Hello. One, two, three and recording
Okay! So...
I don't why I'm so nervous for doing THIS VIDEO.
It's my first time
"I'm here at my place, comfort of my place"
Hopefully you guys can understand me.
I'm scrambling. I have a lot of ideas.
of my thoughts about life, about MY LIFE, about the reflection of everything that is going around ME.
and I'll try my best to explain all of MY THOUGHTS . I'LL DO MY BEST.
Even though I wrote THIS NOTE about two years ago that's when I started typing some of my ideas.
Jumbling, scrambling some of my ideas and let's see if it's true or not.
I call it "A theory based on ME"
So, on Saturday, about 2:45p.m. on the 23rd of August 2014 I wrote:
Everybody, all the adult people live with stress
It could be little stress, or could be big stress. There are some measures about stress, but WE WILL WITH STRESS ALL THE TIME
So, some people create and invent some stuff to deal with that.
To try to get out of stress
For example: go shopping, or go play whatever kinds of whetever games you like to play
or having relationships, and "sexual relationships" with another people, with others.
All these things could take you out from stress for an instant or could be for long periods of time.
But, the only stress, THE ONLY STRESS, that always existed between among people is
ABOUT WARS.
There always gonna be wars between people and that's the only stress
BIG STRESS, A UNIQUE STRESS that is always going TO BE
Because wars they'll always been throughout history.
It's been THEN and NOW, and THERE ALWAYS WILL BE WARS.
So, I had another thought, and I wrote it on February of 2015 and it says:
The stress is a BIG and IMPORTANT part of HUMAN BEINGS.
In relate of how they evolve.
and IT COULD TRAVEL THROUGH TIME!
And THAT STRESS keeps on growing throughout the time.
Because stress could leave you with physical, and emotional...
YOU CAN CALL THEM SCARS!
Stress makes you, impacts you in your physical and emotional, pretty much.
If you don't have it, that's pretty much like you don't have stress. BUT, YOU HAVE IT IN SOME WAY! (!?)
Stress could be form in the thoughts of people.
And stress could be, like I said, LOW STRESS and HIGH STRESS.
An example of LOW STRESS is when, for example:
A human being, in the present, RIGHT NOW, they could be thinking
"What I am going to eat today!?"
And they already know that they have some food in the fridge
but, they think IF THAT'S ENOUGH
they think: "Oh! Do I have food on my fridge!? I know I do, BUT it's better if I double check IF I HAVE ENOUGH FOR TODAY!"
"BECAUSE I REALLY DON'T KNOW IF I DID BUY ENOUGH FOOD FOR TODAY."
And that's an example of LOW STRESS!
And a HIGH STRESS is when they... An example of HIGH STRESS is:
When they THINK ABOUT THE FUTURE
About WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN ON THE FUTURE BECAUSE WE DON'T KNOW THE FUTURE! (!?)
An example is when they'll be thinking about:
"Am I going to LIVE TOMORROW!? I DON'T KNOW. I COULD BE DEAD TOMORROW!"
So, then you'll get REALLY STRESSED because YOU DON'T KNOW WHEN YOU'RE GOING TO DIE! But,
Then you'll be thinking to yourself, AM I GOING TO DIE TOMORROW!? WHEN AM I GOING TO DIE!?"
NOBODY KNOW TO THIS ANSWER. ONLY "GOD" AND "DESTINY" would MIGHT know about this FUTURE
About the answers TO THAT FUTURE.
IS IT REALLY!?
[looks AT YOU!]
WE DON'T KNOW!
OK. Let's go for another scrambling thought that I had
My thought came on the final days of the month September 2014.
It was around the 24-30 of September.
THAT'S WHEN I WROTE IT!
So, it's about THE HUMAN RACE.
Human race is attached, and is joined, is bound to the ANIMAL KINGDOM
For example,
And the big impact about these two correlations, between human race and animal kingdom is
about THE SURVIVAL and THE REPRODUCTION!
Because both of them DO PRETTY MUCH THE SAME THING!
Because human race it's been fighting
between among each other
to survive the day and day
the daily life!
And, in order TO DO THAT, they go towards THE REPRODUCTION
in order to MAINTAIN their LEGACY!
And that's A WAY OF SURVIVING!
IN ORDER TO SURVIVE, YOU PRETTY MUCH GOTTA MAKE A LEGACY BY MAKING YOUR OWN OFFSPRING!
You can call it like that: "OFFSPRING!"
Another thought that I had was between October 2014
I don't know what the date, I didn't write it, because I just had THAT THOUGHT ON THAT YEAR IN THAT TIME!
AND I WROTE IT!
Even though it's TWO YEARS LATER THAT I DO THIS VIDEO, I GO BACK TO THIS!
I think it's kinda funny because...
When you're A CHILD you think THIS WAY!
BECAUSE YOU LIVE...
SOME THINGS WHEN YOU'RE A CHILD!
SOME THINGS WHEN YOU'RE A TEENAGER!
SOME THINGS WHEN YOU'RE AN "ADULT"
WHEN YOU'RE A "MALE"
and then, that's pretty much IT!
I'll go BACK TO THIS LATER ON!
OK. So, I wrote...
about ANIME!
For those that don't know about anime...
IT'S GOT A BIG IMPACT ON MY LIFE!
So, THAT'S WHY I DO THIS VIDEO!
Because YOU WOULDN'T BE DOING A VIDEO OF THINGS THAT YOU DON'T LIKE! (!?)
ABOUT YOU!
THAT MAKES AN IMPACT ON YOUR LIFE!
Especially when you're an ADULT!
Especially, when people tell you that YOU GOTTA LIVE SOME STUFF BY YOURSELF!
[eyes start to become "red"]
IN ORDER TO REALIZE OF SOME THINGS!
[wipes a tear that came out of the right eye]
AND IT'S VERY TRUE!
OK
Sorry about that! I get very emotional when...
I'M TRYING TO SAY AND EXPRESS MYSELF IN SOME STUFF BECAUSE...
I USUALLY DON'T DO THIS!
that's why I CAN'T EVEN LOOK AT THE CAMERA! and...
EVEN THOUGH I'M ALONE!
In this my place
IN MY PLACE!
and THERE'S NOT EVEN...
A PERSON THAT I'M TALKING RIGHT FACE-TO-FACE!
BUT, I KNOW that could be people watching my video
EVEN IF I DON'T KNOW THEM!
Because... I didn't interact much with people...
even in my teen years!
especially, WHEN YOU ARE A CHILD!
WHEN I WAS A CHILD
I HAD ZERO INTERACTIONS BECAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO INTERACT WITH PEOPLE!
BUT... IT WAS GOOD! EVEN THOUGH I DIDN'T INTERACT WITH PEOPLE!
BECAUSE... YOU GOTTA KNOW HOW TO LIVE WITH PEOPLE!
YOU GOTTA KNOW... WHY YOU GOTTA TO DO CERTAIN STUFF WHEN YOU'RE A CHILD!
YOU GOTTA FOLLOW THE ORDERS AND, PRETTY MUCH WHATEVER YOUR PARENTS TELL YOU!
I grew up with my mother and all of her family back [then]
So, you can probably notice that MY ACCENT IS DIFFERENT! (!?)
and probably you can have some hints on from WHERE is my background because of my accent!
So, even though I WAS BORN HERE!
I have an accent because I went [to a] different country, even though I'M FROM THIS COUNTRY, even though I WAS BORN FROM THIS COUNTRY
I GREW UP IN A DIFFERENT ONE
and I CAME BACK TO THE COUNTRY WHERE I WAS BORN!
and then, to realize...
I remember when, one time when you're in school
you're a child, HAVE FRIENDS!
I just went to one school
back in the country where I grew up. I didn't switch schools
And if I did, it would have been worse for me I guess.
Because... I DIDN'T MAKE MUCH FRIENDS!
I could even say that it's kind of scripted because
THE FRIENDS CAME TO ME!
MY FRIENDS CAME TO ME, THEY WANTED TO BE MY FRIEND!
They saw something special on me, I guess.
BECAUSE OF MY WAY OF BEING, I GUESS! BEING SO SILENT! NOT SPEAKING TOO MUCH!
AND some knew that I wasn't born in THEIR COUNTRY because I was born in THIS COUNTRY
and I GREW UP WITH THEM!
in a DIFFERENT COUNTRY!
So, maybe that's why I WAS SO SILENT, I WAS SO SHY!
THAT COULD BE ONE OF THE REASONS WHY I WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH TO MAKE SOME FRIENDS!
MAKE MY FRIENDS, by starting speaking and talking... so yeah...
THAT'S IS PRETTY MUCH WHAT I HAVE TO SHARE, I WANTED TO SHARE WITH YOU!
ALL MY THOUGHTS!
and
THIS THOUGHT!
CAME RANDOMLY TO ME!
RIGHT NOW!
I DON'T EVEN HAVE IT, WRITTEN IN MY, I CALL IT: "My theory invented by me!"
I DON'T EVEN HAVE IT WRITTEN IN MY DESKTOP!
My desktop computer that I bought!
So, yeah... THAT WAS GOOD to try to LET YOU KNOW some OF MY BACKGROUND!
So you could know HOW I FEEL!... HOW I...
REACT TO THINGS! HOW IS MY WAY OF THINKING!
HOW IS MY VOICE!
HOW IS MY ACTIONS!
HOW IS MY WAY OF SAYING THINGS TO YOU!
Because WE'RE ALL UNIQUE!
WE ARE ALL UNIQUE ON HOW WE SAY THINGS!
HOW IS OUR VOICE WHEN WE SAY THINGS!
ESPECIALLY, WHEN IF IT'S REALLY COMING OUT OF
FROM YOUR HEARTH!
[cries]
[clearing voice with deep breaths]
BECAUSE IT'S GOOD TO EXPRESS!
STUFF THAT IT'S COMING OUT FROM YOUR HEART!
IT'S PROCESSING EVERYTHING TO YOUR MIND!
IT'S COMMUNICATING BETWEEN YOUR BODY TOO!
AND THIS IS HOW I LIVE!
THIS IS A SIGN!
THAT I AM ALIVE!
[point to YOU!](!?)
[wipes out tears]
[clears voice with deep breaths]
and IT'S GOOD TO BE ALIVE! RIGHT!?
Some people are alive, but they think they're alive, but they don't express all of their emotions!
all of their "good feelings"
I'm gonna go to THIS POINT, where I wrote in here
about these "good feelings"
because you can consider THIS "GOOD FEELINGS," RIGHT!?
And it's very important to show these "good feelings" that you have
especially to the CLOSEST PEOPLE TO YOU!
TO THE PEOPLE THAT YOU CONSIDER THE CLOSEST!
that everything is based on your way of life! (!?)
and that all of these "good feelings" YOU SHOULDN'T BE, THAT'S WHY I SAID "YOU SHOULDN'T"
BE SHOWING IT TO THE OTHER PEOPLE!
TO PEOPLE THAT ARE not CLOSE TO YOU!
BECAUSE...
YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENS, WHEN YOU SHOW ALL OF YOUR "GOOD EMOTIONS" TO PEOPLE THAT
YOU DON'T CONSIDER CLOSE TO YOU
THEY COULD COME BACK TO YOU and then
"STAB YOU!" or "STAB YOU IN THE BACK!" or
that's the expression! (!?)
So that's it's better to GO to YOUR IMMEDIATE FAMILY, THAT YOU CONSIDER YOUR IMMEDIATE FAMILY!
WHEN YOU'RE A CHILD!
ESPECIALLY!
But then when you're a teen, you can consider your immediate family maybe "your friends!"
and I'M NOT SAYING THAT IS "GOOD" OR "BAD"
TO HAVE YOUR FRIENDS AS YOUR CLOSEST FAMILY!
WHEN YOU'RE A TEEN BUT...
THEY COULD REALLY NOT BE!
"YOUR IMMEDIATE FAMILY!"
SO, IT'S BETTER TO NOT SHOW ALL OF THESE "GOOD FEELINGS"
TO RANDOM PEOPLE!
IT'S BETTER TO SHOW ALL OF THESE "GOOD FEELINGS" TO THE PEOPLE THAT YOU KNOW!
SO, THIS IS ONE OF THE BIGGEST!
TRUTHFUL!
HARSH!
HOWEVER YOU WANNA CALL IT!
BUT TRUTH THOUGHT THAT I JUST HAD!
that I wrote at the end of my theory invented by me
about MY LIFE!
So, YOU COULD TAKE ALL OF THIS AS AN ADVICE TO YOU!
BECAUSE THIS IS A REFLECTION! A REFLECTION OF YOU WATCHING ME!
YOU COULD BE LAUGHING!
YOU COULD BE PAYING ATTENTION!
YOU COULD not BE PAYING ATTENTION because
I'M NOT EVEN LOOKING AT THE CAMERA ALL THE TIME!
ONLY SOME TIMES!
OR YOU COULD BE TAKING ALL OF MY WORDS!
AND PROBABLY, TEST IT OUT IF IT'S TRUE!
ABOUT some of the THINGS THAT I'VE TOUCHED! RIGHT NOW!
BY FAR!
So, for example, about the HUMAN RACE!
ABOUT "GOOD FEELINGS" ABOUT "BAD FEELINGS!"
SO... THAT IS THE REAL WORLD!
THAT IS THE REAL WORLD!
NOT THE INTERNET WORLD!
So, for example, for those who are JUST LIVING ON THE INTERNET...
GOOD THING THAT YOU DON'T HAVE TO SHOW ALL OF YOUR "GOOD FEELINGS!"
TO OTHER RANDOM PEOPLE!
and THAT'S PRETTY MUCH IT....
That I wanted to touch to ALL OF YOU!
Right now, I wanna to go to another point, which is
SOME OF MY FINAL POINTS!
MY THOUGHTS ABOUT... THIS COULD BE RANDOM! BUT...
I'M PRETTY RANDOM SO...
about MONEY and... TIME!
you COULD PUT WATER IN THERE TOO, IF YOU WANT TO! BUT...
YEAH, SURE...
So,...
about MONEY and TIME!...
So, even though I'M HERE IN MY HOUSE, MY PLACE!
I got IT because...
I GOT SO MUCH TIME IN THIS LIFE!...
I HAD SO MUCH MONEY IN THIS LIFE!...
THAT I'M LIVING RIGHT NOW!...
SO I COMBINE THEM WITH THOSE TWO...
and then WATER TOO! BECAUSE I'M WATER!
that's what they say, (right!?): "I'm 60% made mainly of WATER!"
SO, I'M HERE!
I'M WATER!
So...
IT'S GOING TO BE ALMOST A YEAR THAT I'VE BEEN LIVING IN MY PLACE!
SO, IT'S BEEN WORTHWHILE!
IT'S BEEN NICE!
I LEARNED A LOT!
and... I ENJOYED A LOT! and I...
HAD FUN!
EVEN THOUGH I WAS ALONE!
AT MY OWN PLACE!
and... yeah...
THESE TWO THINGS AND ME!
BECAUSE I'M WATER!
IT'S not GONNA LAST FOREVER!
IT'S not GONNA LAST FOR...
10 YEARS! (!?)
IT'S NOT GONNA LAST FOR... I DON'T KNOW...
ANOTHER YEAR! (!?)
I WOULDN'T BE LASTING FOR ANOTHER YEAR BECAUSE I'M OUT OF MONEY!
So, IF ONE OF THOSE pretty much breaks... [from the triangle of "money-time-water"]
THEN I COULD BE DONE! RIGHT!?
I'M DONE!
ONLY HAVE... TIME!... AND... WATER!...
IF I DON'T HAVE MONEY...
let's make "a good triangle!"
[looks at YOU!(!?)]
I COULDN'T BE LIVING MORE IF I JUST HAD TIME AND WATER! (!?)
I CANNOT BE LIVING HERE!
I CANNOT KEEP ON LIVING IN MY PLACE!
Some theories say that: "TIME equals MONEY," RIGHT!?
I mean, that's what SOME PEOPLE SAY! (!?)
So, IF I DON'T HAVE MONEY I DON'T HAVE TIME TO KEEP ON STAYING IN HERE!
SO I'M PRETTY MUCH DONE!
So, what about IF THAT THEORY about TIMES EQUAL MONEY...
DOESN'T EXISTS!
IF WE ALL DIDN'T HAVE TIME OR MONEY!
that says: "IF YOU DON'T HAVE MONEY, YOU DON'T HAVE TIME!" (!?)
and "HOW YOU SPEND YOUR TIME MAKES YOU GOOD MONEY!" (!?)
"GOOD MONEY!" (!?)
"So YOU CAN KEEP ON STAYING ON YOUR PLACE, HAVE YOUR PLACE!"
"TO LIVE AND ENJOY YOURSELF!"
"HAVING FUN... SO YOU CAN KEEP ON LIVING!"
Hmmmm...
So, I WONDER... HOW ARE THOSE PEOPLE...LET'S SAY "DON'T BELIEVE..."
"IN TIME AND MONEY!"
and YOU CALL THEM "HOMELESS!"
THEY'RE STILL LIVING...!!!
HARSH REALITY!
HARSH TRUTH!
And THEY'RE ALONE TOO!
I'M ALONE HERE...
I ENJOYED IT, LIKE I SAID!
I HAD THE TIME AND THE MONEY!
BUT, SOONER OR LATER!...
AND THAT'S WHAT THEY SAY:
"WHEN YOU DIE, YOU DON'T HAVE TIME OR MONEY BECAUSE YOU DIE!"
HARSH! HARSH REALITY!
"WE'RE ALL GONNA DIE!"
"WHOO!" (!?)
BUT...
THOSE "HOMELESS" PEOPLE, HOW THEY'RE STILL ALIVE!?
Some went through THIS... Some could have been going through WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW! (!?)
and then, they probably realize like TIME is NOT equal MONEY!
and then...
HOW YOU SPEND YOUR TIME IS not HOW IT MAKES YOU "GOOD MONEY!"
or HOW IT MAKES YOU LIVE! BECAUSE...
IN THIS PLACE, THAT I GOT, IT'S JUST BECAUSE OF MONEY!
JUST MONEY!
HARSH! HARSH REALITY!
and some people just chose to LIVE WITHOUT THESE TWO THINGS!
WITHOUT HAVING THIS PHYSICAL PLACE!...
TO LIVE!
AND THEY GOTTA GO OUT THERE!
OUT THERE!
ON THE STREETS!
PRETTY SAD!
I'M SAD!
But some people say that:
"NOT ALL of the HOMELESS people are the same!"
I know because we're all different!
We go through different stages on our lives!
So, SOME PEOPLE WERE BORN WITHOUT TIME OR MONEY!
JUST ON THE STREETS!
AND THOSE COULD BE HAPPENING, BACK BECAUSE, LIKE I MENTIONED, WARS!
WARS! THAT COULD BE ONE EXAMPLE!
THAT COULD BE ONE OF THE REASONS WHY THEY ARE ON THE STREETS! (!?)
So, that's pretty much... that's pretty much... WHY THEY'RE ON THE STREETS (!?)
PRETTY SAD!
and then some people say:
"Oh! THIS HOMELESS is asking for MONEY!"
"I'm NOT giving MY MONEY that I EARNED with MY HARD WORK! And he's just there like BEGGING FOR MONEY!"
"He's gonna use it for..."
"that homeless person is gonna USE IT FOR DRUGS, FOR SURE! Because I have seen!"
Yeah, that's true!
Some homeless people could use it for THAT.
BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW THEIR STORY!
I DON'T KNOW THEIR STORY!
FULL STORY!
YOU HAVE YOUR OWN STORY! [looks and points at YOU! (!?]
...of why you give them some money to the homeless people...
then later on, YOU see them exchange YOUR MONEY that YOU gave them for...
I DON'T KNOW! WE CAN CALL ONE THE DRUGS "MARIJUANA" IF YOU WANT TO! WHATEVER!
WHICHEVER DRUG THAT COMES TO YOUR MIND! WHICHEVER!
"And then went to 'THAT DRUG-DEALER' and then spend MY MONEY that I gave to THAT HOMELESS people"
...and then... YOU'LL GET SURPRISED!...Like...
"I thought that he was gonna use it for food! He had it written in this cardboard! That it said:"
"I'M HUNGRY! I NEED MONEY FOR FOOD!"
yeah...
then, THAT'S WHY it's UNDERSTANDABLE WHY SOME PEOPLE DON'T GIVE MONEY TO HOMELESS PEOPLE!
If THAT PERSON, REALLY, IS HUNGRY...
...ASKING YOU TO GIVE HIM SOME MONEY...
YOU DON'T GIVE THEM THE MONEY!
JUST BUY THEM THE FOOD!
And then, IF THAT HOMELESS PERSON REJECTS YOU THE FOOD THEN!...
THAT PERSON SHOULDN'T BE WORTHY OF YOUR HELP!...
...OF YOUR GOOD DEEDS!
So, yeah, maybe homeless people go through a lot too!
but...
HOPEFULLY...
IF I GET TO THAT TYPE OF STAGE...
...STAGE OF...
...HOMELESS...
...I DON'T KNOW IF THAT'S ONE OF THE PROCESS THAT... ONE OF THE MOST HOMELESS PEOPLE DO! (!?)
BUT... PEOPLE THAT LIVE ON THE STREET!...
I WILL BE... I'LL BE CALLED: "A LIAR!"
RIGHT!?
BECAUSE...
...You'll see me and then I'll be asking for money and then I'll be going for drugs and then...
I WILL BE A LIE!
NO! I DON'T WANT TO BE A LIE!
I WANNA BE ME!
I WANNA BE...
THE BEST PERSON I CAN BE!
EVEN IF I DON'T HAVE TIME OR MONEY!
OR WATER! (!?)
BECAUSE...
I wanna go back to this example about homeless.
I'm gonna talk about another thought.
One of my final thoughts about...
I'm gonna PLAY with WORDS!...
I'm gonna PLAY with the WORD: "WHY"
"WHY DOES WHY EXIST!?"
[smiles at YOU! (!?)]
"So, we can think! We can go!" (!?)
RIGHT!?
"So, we don't live like machines!" (!?)
some people call it: "Utopia"
That I JUST SET AND REGULATE IT ALL THE TIME!
AND I THINK IT SHOULDN'T BE BAD EITHER!
I MEAN...
IT WOULD BE NICE IF WE ALL LIVE LIKE MACHINES!
BUT...
[touches himself]
WE ARE NOT MACHINES!
WE ARE A BIT FAR!
FROM BEING MACHINES!
FULLY MACHINES!
BECAUSE WE ALL GOTTA BE METAL!
"Machines are made of METAL!..."
"STEEL!" ...Whatever you wanna call it!
RIGHT!?
"Hmmm... It's kinda strange..."
"MACHINES feel LOVE!?"
"WHO PLAYS WITH LOVE!?"
"LOVE PLAYS US!?"
"Hmm..."
...SO...
"WHO'S BRAINWASHING US!?"
"COULDN'T BE OUT PARENTS! COULDN'T BE OUR FRIENDS!"
"WHO IS IT!?"
"WHO IS BRAINWASHING US!?" ... "OURSELVES!?"
[looks and makes a "triangle" with fingers]
"WHO IS BRAINWASHING US!?"
"TIME-MONEY!" (!?)
"...Time, money, time, money, time, money..."
"FOOD!"
"water"
"food"
"time, money, time, money, time, money"
"food"
"time, money" ... "because otherwise YOU WOULDN'T EXIST!"
"YOU WOULDN'T BE LIVING ON THIS EARTH"
[looks at YOU! (!?)]
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH YOUR LIFE!?"
[looks at YOU! (!?)]
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH YOUR LIFE!?"
"I DON'T KNOW!"
"I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING WITH MY LIFE!"
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH YOUR LIFE!?"
"YOU'RE JUST PLAYING GAMES!"
"YOU DON'T HAVE A CAREER!?"
"YOU WON'T HAVE OF MONEY!"
"YOU WON'T HAVE A NICE PLACE TO LIVE!"
"AND THEN, YOU WON'T HAVE A FAMILY!"
"I'M ANGRY WITH YOU!"
[points to YOU!(!?)]
...Well...
...WELL...
...AT LEAST I'M LIVING IT MY WAY! NOT YOUR WAY!
THAT IT'S ALWAYS ABOUT TIME AND MONEY!
"TIMES EQUALS MONEY!"
I'M LIVING MY WAY BECAUSE...
EVEN THOUGH YOU CALL IT "GOOD" OR "BAD"
I'M LIVING IT MY WAY!
That I have ALL OF MY SENSES! MY 5 SENSES!
AND SOME PEOPLE DON'T HAVE IT [THEM]!
...Don't have like...
...maybe a 6 sense I could say...
which is
you can call it "Premonition"
or "MY MIND!"
6 SENSE!
"I THOUGHT THERE WERE ONLY 5 SENSES! THERE ARE MORE!?"
Yeah, there's a 6!
6 sense!
IT'S THE MIND!
"Hmm... Okay... Nice!"
"I didn't know YOU HAD MORE SENSE!
I HAVE ANOTHER SENSE!
[points to half/center of the body]
SEVEN SENSE!
"[surprised eyes]"
"Another sense! Whatcha mean!?"
"SEVEN SENSE!?"
YEAH!
SEVEN SENSE!
"Hmmm!!!" [surprised moan voice!?]
"What's THAT sense about!?"
"I didn't know YOU HAD A SEVEN SENSE!"
YEAH!
[winks]
SEVEN SENSE!
[chuckles]
"How's THAT SEVEN SENSE WORK!?"
IT WORKS BY...
TAKING OUT ALL OF MY STRENGTHS WHERE I DON'T HAVE THEM!
"You JUST POINTED LIKE somewhere IN HERE!"
"LIKE [looks at the private/personal areas]"
YEAH!
BECAUSE THAT'S A GOOD SENSE!
YOU SHOULDN'T BE WASTING IT!
ALL THE TIME! WITH...
OTHER PEOPLE THAT YOU THINK THAT YOU LIKE!
THAT YOU SEE ATTRACTIVE! ...OR...
WHATEVER!
IT SHOULD BE USED... TO...
AND THIS IS A GOOD SENSE BECAUSE...
YES, IT COULD BE USED FOR...
...TO ...WHEN YOU SEE LIKE ATTRACTED PEOPLE!
THAT YOU SEE ATTRACTIVE!
YOU SEE PEOPLE THAT THINK THAT YOU LIKE AND THEN THAT PEOPLE LIKES YOU BACK!
THAT PERSON LIKES YOU BACK!
SO... YOU COULD USE IT THERE! IF YOU WANT TO!...
BUT...
IT'S BETTER TO USE IT!...
WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE!...
WHEN YOU THINK THAT YOU DON'T HAVE STRENGTHS!
WHEN YOU THINK THAT YOU DON'T HAVE ENOUGH STRENGTHS FOR LIVE YOUR OWN LIFE!
THAT'S the SEVEN SENSE about!
and "Okay! Nice!"
Some people might be... Hopefully this could be [helpful] for people that ONLY KNEW ABOUT 5 SENSES!
And now I'm TALKING about 6 sense!
well, some people say that women have it
especially mothers!
They say they have it! It's PREMONITION! Right!?
Because if SOMETHING IS HAPPENING TO THEIR CHILDREN!
SOMETHING BAD OR GOOD!
ESPECIALLY BAD!(!?)
Because they say that "connection" with your children
But, it's mostly... not just women, I think...
or mothers!
about the PREMONITION!
EVERYBODY HAS IT!
THE THING IS THAT THEY DON'T KNOW!
THEY DON'T RESEARCH!
THEY DON'T KNOW ABOUT: "YOURSELF"!
SO AND THEN!
THE SEVEN SENSE!
SOME PEOPLE USE IT FOR... LIKE I SAID... FOR...
"BAD THINGS"
FOR "PLEASURE"
"FOR WHEN YOU SEE PLEASURE"
IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES!
WHEN YOU SEE THAT OTHER PERSON
THAT YOU FIND ATTRACTIVE
THAT YOU FIND RELATED TO YOU!
IN SOME WAY! WHICHEVER WAY!
THAT YOU THINK IT'S KINDA SIMILAR TO YOU!
OR COMPLETELY DIFFERENT!
BUT THERE'S STILL SOMETHING ABOUT THAT PERSON THAT MAKES YOU GO TOWARDS THAT PERSON!
SO, THAT'S THE SEVEN SENSE!
But some people use it... to make...
WHATEVER THEY WANT!
BUT IT SHOULD BE USED FOR...
ESPECIALLY FOR THOSE MOMENTS WHEN YOU THINK THAT YOU DON'T HAVE ENOUGH STRENGTHS TO KEEP ON LIVING YOUR OWN WAY OF LIFE!
And there's another 8th sense!
which I JUST TOUCH ON ABOUT A COUPLE OF MINUTE AGO!
[pointing and touching "HEARTH"]
YOU SAW IT!
I MEAN... POINTING AT RIGHT HERE! [points at the left side of this body, close to HEARTH]
THAT IS THE 8TH SENSE!
AND I DID A VERY GOOD EXAMPLE! LIKE!
HOPE I DON'T KEEP ON DOING IT MUCH!
ALL THE TIME!
BECAUSE...
THIS IS A VERY POWERFUL 8TH SENSE!
BECAUSE THAT'S WHERE ALL OF YOUR EMOTIONS COME! WHETHER IT'S GOOD OR BAD!
AND YOU HAVE THEM THERE!
YOU HAVE THEM THERE!
IT COULD BE MORE OF GOOD! IT COULD BE MORE OF BAD!
IT COULD BE EQUAL! IT COULD BE...
COULD BE EMPTY! (!?)
[looks at YOU! (!?)]
COULD BE FULL! (!?)
[looks at YOU! (!?)]
"COULD BE EMPTY!? [questioning face expression]"
"REALLY!?"
"COULD BE FULL!?"
"IS IT RIGHT [fists with left hand]
TO HAVE THEM ALL OF MY EMOTIONS THERE!?"
"OR IS IT WRONG [fists with right hand]
TO LET THEM ALL OF THOSE OUT! ALL OF THOSE EMOTIONS OUT!?"
TO PEOPLE THAT YOU DON'T KNOW
TO PEOPLE THAT COULD BE WATCHING THE VIDEO!
TO PEOPLE THAT ALREADY KNOW ME BECAUSE I GREW UP IN A DIFFERENT COUNTRY!
"WHAT WOULD THEY THINK ABOUT ME!?"
THEY COULD BE SAYING [to me that] "I FAILED IN LIFE!"
"...BECAUSE HE WANTED TO GO BACK TO HIS COUNTRY AND SUCCEED..."
"...AND HE'S GOING THROUGH A LOT BUT THEN..."
"...OF WHAT I'M SENSING IN THIS VIDEO IS THAT HE IS GOING TO DO SOME SERIOUS ACTION..."
"...WHICH IT MIGHT NOT..."
"...HE MIGHT NOT BE SUCCESSFUL ON WHAT HE'S PLANNING..."
"...ON HIS WAY OF LIFE THAT HE'S GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW!"
"IS IT WRONG!?"
"IS IT RIGHT [looks at left fist]!? IS IT LEFT [looks at right fist]!?"
"IS IT RIGHT!? IS IT WRONG!?"
I DON'T KNOW!
AT LEAST I'M DOING IT!
AT LEAST I'M DOING IT, AND I WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW!
THAT I AM DOING IT!
I DON'T WANNA JUDGE!
I DON'T WANT YOU TO JUDGE ME!
FOR WHAT I'M DOING!
BECAUSE IT'S MY LIFE!
Some of the people that MIGHT KNOW ME back where in the country WHERE I GREW UP!
THEY COULD BE SAD!
AND I UNDERSTAND!
SOME COULD BE HAPPY!
...SOME COULD BE...
...SOME COULD BE...
...SOME COULD BE VERY ASHAMED!
SO... I DON'T KNOW!
SOME OF THE PEOPLE MIGHT BE LAUGHING, LIKE I SAID, BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW THEM!
I DON'T PERSONALLY KNOW THEM!
On this video... that I'm sharing to the internet!
to the people that STAY ON THE INTERNET!
I'M NOT SAYING THAT YOU'RE GOOD OR BAD! (!?)
THAT YOU'RE TROLLS! (!?)
...OR THAT YOU ARE...
...DOING THINGS THAT YOU SHOULD BE DOING! (!?)
BECAUSE THAT'S YOUR LIFE!
AND THEN... FOR MY LIFE...!!!
SOME PIECE OF ME... WANTED TO SHARE YOU THIS VIDEO!
IF YOU'RE STILL WATCHING, OF COURSE!
THAT... THIS IS MY DECISION!
OF SHARING ALL OF MY THOUGHTS!
EVEN THOUGH IT'S PRETTY JUMBLING AND SCRAMBLING!
SO... YEAH...
BECAUSE WE DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN TOMORROW!
WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN IN A MINUTE!
So, like I said...
Right NOW, you could be saying that I'M KILLING MY SHYNESS!
"KILLING IS BAD!"
Some people find pleasure on killing! (!?)
"I don't like those people!"
"They made my family suffer because they killed my... family and I'm alone!"
"and HE finds pleasure on killing!? Wow!"
We are VERY different! And THAT'S WHY WE ALL SUFFER BECAUSE OF OTHER PEOPLE DON'T GET ALONG WITH THE OTHER PEOPLE!
So... THAT'S WHY LIKE I MENTIONED SOMETHING ABOUT REFLECTION!
THIS IS MY REFLECTION!
BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE TO KILL!
EVEN IF...
...IF I LIKE TO KILL, I WOULDN'T BE DOING THIS BECAUSE...
"THERE WOULDN'T BE A PERSON, A KILLING PERSON, DOING THIS VIDEO SAYING:"
"Oh! I like to kill! I'm gonna go to your house!"
"so I can go and kill YOU!"
"Eh! He-he! [devil voice](!?)"
"I can even give you the time, but I like surprises! [thin devil voice](!?)"
So mad! (!?)
Like they say: "Every head is one world!"
"so YOU'RE pretty much IN MY WORLD!"
"of killing! (!?)"
THAT'S PRETTY SAD BECAUSE SOME PEOPLE GO THROUGH THAT, AND THEN, THEY SEEK REVENGE!
AND REVENGE IS A VERY POWERFUL ENERGY!
AND TO COUNTER THE REVENGE IS LOVE!
BUT WHAT IF WE FORGET ALL ABOUT ALL OF OUR FEELING AND WE'LL BE EMPTY!
AND WE'LL START TO LEARN ABOUT OURSELVES!
OF WHAT WE LIKE TO DO!
OF WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY!
WHATEVER MAKES US HAPPY!
WITHOUT THE NECESSITY OF TIME AND MONEY!
WATER!?
And then you could go to killing or whatever!
BUT THESE TWO! ARE TWO THE MAINS!
So, I wanna go back to the homeless people!
"HOW COULD BE HOMELESS PEOPLE... HAPPY!?... RIGHT?!"
"MUST NOT! THAT CAN'T BE!"
"MOST OF THE HOMELESS PEOPLE JUST ASK FOR MONEY TO SPEND IT ON DRUGS!"
"AND I'M CERTAIN ABOUT IT!"
NO.
MAYBE... THAT'S ONE WAY [FOR] THOSE HOMELESS PEOPLE TO BE HAPPY, TO KEEP ON BEING HAPPY!
"THEY NEED THAT DRUG! (!?)"
"TO BE A LITTLE BIT HAPPY! (!?)"
BECAUSE THEY'RE NOT AS HAPPY AS ME! (!?)
"I DON'T LIKE DRUGS!"
"THAT DOESN'T MAKE ME HAPPY!"
"WHATEVER MAKES MY HAPPY IS... WHAT REALLY MAKES ME HAPPY IS..."
"PLAY GAMES!"
"GO SHOPPING!"
"HANG OUT WITH FRIENDS!"
"NOT KILLING!"
"GO TO CLUBS!"
"GO TO BARS!"
"EAT A LOT!"
THAT IS ONE HAPPINESS FOR YOU!
THAT PEOPLE THAT LIKES TO SEE OTHER PEOPLE SUFFER, OR KILL EVEN, UP TO THE POINT TO KILLING THEM! SEEING THEM KILLING THEM IN FRONT OF THEIR EYES!
IS ONE WAY OF HAPPINESS!
And how many people are [WE] on this, what we call, "Planet Earth"!?
"In this Planet!"
is like... hmmm....
maybe you can "Google" it!
I haven't "Google" it! I should of have "Google" it before I did this video! but...
It shouldn't be more than 100 billion!
NO!
but it couldn't be more than MONEY!
So, what if we forget about TIME!...
maybe... NO... MONEY FIRST!
BECAUSE IT'S HARD FOR YOU TO FORGET BOTH AT ONCE!
BECAUSE IT'S HARD TO FORGET SOME GOOD STUFF! (!?)
LET'S FORGET ABOUT MONEY FIRST!
And let's stick with TIME-MONEY!
WATER!
TIME and WATER!
So, let's SPEND MORE TIME... TO FIND HAPPINESS!
THE HAPPINESS! THE KIND OF HAPPINESS THAT THEY SEE! [THE HAPPINESS] OF THE PEOPLE OF THIS PLANET EARTH!
AND MAYBE RECORD IT ON YOUR CAMERA!
CELLPHONE CAMERA!
Where's my cellphone!?
Noooo! It's charging! One second!
["phrwee making sound!?"]
93% battery! Noooooo! [sad face](!?)
YOU CAN RECORD IT ON YOUR CELLPHONE!
"OH! THAT IS HIS KIND OF HAPPINESS!? HEY!"
"IT'S PRETTY DIFFERENT THAN MINE, BUT HEY..."
"AT LEAST I'M RECORDING IT with my precious cellphone!"
[kisses cellphone]
"It costed me like..."
"400 bucks - 500 bucks. That's OK!"
"because I LOVE IT!"
"I HAVE ALL OF MY APPS, ALL OF MY GAMES, I CAN RECORD!..."
"I CAN GO WHEREVER I WANT WITH THIS BECAUSE THIS IS LIKE A MINI-COMPUTER!"
"YAY!"
"MINI-COMPUTER!"
THIS IS ONE OF YOUR KIND OF HAPPINESS TOO! RIGHT!?
PEOPLE INVENT SOME HAPPINESS! THIS IS INVENTION OF MEN!
OF HUMAN BEINGS!
I'M NOT SAYING IT'S "GOOD;" IT'S "BAD!"
SOME PEOPLE SEE MORE "GOOD" THAN "BAD!"
BECAUSE WE ALL EVOLVE! BUT...
WE ARE GOING PRETTY FAR AWAY FROM OURSELVES!
WE ARE ALMOST TURNING INTO MACHINES!
"I GOTTA BE A THIS TIME..."
"...THIS TIME..."
"TO WORK!"
"I ALWAYS GOTTA BRING MY CHARGER BECAUSE THIS LAST LIKE 4-5 HOURS!"
"IT NEEDS LIKE AT LEAST 2 HOURS, MINIMUM, TO RECHARGE TO FULL BECAUSE IT DOESN'T LAST FOREVER!"
"THE BATTERY DOESN'T LAST FOREVER!"
"MY BATTERY DOESN'T LAST FOREVER! (!?)"
"I NEED SOMETHING TO KEEPS ME CHARGING! (!?)"
"KEEPS IN THIS TECHNOLOGICAL ERA THAT WE ARE RIGHT NOW!"
SOMETIMES IT'S PRETTY BAD! BECAUSE...
"...THAT "THIS" IS "THE ONLY THING!..."
"...THAT MAKES YOU!... MAKES YOU GO!..."
"...MAKES YOU ON KEEP ON LIVING!..."
"...BECAUSE... IF I DON'T HAVE THIS!... I WOULDN'T BE!... I WOULDN'T BE LIVING!...(!?)"
"THIS IS MY LIFE! (!?)"
[places CELLPHONE close to left side of chest, close to HEARTH]
"OH! [relief sound]"
"Hey! What's up!?"
"What you got IN THERE!?"
"Oh! It's pretty ME! (!?)"
"You like it!?"
WHAT IF THIS EVOLVES!?
TO SOMETHING (MORE) SMALLER, (MORE) BIGGER... NEW TECHNOLOGY!
"Ah! THAT'S SO 2015! WE'RE IN THE YEAR 2030 NOW! WHY YOU STILL HAVE IT!?"
"CUZ I REALLY LOVED IT BACK THEN! AND I'M REALLY ATTACHED TO IT!"
"I SAID BACK THEN THAT, [IT] WAS MY LIFE!"
"but IT'S OUTDATED NOW!...JUST... IT'S PRETTY OUTDATED!
"YOU DON'T BELONG HERE! IT'S BETTER GET OUT OF MY SIGHT[S]!"
"[SURPRISED FACE!?]"
"BUT HOW COME!? YOU SAID TO ME, BACK THEN, THAT YOU LIKED ME!"
"I REALLY LIKED YOU TOO BECAUSE WE WERE REALLY COOL BACK THEN...AND..."
"WE WERE FRIENDS!..."
"I'M DEAD! [drops cellphone]"
"YOU were also MY LIFE, but YOU'RE not ACCEPTING THIS!"
"YOU'RE not ACCEPTING..."
[taps cellphone]
"I REALLY LOVED BACK THEN!...(!?)"
"I THINK THIS IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOU! I'M LEAVING YOU!"
[turns away from YOU! (!?]
"OH! HEY! WHAT'S UP!? YOU'VE GOT ONE OF THESE TOO!?"
"OH! YEAH!"
"I REALLY DIDN'T LIKE THE NEW ONES I LIKE THIS ONE BECAUSE IT'S BETTER!"
"HEY! YOU'RE IN MY GROUP!"
"YAY!"
"WE ARE HAPPY!"
TECHNOLOGY IS GOING TOO FAST!
I THINK THAT COULD BE ONE OF THE REASONS WHY...
...WE ARE GOING TO DESTROY OURSELVES!
I MEAN... WE'VE BEEN TRYING WITH WARS!
WITH SWORDS!
I DON'T KNOW... YOU CAN EVEN GO...
IF THOSE STORIES EXISTS ABOUT THE DINOSAURS!
OR LIKE CLUBS!
PRIMAL
BUT, I WASN'T BORN THERE!
I DON'T KNOW!
BUT, SOME PEOPLE INVENT! (THEY) LIKE TO KEEP A RECORD OF WHAT HAPPENED!
BUT THEN... THE MAXIMUM WE CAN KEEP IS LIKE 200 OR 300 YEARS MAX! (!?)
FOR EXAMPLE, WE KNOW ABOUT SWORDS!
BECAUSE THOSE EXIST!
EVEN THOUGH IT WAS REALLY "COOL" ABOUT THE SWORD BACK THEN!
IT USED TO SERVE FOR EVIL!
"KILLING!"
THAT WAS "THE ONLY MAIN PURPOSE"
AND THIS [looks at cellphone]...
YOU COULD KILL MY HAPPINESS!
THE SWORD MADE YOU HAPPY BECAUSE IT WAS COOL! (!?)
"THE MAIN PURPOSE WAS TO KILL! (!?)"
"THIS [cellphone] MAIN PURPOSE... IS TO RECORD MY HISTORY..."
"...TO RECORD MY FRIENDS..."
"...TO RECORD MY LEGACY..."
"...TO RECORD WHATEVER I SEE NICE AND GOOD!..."
" I DON'T WANNA CHECK OUT "BAD" STUFF ON THE THINGS THAT I LOVE [looks and kisses cellphone(!?)]!"
"THOSE TWO THINGS SHOULDN'T BE CORRELATED! GOOD-BAD! NO! NO! (!?)"
"NOT ON THE SAME THING! (!?)"
"I ONLY LIKE GOOD!"
So... to close out my thought about
THE THINGS THAT I'M DOING! WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH! TO CLOSE OUT THIS VIDEO!
...THAT!...
[smiles]
Go on ANOTHER THOUGHT BEFORE I CLOSE!
I NEED TO DO MY CLOSING!
Is about...
It's about...
If I were to reincarnate... IF WE COULD COME BACK AND DO STUFF IN THIS LIFE!
that people invent and say: "OH! YOU'LL REINCARNATE!"
So, let's believe them!
"Resurrection, reincarnation!"
If I were to do SOME THING IN THIS LIFE and reincarnate! IF I HAD EVERYTHING IN "MY POWER!"
"POWER!"
'IN MY POWER! (!?)"
[holds cellphone in position to take YOU a picture and/or record YOU! (!?)]
IN MY POWER TO DO [SOME] "GOOD STUFF!"
... OR TO CHANGE THIS [WORLD]... AT LEAST TO FORGET ABOUT... OR MAYBE... TO REPLACE TIME AND MONEY!
FOR THE WORDS:... INFINITY [would replace word "TIME"]
and
HAPPINESS [would replace word "MONEY"]
and then, THEY'LL SAY:
"IF YOU'RE NOT HAPPY YOU WON'T HAVE INFINITY!"
"BUT IF YOU ARE NOT INFINITE, YOU WON'T BE HAPPY!"
"YAY! IT'S SO TRIBAL IN THIS YEAR 3000 YEAR ERA!"
"THIS IS HOW WE ROLL IN THE YEAR 3000!"
[makes "cool" sound effects]
"WE ARE HAPPY!"
"WE ARE ALL INFINITE!"
INSTEAD OF CALLING IT YEAR "3000," CALL IT "YEAR INFINITY"
CALL IT, "YEAR INFINITY 1," "INFINITY 2"
BECAUSE... NUMBERS! THAT'S A PRETTY BIG INVENTION TOO!
SO, AND THAT ONE IS A PRETTY TOUGH ONE TO FORGET ABOUT TOO... ABOUT NUMBERS!
JUST BECAUSE MONEY-NUMBERS
MONEY AND NUMBERS!
So, LET'S CALL IT "INFINITY 1," "INFINITY 2, INFINITY 3..."
UNTIL YOU GET TIRED!
UNTIL WHATEVER THE NUMBER INFINITY COMES BACK AGAIN! (!?)
AND THEN...
THEY'LL SAY:
"...OH! MY SON WAS..."
"MY CHILDREN WERE BORN IN THE YEAR INFINITY 10, INFINITY 20! YAE-HE-HAY! [cheering voice!?]"
"20 ON THE MONTH 20, ON THE DAY 20."
THAT'S GOING TO BE THE MAXIMUM! (IF I REINCARNATE)
[smiles and laughs]
and then...
ONLY 20 MONTHS
30 IS TOO MUCH!
30, 31, AND THEN 28!
NAH!
WHO THE HECK INVENTED THAT THE YEAR IS GOING TO BE 365 AND HALF DAYS! (!?)
NAH!
THAT'S TOO OFF! [looks at YOU!(!?)]
12 MONTHS!?
NO! THAT'S TOO SHORT!
INSTEAD OF HAVING...
...SHORTER OR LONGER DAYS PER MONTH...
IT'S BETTER TO HAVE SHORTER DAYS PER MONTH, BUT HAVE MORE MONTHS!
SO 20 MONTHS, 20 DAYS!
THAT'S MORE ABOUT ROUND NUMBER! DON'T YOU THINK!?
LET'S DO EVERYTHING 20!
20,20,20,20...
"I WAS BORN IN THE MONTH 20TH, ON THE 20TH DAY!"
"OH! THAT'S ALMOST A NEW ANNIVERSARY INFINITY YEAR OF 220!"
"OH WOW! YOU WERE PRETTY CLOSE!"
It's better to have those kinds...
...Be worried about the... And then, you said: "I WAS VERY HAPPY ABOUT..."
[pigeons' sound knocking the window]
[waves at pigeons]
Pigeons came to my...
balcony!
I don't know if you can see them!
So, and then...
to FINALLY, FINALLY!!!
THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN TRYING TO SAY, ABOUT AN HOUR AGO, TO TRY TO CLOSE MY THOUGHTS, IN ENGLISH!
It's... about...
SAYING GOOD-BYE!
[puts cellphone back to HEARTH]
IF YOU REALLY WANT TO PROGRESS...
EVOLVE...
IN THIS TECHNOLOGICAL ERA, YOU GOTTA SAY GOOD-BYE TO THE THINGS THAT YOU LOVE! (!?)
"IT'S PRETTY HARD FOR ME!"
"NO! IT'S PRETTY HARD FOR MEEEEE! [acting of a"painful" sound]"
"I DON'T WANNA SAY GOOD-BYE!..."
"...BUT YOU'RE JUST TOO OLD!..."
"...YOU'RE LIKE 15 YEARS OLDER THAN THE NEW GENERATION!..."
"...WE WENT THROUGH GOOD TIMES..."
"...BUT I GUESS I'LL MISS YOU!..."
[drops out "red" cellphone]
[picks up "black and green" cellphone]
"WU-HOO! SO THIS IS THE NEW ONE!?
"HEY!"
"SWEET!"
"Sweet!"
"Sweet-o!"
"Oh yes! it's pretty neat!"
[looks at "red" cellphones and pushes it aside]
"GET OUT OF MY SIGHT[S]!"
[looks back to "black" and "green" cellphone}
"IT'S VERY SWEET!"
"I LOVE IT! I LOVE THIS ONE!"
[kisses cellphone]
"IT'S VERY BLACK!"
"YES!"
[nods his head]
ALREADY!
I HOPE THIS VIDEO... MAKES YOU "THINK"
ABOUT...
EVERYTHING
AND
NOTHING
BECAUSE EVERYTHING EQUALS NOTHING!
For some people,
it might that this is EVERYTHING FOR YOU, they see it as NOTHING FOR YOU!
EVERYTHING EQUALS NOTHING FOR SOME PEOPLE! (!?)
So, THAT'S WHY I'M SAYING...
THAT'S WHY I AM LEAVING NOW!
CLOSING OUT THIS VIDEO!
CLOSING OUT THE CHAPTER OF "ME BEING ON THE INTERNET!"
EVEN THOUGH IS THE FIRST AND LAST ONE!
FIRST AND LAST VIDEO OF ME!
MY FIRST AND LAST VIDEO!
IT FEELS LIKE AN HOUR VIDEO! I GUESS!
I FEEL LIKE I'VE BEEN TALKING LIKE AN HOUR OR MORE!
LESS THAN THREE!
I'VE BEEN TALKING A LOT! USUALLY DON'T DO THIS!
USUALLY DON'T TALK THAT MUCH!
USUALLY DON'T DO THIS!
USUALLY I'M PRETTY SHY! THAT WAS ME BACK THEN!
AND I WENT THROUGH A LOT OF HARDSHIPS!
TO TRY TO DO AND MAKE THIS VIDEO!
MY OWN BATTLES!
WITHIN ME!
SHYNESS!
SUFFERING...(!?)
BECAUSE OF WHAT I WAS PLANNING TO DO!
AND THEN, AT THE END, I KILLED SHYNESS!
[acts like one hand is slashing the other hand where "SHYNESS" is]
"HAW-HA-HA-MUA [acts out "EVIL" voice]!!!"
"I killed HER(!?)!!!"
"I KILLED IT!"
[makes a "slashing" action with his right hand on top of the left side of this chest, close to "HEART"]
"I KILLED ONE OF MY EMOTIONS!(!?)"
"Hmm...Humm..Pow! ["dead"]!"
some people might be PRETTY SHY!
some really not shy!
BUT I WAS PRETTY SHY!
THAT'S A PART OF "GROWING UP," RIGHT!?
"GROWING-UP"
"BEING A MAN"
"yeah"
"YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE SHY..."
"TO THE WOMEN THAT YOU LIKE..."
CUZ OTHERWISE, THAT WOMAN THAT YOU LIKE BECAUSE OF YOUR SHYNESS...
MIGHT GO TOWARDS ANOTHER PERSON... ANOTHER GUY!
YOU WILL MISS YOUR CHANCE!
BECAUSE "YOU WERE SHY!(!?)"
IT'S NEVER TOO LATE TO REALIZE ABOUT ALL OF YOUR FEELINGS... ABOUT...
ALL OF YOU!
ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE!
AND TO TRY TO SAY "HELLO" TO SOMEBODY!
HOWEVER YOU WANNA SAY IT!(!?)
AND ALSO...
EVEN IF THAT PERSON REJECTS YOU! (!?)
YOU GOTTA ALSO SAY: "GOOD-BYE!"
WHEN YOU SAY "HELLO" AND REJECTS YOU...
THAT'S FINE! (!?)
THAT'S FINE!
"I WANNA SAY GOOD-BYE TO YOU!..."
"...AND I'M TRYING TO FIND SOMEBODY ELSE!"
I'M GOING TO TRY TO FIND SOMEBODY ELSE!
[points at self all over his body](!?)
I'M GOING TO FIND SOMEBODY ELSE!
[closes eyes and "hugs himself"]
[deep breath]
AHHHHH!!!
[relaxes and stretches]
YEAH!
I'M GOING TO FIND SOMEBODY ELSE!
"AND YOU'LL BE JEALOUS!"
"THAT I FIND SOMEBODY ELSE!"
I'M GONNA TO FIND OWN MY HAPPINESS!
EVEN IF I'M SHY!
I'M GONNA FIND MY HAPPINESS!
"[LAST EXHALATION SOUND]"
"GOOD-BYE TO YOU!"
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