Liverpool midfielder Emre Can is all set to join Juventus at the end of this season.
As per the reports from Italy (translated by SportWitness), the German midfielder has
already agreed to a five-year contract with the Italian champions.
Can is out of contract this summer and he will leave the Reds on a free transfer.
The report adds that the Liverpool midfielder will earn around €6m/year over the next
five years at Juventus after tax.
The 24-year-old has been a key player for Jurgen Klopp and losing him for nothing is
a massive blow.
It will be interesting to see how Liverpool cope with this departure.
The Reds are yet to sign a replacement for Philippe Coutinho.
The Brazilian left the club in January.
Naby Keita is set to come in at the end of this season but the Leipzig star is not similar
to Can in terms of skill set and style.
Liverpool have been linked with the likes of Jorginho and Ruben Neves this month and
they would be the perfect alternative to the German.
Official confirmation of the deal which will take Emre Can from Liverpool to Juventus will
reportedly arrive after Wednesday's Champions League semi-final.
Can's future has been the subject of much debate all season, with the Germany international's
current deal at Anfield expiring at the end of this season.
The deal was originally expected to be announced after the Champions League final at the end
of the campaign,
but the Liverpool ECHO reports that confirmation will now take place after the semi-final.
The Reds are bidding to reach their first Champions League final since 2007, whereas
Roma have not graced the showpiece since losing to Liverpool in
the 1984 final.
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Le Temps d'Herreur - Duration: 13:02.
Hi.
Today we're gonna do this 50's horror movie poster
There are links in description if you want to use same pictures as me.
Same thing as last time, several pictures.
Woman.
Zombie.
And two background pictures.
Firstly we do new document.
Choose woman and copy paste.
Choose mask and gradient tool.
Style: linear
Change upper point black.
Then copy paste the backgrounds. First green and then brown.
Make sure to check it's beneath all layers.
Change brown layers blend mode to soft light.
Then zombie. Cut it off from background.
Copy paste.
Flip the zombie layer horizontally.
Choose zombie layer, add mask into it and press G for gradient tool.
Type: elliptical.
Remember to change end point black.
Choose zombie layer and the mask and rasterize it.
Double the zombie layer by pressing cmd + J
Add light to upper layer.
Change light to directional and add some texture.
For bottom layer add outer glow and add blur.
Add pixel layer, choose gradient for it and make it dark blue/light blue.
Change blend mode to soft light.
If you want to darken the picture take curves adjustment. Add some blue channel and bring down the master curve.
Lowing the opacity of the zombie... both layers.
Add text if you want.
We'll see on the next video and 'till then it's bye.
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No tears lef to cry makeup tutorial | AMBER MANCHA - Duration: 4:56.
What is up guys and welcome back to my channel today, we're going to be doing the Ariana Grande no tears left to cry
Makeup tutorial I got a rainbow on one side
And I have her signature look on the other side if you're into all things being baby make sure that you hit that subscribe button
in that notification bell so that you don't miss anything and
If you like this video, please give it a big thumbs up
Don't forget to subscribe and share it with the world so we can achieve world domination and let's get started
You know I never really know which way these transitions. Go you think I would know it by now
It's like 12 years on YouTube. Not true. It's been 4, but I think that's enough time anyway
She has like white hair so I put on the closest thing I have to a white wig and I am filling in my brows
She's got a nice big bold brow
so I'm filling in my brow with the anastasia dipbrow, and I am in the shade dark brown to
Protect my skin and give me an even playing field
I am using this primer from Laura Mercier and just rubbing that into the skin, and I'm doing this before I do my eyes
so that way I can give it a chance to set in and then I'm carving out my brow and giving my eyes a
base and I'm using the
Mac Pro, Longwear concealer
In the shade NC 35, and then I'm blending that out with a beauty sponge
The actual makeup portion of this tutorial is super easy
I'm taking this brown shade from the shade + light eye palette from Kat Von D
And I'm mostly concentrating it on the outer portion of my eye only bringing it in a little bit
She always tends to have this like
Cat-like wing like shape so that's what I'm building here, and she uses a lot of cooler tones and gray tone
so I'm taking this grey shade and just putting this all over the lid and then blending that into our darker outer corner ah
So I took a white shade and just gave my inner corner a little bit of a pop now
I'm taking this nano liner
And I am going to build her signature winged liner
always
Super thin in the front a little fat in the middle and the end and then just a small tiny wing on the outside
And then I'm gonna prep my lashes for false lashes, and this is a I believe a tart tart es tu máscara I
Don't really like it, so I'm not gonna link it below. I'm using the demi wispies and these are from our. Del
Just popping those on real quick she always has a false lash on she's got those big old cute doe eyes
And then I'm going in with my L'Oreal infallible probe
I cannot talk right now Pro glow
foundation
Max is gonna talk for me
And then I'm just gonna take that and put that on a beauty sponge and blend that out all over my face now
I'm taking this la girl pro conceal, and this is in the shade cool tan and I'm just hiding my under-eye circles
I'm not doing any highlighting or low-lighting, and I'm just blending that area out with a sponge
And then I'm gonna take the la girl pro conceal in the shade toast, and I'm gonna give myself a nice contour
Just so I can get more of a face shape like hers her face
Shape is more angular than mine, and then this lipstick is the lipstick that I put on my mouth this tutorial
I'll tell you guys right now this tutorial is a hot hot mess I was having some issues last night
it's the first time back from filming, and it's just it's
It's crazy. I'm putting some of that Brown into my lower lash line and then I'm putting a
Black eyeliner from Lord and berry into my waterline and now we're gonna go into the rainbow portion of this tutorial
I'm starting with a blue and this is from the masquerade palette, and I'm just blending that into my hairline following that by a green
Then following that by yellow, and I'm going into the Zulu pail, and I'm gonna take that yellow
Just so there's brightens up a little bit and gives it a little bit of a pop this orange really surprised me
It came out
It was like ho damn, so I'm just blending that out, and then I'm going into the Saharan palate
And I'm gonna take this a red shade and put this all over like the inner corner of my eye
And my nose and the lower portion of my cheek
And then I'm gonna follow these up by some glitters so it stays cohesive
Here's an orange glitter in this masquerade palette, which actually came out more of a red
So I had to like blend that out. I was very very surprised and then this lighter shape comes out more of an orange I
Hope you guys enjoyed this tutorial if you did, please give it a big thumbs up
I know it's a hot mess. You don't need to let me know, but we're getting back into filming
I'm gonna get back into the swing of things. I'm gonna try everyday
We're gonna do makeup on Monday, Wednesday Friday
And we're gonna do my new fitness journey Tuesday and Thursday because I gotta stay up on my fitness girl
Anyways, if you like all things beating baby make sure to hit that subscribe button in the notification bell
don't forget to follow me on all my other social media and
Share this with the world so we can achieve world domination. I will see you guys next time
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Weapons: ONE handed vs TWO handed - What should I choose? - Duration: 3:44.
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Rodney Dangerfield is The Party Saver 🎉 - Duration: 3:49.
(light music)
- Gee Howard, this party's awfully boring.
- Yes, I know.
- Howard, Helen, come on over.
Don't miss the high point of the party.
We're doing the paper towel absorbency test.
(audience laughter)
- I sure wish the Party Saver would show up.
He'd put some life into this party.
- Okay, time to end the suspense.
(audience laughter)
Look at that.
Acme was more absorbent again.
(audience laughter)
- Last week at the Jenkins's,
everybody was ready to leave at 9:30.
But then the Party Saver showed up
and it was a laugh a minute.
- Excuse me a moment, I think I'll freshen up this Ovaltine.
(audience laughter)
(audience laughter)
- Behind the door!
- It's the caterer.
- It's the accordion player.
- No, it's the Party Saver!
(loud cheering)
- How ya doin' Party Saver?
- I can't hear you, your shirt's too loud.
(laughter)
- Party Saver, aren't we a great crowd?
- Honey, you are a crowd.
(laughter)
She wears a new kind of pantyhose, one size fits New Jersey.
I bet when you go for a swim
you leave a ring around the lake.
(laughter)
Hey, what do you do for a living, eh?
- I'm a dentist.
- A dentist, eh?
Well let me make you feel at home, okay?
(laughter)
Well looking at the women here tonight,
I see we got a perfect 10.
A five over here, a three, and a couple of ones over here.
(laugher)
- Hey party saver, tell us a joke.
- You wanna laugh, look in the mirror naked, will you?
- Hey Party Saver, how come you're so ugly?
- 'Cause you're contagious, that's why.
(laughter)
Hey, you laugh, but I got four more parties to save.
Hey, look at the time, huh.
Hey, I saved your party, right?
- Right!
- You know why? - Why?
♪ 'Cause I'm nuts to you ♪
♪ Yes I'm nuts to you ♪
♪ Everybody says that I'm insane ♪
♪ Well I had the doctor examine me ♪
♪ And he found, there's something in my head ♪
♪ That goes around and around ♪
♪ I'm Nuts to you ♪
♪ Nuts to you ♪
♪ Nuts, nuts, nuts, nuts, nuts, nuts to you ♪
(group cheering)
- Here we are people.
(group cheering)
- Who was that man?
- I don't know, but he left this silver peanut.
- Howard, that mysterious Party Saver was here
and everyone just loved him.
By the way, where were you?
- Oh I was just...
some place.
(laughter)
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A Slim Countess Vaughn is Bald like Tamar Braxton, Trend? | Giveaway Winner Announcement - Duration: 5:45.
Big chop videos are always fun to watch.
And for those of you who needed a little inspiration or a push to go for it, I think this just
might be it.
Instead of weaves and wigs, stars like Tamar Braxton and Countess Vaughn are now wearing
their natural hair/bald heads!
Countess Vaughn posted a picture of her on her instagram without her wig and her comment
section was on fire.
Some showing hate but there were many that also showed this sister some love.
People were surprised no doubt, but this isn't the first time she rocked the bald look.
She has been speaking out about the problems of wigs and weaves for a long time.
She has been vocal about how they made her loose all of her hair and caused a scalp infection.
Check this out.
I say good for her!
She looks great especially the color.
Maybe she was inspired to rock her bald head by Tamar who recently shocked all of social
media with her big chop.
And because I love Tamar Here's a little clip of a video that I attempted to make about it.
Tamar Braxton is now rocking what her momma Evelyn gave her.
But she just didn't big chop!
She shaved it all off.
And girlfriend looks absolutely fabulous.
Tamar has shocked all of social media with this big change.
I mean, she's gone from rocking long blond wigs to shaving it all off.
Obviously I am a big fan of Tamar but you don't have to be to recognize that she looks
Snatched!
But, why such a drastic change?
Well, I think that this is a part of her healing process.
Many women after going through relationship issues do something drastic like cut their
hair as a part of their recovery.
I think Tamar is on a healing journey, letting go of the person Vince wanted her to be and
is now embracing her own beauty and individuality.
And I say that because, on the real, she once shared that Vince's ex girlfriend was white,
and that he likes white women, so she kept her wigs long and blonde long for him.
So, there you have it, all in all I find this to be a good thing, when these sistas with
such huge influence are inspiring other black women to rock their natural hair.
If you watched my last video, Who did this?!
Weaves and Wigs cause balding you will see the kind of damage
that can be done with these air quotes "protective styles".
Once again, disclaimer I am not against wearing Weaves and Wigs but I am against unhealthy
practices like using glue when installing.
If you can't get away from the glue, then wear box braids or your own hair like these
ladies.
What do you think?
Is this a good thing that these women are doing this despite some of the backlash?
Would you rock a bald head?
Let me know it the comment section.
And, alright I didn't forget about you guys and it's time to announce the winners of this
month giveaway.
We actually have two. That's because
the first person has been a subscriber for a long time and was one of the first ones
to be active on this channel so we gotta show her some love.
And that is Sameera Salah
Thanks for supporting us all this time.
Inbox us, the email is in the description box below.
The second winner is someone who will be selected randomly from the comment section.
Alright, let's get to it...
Let's see here, it says
Randomly pick a winner, 774 unique users.
Alright, randomly pick a winner
FallnAngel07
This is the first video of yours I've seen.
Thank you for highlighting youth with healthy hair.
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This is the first video you've commented on
and seen of ours and you just so happened to win a prize!
Thanks for being a new subscriber!
So, FallnAngel07 and Sameera Salah
Contact us so we can verify it's you.
The email is in the description box below.
And then we can deposit the $20 directly into...
your PayPal. So that's $40. $20 for each one of you.
And, to everyone else, we plan on doing this every month.
So, you just might win next month.
Make sure you subscribe, comment, turn notifications on
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What Happened To The Infinity Gauntlet After Thanos Uses It At The End Of Avengers Infinity War? - Duration: 3:45.
you're strong but I could snap my fingers
and you're all cease to exist
I'm torrid time to see all the possible outcomes
did we win any it's a small price to pay
to salvation
what is good you to warstu here if you're into the Marvel Cinematic
Universe and Avengers infinity war this is a channel for you so subscribe so
careful for spoilers if you haven't seen Avengers infinity war click away now so
what happens at the end of the movie when Thanos did the famous finger snap
and the Infinity Gauntlet broke or did it it just looked like it cracked or
something like that I have a pic image over the top of the screen now so what
happened was a Thanos through the Stormbreaker
at him and he said you should have went for the head then he snapped his finger
and it looked like the whole gauntlet broke off the universe ceased to exist
it looked like there was a massive power overload on the Infinity Gauntlet as we
know no one person can wield hold the stone by itself unless your celestial
hence how star-lord could hold the power stone in God's the galaxy so the stones
are so powerful that no one can hold him without something to willed him hence
while Thanos made Peter Dinklage's character the master backed blacksmith
the master of the dwarfs he made him wield an Infinity Gauntlet to do this
very thing now if Alice doesn't really need the Infinity core it now because
he's achieved his he's achieved what he wanted to do he's he's wiped out half
the universe as when he came back from the soul world and we see baby Gamora
saying is it done and he said yes so that clarified that he's done his goal
it looked like he went back to a farm which could be the soul world it's kind
of hard to figure out where it was so what's to happen with the stones does he
might hidden the stone so if that's the case it's gonna be really hard for the
Avengers to actually beat than us and get the Infinity stones off him if he's
hidden but what I think's going on here is the new storm breaker that he had
made for himself maybe that can wield one of the Infinity stones so maybe
that's how they are going to overturn and what Thanos did or maybe they will
use the quantum realm with obviously ant-man doing that and get into the soul
world that way but in a recent interview Joe Russo did actually say there's gonna
be no alternate timelines in Avengers 4 and what happened we'll stay happened
but come on guys we know spider-man Home Coming twos coming right Panthers
coming so we know they're not gonna kill off all that we know Doctor Strange is
coming back so it's just a case of a power overload on the Infinity Gauntlet
and it looked like looks like it's temporary broke now where they willed it
the thought the storm breaker it did look like there was a kind of half main
Infinity Gauntlet there was the one in Odin's treasure room where Heller said
faked so maybe there are other devices out there that could actually wield the
Infinity stones because either way two most likely to feat Thanos they're gonna
have to wheel the in fit one of the Infinity stones maybe the time stone to
reverse everything they're gonna need to use the soul stone to bring back Gamora
because we know she's gonna be in garden guy c3 so anyway guys let me know what
do you think happen to the Infinity Gauntlet at the end of the movie it
pretty much broke it's hard to kind of quantify because we didn't really get
good look at it don't know guys this is a short video please like subscribe and
comment and I will catch you guys in another video very soon guys catch ya
later
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going off my meds and my medication story - Duration: 12:03.
this is my first scripted video which is wild.
today I want to talk about something that happens to me more often than I'd like it to,
which is going off of my meds.
I talk about it a little bit in my vlog that's coming out on the 7th,
which I filmed like during my most recent time off of my meds.
I should probably tell you my story of getting on to meds, so here's that.
when I was in my junior or sophomore year of high school,
I finally started seeing a therapist after I had a really big big breakdown.
said therapist honestly wasn't that good.
she didn't really seem to listen to me,
she used my birth name.
she used the wrong pronouns despite the fact that I was out-
and she knew that I was out to my parents.
she also never firmly diagnosed me with anything, which was aggravating
because it made me feel really lost and misunderstood and unheard.
however, she did prescribe me zoloft.
I saw her for about a year, I think, before I stopped
and went off the zoloft for a bit over like the summer,
while I was searching for a psychiatrist.
I found one and he did put me back on Zoloft,
and I would see him once a month.
however, I was also going to him with the intent to get medication for my ADHD.
I've been on strattera since I was little-
about seven or so, which was right after I got diagnosed,
but I weaned myself off of them.
because a seven-year-old should totally have control over the their own psychiatric medication.
I actually do think that kids should get a say in the treatment,
but nobody in my life actually explained to me what the hell was happening so...
I went back on the meds for a short bit of time between 10th and 11th grade,
which wasn't as good of an experience as intended.
they didn't really help me.
but when I went off of them I would become terribly nauseous for a day or two,
and then become nauseous again when I went back on them. not an ideal setup
so I'm at this psychiatrist because I wanted to get ADHD meds
that could work without me feeling like I was maybe possibly dying.
because psychiatrists can't diagnose people, I had to get a diagnosis on my own,
which was very hard. I was very anxious, especially about phone calls and talking to new people.
at my second appointment he told me not to come back until I had a proper diagnosis,
because it had been nine or ten years since my first diagnosis,
and ADHD, a lifelong condition, apparently needs to be retested just in case.
and because I was too anxious to find someone to diagnose me,
i ended up going off my meds for like a month.
it was a low dose and I don't quite remember what happened,
but i know I was miserable that much I do remember.
around that time, though, I did go to my physician for my like bi annual checkup,
and I learned that: one) they had a social worker who could diagnose me with ADHD.
two) they could fill my zoloft prescriptions.
so I was back on the meds,
and I saw their social worker she did diagnose me with ADHD
and I think anxiety?
but it wasn't really clicking so
like between that and the fact that I had to go away for school, I stopped seeing her.
but I'm still on Zoloft through my physician.
anyways! so on to what prompted me to make this video.
after this also- this is a Content warning for graphic talk
about like a mental breakdown kind of, and also discussion of suicidal thoughts and such.
so I'm totally cool if you click away if you're uncomfortable hearing about that, or that's upsetting to you. no hard feelings.
so earlier this week-
for me like the past two days because I'm filming this the day I wrote this because I'm on top of my shit-
about a week before this will be uploaded,
I accidentally went off of my meds for the second time in about a month.
and I'm gonna use the rest of this video to talk about both of those times.
i'm gonna start with the like prior time and then do the most recent time.
so I mentioned that I have ADHD, and that means i can be, you know, very forgetful.
and the thing I'm most liable to forget is to take my meds.
the first time I went off my meds was because of that.
I forgot to take my meds for two days in a row,
which for me meant that I got very low energy and my emotional regulation just kind of vanished.
I can't remember the exact contents of the day,
but if it was the same day that I think it was,
in one day I got in an argument with someone I trusted
who thought it was okay to use the r slur,
which makes me feel very unsafe,
and then act like I was the aggressor in the situation for asking them to check their privilege.
and then also I got the lowest grade I've gotten in my French class all year,
which was way lower than I expected.
and I think that was also the day that I learned that Charley staying in Boston this summer.
and like each of these things I could for sure handle if they happened, like, individually.
definitely if I was on my meds.
but when they piled up and I was medless,
I was brought to what was probably my most suicidal in a very long time.
I think from like since like last semester?
I did not trust myself to be alone so I set up shop in the library,
and I asked my friends if I could hang out in their dorm to feel safe,
once they were out of classes.
and after I made it back to my dorm I did take my meds and I showered,
and I did feel a little better.
but I was still rattled,
so I went over to my friends until I felt stable enough to be alone again.
I know that the logical thing to do would have been to just go back to my dorm
and take my meds as soon as possible after I remembered that I hadn't taken them,
but the multiple times I went back to my dorm that day,
I would get there and completely forget that I needed to take my meds.
even with it written on my hand.
I was also so immobilized by fear that it felt safer to stay where I was in the library
than to try to go back to my dorm.
I do also have a toolbox in my dorm and I keep a knife in my purse which was in my dorm at the time,
so I didn't trust myself to go back and behave safely until my meds kicked in.
the second time I went off my meds was the past couple of days.
for when you're watching that's about a week ago.
I didn't know what to anticipate though.
it wasn't a slip of the mind that let led me to forgetting them,
it was instead an event that made me realize that my life definitely sounds like a sitcom.
Saturday, i went down in New York City,
and as I was leaving I tried to pull open the top drawer of my dresser,
which is where I keep my extra Polaroid film.
I wanted to have some on hand,
because I didn't have a lot of shots left in the current pack that's in my camera.
and the drawer was stuck.
I had to leave so I didn't really think much about it,
and I forgot until the next day.
the problem is, I also keep my meds in that drawer.
this wasn't really a problem Saturday,
because I kept my I keep my meds in a pill container
which I fell at the beginning of every week
and so I had Saturday's meds but Sunday obviously wasn't filled yet.
I realized I had no idea when I would be able to access my meds next,
so I buckled down knowing it might be a few days.
so I had to plan for what that would entail,
first I knew I would be able to go outside,
because it's spring and I wouldn't be able to take my allergy medications,
and I've really bad seasonal allergies.
secondly i knew i would be exhausted, so I resolved to minimize my energy output usage,
and let myself sleep as much as needed.
i ended up not going to class on Monday,
because I knew that that would take too much energy and
I ended up sleeping instead,
because I felt like I was like I felt like I was completely drained of all energy.
and thirdly, I knew that my emotional regulation would be complete mess,
so I decided to only surround myself with things that would make like said dysregulated emotions positive ones kind of?
which took the form of watching John Mulaney videos on Netflix,
and videos of the great comic cast being amazing.
I also did put in a work order to have maintenance help me,
but because it was the weekend I would have to wait a few days.
so I got help from friends.
one broken spoo,n four unsuccessful queer kids,
an impromptu deep cleaning of the area behind my dresser,
and learning what was blocking the drawer (it was my curling iron),
we did manage to at least rescue my meds Monday afternoon.
but the drawer was still like wedged shut.
when I wrote this earlier today, I had come back from the dining hall
and my drawers were just sitting on the floor.
all the stuff that was like on top of the dresser was also on the floor or my desk.
and so the frame of the dresser was just gone.
so I got changed left and was like, "well I sure hope that they fixed that"
and I came back after class and they did and everything's fine now.
I told the story partly as like a storytime type thing,
because my life is absolutely ridiculous sometimes,
and partly to normalize medication.
like I used to worry a lot, and I still do sometimes,
about meds changing who I am, or me becoming like super dependent on them.
but the thing is people who don't take meds?
they're just as a reliant on what my meds do for me,
because their brain just does it for them naturally.
so zoloft is an SSRI, which is selective serotonin reuptake inhibitor. *finger guns*
it doesn't make serotonin, but what happens is the serotonin is released
and then after a period of time it gets like sucked back in.
except my brain naturally does that too fast,
so I don't get the benefits of the serotonin.
but my meds are like, 'you need to stop slow down and let the serotonin chill for a little while.'
and it's great. I love it.
I love having that. I - it's fabulous.
for me that allows me to be able to regulate my emotions better,
as I, without my meds, experience really intense, sudden, and short-lived mood swings.
and also the meds do help me counteract my chronic fatigue which is awesome.
going off my meds is definitely terrifying,
but I'm slowly learning how to cope if it is out of my hands.
also as far as, like, it changing who I am-
this is who I would be if my brain functioned the way it's supposed to.
my meds are just letting me be who I should be.
so to anyone who is watching this who's on meds or might go on meds:
there's nothing wrong with that.
you're just getting your brain and body functioning closer to how other people's do.
and I'm very proud of you for that.
because there's so much stigma behind it, so good on you.
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How to activate the console in CS: GO !
When you learn, it will make it easy to execute commands on a server.
Light your way with this tutorial!
1. - First click on the "Options"
Do it that way.
Options
If you've done everything right so far, let's go to the next step!
2. - In this window, click on "Game Settings"
Do it that way!
Game Settings
3. - And now, click on "Activate the Developer Console".
After that, just click the key that you have placed to open the Console.
All right, now just have fun!
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Brazilian Mini Rocket Festival - EXPOSURE #58 - Duration: 3:00.
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seven, six, five, four
three, two, one...
GO!
Hello my little friends!
How are you doing!? We are back!
I´m in a farm
From Federal University of Paraná
and a mini rocket festival is going on, so there are many universities here
launching their prototypes, and it´s really cool!
I´m filming right now with the 1Dxmk2 plus the drone!
So let´s go check some footage!
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JCM800 clone + "Jose Arredondo" mod - Duration: 5:42.
Hello my friends, how are you doing? Alright ...
Doing another video about amplifiers, speakers, gears and related
This time I'll do a brief test involving an experience that I want to share
I've built this 50W JCM800 2203 circuit clone a few months ago, as you already have saw
and recently - I want to thanks my friend Rodrigo Monteiro, AKA "termite"
- he gave me the JCM modification knowed as "Jose Arredondo"
widespread on the U.S. JCM800 amps
and increases gain on the amp ... you'll hear ...
So I've did the mod based on the original ... not exactly a copy
cause the schematics that Rodrigo gave me were way simple ...
and that's the one I've used and want to show you ... I'll play it into 2 speakers combinations
first running my 2x12 cab with Eminence Private Jack / the Wizard
and then running another 2x12 cab with Celestions G12T-75 / Vintage30
the mics are Sennheiser E609 and Samsom Qmic to capture both speakers
I'll play my Gibson Les Paul Studio and the amount preamp gain in 1/4 first
so the gain in half - will sound like this amp was before the mod
and preamp gain on max at last ... ok?
So let's go ... 1/4 preamp gain
now the gain in half
all gain
Celestion V30 and G12T-75 at 1/4 preamp gain
gain in half
all gain
ok ... my neighbor's dog liked it
this was my JCM800 clone with the Jose Arredond based mod
that my friend Rodrigo Monteiro sent me and I've did to test ... souds really amazing !!
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questions and suggestions write below ... I answer almost it all
I hope to see you soon !!
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