Parenting - Duration: 1:16.
Kids don't come with an instruction manual, but with Triple P Parenting there is help.
Good discipline is about being consistent: acting quickly when children misbehave and
just as important, teaching them what is acceptable.
When children behave as asked, be sure to praise them.
"Great job putting your backpack away."
This will encourage them to continue the positive behaviour.
Use simple rules, such as "Hold my hand" with a toddler, "Take turns" with a preschooler
or "Hands to yourself" with school-age children.
Involve older children in a family discussion and decide together on acceptable behaviour
and family rules around issues like screen time, chores, or how to treat each other in the family.
Include in the discussion the consequences for not following through.
There's no magic wand to a happy, healthy family but being consistent and predictable
as a parent can help.
Take your parenting skills to the next level, by visiting www.triplep-parenting.ca or call 1-800-660-5853.
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Shots Heard, Trail Of Blood Found ... But No Victim - Duration: 0:22.
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Top 10 Starfire Surprising Facts – Part 3 - Duration: 5:22.
Top 10 STARFIRE SURPRISING FACTS PART 3
Welcome back nerd squad, my name is Roya Destroyaa and this is Top 10 Nerd.
Yes, we are back to bring you more of what you want, and you obviously wanted more Starfire.
I don't blame ya, the girl is fire.
But she's more than just a pretty face, she's also a complex character who has gone
through a lot in her life.
So let's take a look at the top 10 STARFIRE FACTS AND THIS IS PART 3.
In
the number 10 spot, we have HER EVIL COUNTERPART.
There exists an alternate version of the teen titans, an evil incarnation of their team
called the teen tyrants.
They appeared in teen titans go #48 and one member was Starfire's evil clone, named
Blackfire, not to be confused with Starfire's equally evil sister by the same name.
However, later on it's revealed this is actually Gemini, the shapeshifter of the Brotherhood
of Justice, sent to spy on the tyrants.
Coming in at number 9 IS HER GREATEST DESIRE.
Was it power?
Was it fame?
Was it to be loved and admired by all?
These are the kinds of great desires people may have, but for Starfire, her ultimate want
was something much more humble and small scale.
When she was placed in a euphoric state by Black Lantern Omen in the Darkest night arc,
her greatest desire was revealed as marrying Dick Grayson.
How pure and innocent is that.
Next, at number 8, SHE WAS TRAINED BY THE OKARAANS.
The okaarans are an alien race famed for their powerful warlords.
As a child, Starfire received training from them in combat.
The strategy behind okaraan fighting is a keen sense of self-worth, compassion, and
humanity.
All traits that Starfire carried with her into adulthood.
But though it sounds hokey, it's deadly; it made her aware of the value of life and
what she was fighting for every time she had to raise her fists.
She will love you until you give her reason not to; then she will rearrange your face
and wipe the floor with you.
In the number 7 spot IS TAMARANEAN PUBERTY.
As displayed in the animated series, Tamaraneans go through their own version of puberty, known
as the transformation.
They don't just grow body hair and start thinking about the opposite gender.
While Blackfire's transformation was only turning purple for a few days, Starfire's
was particularly trying.
She sprouted horns, her feet grew, and she trapped herself in a chrysalis.
Suddenly all the body hair doesn't seem so annoying.
Coming in at number 6 IS WHY HER SISTER HATES HER SO MUCH.
In case you're one of the people who wonders why Blackfire has a hit out on Starfire, here
is your explanation.
Blackfire was the eldest child, and hence was next in line for the throne, but she was
born with a disease that prevented her from converting solar energy into flight power.
This basically robbed her of her right to the throne, and Starfire was given it instead.
Yeah, pretty sad actually, now maybe we can sympathize with her murderous tendencies a
little?
Nah.
Next up, at number 5 IS WHEN SHE FORGAVE HER SISTER.
Yes, they've had their ups and downs, mostly downs, but at one point the sisters actually
made up and even hugged it out, proving Starfire's ever forgiveful and gentle nature.
This is when they both teamed up to free their people from the Blight, a race of alien parasites.
Starfire then helped blackfire back to the throne.
It was a rare moment of reconciliation, but with Blackfire we never really know if it's
genuine or not.
Up next at number 4 IS HOW HER PARENTS DIED.
There are two variations of this, one in the comics and one in the Tv show.
In the comics her parents perished alongside most of the Tamaraneans when their home was
destroyed by the sun-eater.
But in the show it's revealed her parents died of grief when she was shipped off to
be a slave.
Well yeah, that's what you get when you just let your kid get sold into the black
market.
In the number 3 spot SHE LIVES OUT OF HER SHIP.
Yeah, that's right, your favorite female superhero is basically the equivalent of that
homeless guy who lives out of his car.
Only with more plants, less beer bottles.
In Redhood and the Outlaws it is shown that since she crash-landed on earth, Starfire
has been living out of her ship.
Mind you it's a pretty nice ship, a little bashed up.
Okay, a lot bashed up.
But hey, she's got just the right clothes in storage for when just the right guy washes
up!
Coming in at number 2 IS HER OTHER TEAM AFFILIATIONS.
Yes, we all know that Starfire is a Teen titan, it's literally all you guys can talk about.
but lemme tell you, she's a versatile girl!
Not only is she a Teen titan, but she's been a player on the Outsiders, and even made
it into the movie Superman/Batman: Public enemies.
She's also been an aid to the Justice League, Red Hood and the outlaws, and Dox's second
gathering of the REBELS.
And finally, in the number 1 spot IS A TOTALLY DIFFERENT STARFIRE.
First appearing in 1976, there was a completely different DC Starfire in existence.
She was Starfire, woman of swords and science.
She was an alien from a world divided into two warring castes, born to slave parents
and noticed for her beauty and intelligence.
She was then taken by the king of the Mygorg to become his future mate.
Which of course she was having none of.
So though they are two completely different characters, I do see some parallels you can
draw between the two.
Both beautiful, both slaves, and both will kick your ass.
So those were the top 10 STARFIRE SURPRISING FACTS.
Let me know in the comment section down below who you want facts on next.
My name is Roya Destroyaa, thanks for watching, and don't forget to subscribe so you never
miss another nerdy list!
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Best Announcer 2017 - Duration: 0:36.
First Blood!
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M V P
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B-b-b-baka!!
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Lauren Wasser: How One Model Lost Her Leg to Toxic Shock Syndrome and Found her Life's Purpose - Duration: 13:49.
[StyleLikeU] So, can you talk about
what your style says about you?
- I had model parents my whole life, and so I grew up
in the industry of everyone being beautiful and a world
that just doesn't exist, it's not reality.
I was always just lost in kind of being that cool
girl or that pretty girl, or whatever it was,
and I didn't have a problem getting in anywhere,
I didn't have problem getting out of tickets, or...
I used it.
It was my go-to.
And when this happened, something physical that
I couldn't hide.
I was that girl that you wanted, but you couldn't get.
I ran away from love, I ran away from anything that
was substance.
Being seen next to so-and-so, who cares?
- [StyleLikeU] Being seen.
- But that actually matters to some people.
That actually, to them, is their value, because they
don't value themselves.
So that person is validating their worth,
because they're somebody.
Unless something really tragic happens, or something
that you have to confront head on, I don't think
that you'll change, really.
I think it's just something that you'll keep tossing away
and keep pushing aside.
- [StyleLikeU] Can you explain what happened to you,
from the beginning?
- It was 2012, I was 24 years old.
It was a normal day in my life.
I was on my period.
I ran out of my go-to's, ran downstairs, picked up
a couple things, got some tampons, went back up.
I changed my tampon, I laid in my bed, I was texting
with my girlfriends.
I started feeling kind of shitty.
It was my friend's birthday and I was texting with them,
deciding if I was even going to be able to make it
because I started feeling worse and worse as the day went on
Just flu-like symptoms.
Just starting to feel nauseous, and my head pounding.
As soon as I walked inside, literally all of my friends
looked at me and said, "Dude, you look really horrible,
"like, you need to go home."
I drove myself back to my apartment and all I wanted
to do was get into my bed.
The next thing I remember is my blind cocker spaniel
barking ferociously on my chest.
I shook my head a little bit and I came to and I
could just hear pounding at the door,
and it was "Police, police, open up!"
And I was just like why are the police here?
I was so confused.
And it was one officer, and he came inside,
and there was dog pee and poo everywhere
because I hadn't been able to take my dog out.
I didn't even know what time it was,
I had no idea what was going on.
He looked around my apartment and he looked at me
and he said "You're really sick."
And I said, "Okay."
And he said "You really need to call your mom,
"because she's really worried about you."
I carried myself back to my bed, I plugged in my
cell phone, charged a little bit, enough to call
my mom.
She was frantic.
She said, "Are you okay, do you need an ambulance?"
I was like I'm just really sick, I just want to sleep.
And obviously the cop had just left, so she felt
comfortable with saying "I'll see you in the morning."
I guess my mom never heard from me,
called for another welfare check.
Called for all of my girlfriends to go to my apartment.
Was actually on her way from Riverside,
and called the police.
They got to my apartment.
Took them like 30 minutes to get inside.
They found me on my bedroom floor, face down.
I had 107 fever, all my kidneys were failing,
and I had a heart attack.
Thank God there was an infectious disease doctor there,
because as soon as they saw me, I was plummeting so bad
that they didn't understand why this young, healthy
24-year-old girl was dying, and there was nothing
I was being receptive to, so they couldn't figure it out.
They called the specialist down, and he said
'Does she have a tampon in?'
And once they located that I had a tampon, and they
took it out, they sent it to the lab, and it came back
as TSS1, Toxic Shock Syndrome.
And as soon as they removed it, I started becoming
more succeptive to the medicine and the antibiotics.
They could put me in a medically induced coma
and life support, and that could stabilize me
for the time-being.
They were telling my mom and my godfather that they
should prepare my funeral and that there's no way
I'm gonna walk out of there, that it'd be a miracle.
- [StyleLikeU] So you started feeling symptoms
right away with the first tampon, right?
It wasn't like when you were sleeping that it was...
- I was completely, it was just a normal day.
I didn't think anything different.
I'd been using the same brand for 11 years.
So I was in a medically induced coma for
a week-and-a-half.
Then I told you they had to pump me full of
80 pounds of fluid to get all the toxins out
of my body, countless blood transfusions.
I just remember waking up and being like
I couldn't see my vagina.
I was like this is crazy, why am I so huge?
My feet were just excruciating, they were just on fire,
and like literally felt like they were just being burned.
As I was actually there, I was by myself,
my mom had just stepped out, my godfather had just left,
so I was completely alone.
And there was a curtain there and there was a nurse.
And I remember her speaking to someone from UCLA,
saying I have a 24-year-old girl here who's gonna
need a right leg below the knee amputation.
And I soon as I heard...
- [StyleLikeU] That was the first time you heard that?
- Yeah, and I was by myself, and I knew my legs were
not good, but I just couldn't--hearing those words
out of her mouth, and being by myself, it was so surreal.
That was really heavy.
It was already surreal enough to wake up in that state,
and knowing that I was obviously that severe,
to hear that.
I'm an athlete, I'm 24 years old.
I'm just a girl, I had my whole life.
My legs were my life.
I didn't want it to be true.
I just kept crying and screaming and wanting my mom.
Please, mom, don't let them take my leg.
Please don't let that happen.
But I don't think there's anything you could really do
in that situation, other than try and be strong.
I wouldn't look at my legs.
I had these boots on, white little boots that
I just kept over my feet to protect them,
but also so I didn't have to look at them,
because they were black, they were gangrene,
they were dead, they weren't coming back.
You know, and then I had prosthetic people coming in
and showing me suitcases full of legs.
I had amputees meeting me and showing me what
my new life is gonna be like.
You know, they told me what my options was, so I had to
sign the papers for my right leg to go.
Which is fucking crazy, 'cause I don't even think you
could even process what you're signing at that moment.
When they call your name to go in there, to like do it,
I mean, my mom, God bless her, it was so hard.
- [StyleLikeU] Do you want a tissue?
We'll get you a tissue.
- She slept there, she--everything.
Never left my side.
You know my mom kissing my leg and they write like
'yes' and 'no' on your legs.
Like 'Yes this is the one that's going,'
and 'No, this is the one that we're keeping.'
To see that visually on your leg, and then my mom
kissing my leg and knowing that that's the last time...
It was...
Crazy.
During the procedure of my amputation, my body and my heart
freaked out, so as soon as I came to, they wouldn't give me
pain medicine for 24 hours.
So immediately I woke up from the amputation and I felt
every single thing that happened for 24 hours.
Screaming my head off, throwing shit, I mean, it was
fucking hell.
I was miserable.
I hated everyone, I hated everything.
I hated myself.
I feel so bad for my mom because she was my punching bag
in those moments, in that time in my life,
because I just did not want to live.
What the hell do I do from here?
Where did I go?
Where's my freedom?
Where's my independence?
My little brother was 14 at the time, and he was
coming home every day from school.
As much as I wanted to give in and kill myself
and end the misery that I was dealing with every
moment of every day, knowing that he would come home
and be the one to find me and live the rest of his
life knowing that I'd given up, and I took the easy
way out, or whatever he may have thought,
I didn't want him living with that.
That that wasn't the last thing that he saw of me
in those moments.
So going back to me being superficial and a jerk
in my previous life, and being in the club and being
'that girl.' My girlfriend now, she would be in the club
around that time, too, and would try to photograph me
and I would be a complete dick to her, and just be
like, no, I don't want you to take my picture.
And just be a jerk, for no reason.
It's literally, as soon as I woke up from that coma,
I was a completely different person.
Literally, it was crazy. - Wow.
- And I immediately wanted to apologize to everybody
that I had done wrong or had been rude to or whatever
it may have been.
I just wanted to make peace.
So I reached out to her and I was like, 'I'm so sorry,
blah, blah, blah.'
Cut to, I'm in my apartment, miserable, she texted me
or Facebooked me out of nowhere and she said 'Hey
I'm going to the movies with my kids, would love
if you'd come.'
And literally at that moment I lied to her
and I said 'I'm in New York, actually, modeling
right now. I can't.'
But really I was in my bed just trying to learn
how to walk again.
- [StyleLikeU] Judgment?
- I was so afraid of--it wasn't even judgment.
It was rejection.
It was the one thing that I had never had to deal with
in my entire life.
Am I ugly?
Am I disgusting?
I'm ashamed of who I am.
I'm no longer beautiful.
I'm no longer that hot supermodel-esque, or whatever you
want to...
I'm not that girl anymore.
What am I?
We kept talking and we actually fell in love
over the phone.
Even though we'd met each other.
I used her as my motivation to make sure that
I could walk to her front door and I could stand up
and I could with pants on, her seeing me as a human
being, and not as someone who's just gone through
something, but just I'm Lauren Wasser.
You know, like, it's me.
I remember just walking up to her door,
and she opened the door...
- [StyleLikeU] Wait, were you really nervous
to walk up to her door, 'cause you knew she was
gonna find out, obviously.
Or did you not?
- I didn't care what she said to me, it was the fact
that I knew to get to that point what I had to do
for myself,
- [StyleLikeU] You were ready.
- I was ready.
I knocked on her door and she opened the door
and I walked in fine, and I just said
'I need to tell you something.'
And she was like, 'Okay.'
And then I told her and I showed her my leg and she's
like, 'I don't fucking care.'
It was so like...whew.
Tampon companies have done a very good job of kind of
making it seem as though everything's okay.
You see tampon commercials and you see girls
running on the beach or going on the slide,
and it's like there's no warning at the bottom
of that at all about TSS or you could lose limbs
or you could fucking die.
It can happen within five minutes of using one.
It could be your first tampon you ever use
in your life.
And I realize that I had a purpose.
And then we got in links with this Congresswoman
Carolyn Maloney here in New York City.
She's gone in front of Congress 9, 10 times, trying to
pass this bill called the Robin Danielson Act.
It was after a woman who died in 1998 from
Toxic Shock Syndrome, and it's basically just
a bill to, as women, to have more info on what's
going in these products, and what are the long term
effects it has on our bodies using them for as long
as we do.
There's more research done on coffee filters
than on women's hygiene.
I've been modeling again and my first job actually back
was with Nordstrom.
They actually gave my gold leg its own page,
which is really cool, because I didn't know what to expect.
I didn't know how are they gonna treat me?
Are they gonna treat me like a regular model?
And I got there and it was just like everyone was amazing
and I felt like a million bucks.
- [StyleLikeU] Would you ever trade?
- It's hard because there's a part of me that
I wake up and I wish that I could go outside
and fuckin' run a marathon.
So that mentally fucks me on a daily basis.
I can't think about what I had because me doing that
is just going backwards.
I'm trying to move forward.
My heart wouldn't be full.
I wouldn't feel like I'm doing good.
I wouldn't feel like I'm making an impact in a positive way.
I wouldn't have known what that felt like, because I
didn't do that before.
So I don't think I would.
- [StyleLikeU] Thank you so much, that was just the
most unbelievably beautiful...
- Thank you.
- [StyleLikeU] gift that you just gave.
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Former Democratic President Jimmy Carter confirms Russians didn't steal the election - Duration: 4:34.
Former Democratic President Jimmy Carter confirms Russians didn�t steal the election
Americans have been lied to for a year now by the extreme political Left that somehow,
some way, Russia �stole the election� from Hillary Clinton, even �colluding�
with the campaign of Donald J. Trump to do so.
It�s a lie that has never been proven, mind you, but it�s been told so many times that
now it�s been baked into the cultural landscape.
There are a few Democrats � not many � who don�t believe the fabrication, however,
and one of them spoke out about the claim recently: Former President Jimmy Carter.
In an interview last week, Carter downplayed the notion that the Russians could have changed
the outcome of the election, even if they had seriously tried � and he�s doubtful
about that.
The New York Times asked Carter directly, �Did the Russians purloin the election from
Hillary?�
He responded: �I don�t think there�s any evidence that what the Russians did changed
any votes.�
No, of course it didn�t. And do you know what other Democrat has said so? Barack Obama.
In December, Obama crushed the Russia conspiracy hoax when he said flatly that the Russians
did not and could not alter the election results.
�We were frankly more concerned in the run-up to the election to the possibilities of vote
tampering, which we did not see evidence of,� Obama said during an interview on the Daily
Show with Trevor Noah. �And we�re confident that we can guard against.�
He went on to drop yet another truth bomb the Alt-Left media and pundit class have long
since forgotten or still ignore regarding Russian attempts to influence the outcome
of American elections and political decisions.
�None of this should be a big surprise,� Obama said. �Russia trying to influence
our elections dates back to the Soviet Union.�
As for Carter, he had some other interesting things to tell the Times. While he and his
wife disagreed over alleged Russian involvement, they were in alignment as far as who they
voted for last year. And it wasn�t Hillary Clinton. (Related: Jimmy Carter speaks: Defends
Trump; didn�t vote for Clinton; knocks Obama.)
�We voted for [Democratic presidential contender and avowed socialist Sen. Bernie] Sanders,�
they said.
But what about Obama? What do the Carters think of him? Well, they understand that he
breezed into office on a campaign message of �hope and change� but didn�t deliver
on those pledges, at least not in the context that they were made; we got plenty of �change�
but little of it for the better.
�He made some very wonderful statements, in my opinion, when he first got into office,
and then he reneged on that,� said Carter, mostly in response to his Middle East foreign
policy (Obama pledged to get America out of the wars there but he only got us out of Iraq,
which was then taken over by ISIS for a time).
Carter also made some surprising statements regarding President Trump � and they were
spot-on.
�I think the media have been harder on Trump than any other president certainly that I�ve
known about,� he said. �I think they feel free to claim that Trump is mentally deranged
and everything else without hesitation.�
In fact, that�s true, and studies have proven it. A study released earlier this month by
the Pew Research Center�s Journalism Project found that news reports about Trump are much
more focused on his personality than his policies and thus tend to be more negative. �Fully
two-thirds of news stories about Trump from his first 60 days in office were negative
by that definition � more than twice the negativity seen in stories from the first
60 days of Bill Clinton, George W. Bush or Barack Obama�s presidencies,� reported
WAMC, citing figures from the study.
Carter also said he would jump at the opportunity to go back to North Korea on behalf of the
Trump administration and attempt to convince Pyongyang to surrender its nuclear weapons
program, like he did in 1994 (but without President Clinton�s blessing).
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5 Symptoms of Low Blood Oxygen (Hypoxia) - Duration: 4:33.
5 Symptoms of Low Blood Oxygen (Hypoxia)
Hypoxemia occurs when a person experiences lower-than-normal oxygen levels in the blood,
specifically in the arteries.
According to WebMD, this can lead to what's known as hypoxia, "when your blood doesn't
carry enough oxygen to your tissues to meet your body's needs," although hypoxia is
often used to describe both conditions.
This can occur suddenly as a result of taking certain medications or having an asthma attack,
or develop over time due to heart problems or lung diseases like chronic obstructive
pulmonary disorder (COPD) and emphysema.
Although symptoms of hypoxia often vary from person to person, the following are the five
most common ones to be aware of.
1.
Skin Color Changes
As red blood cells are what carry oxygen to the body's tissues, an insufficient amount
of them can cause the skin to change color.
Known as cyanosis, the skin will typically appear a dark bluish-red, and is most noticeable
if oxygen levels drops dramatically.
For those with darker skin colors, MedlinePlus says cyanosis "may be easier to see in the
mucous membranes (lips, gums, around the eyes) and nails."
2.
Confusion
The NHS defines a state of confusion as "not being able to think clearly or quickly, feeling
disorientated, and struggling to pay attention, make decisions, or remember things."
If you notice yourself or someone else suddenly exhibiting any of these symptoms, it may be
an indication of hypoxia.
Sudden hypoxia could be caused by a variety of reasons, from a severe asthma attack to
a problem with the heart or lungs.
3.
Coughing
One of the most common causes of hypoxia is a severe asthma attack, during which it can
be hard to get sufficient air into the lungs as the airways have narrowed.
In an attempt to clear the lungs, a person may cough frequently.
While this is a natural reaction, it can prove dangerous as WebMD says "coughing to clear
your lungs uses even more oxygen and can make symptoms worse."
4.
Rapid Heart Rate and Breathing
An increased heart rate most often occurs when engaging in physical activity, so if
it happens while at rest it may be an indication of hypoxia.
When the body isn't receiving sufficient oxygen, Livestrong.com says that the heart
begins pumping faster in order to "help circulate oxygen-containing blood throughout
the body in an attempt to meet the cells' needs."
Breathing also becomes more rapid when the body's oxygen needs aren't being met,
in an effort to increase intake.
While people normally breathe at a rate of 12 to 16 times per minute, in these situations
rates may increase to 24 breaths or higher.
5.
Shortness of Breath
Shortness of breath is considered one of the most obvious symptoms of hypoxia, and often
occurs as a result of the increased heart rate and breathing mentioned previously.
It often occurs while at rest, and can become so severe that it feels as though you're
choking.
Shortness of breath will be especially pronounced when engaging in physical activities, and
may decrease one's tolerance for them.
It may also happen during sleep, causing you to wake up out of breath.
In some cases, shortness of breath may also be accompanied by wheezing, a high-pitched
whistling sound that occurs when breathing, particularly exhaling.
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The Orchard Park Model Home from Ideabox by Little Living Blog - Duration: 1:50.
The Orchard Park Model Home from Ideabox by Little Living Blog
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How To Rap: 6 Types Of Rap For Beginners To Try - Duration: 6:55.
what's up guys it's Dono I got a question basically asking for different
styles of rap so I'm gonna cover a couple different ways that you can get
into rap and styles you can use now this might be a little bit different than
what you're thinking because there's all sorts of subgenres but I'm going to look
at it a little bit more from the perspective of different idea blocks
that you can use to start writing lyrics and then you can style it up from there
I just want to be clear that I'm talking about kind of topics or general areas
not necessarily subgenres which have a lot to do with the style of instrumental
and the style of delivery that you put together because I think based on this
question it's gonna be a little bit more helpful to use these blocks alright so
the very first most common style of rap that you're gonna hear most of the time
is braggadocio braggadocio is the style of kind of self hype self aggrandizement
right this whole like I'm the best in the business everyone else is a witness
type of stuff like bars like that that you really just amp yourself up and talk
about how great you are now this is what people stereotypically think about when
they think about rap it's one style that you can approach but don't feel like
it's something you have to do because a lot of beginning rappers think that they
have to start with braggadocio because that's what their stereotype is you
don't have to do that there are other styles of rap which I will bring up a
couple for you the next style of rap that you can use is storytelling now
this should seem pretty straightforward it's just where you tell a story now the
thing that you really need to focus on if you're gonna be doing storytelling is
making sure that your details line up rap is very specific when you put a
story over a song in the sense that you only have as much space as is in the
instrumental unless of course you want to edit the instrumental but then maybe
your song is too long so if you want to really write a normal song with a story
in it you have to focus on how many bars you have pay attention to your story arc
that way it will make more sense a lot of times
what people starting out in this style do is they'll just start writing and
then all sudden they're out of space to continue talking about their topic
however this is a really great style for people who want to get in touch with
some of their stories and share them because it's really easy to just talk
about things that have happened to you and tell stories now you can also do
fiction stories it doesn't have to be things that happen to you but that's
often what people find most approachable another style that you can get into is
the technically intensive and by that I mean you really use a lot of poetic
techniques to make your lyrics stand out so this would be things like really deep
rhyme schemes a lot of wordplay a lot of alliteration other things that are
poetic techniques that are gonna make your lyrics stand out now a lot of times
when people do this they start saying stuff that isn't super clear or coherent
or sensical because to really mesh all these poetic
techniques together you don't always want a clear story arc great sometimes
it's easier to put a bunch of rhymes together in a way that doesn't quite
make sense but still sounds really good if this is the style that you're into so
if this is something you want to try really polish up on some of those
technical aspects of writing lyrics and you can start trying to write songs like
that another style that you can try to get into is like party or pop type stuff
and in this style there's not a very big emphasis on the lyrics but there is a
huge emphasis on finding things that are catchy so there's a lot of repetition a
lot of time spent making sure that the instrumental is something that really
gets people going or that they can relate to easily and then really
focusing on your chorus to make sure that that part is memorable the other
thing is with the lyrics being a little bit weaker you might want to throw in a
few clever lines but not so heavy that the listener has to really think for a
long time to get them because if they don't understand it then it's not gonna
really have that much impact so that's another style that you can kind of look
at an or think about another style that you can use is comedy again fairly
straightforward comedy rap has been around forever
all you have to do here is focus on setting up some different punchlines
setting up some things that are gonna be funny or maybe a scenario that ends up
being comical there is actually a separate skill of being able to write
comedy that you need to create comedic type rap this style you really need to
work on your timing just like you would for comedy and then a lot of times it
has lines that are written a little bit off or catch people off-guard or are
misleading so that you can set up these comedy punchlines finally we've got
message driven rap which is kind of related to storytelling or at least it
can be but it doesn't have to be in the form of a story so maybe you have some
really strong beliefs about the environment or something you can write a
song where the intent of the song is to get the message across that you're
trying to tell people so another thing that people call this sometimes is
political but it's basically rapping with the intent of sharing some sort of
opinion or swaying some types of belief it doesn't have to be that intense
either you could just be expressing your love for like ice cream or something
right it could be something pretty low-key but you just have a message that
you really want to get across but it's not necessarily in the form of a story
you're just trying to express a specific idea about a topic hopefully that gives
you a couple ideas for different blocks that you can start in when you start
trying to write lyrics and style your music obviously there's quite a bit of
overlap between these different styles but when you do that you start getting
into higher levels of skill so this is for people still trying to figure out
kind of what they want to do these are some areas for you to explore and try
out to see what style fits you best there's also a ton of different ways
that you could break this out actually if you guys have ideas for different
genres or subgenres or ways that you would construct the different types of
rap I would love to hear what you've got but beyond that that's all I've got for
this video so as always if you have any questions comments topics want me to
cover throw them down in the box below I'll
get to them as soon as I can beyond that I've also got a full 30 day how to rap
course I'll give you a discount code in the description and I've got a website
rapbetter.com where you can check out some more
resources that's it and I'll see you next time don't forget to subscribe so
you can stay up to date on the videos and if you have any questions comments
or topics want me to cover leave them down in the box below and I'll get to
them as soon as possible see you next time
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Young Women Ending Discrimination on the Streets of Delhi - Youth-made video - Duration: 4:24.
Young people are active, connected and able to lead change, despite facing some of the toughest challenges.
So, we did an intensive 10 day training of our 25 skill sakhis, on various asepcts,
on how to talk to people in the community, on how to write a CV,
and each and every individual received a peer to peer educator-training as well.
These young people come into our Youth Resource Centres and they come and they read,
they sit on the computers and these skill sakhis are now training them on how to write CVs, how to apply for jobs,
how to use the internet and basic computing skills such as Microsoft Office, Excel and Powerpoint.
Whatever work we do in future, or even presently, it will not sustain itself unless we invest in young people,
and bring them as a force for inciting development.
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The Miz Cuts SCATHING PROMO And Drops F-Bomb On Baron Corbin - Duration: 1:59.
Baron Corbin!
I just got your message.
I've been really busy this week.
But I've gotta say - it's the best promo I've ever seen you cut.
It's amazing because when I cut my best promos?
It's in front of thousands in attendance and millions watching at home on a big camera
in a WWE ring.
While your best promo is on an iPhone on social media.
So listen up, Twitter tough guy.
This isn't about Raw and SmackDown supremacy for me.
This is about making the Intercontinental championship the most prestigious and honorable
title in all the WWE.
I bust my a**, day-in and day-out to make that title relevant.
While the United States championship is working overtime to make its holder relevant.
See, I've heard all about you in the WWE ring, how talented you are.
But to me?
You're just another generic big man who will be gone in two years while I'm carrying
this show for the next ten.
And if you ever talk about my pregnant wife again, I'll knock your f***ing teeth down
your throat!
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