hi I'm Ash Kirwan from ashkirwan.com.au
and in this video I'm going to share
with you some weight loss inspiration
that I found in my life when I decided
to change my lifestyle in order to Bert
lose 50 kilos and really created a new
motivation and drive an inspiration in
my life and it was a time when I was in
esperance and I was actually no at the
height of my way over the hundred
twenty-five kilos this story happened
when I was 102 killers so it already
been on the weight loss journey for a
little while and I was living in a place
called Esther in sin and us in Western
Australia and I was just really deep
motivated which was working rebuilding
old homestead from 1869 which is 130 k s
east of esperance working with one other
bloke and you know coming into town on
the weekend and it wasn't my town that
I've grown up in I'll drop into it
solves an outsider and so even in
Australia it's very hard sometimes to be
accepted into a country town and and
create a new social group A and really
fit in because there's that kind of
small town mentality that goes a lot in
Australia because it's not that we have
an underdeveloped culture but we kind of
just have a very quiet emasculating
culture where you've got prove yourself
worthy judge between you and 110 hundred
and two kilos oh I remember now thing is
beautiful little place if you've ever
heard of esperance an old esperance
beautiful little coastal town on the
bottom of Australia with white sandy
beaches and some beautiful bush that
that comes down into this kind of really
tropical turquoise blue aqua waters on
the seaside and it's very much like
tropical island and I've spent no I'm
not fair feeling very isolated from my
stats on and it was only I remember one
day after one boy waking up with a
complete
however and thinner at the local pub
tonight before trying to make friends
jumping on stage in the karaoke and
singing to a couple of different songs
three doors down kryptonite which is a
big one one if I go predator that will
you still call me Superman if I'm of
them will you be there hold it in my
hand you know a lot of thing I love
expressing myself I'm an artist on the
Creator and so to me to get on stage of
the knives and then do another song
where I just busted out open rhyme you
know I've got clapped and cheered by all
the locals and yet when I've got a
strange Norman really wanted to talk to
you interact with me so I really felt
alienated an isolated in that point in
my life and yet i'm in this beautiful
tropical existence my familiars lesson
same thing ever is but what's wrong with
these people wait i'm here like our God
day I you nobody wants to say hello one
you just one all sit around telling me
that everyone the gay in this matter it
just seemed to me it was just a lack of
culture I think a lot of people with
Australian probably worldwide dealing
with very similar issues and not fitting
mean you know what I chose not to be in
and to become a unique version of myself
that I start to find an ever greater
level of who I was it first or the
unique identity sun express myself in
different ways that more laid off
journey really started to take off and I
remember this morning I woke up with a
hangover slank I'll put everything in
box light but still didn't make any real
lasting friendships and yet when I
looked at the swell report like because
I bought myself a bodyboard before I
went down there because I wanted to
learn to play boy again something I DVR
teenager is something I really admired
people surfing waves and what up
write-ups when you roll down its bought
me this well today now I'm I know if I
have just God have a look down the beach
don't took my boy board and I'll throw a
little better well thats huge bands
wicked and pulled up at this little
little beach called for beach in
esperance is beautiful to open babe you
can see for four mile back so he just
want to talk for pinch
formal or at abide to the other point
and it's like this crystal turquoise
were sparking theories for meter waves
pompoms open be slide 9 you can see like
the grains of sand shipping across the
bottom of the sea bed in a couple meters
of water like that beautiful and the way
to pump it on now so however and still I
feared I'm white why is it just rolling
in so casually so smooth there's
learning three people out and I'm like
well if I got to lose man so I just
decided that a man with a hangover like
it all my infinite wisdom and complete
stupidity that it was going to be a
great idea for you to paddle out and
attempt to surf I these things because I
had nothing to lose anyway and sometimes
when we're on our weight loss journey
and we need to find the inspiration to
lose weight sometimes it's by throwing
caution to the wind and just pulling the
anchor man and see what happens you know
so remember sitting on beach John what
am i doing and feeling I don't know if I
really I really dug up your Lewis I'm
ones will try this if the does Elena
just turn around and float back in on
the white water so I'm kind of now I'm
coming out on some of the white walls
are getting the wildlife of the crashing
waves of getting a lot heavier and
thicker the further I get out which also
getting closer to where the waves
breaking and I thought I realize how did
I want because I was running out of
brass and I'll son just went spew and
dry reach and empty the contents and
last night back into the building
conditions on the water hoping we'll but
my show coming to say hello good morning
however and I've got throws it out
further out I've seen one of these guys
started paddling for a wave to the set
data coming in here which is in between
your sets you've got bigger waves they
get bigger set coming and then the way
to get smaller sets roll out and then
you've got sets of ways but floors blood
flow coming in insects and so it's like
a blood pulse of wires that come through
to the shoreline and so I made through
the fur the middle of the sets and then
as I go out to the fact that's when the
real
the peak of the sets are coming through
your mind same and so I've seen this guy
cattle into one of the one of the SAT
waves and I'm like holy crap my arm in
this guy's way where he was going to
drop down to face delayed answer onto
the face of life and cut down back into
the into the face of outer surface at
the beach I was writing skies way and
I'm like well I'm already a breath of
stuff so I start paddling my cattle try
to get out of his way and yet the way he
didn't quite make it onto the waves
though it's the way starts feathering up
where it's about to throw over the lip
and barrel right he's just dropped off
back he didn't wasn't quite in place and
stops got past him and that that's a job
here as it starts to feather thinking oh
my god so first hotels can he get road
by him secondly I'm thinking oh my god
i'm about to get wild on its wave on the
lips about to come down and smash me
right on the forehead feels like our
even then i'll do double stress i'm
telling you in harder they're lovely on
for hang on i'm not even sure where or
how that thought come into like existing
something anywhere remotely central
right decided I was gonna turn around
and just have a crackers Tony Stark no
bread just finished cry reaching low
tomorrow just spun around given two
kicks with the flippers and also this
weighs on me during this run what I mean
though in there nestled up here dropping
in as its red a barrel straight over
taught me one hundred and two kilos man
no breath left ball sometime get
barreled for the first time and the
first wave in probably about 15 years
yeah in 11 version of the truth it's
pure it's handy on the second version of
the truth oh my god what a wave round
like our livers drop it in on that thing
thinking what a hell am I actually doing
this is the most insane thing I've ever
done this thought worked for about are
really second as I've just dropping hit
the bottle way bottom turn and card back
up a fight off for well but if I don't
actually make that bottom two
back out flashed away my I'm already out
of breath I've also just allowance bill
to become a grain of sand clear as day
been wrong prophecy bed with blackboard
floating on service and yet as I made a
fortune when my mind went to a different
place I forgot about being out of breath
I forgot about being 100 2 kilos i
forgot about being not fit and the only
thing that existed in that moment was me
in that lane and therefore as I turf
bottom turned up inside that barrel I
just can't been and that's proceeded to
surf that wave all the way up that beach
as far as the eye can see and know that
way probably i surf that way for
reckoned 30 seconds 40 seconds I
remember pulling off to the channel one
must have gone across three banks and
three channels you know to get to the
end deeper child which is the channel
you've got a sand Bank which is the high
part of the water and the way the rip
goes out is the channel and so the ocean
always moves the sand around like that
civilized out by banks and channels
those channels wise move depending on
whether swell control and how it moves
the sand around how that ecosystem of
that ocean environment is actually
involved so as the water a wave comes
over sand banquets in the shower version
the label get bigger and loftier and
pick up more of a wall because there's
more volume of water coming out of
shoulder surface of pushes the water up
and when the water when the wave go that
when you're serving away when you go
through the channel part because the
more deeper the wave will definitely
lesson of volume and not be as sharp
because there's a less volume of water
coming over operator body of water and
so therefore that's all created bowels
and what creates the faces Elaine on
different sections so pulling into the
channel at the end when the way finally
died off because was too deep for that
volume of wave to actually be able to
crash and break and looking back and
seeing where the other three guys with a
sense of a hand irrelevant holy shit man
oh just do that like an hour ago Liz
feeling like absolute crap not feeling
good about myself
having a low self-worth really not
seeing any value in the role that I was
playing the world even though I was in
this beautiful paradisiacal place to
like having a Tiffany the size of the
gum disease it was like I can't express
you guys have magic that moment wants me
I was like it really was one the
greatest moments of my journey through
layoffs and finding my inspiration to
really keep going because in seven times
that journey of losing 50 kilos there
was only timeless of like what's the
point why bother and if you look into
your own life and your own journey of
weight loss they've been many times in
your life three single at that point
there's no point for my brother but then
it only takes a glimpsing moment like
that to actually change the whole
paradigm of how you perceive the role
you train in your life in the life of
other people around you but also a hoot
urs person and your ability to go out
solve problems effectively for yourself
and create the life that you want to
create through weight loss and through
all the other mediums that we have
available to us as an expression as an
identity polish human being because we
are all unique codes of fingerprints of
identities it's not our way to that's
not our legality it's not our walk and
it's not our money and it's not anything
else that creates who we are as persons
how we express ourselves and how we
choose to solve problems and move beyond
the issues of our life create a greater
level of abundance for our self and the
world around us based apply our
intention that's conducive to who we
want to be it's always going to be doing
bad in life is what I've realized even
losing 50 kilos now you know every day
for me is still a challenge and I still
see as as as fun because it's seen the
challenges as i get my greatest growth
see my challenges that i get the grades
ability to express who I really am as a
person through not accepting what is
that I get to create what could be at
any given moment especially now because
now they lost to tequila
got so much energy now surfed all around
Australia of dr. landscape business and
now I'm building my youtube channel to
develop an identity in the public arena
on how to resolve family dynamics and
mental health issues through the
understanding of our ability to express
itself actively and communicate
effectively in vicinity to the greater
community which all comes himself
understand itself and finding our latest
earth that fucking beautiful wave right
out for fetching ending up right and
channel the end looking back and God
come here man I did that now that's what
I want for you that's the purpose of
these viewers of doing for your weight
loss their family dynamics and all the
other topics on discussing in because
that's available for you surfing a wave
right into the channel of your own life
whether that be on a blade board
surfboard with a paintbrush or a cooking
pan is up to you that's your own version
expression of itself but that's a real
possibility to you so live bowl brush
and unrestricted because portal is not
the truth the capability the possessed
person sales courageous with the eye of
their install p
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