We put a deep pot in the fire. We add the water. We add the suadero.
We add the onion. We add the clove of garlic.
We add the oregano. We add salt to taste.
We leave in the fire for a period of 1 hour with 30 minutes.
We remove from the fire and reserve.
We put a deep pot in the fire. We add the butter, let it boil.
We add the cooked sausage.
We left in the butter for a period of 30 minutes.
We should not let it get too brown.
We remove the butter. We place on absorbent paper.
We finely chop and reserve.
We put a comal on the fire.
We add a little butter. Where we fry the bread.
We add the tortillas.
We let heat on both sides.
We add a little of suadero, let warm.
We form our taquitos and serve. Ready! Bon Appetite.
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Hello! My name is Amy Sturkey. I am a pediatric physical therapist. Hi! I
have about 30 years of pediatric clinical experience. I'm here with my
co-instructor, Myla. She is 10 and a half months old. She has low tone, and she
has Down syndrome. She is still trying to figure out how to take weight
on her legs. So, I'm giving some strategies of how to help her figure
out that weight bearing through her legs is
a good, great idea. So I'm gonna roll her
over... Hi! Hii! Hello!
Fix the Dress... There... We are going to work on standing laying down. So I
hold on to each leg with the scissor method, one (finger) in the front one in the back
of the shins...(on the other leg ) one in the front and one in the back and my thumb's on the bottom of her
foot. My thumb's are pretending the floor. I'm going to try milk shaking her.
I'm trying to get her to keep her legs straight with weight up through her body.
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6. I got six seconds. The goal would be that she
would do that longer. So this milkshake idea is a simple idea to work on weight
bearing through legs laying down as opposed to standing up.
Thanks a lot, and I'll see you later! Bye!
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Mad Maxine Waters Hit with Brutal Dose of Karma Outside Her $4.5 Million Home. - Duration: 2:15.
Mad Maxine Waters Hit with Brutal Dose of Karma Outside Her $4.5 Million Home.
California's loony Democrat Rep. Maxine Waters has been one of President Donald Trump's
most vocal critics.
The Congresswoman constantly calls for 45's impeachment.
This, despite a booming stock market, unemployment currently residing at a 17-year low, and our
enemies fearing us once again.
Liberal logic!
Now, Mad Maxine gets a brutal dose of karma she probably never saw coming.
Here's the scoop…
From KABC:
California Congresswoman Maxine Waters has been calling for the impeachment of President
Trump but now there are those calling for her to be kicked out of office.
Standing outside the congresswoman's home in L.A. are over a dozen protesters, a mariachi
band and Omar Navarro.
He ran against Waters and lost in 2016 but he's getting ready for round two in 2018.
"'Hashtag Impeach Maxine'.
See Maxine is talking about impeaching President Donald Trump and yet she doesn't ask herself
what about her?
What about her not doing her job for 35 years?", asked Navarro.
Members of the black community and Latinos for Trump are out here protesting, calling
for Waters to resign.
HA!
Even Californians want Waters gone.
More on Maxine, per Downtrend:
The Democrats are shattering into pieces right before our eyes and the multiple responses
to President Trump's State of the Union Address is proof that the wheels are coming
off the clown car well before the November midterm elections.
The latest nutcase to give their own response is none other than Rep. Maxine Waters, the
goofy granny with the James Brown hairdo and the one-track mind for the impeachment crazy
train.
Congresswoman Waters will be giving her own response on Black Entertainment Television
BET) so expect it to be saturated with anti-white resentment of which the president is the symbolic
figure.
SHEESH!
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As Trump Bashes Fake News In Davos, Liberals Stunned By What's Heard From Audience.
Despite the fact that things are looking up here in America, our news from the mainstream
media is still fixated on bashing President Donald Trump whenever they can.
Too bad for them, the president most recently used his platform in Davos, Switzerland, during
the World Economic Forum, to bash "fake news" everywhere — and that was about
the time liberals were left stunned by the audience.
The left has made no attempts to conceal their disdain for President Donald Trump.
That's why we're constantly seeing lies and deceit in their reporting as they can't
wait to properly vet information and sources before getting out their next hit piece.
This has resulted in the liberal media taking a major hit to their reputation, credibility,
and their ratings.
Sadly, it seems that not even being humiliated and embarrassed on the world's stage time
and time again is enough to make them change their ways.
Of course, what else do we expect when they live and operate within a bubble, where everyone
else believes the same exact things they do?
Intoxicated by their hate, the left is only doing themselves harm, and what just happened
in Davos, Switzerland, went to prove just that.
President Donald Trump recently traveled to the World Economic Forum, where several other
heads of state and billionaire business owners went to discuss how to "improve the state
of the world."
Given the opportunity to speak, Trump issued a hard-hitting speech that centered primarily
around the idea of "America first."
"I believe in America.
As President of the United States, I will always put America First," he said to the
crowd during his scheduled slot.
"Just like the leaders of other countries should put their country first also.
But, America first does not mean American alone."
While he spoke, Trump's room was packed, leaving others who were slated to speak at
the same time, such as Prime Minister Teresa May, with more empty chairs than full.
However, as The Daily Caller reports, things would take a turn as Trump took part in a
Q&A session where he ripped into the liberal media.
"It wasn't until I became a politician that I realized how nasty, how mean, how vicious,
and how fake the press can be," President Donald Trump said while answering a question.
In the meantime, liberals were quickly left stunned by what they heard from the audience.
As can be heard in the footage, a large portion of the audience let out a series of "boos"
as Trump was responding to the question.
In short, they were showing their support by booing the mainstream media in the back
of the room at the time.
Just like that, it was made abundantly clear what people really think of the press versus
President Trump.
The liberal media would have you believe that President Donald Trump is hated by nearly
everyone.
Unfortunately, it looks like they're even dumb enough to not understand that enough
people support President Donald Trump to get him elected.
Regardless, the left continues with the non-stop lies and is showing no signs of stopping,
even though it's doing more damage to them than Trump.
What these idiots can't see is the fact that a massive chunk of this country disagrees
with the toxic rhetoric they spew every single day.
People are waking up to their lies.
It's only a matter of time before the American people stop listening to them altogether — and
rightfully so.
Even better yet, given the response President Donald Trump got during his remarks, it looks
like that reality is already well on its way.
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Do not get hurt anymore,
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I'm Hypoglycemic?! | TheAngelCaroll - Duration: 7:28.
Hello, so today I am doing the second half of the 50 random questions tag.
Do I know any triplets? No I do not, I used to know twins back in Glendale.
Do I prefer the Titanic or The Notebook? neither I've never watched The Notebook
but from the bits and pieces that I've seen I don't care for it and I don't
like Titanic they like a love story Titanic. Do I like Indian food
or have I tried Indian food? No I have not tried Indian food and I
don't believe I'd like it cause I don't really like spicy things. My favorite
restaurant; there is a vegan restaurant called the Loving Hut and it is just so
delicious they have a lot of oriental dishes but a lot of like American dishes
as well, like burgers and things like that. Have I ever been to the Olive
Garden? No I have not. Have I ever been to like a warehouse store, like a Costco or
something like that? I believe so but not really regularly I've been there a few
times. What would be my name if I was the opposite gender, so what would be my name if I
were a male? I believe it would have been Able Lee, Able after my
grandfather's middle name and Lee just cause my mom likes it. but Able Lee kind of
sounded like Emily or Ablelee which just was too weird. What is a nickname of mine?
Well I've been called a little bit's meaning - little, a little bit of an angel,
a little bit of a devil, I've also been called Littlest Angel all of my life and
from a few ex-boyfriends even though they didn't even know my nicknames
they've called me an angel or their angel so hence the reason TheAngelCaroll,
Who is my favorite person? Honestly probably my mom she's my best friend and
my mom. Would I rather live in rural or suburbs? Probably rural just because I
don't like peace and quiet it kind of rattles me and freaks me out.
Can I whistle? *Whistles* Not very well but yes I can.
Do I sleep with a nightlight? yes I do.
Do I eat breakfast every single day? Used to not but now I practically every single
day, I eat at least a little something like a granola bar or something.
What medication do I take daily? Kind of a like get out of my zone, my bubble kind
of question, but I take allergy pills every single day. How many times have I
been to the hospital? Way too many to count.
Just, just, surgeries I've had a baby root canal that was done when I was like 3, I think
I've had my appendix removed and I have also had a cyst and a
tumor removed not cancerous, don't freak out. So I've had 3 surgeries and that
doesn't count the times that I had to go in because like my stomach was hurting
and they couldn't figure out why, so I went to the hospital probably let's say
I'm 19 been to the hospital more than once a year.
Let's just say 40 times probably more than that. Hi I have health issues.
Following question, medical conditions; I have hypoglycemia basically it means
any artificial sweeteners I take in so like saccharine or Splenda or sweet and
low my body tries to turn it into real sugar and it just messes with me, I'm
also just on top of that I am also allergic to all artificial sweeteners
there's not one that I could have. I am also allergic to eucalyptus and menthol
which is the same damn thing people just don't get that
I am also slightly allergic to ant bites and I've never been stung by bees so I
don't know if I'm allergic to bees but if I'm allergic to ant bites it kind of
usually coincides together as in your allergic to bees as well.
Have I seen Finding Nemo? Yes I have multiple times, love it,
used to be a bedtime story because it put me to sleep. Where do I buy my jeans?
Target, Walmart, Goodwill, anywhere that's less than like $30 for a pair of jeans
because, I'm cheap. What was the last compliment I got? Well I just posted this
photo on Instagram and I got one of my photographer friends
said, "Oh my god I love that shirt!" and then one of my friends that's also a
model said "Gorgeous." Do I remember my dreams? For the most part yes.
What tea do I enjoy? I love chamomile, it's great soothing
calms the tummy. How many shoes do I own? Let's see one, do flip-flops count? Cause
then that's three, four, five, six, seven, seven or eight I don't have many shoes
and as model it's kind of bad, cause you can't be in every single shoot the same
shoes. So I need to be working on that and I'm slowly getting there, slowly
getting there. If I had a child what religion would I raised it as? None because
I want them to find their own religion, find their own path and do whatever the
heck they want to do. If they believe in a god, perfectly fine if it makes them
happy, and makes them a better person, makes them feel great, fine. If it makes
them turn into a pushy little asshole they're gonna be sat down and told hell
no don't you dare, like believe but be nice about it, don't push anything else
into anyone. What age did I find out that Santa wasn't real? I think I've known
almost all my life Santa wasn't real, cause in my childhood we didn't really like
Santa, Santa, Santa, it was just kind of like it's Christmas type thing and now we
don't even celebrate Christmas cause, it's just greed now, so why do it? I believe
I finally fully was like Santa's not real when I was about 5, I just
why is it real thanks no sense it's creepy as all hell.
Why do I have a tumblr? I actually made it in sophomore year so I could follow
my friend on tumblr and then I just got into following all the nerdy/geeky stuff
that's on there. Oh I also kind of want to say I have a ko-fi. Not I have a
coffee I don't drink coffee personally but I have a Ko dash fi, I have a
ko-fi so if you want to anything to help me do photo shoots
better and get more shoes, like I was saying I ain't got no shoes, then link is
always in the description and I'm thinking of starting to actually put it
in a comment as well. So if you'd like to it's just $3 not even monthly
just one-time payment here you go here's three bucks go do what you want to do.
So that's the second half of the total 50. So this is my first twenty-five of
the full fifty and if you'd like to subscribe right here.
Have a great day, have a great life, be safe. Bye
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what did you think about the holiday for the holiday party was fun it
was good to see our staff their familiar faces some I knew some I did in the
holiday party was really fun I thought the music was good and I liked how they
had the lights and everything he the DJ that was cool
I don't know it was a Brett thing or a DJ things but that was like I felt like I
look like them yeah strobe lights yeah and Marlene and Brett got in there
that was really okay don't think I've ever seen Brett DiNovi dance
I have one snapchat and it was like it was like Chelsea and Marlene dancing and
then you see Denise come in
The holiday party was awesome I had a fabulous time it was my first
one it was great actually it was a really
good time there's a lot of stuff that was going on with me n greet
everybody I'd see a lot of people I've seen in a
while and I got to see a lot of the people that I do see one cloud during
work but in a more relaxed fun setting kind of take the edge off a little bit
there's a really good time meeting new people seeing faces that I email
constantly and just dancing I had a great time fun faces to names holiday
party was he's really fun it was you know in modern day terms it was lit but
the highlight of the party I would have to say was really just seeing everyone
comes together like this company is so large we don't get to see everyone on an
everyday basis so to see everyone come together and interact and talk and meet
people that you're constantly texting or emailing was what was a great thing for
me what was your favorite part of the party
watching Brett almost break dance in a circle
Brett killed it! highlight was was all dancing in a minute in the middle of
the floor that's on keep on going I liked it because they kind of it shows
that level of equality in a sense I think Brett did great he he's always so
energized had so much energy that just said a lot about his character like most
bosses they are too busy to do anything or mingled with their
employees but Brett's different it was funny you know seeing your boss out on
the dance floor and know you can just sit there and dance and have fun and
laugh with him and then I told Denise I said Denise
go get Brett by the DJ I said tell him to come over to the dance floor stop
playing and get in the circle he just came over and just started
getting down I was one of his biggest supporters along with the X amount of
staff he had here you know he's not afraid to kind of get down and have fun
with everybody else and doesn't feel like he's above anybody in a sense kind
of like we're all just equals as they were out
there just kinda have a fun day celebrating our success for the year
he was on a dance floor doing his thing and just talking to everyone make sure
everybody's comfortable good and having a great time
great I mean biggest yet our kids got to go it was really fun knowing seriously it
was really fun to interact with a lot of people that they don't get to see on a
daily basis you touch base with a lot of my friends that she built up over the
years working hands on best so who's fun oh it was fun it was nice getting to see
everyone interact each other having fun letting loose for one night it was also
really exciting because Kelly and I worked so hard
prior and especially that day just make sure everything was perfect it to make
sure everyone was having fun so I think that was probably the most like fun for
me just seeing everyone having such a great time dressed up being silly with
the pictures it was it was definitely a good
but I was fine you know I come from a family a long time line dancers you
know so I like to dance when I can it's cool to see like that side of people I
think it is it's cool to see our co-workers outside of our element and
just engage naturally without that like having an act so professional and it's
also cool to meet significant others too yeah thank you
a lot of guys with husbands I think it's like you're a person and you have being
able to introduce my wife to everybody we always talk about you know outside of
my life and we have like you know relationships or kids or whatever and
kind of be able to bring my wife into my PDA environment was really cool for me
and she actually had a really good time as well so I like that part and the
infamous Brett speech which really stood out to me the most I loved it and
basically the two things he said was diversity and secondly family's number
one so that really stood out to me as I was walking back to the table to drink I
just froze there's aura about him that he just knows how to motivate people and
just make them listen and speak to them
speech so it was a yourself
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Best nicknames of an alcoholic drink? - Duration: 3:09.
As you can tell from the title, this video has alcohol but also drunk people in it so if you're below 18 years old, pause the video and get an adult to watch this video with you.
Also that way I get an extra viewer
The drink I'm going to talk about is the Hungarian Pálinka, which is strong
and since it's a really old drink, throughout the years it got many funny nicknames
my favourite nickname is the fenceripper That's used for the strongest one
And you might be wondering: why would anyone name a drink a fenceripper?
Well... the only explaination I found is that the guy gets so drunk after drinking it in the pub
so he gets home but he can't open the door so he starts ripping the fence
And he also falls over it.
So.. RIP fence.
I'M joking about the last part but the rest is true.
The next one is the squatter
no not that kinda squat
It's the really bad quality version of Pálinka that's called the squatter
And you know why?
because you gotta squat under the window where they make it, so they don't see you and they don't offer you one for free
Because it's garbage.
The next is the horsefartener or horsefarter.
I don't know, considering it's an old drink, maybe the guy gets so drunk he starts brawling with a horse or something?
There's also the "don'tpullme".
HEY DON'TPULLME I'M NOT DRUNK!
But wait did you notice something? It kinda makes a story
Again concidering it's an old drink, let's say it was way back then.
The guy drinks Pálinka at the pub and he gets really drunk after several shots because it's strong but
~mmm tasty~
~Hey pretty lady, can you pass me another one of thoose fruit drinks?~
~HEY DON'TPULLME I'M NOT DRUNK!~
So he gets pulled out of the pub
He's so drunk he can barely walk home also very uncautious but he squats under the window where they make squatters
Then he gets home but he sees a horse parking in front of the gate
Wait they didn't have parking zones back then? Then where did they park their cars?
Anyways...
~YOU CAN NOT PARK THERE~
So he starts a fight match with a horse
Except he falls asleep
After a few minutes he wakes up and he can't find the lock so he starts ripping the fence
And also falls over it.
And then he can sleep.
Actually don't drink alcohol but especially don't get drunk, instead spend that money on gym tickets
There are other nicknames I didn't talk about yet, but maybe I should make a sequel sometime? let me know
Now as I finally got the key back, I can open this! Let's see what it does...
oh by the way I made some art while I was making this video, I post theese on my twitter page, shoutout to Ramo Tries to draw, I was in his Animation Rewind which became really good
I loved working on it and you can check it out right here if you're interested! Thanks for watching and see you in the next one!
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" boiiii who is you talkin to "
** he figured it out **
my mic is low
his psn name is: dillionthegamer1
WATCH UNTIL THE END!!
ANY GAME
** IM NOTICING THE PEOPLE **
COMFUSEEDD.
I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE HECK HE JUST SAID
DUN DUN
DUNNA DUNNA
POW
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Disability Discourse: Guilt vs. Responsibility - Duration: 18:14.
Hey guys.
Today's video is going to be another Disability Discourse, and before we get into it I just
have a couple of quick things to say.
Today my hip is really sore, so if you guys see me looking uncomfortable or shifting around
a bit more than usual, that's why.
And also because of that I'm actually going to do this video a bit differently, I'm going
to split it up into four different parts.
Um, normally I just like to chat with you guys for like fifteen minutes or so and kind
of let the conversation flow.
Unfortunately I have a bit of brain fog going on from the pain, and I feel like you guys
really wouldn't get the best quality content from me (not that my content is the best quality
normally, but it would be even worse) if I just sat here and talked at you for fifteen
minutes when my brain is like not working, 'cause I would forget what I was saying, I
would forget all the topics, and I would just be like "hmmm" for like fifty percent of that
time.
So I'm going to split this up into four parts, hopefully the next Disability Discourse will
be able to be more chatty and like casual like I like to make them, but for now this
is how we're gonna do it.
So, onto today's topic.
Today's topic is guilt and taking responsibility for people with disabilities and chronic illnesses.
I think this is a really important topic to talk about, because while there are a billion
things that you shouldn't feel guilty for within your disability that you're often made
to feel guilty for, whether that's by society, by friends and family, by doctors, or so often
by yourself, um, there are also things that you do need to take responsibility for.
So today I want to talk about both of those things, and kind of not only what you shouldn't
feel guilty for and what you should take responsibility for, but also how to do both of those things.
Or at least, in my experience, some things that help with both of those things.
So of course I can only talk about my own experience with this stuff, so I am not going
to cover every topic in this area because I don't feel qualified to do that, so I'm
just gonna talk about what I personally have experienced with guilt and taking responsibility
and what's helped me to kind of better differentiate both of those things and how I try to take
more responsibility for what I should be responsible for.
So, without further ado, let's get into it!
So I'm gonna start with the guilt side of things first, because I think that's a little
bit easier for me to talk about than the taking responsibility side, and it also has like
a lot of negative things in it and I think we should get that out of the way first.
So things that you shouldn't feel guilty for in your disability or illness is...basically
anything that you can't control.
You shouldn't feel guilty that you can't do things sometimes, you shouldn't feel guilty
if you can't have a job or study or work full-time, or even at all.
You shouldn't feel guilty for these things.
I think the most important thing to remember about this side of things is you didn't choose
this.
You didn't choose to have an illness or a disability.
You're just as much a victim of the things that have been taken away from you as anyone
else is.
You're a victim of the things that your disability took from you, just like you think other people
are victims of it.
So you didn't choose to be this way, you didn't choose for your life to go like this, and
in fact, so many disabled people had other plans for our lives, and those just didn't
work out because of our disabilities, or sometimes they do work out despite your disability or
because of your disability.
But I guess what I'm trying to say is: Try your best not to feel guilty for things that
you can't control and for something that you never asked for.
I know that's a lot easier said than done, because there's so much stigma around being
a "contributing member of society", whatever that is supposed to mean, and so much stigma
around things like independence and living an independent life and things like that that
are so often not possible for disabled people, and so it's really really tough to take yourself
out of that and say "no, this is not something that I should feel bad about, this is not
something that I should feel guilty for".
You also shouldn't feel guilty when people offer their help and give you their time and
energy, because that's their choice as well.
They did choose that, see?
So you didn't choose to be disabled, and it's okay to need help and it's okay to not be
able to do things that abled people can do.
That's natural - it's a DISabiliy, there are gonna be things that you cannot do, right?
So that's the...I think the really simple version of this guilt part, and there's something
else that I wanted to touch on as well, because one of the things that I have struggled the
most with feeling guilty about and I think is really tough for people with especially
invisible illnesses or disabilities is this concept of "faking it".
So I don't know about anyone else who's watching this with invisible disabilities, but the
number of times that I have been accused of faking having arthritis for whatever bizarre
reasons, is just off the charts.
And it hurts every time.
Like, it gets a bit easier as you get more used to it, but it really does hurt every
time.
Um, the most profound - not profound, that's a little bit far - but the most helpful thing
anyone ever told me that has really changed my mindset about this, is someone once said
to me "If you're wondering if you're faking something, you're not.".
Because faking something implies a level of conscious trickery, conscious...like, a conscious
desire to trick people into thinking that you are sick, or more sick than you are.
So if you're sitting there thinking "gosh, what if I'm faking this?
What if I'm just a terrible person and I'm just faking this somehow?", then clearly you're
not, because if you have to wonder than then you're not doing it.
There's like no more discussion about it, you're not faking it.
And I know it sounds...to someone who doesn't have those thoughts and doesn't have to wonder
if they're faking something or not, that probably sounds ridiculous, right?
It probably sounds like, well, you'd know, right?
You should know if you're faking something.
But I think the whole world tells you what a disability should look like or should be
like or what you as a disabled person should be able or unable to do or how you should
behave, and if you don't behave in exactly those ways, it's so easy to fall into this
trap of thinking "I must not have a disability.
Like I have a diagnosis or I have all these symptoms or I take all these medications or
um, I see a specialist, but I must not have a disability because this isn't how disability
looks or works or feels", like it's so easy to fall into that trap and I think, like I
said, the most valuable thing that I've heard is "if you're wondering whether you're faking
it, you're not faking it".
So I really hope that helps some of you as much as it really helped me because I go back
to that saying a lot for myself whenever I'm thinking "oh gosh, I should just try harder
and I could, like I could behave more like an abled person, or I'd be able to do more
stuff if I just tried a little bit harder, if I just pushed myself a little bit harder".
And I think that's the most dangerous thing about guilt, right?
This toxic cycle that you can so easily get into of "I just need to push myself a little
bit harder and then I'll be able to do all the things that people think I should be able
to do, that I think I should be able to do, that I wish I could do.
I just need to push myself a little bit harder", and then you push yourself harder, you get
sicker, whether physically or emotionally or mentally, and then you crash and you can
do even less than before.
So it's a really vicious cycle and it's so so important to take care of your own health
first and foremost and to say "no, I can't do this thing", and that's okay.
So yeah, that's the guilt side of things.
I know this was really brief and quite broad.
I wanted to keep this as broad as possible because there are so many different things
that people with different illnesses and disabilities will feel guilty about and I can only really
talk about mine, so I wanted to talk about mine in like a broad context where hopefully
it can help you as well if you're feeling these terrible and inaccurate feelings.
So we're into the responsibility section now, and I really want to focus this discussion
on two specific responsibilities that I think we as disabled or ill people should take for
ourselves and for the people around us.
Um, so these are two things that I've definitely had experience with and the two things that
I feel most qualified to talk about, and also the two things I feel that I've been most
successful in mitigating and kind of...taking responsibility for.
So first I want to talk about the pain grumps.
So I think anyone who has chronic pain or a fairly constant pain that happens from time
to time knows that pain can make you a really different person.
It can make you say things you don't mean, it can make you snappy, grumpy, it can make
you kinda nasty to be around.
Like if you're not careful with it, it can really mess with things.
So this is something that you do need to take responsibility for.
Obviously it's your behaviour, regardless of whether it's made by pain or not, it's
your behaviour and it's going to affect other people and you need to take responsibility
for that.
Now I've found a couple of ways of dealing with this, and the first is to warn people.
So I always warn the people that are around me if I'm having a bad pain day or if I can
feel myself like slipping into that kind of grumpy grouchy mindset that constant pain
or lack of sleep can put you in.
I always warn people around me, and this helps in two ways I've found.
I've found it actually stops me from snapping in the first place, because I've forced myself
to vocalise it, it makes me more aware that i'm likely to do it and therefore I don't
even do it in the first place.
And the other way that it helps is that it means that the people around you are likely
to be a little more gentle with you because they know what's going on, right?
Like you've explained it to them, you've said "hey listen, I'm having a really bad day,
and if I snap at you it's nothing to do with you, it's everything to do with me, I'm just
in a lot of pain and it's making me grumpy and I'm really sorry".
Like that's all it takes for people to understand and be like a little less harsh with you,
perhaps treat you a little tiny bit nicer, and that like really really helps.
And often I find that this just mitigates the whole thing entirely, like I said, it
means that I don't snap because I myself am hyper aware of the fact that I'm likely to
or I'm liable to, and therefore I don't, and other people with be just that smidgen gentler
with me and that helps me to not snap at them as well.
The other thing about this of course is that then in you do snap at someone, you have prewarned
them and they can try and not take that to heart so much because you've said "it's not
about you, it's about me".
Um, which I think, by the way, when I prewarn people, that's in my little "script" that
I use for prewarning, is saying that it's nothing to do with them, it's not their fault
and they haven't done anything wrong.
I think that's one of the most important things to say in your little script when you make
it up.
Um, so yeah, that's my first mitigation technique for that one.
My second is a little more difficult, it takes quite a lot of time, and that is just knowing
yourself and knowing your warning signs for when you're likely to behave this way.
Um, I think this is really tough because obviously when you're in a lot of pain and your brain
isn't working properly, it's even harder to recognise when you might be likely to snap
or when you're being...um, like when you're reacting in a way that isn't reasonable for
the situation.
Um, so this is a tough one, but I think just try really hard to...recognise when you're
getting into that mindset and think what are some telltale signs, like what are my telltale
signs?
Like for me, if I'm feeling grumpy all the time, like if there's a low level grump all
the time, I know that I'm likely to move from that to a high level grump in like no time
at all.
So learn your warning signs and then warn people about those warning signs, and be like
"hey listen, really sorry, and don't take it personally please, like I'm very sorry".
Of course, if you do snap at someone like I said, hopefully they will take it a little
bit better and give you a little bit of leeway because you've warned them, but also come
back later and apologise properly for whatever you did or said.
Um...and the last thing about this is...oh no...oh noooo pain fog.
Okay, let me just check my notes!
Okay, I checked my notes for the first time ever in a Disability Discourse video, and
my last point was that you can try another technique as well, which is to ask yourself
"would I react this way on a low pain day?", like before you react harshly to something,
just take a step back and be like "is this a reasonable reaction to what's happened here?
Is this a reasonable level of upsetness or anger that I'm feeling?
And would I have reacted like this if I wasn't in a lot of pain?".
This is super difficult to do, and honestly I still have a really hard time with this
one, because when your emotions are running high you always think that it's completely
reasonable, you're like "no, I'm angry because it's reasonable to be angry and I'm upset
because you upset me!", but in reality often that's not the case.
So yeah, don't beat yourself up if this one is really tough, it IS really tough, like
human emotions are really really really hard to like step back from a lot of the time,
which is why we so often have fights and get upset over things that aren't necessarily
rational.
Um, but yeah, this is something you can try, and you can train yourself to get better at
it.
I've got a lot better at it from when I started, but I'm still not great.
The second thing I wanted to talk about in the taking responsibility category is carer's
fatigue.
So this is super super common when any person is caring for someone else in a non-professional
capacity, they are likely to burnout if it's something that they're doing all the time
and if they're not trained for it, and especially if they're juggling it with other things,
and if the person they're caring for is, as I said, in a non-professional capacity, where
it's like a partner or a friend or a family member.
Like carer's fatigue is very very real and it's something that we as people who may need
carers need to look out for.
So some of the classic warning signs of carer's fatigue are a lack of interest in things that
they used to really like, um, they can be snappy or irritable about things that normally
wouldn't make them that way, lethargic, just basically depression signs are often the signs
of carer's fatigue, and it's a really common thing that I don't think gets addressed enough.
What I want to say about this is that it's not your fault that you need care at all.
Like that's one of the things in the category of things that you shouldn't feel guilty about,
right?
However, it is your responsibility to help your carer like they've helped you, and help
them to practice self care and to take a break once in a while.
And I think the most important thing in this part is to open up the dialogue, and to say
like "hey, listen, if you're ever feeling like a day off, or even like a week to just
go somewhere, like we can sort it out somehow, we'll make it work", and just say "I understand
that it's not about me, you're not angry with me or sick of me, it's just that you need
a break, you need some self care.
Everyone does.".
And I think often carers feel...obligated to not say things like that, because they
think that it's mean or that it's their responsibility to take care of us and so they can't say that
they're feeling worn down or exhausted or depressed and they just need some time off.
Like that must be a really hard thing to say, so I think part of our responsibility as the
caree, as it were, is to say "hey, I want you to tell me.
I want you to tell me if you're feeling like you need help, if you're feeling like you
need support", because it's just as important, right?
Like both of our mutual health is dependent on eachother, and so we both need to make
sure that the other one is doing as well as possible.
And in whatever ways that you guys can sort that our, whether that's they need to have
the house to themselves for a day every couple of weeks, or whether that's they want to go
out to dinner and a movie just by themselves or with friends every week or something like
that, just try and figure out a way that makes both of you happy and will keep both of your
like emotional energies up, because carer's fatigue is like very real and something that
really doesn't get talked about very much at all, or at least not in my experience.
And so often the only time you hear about carer's fatigue is when it's a huge blow up,
and people say things they don't mean, or like even the care's mental health ends up
being permanently damaged or at least semi-permanently damaged from this complete burnout because
there was no open dialogue, there was no way that they felt they could express themselves.
So I think , like I said, as the disabled person it is our responsibility to open that
dialogue and to make sure we're having this honest communication about how both of us
are feeling and what is a good way for us to keep this relationship healthy and make
sure that we're both doing well.
So yeah, care's fatigue, that's a thing that I guess I didn't think I'd be talking about
on the internet, but there you go.
It's more common than you would think and in fact I would hazard a guess that pretty
much everyone who cares for someone in a non-professional capacity for many hours a day long term, I
would hazard a guess that most of them suffer from some degree of carer's fatigue at some
point, so it's really important to try and, um...it's not a taboo thing, it's also not
a bad thing to feel this way, it's perfectly normal to feel this way, and it's nothing
against you the disabled person, it's nothing against the carer, it's just something that
happens because it's a tough job to care for someone 24/7 who you love, like it's hard.
We get that, and it's important that we let our carers know that we get that.
Okay, so that is it for my talk about guilt and responsibility when being disabled or
chronically ill.
I really hope that this has been informative or helpful to you in some way.
I know it was a little bi different from my usual Disability Discourses, so if you preferred
this way, let me know, and I'll keep doing things in this more cut-up, formal style,
and if not I hope that soon I can go back to that more conversational, chatty style.
As always, I know I only talked about my own experience in this video and that can be pretty
narrow, so please, if you have any thoughts or experiences of your own, just add them
down below.
I always always always love to hear about your thoughts and feelings on things like
this, because as I said, my own experience is not universal at all.
So, I hope that you liked it and I will talk to you next time.
Bye!
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Top 10 Scary YouTube Glitches - Duration: 7:27.
Hows it going Youtube I am Landon Dowlatsingh and welcome to our most amazing top 10 channel.
Lets see if we can get this video to 7,000 likes so we can get this video trending on
youtubes home page that would be a dream come true for us.
Ok so we all know over the years Youtube has become a very fun place to be, but it can
also be a very scary places as well with the whole ad boycott and a ton of Youtube Glitches.
Some of you guys might not remember or even knew that their were a ton of glicthes on
Youtube.
Well I am about to fill you guys in with this one.
This is the top 10 scary youtube glitches.
Starting us off at number 10 we have the Youtube View Drop.
Everyone on youtube thought it was the end of Youtube.
Everyone was panicking because everyone's views were dropping on Youtube.
Millions of views were gone.
This happened over night back in 2015.
Youtube forms were filling up asking about their views.
This was effecting even the big subscribers like Nigahiga, smosh, jeana marbles.
Youtube was aware of this problem and realized that it was a system glitch on their end and
they told people via twittee that Youtube is aware of the problem with the views disappearing
and they are working on a fix.
It took a few days but the views did come back.
Number 9 was a scary one for me.
Back a few years ago youtube had a major problem where no users were able to upload a video.
I was greatly effected by this because across all my channels I upload around 10-15 videos
a day so one day of youtube not working has a great effect on me.
Also I do daily vlogging so that would have killed my streak but luckily youtube fixed
the problem just in time.
Charles Trippy who runs his channel CTFXC has been daily vlogging for I think 11 or
12 straight years now his world record streak almost came to an end.
Alright number 8.
Back in 2016 their was a huge problem where you couldn't access peoples videos, playlists
or any features on someones youtube channel.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=97EPR81yvzo 0:07- 0:20 this was a very costly mistake
and a huge glitch on youtubes end.
This problem caused Youtubers to lose a lot of views because people were not able to find
the users videos.
They can only see certain videos that loaded on the main page of that persons youtube channel.
It seems like everytime youtube changes the platform it always comes with a glitch.
Number 7.
Not to long ago Youtube had a system where videos would freeze on view 302.
This is so Youtube can see if the next set of views were indeed real views or if the
views are being view boted.
People would actually have automatiated system where their browsers would re-fresh every
2 seconds to register a view.
Do this on multiple tabs and you can get your video in the thousands pretty quickly.
But with ever new system we learned there are many flaws.
Videos would be stuck on view 302 for weeks the views just wouldn't unfreeze.
I guess this is because youtube couldn't review the videos in time and when the view
counter would unfreeze the view count would be at 303 although there are thousands of
comments in the video meaning the video has been viewed more than 303 times.
Their would be a view count lag.
This went on for a very long time until the system was fixed and now I think think this
ven exsists anymore.
Error 500 comes in at number 6.
This is a internal server error.
This was pretty common error that frustrated a lot of people.
I think this problem mainly happened for people using chrome.
Youtube wouldn't load properally and than you get this error message saying a team of
monkeys are fixing it.
The fix for this was using Youtube incognito.
With this error you were not able to watch any youtube videos, acces your channel, upload
videos which caused huge concerns to a lot of people.
And a lot of people lost out on money because they were not able to upload videos.
Some hours youtube would work and other hours youtube seemed to be down.
Number 5, Youtube introduced whats called safe mode.
Meaning all videos that are not deemed advertiser friendly or has adult material in the video
it wont be viewed in youtubes new safe mode.
When people learned about this they put the safe mode on to see if any of their videos
were being effected and guess what.
So many safe and clean videos were not showing up in safe mode they were flagged for something.
One of the biggest controversy from this was when the LGBT community was being targeted.
Any video that had the word gay, lesbian in it wasn't deemed safe.
If a video was titled, my coming out story, or I suffer from depression, was also not
being placed in safe mode.
The CEO came back and said they are very sorry about this there are flaws in their systems
and they are trying their best to fix it.
That always seems like their excuse when they get caught with something wrong.
Our systems are flawed we are aware of the situation and we are looking to fix it.
Number 4.
Ok so we all know Youtube has whats called a 3 strike rule.
Well there are two different types of strikes, a copy right strike or a community strike.
A copy right strike is if your video contains copy written material in it and someone claims
your video that's 1 strikes.
It can take 6 months to go away.
Also there is the community strike which is for the community to strike your videos if
they are deemed not youtube friendly.
If there is racism in it, something in the video is dangerous, if you make fun of someone
your video can be taken down and you can get a strike.
Well last year in 2016 their was a huge problem of channels being shut down due to people
falsely flagging the channels.
2016 was the big year of youtube channel attacking each other like leafyishere, gradeaundera,
idubbz and the audience from these channels would go to the channel they hated and mass
flag videos until the channel was shut down.
Some of these mega channels makes thousands of dollars a day so for a channel to go down
for just one day is a huge deal.
Youtube eventually fixed this glitch and now its hard to shut down a channel.
Number 3.
Back about 4 or 5 years ago do you remember when psys song gangnam sytle broke the Youtube
counter.
Youtube created a system that can only count views up to 2.1 billion views but this video
surpassed it so the video was just stuck for a while at 2 billion 147 million 483 thousand
647 views to be exact.
Youtube had no idea that one video could gain so many views so they had to upgrade their
32 bit signed integer to a 64-bit signed interger.
So now videos can hit over 9 quintillion which is a 9 and 15 zero placements that is a very
large number and I think its safe to say no video will ever hit that number.
But who knows people thought 2.1 billion was insane.
At number 2, is a problem that is currently going on right now.
Youtube has been having huge problems with its demonetization.
There are automated systems that detect videos that are not suitable to get monetized and
well this system was very flawed because kid friendly videos, or videos that are very youtube
friendly were getting demonetized.
Big Youtubers like Casey Neistat who doesn't post anything inappropriate had a problem
with getting demonetized.
This caused Youtube hundreds of millions of dollars.
I know this caused us Youtubers a ton of finical lost as well.
Ive actually lost some channels because of this and had to do major lay offs its been
a very troubling time.
And this problem is still on going.
Finally at number 1, at the beginning of this year we experienced Youtubers losing millions
of subscribers an hour.
Is this real life right now, the king of Youtube was losing millions of subscribers.
Pewdiepie made a video about this whole youtube glitch and when he filmed his video he lost
almost 1 million subscribers but he ended up losing way more as time went on.
So what happened was when people were subscribing it counted as one new subscribers, but when
people were unsubscribing it counted it as 2 people unsubscribing.
People wanted to see if this was an actually glitch so thousands of people unsubbed to
their favorite Youtubers and they noticed 2 less subscribers for them and when they
subscribed back it was only one.
Youtube was aware of this problem that went on for days and they eventually fixed it.
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How To Make A Real Frosted Glass - Duration: 4:24.
Hello.
Today I will show you how to make a real frosted glass.
This is the glass I will use for the flashlight, which I will use to videotape my videos.
First, I will make a simple fix for the glass, so that this glass does not fall during processing.
I
use a diamond paste to grind the car valves and a regular construction corner.
I need to spend a few minutes to get frosted glass.
Well, everything is ready.
I have to wash the paste off the surface of the glass and I can use it in the light.
You can use this glass in other places where you need light, but you or someone else can
not see clearly through the glass.
Thank you for watching this video.
Bye.
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Exercises for a Baby with Low Tone #20: Getting ready for standing 1 - Duration: 1:46.
Hello! My name is Amy Sturkey. I am a pediatric physical therapist. Hi! I
have about 30 years of pediatric clinical experience. I'm here with my
co-instructor, Myla. She is 10 and a half months old. She has low tone, and she
has Down syndrome. She is still trying to figure out how to take weight
on her legs. So, I'm giving some strategies of how to help her figure
out that weight bearing through her legs is
a good, great idea. So I'm gonna roll her
over... Hi! Hii! Hello!
Fix the Dress... There... We are going to work on standing laying down. So I
hold on to each leg with the scissor method, one (finger) in the front one in the back
of the shins...(on the other leg ) one in the front and one in the back and my thumb's on the bottom of her
foot. My thumb's are pretending the floor. I'm going to try milk shaking her.
I'm trying to get her to keep her legs straight with weight up through her body.
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6. I got six seconds. The goal would be that she
would do that longer. So this milkshake idea is a simple idea to work on weight
bearing through legs laying down as opposed to standing up.
Thanks a lot, and I'll see you later! Bye!
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