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Ricardo ask me to go out with him!

son of a bitch!

For that is better if you come back with your ex

You don´t know anything about how I feel

You always say that!

Like You

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Lady Gaga - Hair [cover] - Duration: 3:33.

Whenever I'm dressed cool My parents put up a fight

And if I'm hot shot Mom will cut my hair at night

And in the morning I'm short of my identity

I scream Mom and Dad Why can't I be who I wanna be?

To be

I just wanna be myself And I want you to love me for who I am

I just wanna be myself And I want you to know

I am my hair

I've had enough

This is my prayer

That I'll die livin' just as free as my hair

I've had enough

This is my prayer

That I'll die living just as free as my hair

I've had enough

I'm not a freak

I just keep fightin' to stay cool on the streets

I've had enough, enough, enough

This is my prayer, I swear

I'm as free as my hair

I just wanna be free

I just wanna be me

And I want lots of friends that invite me to their parties

Don't wanna change

I don't wanna be ashamed

I'm the spirit of my hair

It's all the glory that I bare

I am my hair, I'm my hair

It's all the glory that I bare

I am my hair, I'm my hair

It's all the glory that I bare

I am my hair, I'm my hair

I've had enough, this is my prayer That I'll die livin' just as free as my hair

I've had enough, I'm not a freak

I just keep fightin' to stay cool on the streets

I've had enough, enough, enough

This is my prayer, I swear

I'm as free as my hair

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Are you fertile land? - If anyone has ears to hear, let him hear - Laura de Salcedo - Duration: 7:00.

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What is a compressor pedal? - Duration: 7:28.

Hi bass players i hope you are all right

and welcome to this video where i am going to talk about a tool wich is essential for some bass players, i am among those bass players

for other not so much

and others don´t know what it is or maybe they had not the oportunitty to try it

and i talkin about a compressor pedal

first we must know what does a compressor pedal do

a compressor pedal adjust the level of dynamic range of our sound

it mans that it takes those sounds that are too loud and reduce their volume a little bit

and take those sounds that sound more quiet and rise their volume

compressing our signal giving us a more even sound

another benefit that a compressor pedal give us , is that it give us clean sustain

and this is very important because it makes that those notes that we play that tend to fade quickly become audible for much longer

we can also use a compressor pedal with a distortion but we must take into account that the distortion has a level of compression

that is why we can see and hear that when we a distortion pedla is active making techniques like legato or tapping is much easier

and that is because of the compression that is adding the distortion pedal, bacause that compression is taking those some that sound weak and is making them sound louder

so the good way to use this pedals together is to keep the values of the distortion on 12 o´clock if we raise them we can do it but a little bit

because as we known both the distortion and the compressor are rising up all those sounds that are weak and if we put the leves values of the distortion too high we are going to get a very dirty sound

unless of course that we want a very dirty sound

a problem that sound bass players have with the compressor pedals

is that they say that once the pedal is active it gave them some undesirable noises, some interference

the reason for this is not because the compressor pedal generates this sounds but that we already have interference in our signal caused for wires in bad shape or something like that

remenber that the compressor rise up the volume of those sounds that are less audible and in this range of sounds are thos undesirable noises

so the solution for this problem is that we must check our connections and gear to be sure that we do not have any interference

other times the solution for this problem is to check and reorganize the order of our effects pedals

and every person who has many effects pedals known that to connect them in the right way to obtain a clear sound with no interference is total Craft

it is so that this topic deserves it´s own video

now that we know what does a compressor pedal do, i am going to talk about we bass players and how it can help us

for we bass players a compressor pedal is a great tool because it control our range of volume and this feature is very important when we techniques like slap, tapping or when we use chords

for example when we use the slap technique we are hitting the strings with our thumb and we are pulling them with our ring and index finger

when we do this we are creating volume´s peaks or very loud sounds so the compressor pedal takes those peaks and reduce then giving us a totally even sound

in the case of the tapping we know that for it to sound good we need to have a very good level of volume so the compressor with it´s feature of raising up the volume of thos weak sounds allow us to use this technique with no problems

in the case of the chords wich are not very common in the bass guitar, but when we use them we need them to sound very clear

and the compressor pedal will ad more clarity and definition to the chord´s sound

when it comes to soloing the use of a compressor pedal is essential because it will assure that for all that time that we are the center of attention we are not going to suffer any drastic change of volume

so in resume i can say that the need to have or use a compressor pedal is determined for the techniques that you use

forx example y you are a bass player who use slap, tapping, make a lot of solos or use chords very often a compressor pedal is essential for you

but if you don´t use this techniques a lot or don´t use them at all , you can avoid it´s use

when it comes to recording i think that is a good idea to have a compressor pedal with us

because even if in most of the recording studios nowadays the sound enginners have their own compressors

if we get into the situation that we get to a recording studio where they don´t have one for whatever reason, we our compressor we can solve this problem right away

and when it comes to home recording, recording that we can make with an audio interface and a pc, it´s use is absolutely essential

i personally recommend to you that no matter the techniques you use or the music genre that you play always use a compressor pedal because it is a great tool that will allow you to have a great sound

well friends it has been all for the moment, thanks a lot for watching this video

i hope that it was useful to you and i hope that it has resolve the doubts that you may have about this topic

if it did i ask you the favor to hot the like botton , share it and subscribe to my channel

i would like that you guys share your opinion and experiences with compressor pedals in the coments box

once again thanks a lot for watching and see you next time.

For more infomation >> What is a compressor pedal? - Duration: 7:28.

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#Google ya no espiará tu #mail para recomendarte anuncios - Duration: 1:32.

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LOL Surprise Dolls SERIES 2 Lil Sister Dolls Color Change Baby Big Sis Toy Review Season 2 Toys - Duration: 7:53.

LOL Surprise Dolls SEASON 2 Lil Sister Dolls Color Change Baby & Big Sis Toy Review L.O.L. Toys

Hi friends! It's me, Jazzy Puppet! Today we're going to open up an LOL Surprise Doll Series 2!

Hooray! I'm so excited! Let's open her up friends!

Let's open up our L.O.L. Surprise Dolls Series 2!

Ok, pull here. Here we go.

First we've got a joke.

Well it looks like a little sick emoji and a drum. Sick drum?

Hmm. It says sick beat.

What is sick beat?

Is that when you go, "Boom boom hachew, boom boom hachew Boom boom hachew, boom boom hachew " (bad beat boxing)

He he he maybe not.

Ok here's the next zipper.

One, two, three.

Oh look it. That's cute!

Oh we are supposed to be looking at the stickers though.

Feed or bathe her to reveal a surprise.

Here's my little teeny, weeny stickers.

Ok, what's next on this crazy thing? Who sees the zipper? There it is.

Here we go.

Oh no.

That zipper was a bummer. The zipper didn't work.

It was a bummer.

Ok let's see what we've got in here. Does it say, "Let me out of here"? Let's see.

Surprise inside. Yay! Awe it doesn't say Let me out of here. That's my favorite part.

Here we go. Chop chop.

We got. Oh it's a golden

latte. It looks like a Starbucks coffee but with gold.

Maybe that means we'll have special...a special baby in there. We'll find out.

Ok where's the next zipper? Zip zip zippity do dah.

Here we go.

Oh I'm bad at these zippers.

There first zippers were easy, but these ones are hard.

Ok let's see what we've got in this bind bag.

Surprise inside. I still like Let me out of here!

What did we get?

High top Converse Tennis shoe boots.

Who wears High top Converse Tennis shoe boots?

I guess we're going to find out.

Hmm. Ok here's another zipper.

I think we can unzip it. Come here you.

Zipitty do dah.

Woah look at this crazy pink ball. That sure is a pink ball.

There's a hole right there. Ok let's see what's inside.

Surprise inside yay!

Let me out of here!

Woah I almost cut it.

Ah what? Woah it's a golden jacket

with black shorts.

What is this doll?

Ok let's see what's in our ball. Come here ball.

This is going to be her little tiny accessory.

A little tiny accessory. It's so small it. Feels like a crown.

There's a golden jacket and a crown?

Oh wow. he he he whoopie

It's a little tiny Mr. T Chain necklace.

Uh oh. I hope she's not Mr. T Baby!

I guess we'll find out. If she has a little mow hawk and a beard.

Oh there it is! Let me out of here!

Come on baby! Please don't be Mr. T. No Mr. T

No Mr. T. Here we go.

Woah he he he look at her little hair!

She's got a curl up here and a little cute pony tail.

She's cute.

I think we're going to see if she cries, or tinkles, or spits, or color changes.

That's what we're going to see next. Then we'll put her clothes on her.

Can she stand up? Boop nope.

First we're going to fill up her cup with water.

So I squeeze it and get the water in it.

and then we're going to feed it to her and see what she does.

You ready baby?

I'm ready!

Here we go baby drink it.

Is she going to cry? Is she going to tinkle?

Is she going to spit?

I don't even. Did she? Did she drink it?

I don't know what she does. Again! Oh look it spits out.

Ok we're going to do it the hard way. Are you ready baby?

OH look. I think she. Did she spit?

I don't know. I'm going to dunk her in. Sorry baby.

Dunk her in and squeeze her head. Eww it makes here suck the water.

Now we're going to see what she does. Eww oh look she spits. eww!

That's so crazy!

She spits at you! She's going to spit at you, you'd better cover your eyes!

Whoh that's one crazy spitting baby!

Her name is DJ. Let's put her little clothes on.

There she has a little outfit on. Let's put on her shoes.

I hope they're on the right feet dolly.

Put her on her little stand.

There you go.

She's cute I like her little hair it's kind of.....I don't know if you can see.

but it's kind of pink.

It's a little bit pink. It might look white on the video.

but it looks really pink

Ok let's put on her little necklace.

Ready? If I could put it on you.

Oh boy she bit me! Look she bit my nail polish off!

DJ don't bite me!

There she is! She's adorable!

He Mr. DJ put a record on. He he he

She's going to dance. Watch her go!

Dance DJ dance! Go, go, go!

She's a good dancer.

It's time for my Kind Friends Rock! Shout out!

Today's shout out goes to: Sadie, Zuri, Kyla, and Jessica!

Thank you for being such awesome sweet friends, and thank you for watching my videos!

If you want me to say your name in one of my videos all you have to do is

write your name down below in the comments.

It's so easy! Kind friends rock!

Wow L.O.L. Dolls are just so so so adorable. I just love them so much!f

If you want to watch more Jazzy Puppet videos, click that box up there.

and click the red subscribe button so that you can watch all of my fun videos and be friends with me! Hooray!

I hope that you have a beautiful day, and remember to always be kind. Bye friends!

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BREAKING NEWS: Loretta Lynch "Pleads Fifth," Wants to Hide Her Sick Crime | Top Stories Today - Duration: 2:54.

A bipartisan letter was released last week requesting

comment from former Attorney General Loretta Lynch.

Lynch has refused to comply with the letter as she continues to prevent an investigation

into her old boss Barack Obama.

However, members of Congress should not expect cooperation from the disgraced Attorney General.

When she was asked to testify about the Iran deal, Lynch refused to cooperate and repeatedly

pled the Fifth (via The Washington Free Beacon).

Senator Marco Rubio (R-FL), and then-Representive Mike Pompeo (R-KS), launched an investigation

into Obama's Iran deal last year and requested comment from the then-Attorney General.

Lynch never acknowledged the investigation and asked her underling, Assistant Attorney

General Peter Kadzik, to take the heat for her.

Peter Kadzik replied to the request for comment by refusing to answer any of the questions

posed.

He claimed the administration was unable to comment publicly on the details of the $1.7

billion Iran deal.

Late into Obama's presidency, his administration negotiated a secret deal with the Iranian

government.

The final deal was a huge win for the Iranian government and American hostages were released

shortly afterwards.

Obama denied that the $1.7 billion was paid in exchange for the hostages.

However, representatives from his administration have remained remarkably silent about any

other possible motivations.

Sen. Rubio and Rep. Pompeo were outraged that the Obama administration refused to cooperate

when they were still in power.

"It is frankly unacceptable that your department refuses to answer straightforward questions

from the people's elected representatives in Congress about an important national security

issue," the pair wrote in a follow-up letter.

"Your staff failed to address any of our questions, and instead provided a copy of

public testimony and a lecture about the sensitivity of information associated with this issue."

"This has become the Obama administration's coping mechanism for anything related to the

Islamic Republic of Iran—hide information, obfuscate details, and deny answers to Congress

and the American people," the letter continued.

Lawmakers close to the Iran deal claim that the Obama administration refuses to answer

any questions because the answers would be more damning than any consequences of ignoring

a congressional inquiry.

We can expect Lynch to maintain this strategy as Congress probes her role in the unmasking

of American citizens.

However, Lynch no longer has the Obama administration in power to cover her illegal acts.

Do you think Loretta Lynch will answer questions this time?

Please share this news and tell us what you think.

For more infomation >> BREAKING NEWS: Loretta Lynch "Pleads Fifth," Wants to Hide Her Sick Crime | Top Stories Today - Duration: 2:54.

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[SUB ESPAÑOL] UP10TION U10SECONDS 170sec - UP10TION COMEBACK D-07 Wei Selfcam - Duration: 2:20.

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The Best Nail Art 2017 | New Nail Art Designs Compilation June 2017 | Part 20 - Duration: 10:50.

Thanks for watching

Hope you have a great time

Please, like, comment and subscribe for more!!

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Soi cau lo danh hang ngay - XSMB 28/6/2017 - Luckynumberjs - Soi cầu xổ số Miền Bắc - Duration: 2:51.

For more infomation >> Soi cau lo danh hang ngay - XSMB 28/6/2017 - Luckynumberjs - Soi cầu xổ số Miền Bắc - Duration: 2:51.

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BREAKING NEWS: Loretta Lynch "Pleads Fifth," Wants to Hide Her Sick Crime | Top Stories Today - Duration: 2:54.

A bipartisan letter was released last week requesting

comment from former Attorney General Loretta Lynch.

Lynch has refused to comply with the letter as she continues to prevent an investigation

into her old boss Barack Obama.

However, members of Congress should not expect cooperation from the disgraced Attorney General.

When she was asked to testify about the Iran deal, Lynch refused to cooperate and repeatedly

pled the Fifth (via The Washington Free Beacon).

Senator Marco Rubio (R-FL), and then-Representive Mike Pompeo (R-KS), launched an investigation

into Obama's Iran deal last year and requested comment from the then-Attorney General.

Lynch never acknowledged the investigation and asked her underling, Assistant Attorney

General Peter Kadzik, to take the heat for her.

Peter Kadzik replied to the request for comment by refusing to answer any of the questions

posed.

He claimed the administration was unable to comment publicly on the details of the $1.7

billion Iran deal.

Late into Obama's presidency, his administration negotiated a secret deal with the Iranian

government.

The final deal was a huge win for the Iranian government and American hostages were released

shortly afterwards.

Obama denied that the $1.7 billion was paid in exchange for the hostages.

However, representatives from his administration have remained remarkably silent about any

other possible motivations.

Sen. Rubio and Rep. Pompeo were outraged that the Obama administration refused to cooperate

when they were still in power.

"It is frankly unacceptable that your department refuses to answer straightforward questions

from the people's elected representatives in Congress about an important national security

issue," the pair wrote in a follow-up letter.

"Your staff failed to address any of our questions, and instead provided a copy of

public testimony and a lecture about the sensitivity of information associated with this issue."

"This has become the Obama administration's coping mechanism for anything related to the

Islamic Republic of Iran—hide information, obfuscate details, and deny answers to Congress

and the American people," the letter continued.

Lawmakers close to the Iran deal claim that the Obama administration refuses to answer

any questions because the answers would be more damning than any consequences of ignoring

a congressional inquiry.

We can expect Lynch to maintain this strategy as Congress probes her role in the unmasking

of American citizens.

However, Lynch no longer has the Obama administration in power to cover her illegal acts.

Do you think Loretta Lynch will answer questions this time?

Please share this news and tell us what you think.

For more infomation >> BREAKING NEWS: Loretta Lynch "Pleads Fifth," Wants to Hide Her Sick Crime | Top Stories Today - Duration: 2:54.

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Peugeot 108 ACTIVE 5 DEURS 1.0 68PK COMPLETE UITVOERING - Duration: 0:54.

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Peugeot 108 ACTIVE 5DRS AIRCO LED VERLICHTING, - Duration: 1:01.

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Sh*t I Never Knew: Give an F About Your Load - Duration: 5:01.

- Hey guys, Shawn again, Custom Offsets,

Custom Offsets TV on the YouTube.

Got another I Never Knew sync video for you.

If you remember, this series is

when we come across something we're like,

wow, that kinda caught us off guard,

or wow, we forgot we that we knew that

and kinda have never really talked about it out loud.

That's when we decided to share this stuff.

So we're sitting here building this sweet

high country 2500HD Duramax bad-a**ery

and these are his new 22 by 10 American forces wheels.

And he went with one of the strongest tires we know of

on the market right now which is the Nitto Ridge Grappler.

And it had these sweet not-so-cool-looking

Wrangler highway tire things with these sweet chrome wheels.

And here's something that caught our eye

that we just wanted to share with you guys.

And the name of this episode is,

"You Better Start to Give and F About Your Load".

Load index, load index, load index.

We've talked about this a couple times

and it still is something that, you know,

we have to pay close attention to here at the shop.

This tire has a load index, this is the factory tire

off of this brand new truck, of 121 over 118S.

So it's 121 when used as a dually, one two one, 121.

And it's a 118 when used as a single.

So it's got 118 load index.

What that means is when you get new tires,

you're gonna want to match them up

at the same number or higher or you start to relieve,

lower, you start to lower the load index of the vehicle,

the amount that it can handle.

So basically this becomes your weakest link on the truck.

This is a Nitto Ridge Grappler.

It's a new tire that came out.

It is a 12-ply rated, F load,

high-bred, on or off-road tire.

So this must be the strongest tire in the world.

This is load F, not load E.

Like everybody says, hey, it's load E,

I can put that on my HD or Super Duty.

This is even stronger than that, it's a load F.

So this must be rated, right?

This is a 114 index.

So if I look at the sidewall here,

I'm gonna find a 114Q.

That 114 is the load index.

What that means is if you go out on Google

and you just look up load index chart, I happen to have mine

saved on my camera so I can look at it anytime.

I can see that the 118 that this truck came with

and that it prefers you stick with

is 2910 pounds of load-carrying capacity on this tire.

So 29 10, 2910.

This 114 is only 2600 pounds, it's 2601.

So right there, going from this load E to this load F

which is supposed to be a higher rating,

the load index though is lower.

And the biggest reason for that, if you look at this,

this I'm sure is a 20, let me look at it.

It's a 20-inch wheel so you have all this sidewall.

Sidewall equals load-carrying capacity.

You have all of that air

and all this tire technology that makes that happen.

This one you're starting to shorten up that sidewall

to about a quarter inch sidewall because it's a 22.

Because it's a 22, it takes this load F 12-ply rated tire

and it drastically reduces that load rating

and brings it down to that 114.

So now if you run that 114 on this truck

which he's going to, he understands it,

this is exactly what he wants,

this is what the customer's requesting, he knows

he's dropping his load index by about 300 pounds or 10%.

Now that truck is rated to be towing around

skid steers and fifth wheels and all that stuff.

He's not doing that with that truck.

He's gonna use it for some light towing

and some Duramax-type stuff.

But it is not a work truck by any means for him

so he is totally comfortable with this 114

and being around that 2600 pound load index.

So we just wanted to share with you,

we started to gain the impression, oh, it's a load F,

throw down all the Super Duties, throw down all of the HDs,

it's gonna be perfect

for every single heavy duty application

and didn't even really think about

you still have to consider that three-digit number

and look up that weight rating

and make sure it's a bigger number

than what you have with your stock

or what's on the door if you open up the door.

That sticker inside the doorjamb there

will sometimes give you that load rating.

We never would have thought that that load F

would be rated less than this load E

just because of the size of the opening inside of that tire

but that's exactly the case

and that's all I have to know about that

and that's all you should know about that.

(rock music)

For more infomation >> Sh*t I Never Knew: Give an F About Your Load - Duration: 5:01.

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I want to be - Duration: 3:41.

I want to be the person in my poems, immersed into these moments, and impressed

into the prose, imperfect but authentic, embedded in the flow

frozen in the motion inspiration as its spoke, sent into the sentence intercepted by the

mode enchanted by the dancing, transcending and

transposed the only time I'm whole is when my hands are

holding hope, when I'm handling the sound i send inside

these little notes, dangling entangled in composing I'm composed,

as opposed to when I'm posing as a person as a hoax

my home is here, amidst acoustic puzzles i find peace

cast into this act with these syllabic soliloquies aghast when i step back to catch my breath

and then i breathe and realities amassed these masterpiece catastrophes

I'm actually abashed by how impassioned i can get

when i factor in the fact that i craft just to forget

the disaster of my day to day, my dashboards in duress

when I'm back to keeping track its just the F word in effect

I don't want to be that me sometimes, don't want to face the world

i wanna be above that bull, make something beautiful

want to be what i create, put me into these words

don't want to just endure, want to entwine, enthrall and twirl

escaping through the vents and the crack beneath the door

i can be both mine and yours its not an either or

this comes before its time, tomorrow might appreciate

how i weave a wave and web a wish wink and walk away

that would of been the perfect place to put this to a stop

but since this is where i feel alive I'm sorry i could not

it would of been like suicide i would of been for you

coulda shoulda woulda shut up I'm gonna continue

I want to be the person in my mind, the person i impersonate and personify,

the person persevering i personalized persistent and perplexing pressing play on

this device devised to demonstrate how to hurdle the divide

undevistate the deficit eradicate the cries discredit and decrease the detrimental lies

and decorate the wreckage with brand new you recognize

recycle all the psychological torture into torches

burning with the passion of unimportant torment to signal to dark skies, we don't want them

to darken mocking midnight with light, quieting silence

by talking when pressing this play button, i don't whats

gonna happen pretty sure that somethings coming and the

wonders thunder-clapping i mutter prayer under breath, its more like

demanding acceptance, exacting, a semblance of understanding

sometimes i want to be someone, tonight i wanna be something,

a piece of art stolen by some thieves working for the museum

sometimes i want to belong, tonight i want to belong to you

a piece of strength you can draw on, knowing, that your gonna get through

or a piece of paper you can draw on, or a pen your drawing with

or the inspiration your drawing from, to make something exist

or the art that your creating that no one appreciates

till its stolen by some art thieves, from a dark and lonely place

I want to be the person who is writing so I'm impersonating an impersonation of a

first impression i want to be the person surprised by what

I'm hearing i want to be a person but i find I'm disappearing

i want to be the person in some other persons art

filling up the crack in some persons broken heart

I want to be that person and I'm not sure that I'm not

but whats that thing they say about getting what you want?

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I went to the Gender Clinic! (FTM) [CC] - Duration: 11:11.

Hello YouTube it's Sparrow Rose, the Autistic Nomad.

Remember I talked several months ago -- it's been a while since I posted a video.

I apologize.

Camera problems -- anyway, remember when I talked about being afraid but doing things

anyway?

Yesterday I went to the gender clinic and I was describing myself as a nervous wreck

and that might have been an understatement.

But I went and it was amazing.

It was absolutely amazing.

I went to the informed consent clinic: Legacy Montrose, in Houston.

I highly recommend them.

I'm paying out-of-pocket because I am not a Texas citizen but I was really trying hard

to get what I needed in Florida.

Florida, strangely, does not make it so easy to transition.

So I am up here in Texas and I go back to the clinic on July 1st and, fingers crossed,

I start hormone replacement therapy then.

It's up to the Doc, but everything looks really promising.

Basically -- since some of you watching this might really benefit from some of this information ...

Basically, I called them up and made the appointment and it took about a month to get

in.

But from other people that's actually pretty fast.

In Chase Ross' video this week he talks about looking at an informed consent clinic

in Montreal and they had, I think he said, a two year waiting list.

Which is just ... I couldn't wait two years.

I just … I couldn't.

Neither could he.

He went and got … he took things into his own hands and didn't wait either.

So I came up here for the appointment and it started out like any kind of medical appointment.

You know, you deal with reception and then the nurse takes you back and weighs you and

puts the oximeter on your finger, that blood pressure, all that. I had to fill out a lot

of forms but it wasn't that bad. They were some of the best forms I've ever filled out

in my life. Very sensitive. I had to put some medical history and the information of my

general practitioner. It asked me what gender I was assigned at

birth and how I identify now both with respect to sex(uality) and gender and there were a lot

of options on the form I ended up checking other under sexuality because they didn't

even have asexuality listed. As best I can tell right now I'm a panromantic asexual but

I am... I consider myself Grey Ace because I'm not really 100% sure whether that's where I'm

at or not and I figure hormones could change my sexual expression as well it remains to

be seen but that neither of those options were in the list so I checked other and under

gender I checkeed trans man and I checked non-binary and I was so impressed that they

had non-binary as an option on the form. So then I talked to the doctor for -- I didn't check the time

but I think we talked about an hour. And she asked a lot of medical questions and she

also asked questions about how long have I known that I'm trans and why am I deciding

now -- at age 50 -- to embark on medical transition. And they were good questions and she's

really good at her job. I got choked up for a second at one point. But she did a really

good job of of getting good solid true answers out of

me. She even managed to get me to confess that I live in my van, which I wasn't going to tell her because

I wanted to come across as solid and stable and responsible and, you know, as someone who can

be trusted with hormones. And I think I did come across as all those things,

but also -- the problem was my mailing address is in Clay County and my doctors are in

Alachua County and she kept kind of poking at that until finally she said, "Where do you live?" And that's when

I 'fessed up. I said, "well, honestly, I live in my van." And I could just see this this, like,

red flag tripping and I'm not the best ever at reading people's reactions

so if I saw it was pretty big. and I said, "I know the form asked, 'are you homeless?' and I

checked no and that's because I don't consider myself to be homeless. I have a home it's my

van. Homeless people, they don't have a place to live and they're struggling and suffering.

And I have a pretty good life. It's just an alternate lifestyle, living in my van and my

last apartment was horrible and my van is great and it cost less and I am living more

life and I'm very happy with it." And I could see the flag kind of coiling back down

into its flagpole. Overall, I think it went well and then she sent me to get

labs done, which I take as a good sign. She wouldn't send me to get labs done especially

knowing I'm paying for everything out of pocket if she didn't -- it says to me that unless something

is really bad on my labs I am going to be starting T in the beginning of July and I'm really

excited about that. And I'm also nervous as hell because this is huge. This is among the

biggest things I've ever done in my life. And I think if I weren't nervous that's

when I should be worried about what I'm doing. If this were not a big deal that would

be more cause for concern in my opinion.

But I am more excited than I am nervous. I am very happy.

Just... very happy. And very hopeful and most of my nervousness is about concern

whether I'll actually get to start hormone therapy or not. That's my biggest source of nervousness

and anxiety right now. I'm right on the brink: a week and a half, and then I find out.

As far as I'm able to tell we get one crack

at this thing, this life, this existence. It's a cliché to say that it's not a dress rehearsal but

it's also true it's not. It's your one wild, precious, irreplaceable life.

And what happens in that wild, beautiful life of yours is, at least in part, up to you.

Trust yourself.

Go forth boldly.

I love you!

Love yourself!

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(Slave screams) he thinks he knows what he wants

(Slave screams) thinks he has something to say

(Slave screams) he hears but doesn't want to listen

(Slave screams) he's being beat into submission

Don't open your eyes you won't like what you see

The devils of truth steal the souls of the free

Don't open your eyes, take it from me

I have found, You can find Happiness in slavery

Happiness in slavery

(Slave screams) he spends his life learning conformity

(Slave screams) he claims he has his own identity

(Slave screams) he's going to cause the system to fall

(Slave screams) but he's glad to be chained to that wall

Don't open your eyes you won't like what you see

The blind have been blessed with security

Don't open your eyes, take it from me

I have found, You can find Happiness in slavery

Happiness in slavery (x3)

Happiness

I don't know what I am I don't know where I've been

Human junk just words and so much skin

Stick my hands through the cage of this endless routine

Just some flesh caught in this big broken machine

Happiness in slavery (x5)

Happiness (x8)

(Happiness, It controls you) x2

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