Hello everybody! How are you guys going? Welcome back to my chann el!
In today video you should already have deduced by the video title
what I came to talk to you
It's over and I won!
Yes guys this is the video where I tell you guys ,
that yes I am cured, that yes I won!
But before everything I've been consuming youtube a lot
And I see that everybody that does videos on youtube, presents itself.
In the beginning of video and it makes perfect sense right?
Because if you are watching this video for the first time or seeing me for the first time,
you probally doesn't know who I am. From now on, from this video
I'll be introducing myself to you
And I will explain to you that is watching this video of what it is
So let's go. Hello my name is Patricia
and if you're watching this video you fell in the middle of my serie.
actually at the end of it
I create this serie NEW FIGHT last year
when I discovered; when I was diagnosed with non-Hodgkin's lymphoma, a cancer.
This serie started for me to share this fight with you
tell for you guys in details
everything that I went through or would face
during all this treatment, and you guys have followed this treatment with me
passing through each step. and we face together all the challenges
And we face together all the challenges
and this series was actually born because
There is a video of mine that I have with hair and suddenly I was without hair
so I knew I had to share this story with you.
This series was born kind of to share with you
and kind of for me to have something to focus on.
Outside of being on treatment.
This serie is really special to me
And this video too you can see from the title
that has the name
"Its over and I won! part. 1 "
Because the next video is a little from this video, but it has a totally different name
It is i "Recoloring life"
yes the title will be in english because the video will be all in english
Translating the title for you "Recolorindo a vida"
It's a video / project that I put together.
with some of my friends
It's been a while, finally I'll be able to put it, for you here.
Don't worry because this video will have subtitles
just like this video has subtitle
The videos in my channel no exception have subtitles
you just click on the "CC" that appears in the corner of the screen
I do not know exactly which corner of the screen is it here or here?
I'm not sure, but wherever this symbol is appearing
here I'll be writing the symbol. it's just you click on this little symbol
and the subtitles it automatically appears
In my portuguese videos the subtitles will be in english
and in my english videos the subtitles will be in portuguese
So if you clik now you're watching this video with subtitle in english
it's been a while that I'm working with the subtitle from youtube
Some people request me to use them
I confess that it is a little easier to use these subtitles
than the editor's own subtitles
at least for me is easier to be using this subtitles
And that's it guys I will not go deep into about the next video
I'm just telling you that it's going to be very long as this is going to be very long too.
I ask you to watch both until the end
because these are very special videos for me.
Of course this video besides me telling you
Yes, I am cured, yes I did.
This video is also a big thank you to all of you.
All of you that watched me, that cheered, that prayed
who accompanied me throughout this fight
When I told to my familly
that I was healed and everything else
All of them said congratulations!
that's it! Finally! You did it! She's a warrior! one more victory!
That's it and I wanted to extend this Congratulations to you
because I know this fight wasn't just mine
this fight was ours so this this victory is ours too
Thank you so much to all of you guys that accompanied me
Serious, be you a friend or just someone that watches my channel
or a relative of mine thank you so mcuh
for accompanying me on the whole thing
But well...
And this was the longest introduction of my life
Let's start this video!
Guys this video is coming out in real time
I'm saying this because this video will be up in the firs week of October
Because a lot of people ask me
why I record the videos after things happened
Well depends a lot of the video
there are videos that I didn't record before because
or I was recovering from the treatment
or I was busy
or doing a exam then put everything together and could not edit the video before
But in the case of this video I received the news on September 28th
Before you crucify me, calm down, this video is coming out in real time to you guys.
It's a video that you could not keep for long because
I'm wanting to shout to the world that my treatment is over.
I'm very happy, really, really happy. :)
Going through this treatment was not easy.
the only certainty I had is that I was not alone to face this fight
so been here and able to talk to you
That I won is something very rewarding.
I intend not to cry in this video, so
right?! Let's keep in this way
Well I will go into details here from the beginning of my treatment
I answered this question in a statement to a friend of mine that she used at her college
And it's a question that I found it very interesting to answer,
and I wanted to be speaking here for you too
She asked me what the reaction of people was when they heard about my illness
And I had everything, I had people who cursed
people who cried, people who said "alright you will succeed", "will be all right".
And for those people that cryed
of course my conduct to my response was different
I said to them "calm down I'm hard on the fall"
"it is not this disease that will knock me down"
"I'm sure it's going to be all right at the end of the story."
Obviously I did not know how long this fight would last
And....even if she would have an end
And what would be the end of it all
As I told you guys the only certainty I had is that I was not alone
Oh my!
I have incredible friends. :)
And I have friends all over the world
and thanks god I can say this
Man, you are amazing believe me!
And sometimes the people who are further away
have become closer than those who are close to me
Amazing, right?! But it's true.
I have friends from afar who made all the difference during this treatment.
Seriously, I'm lucky to have an incredible family, to have amazing friends.
to have amazing people so...
Thank you so much, really, for everything.
I'll tell you something I learned during this treatment.
dude, my friends, my God...
had a moment of my treatment in which people
around me just talked about how strong I was
Damn how strong you are,
damn... you're a warrior,
Geez how amazing you are.
Those were the words I listened to most, you know.
And because of these words
And okay.... it's going to sound stupid and silly to you and that's okay if looks like that.
it's a matter of opinion right?!
Anyway, I felt afraid of crying.
I was afraid to admit it was hard, admitting it was intense
to feel weak, I felt fear.
And my friends they notice this
They notice and they asked me
what was happening and everything else, I told them
And they said "but Why are you scared to cry?"
"Why are you feeling that you can not?", "what's happening?"
And I said "oh because people put so much...
I do not know, credibility in me that
It's hard to know when everyone says you're strong.
But you're not feeling strong.
How do you do?!"
And my friends said "well just say it!"
"admit it's hard, admit it's not easy"
And then they said the phrases that make all the sense to me
"crying is not giving up"
"To admit that this is difficult is not to be weak."
In fact both are synonymous of struggle
are synonymous of strength. crying is not giving up;
crying show that yes i's difficult,
yes, it's almost impossible
But I will not give up and this is the most important
Regardless of what you are going through, regardless of which fight you are facing
as difficult as it seems to be, if you know that in the end it's worth it
DON'T GIVE UP!
cry, give it all to yourself
be weak admit it, feel the pain and say it that you are feeling pain
that's ok, it's part
is part of being strong, part of being determined to win
I say this because that's what I say to the people around me who are going through any struggle
Man, admit it's hard, admit it's not easy.
and it's ok to assume
it means that it's very complicated but you will not give up
And this is always the most important!
Well, I could not forget to talk to you
About the people that I don't know, of the people who were with me during this whole struggle
who came to visit me in the hospital
who came to visit me at home,
who sent me a message, that called with me on skype
people who were here for me at all hours
Geez, thank you very much. If you want to know if you made a difference the answer is
Yes, you made all the difference.
You are incredible friends, you are incredible people!
And I'm very grateful to have you in my life really seriously!
Well guys this video here I'll finish it over here. okay?!
It was really just a video for me to tell you
that I have overcome, I am healed, that its over.
And I just want to make it clear here.
Thank you very much, thank you very much indeed! For all of you who are watching me.
And that's it guys I'm going to stay here
Please watch the next video.It is very special to me.
And that's it! I see you guys on my next video!
kisses and bye bye! <3
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