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CHAPTER XIX

JOE IS WATCHED

There was an uproar in an instant.

Players started for Sam and the unoffending lad whom he had struck.

There were savage yells, calling for vengeance.

Even Sam's mates, used as they were to his fits of temper, were not prepared for this.

The Whizzer players were wild to get at him, but, instinctively Darrell, Joe, Rankin, and

some of the others of the Silver Stars formed a protecting cordon about their pitcher.

"Are you crazy, Sam?

What in the world did you do that for?"

demanded the manager.

"He made a rank decision, an unfair one!" cried Sam, "and when I called him down he

was going to hit me.

I got in ahead of him—that's all."

"That's not so!" cried the Whizzer captain.

"I saw it all."

"That's right!" chimed in some of his mates.

"Farson never raised his hand to him!" declared[152] another lad, who had been standing

near the umpire.

"You're a big coward to hit a chap smaller than you are!" he called tauntingly to Sam.

"Well, I'm not afraid to hit you!" cried the pitcher, who seemed to have lost control

of himself.

"And if you want anything you know how to get it."

"Yes, and I'm willing to take it right now," yelled the other, stepping up to Sam.

There might have been another fight then and there, for both lads were unreasonable with

anger, but Darrell quickly stepped in between them.

"Look here!" burst out the Stars' manager, in what he tried to make a good-natured and

reasoning voice, "this has got to stop.

We didn't come here to fight, we came to play baseball and you trimmed us properly."

"Then why don't you fellows take your medicine?"

demanded the home captain.

"What right has he got to tackle our umpire?"

"No right at all," admitted Darrell.

"Sam was in the wrong and he'll apologize.

He probably thought the man was out."

"And he was out!"

exploded the unreasonable pitcher.

"I'll not apologize, either."

"Wipe up the field with 'em!" came in murmurs[153] from the home players.

Several of the lads had grasped their bats.

It was a critical moment and Darrell felt it.

He pulled Sam to one side and whispered rapidly and tensely in his ear:

"Sam, you've got to apologize, and you've got to admit that the runner was safe.

There's no other way out of it."

"Suppose I won't?"

There was defiance in Sam's air.

Darrell took a quick decision.

"Then I'll put you out of the team!" was his instant rejoinder, and it came so

promptly that Sam winced.

Now it is one thing to resign, but quite another to be read out of an organization, whether

it be a baseball team or a political society.

Sam realized this.

He might have, in his anger, refused to belong to the Silver Stars and, later on he could

boast of having gotten out of his own accord.

But to be "fired" carried no glory with it, and Sam was ever on the lookout for glory.

"Do you mean that?" he asked of Darrell.

"Won't you fellows stick up for me?"

He looked a vain appeal to his mates.

"I mean every word of it," replied the manager firmly.

"We fellows would stick up for you[154] if you were in the right, but you're dead

wrong this time.

It's apologize or get out of the team!"

Once more Sam paused.

He could hear the angry murmurs of the home players as they watched him, waiting for his

decision.

Even some of his own mates were regarding him with unfriendly eyes.

He must make a virtue of necessity.

"All right—I—I apologize," said Sam in a low voice.

"The runner was safe I guess."

"You'd better be sure about it," said the captain of the Whizzers, in a peculiar

tone as he looked at Sam.

"Oh, I'm sure all right."

"And you're sorry you hit our umpire?"

persisted the captain, for Sam's apology had not been very satisfactory.

"Yes.

You needn't rub it in," growled the pitcher.

"Then why don't you shake hands with him, and tell him so like a man?" went on the

home captain.

"I won't shake hands with him!"

exclaimed the small umpire.

"I don't shake hands with cowards!"

There was another murmur, and the trouble that had been so nearly adjusted threatened

to[155] break out again.

But Darrell was wise in his day.

"That's all right!" he called, more cheerily than he felt.

"You fellows beat us fairly and on the level.

We haven't a kick coming, but we may treat you to a dose of the same medicine when we

have a return game; eh, old man?" and he made his way to the opposing captain and the

manager and cordially shook hands with them.

There was a half cheer from the Whizzers.

They liked a good loser.

"Yes, maybe you can turn the tables on us," admitted the other manager, "but I hope

when we do come to Riverside you'll have a different pitcher," and he glanced significantly

at Sam.

"No telling," replied Darrell with a laugh.

"Come on, fellows.

We'll give three cheers for the team that beat us and then we'll beat it for home."

It was rather a silent crowd of the Silver Stars that rode in the special trolley.

Following them was another car containing some of the "rooters."

They made up in liveliness what the team members lacked in spirits, for there were a number

of girls with the lads, Joe's sister and Tom's being among them, and they started

some school songs.

[156]

And the gloom that seemed to hang over the Stars was not altogether because of their

defeat.

It was the remembrance of Sam's unsportsmanlike act, and it rankled deep.

On his part it is doubtful if Sam felt any remorse.

He was a hot-tempered lad, used to having his own way, and probably he thought he had

done just right in chastising the umpire for what he regarded as a rank decision.

Darrell, Rankin and some of the others tried to be jolly and start a line of talk that

would make the lads forget the unpleasant incident, but it is doubtful if they succeeded

to any great extent.

The manager was seriously considering the future of the team.

Was it wise to go on with such a pitcher as Sam who, though talented, could not be relied

upon and who was likely to make "breaks" at unexpected times?

"Yet what can we do?" asked Darrell of the captain.

"Is there another man we could put in or get from some other team?"

"I don't believe any other team would part with a good pitcher at this time of the

season," replied Rankin.

"Surely not if he was a real good one, and we want one that is good.

As for using some of the other fellows in Sam's place,[157] I don't know of any

one that's anywhere near as good as he is."

"How about Percy Parnell?

He's pitched some, hasn't he?"

"Yes, but you know what happened.

He was knocked out of the box and we were whitewashed that game."

"Say!" exclaimed Darrell.

"I just happened to think of it.

That new fellow—Joe Matson.

He told me he used to pitch in his home town—Bentville I think it was.

I wonder if he'd be any good?"

"Hard telling," replied the captain, somewhat indifferently.

"We ought to do something, anyhow."

"I tell you what I'm going to do," went on Darrell.

"I'm going to write to some one in Bentville.

I think I know an old baseball friend there, and I'll ask him what Matson's record

was.

If he made good at all we might give him a tryout."

"And have Sam get on his ear?"

"I don't care whether he does or not.

Things can't be much worse; can they?"

"No, I guess not.

Go ahead.

I'm with you in anything you do.

Three straight wallops in three weeks have taken the heart out of me."

[158]

"Same here.

Well, we'll see what we can do."

Joe reached home that night rather tired and discouraged.

He felt the defeat of his team keenly, and the more so as the nine he had played with

in Bentville had had a much better record than that of the Silver Stars—at least so

far, though the Silver Stars were an older and stronger team.

"I wonder if I'm the hoodoo?"

mused Joe.

"They lost the first game I saw them play, and the next one I played in they lost, and

here's this one.

I hope I'm not a jinx."

Then he reviewed his own playing in the two games where he had had a chance to show what

he could do, and he had no fault to find with his efforts.

True, he had made errors; but who had not?

"I'm going to keep on practicing," mused Joe.

"If I can work up in speed and accuracy, and keep what curving power I have already,

I may get a chance to pitch.

Things are coming to a head with Sam, and, though I don't wish him any bad luck, if

he does get out I hope I get a chance to go in."

Following this plan, Joe went off by himself one afternoon several days later to practice

throwing in the empty lot.

He used a basket to hold the[159] balls he pitched and he was glad to find that he had

not gone back any from the time when he and Tom, with the other lads, had had their contest.

"If I can only keep this up," mused the lad, "I'll get there some day.

Jove!

If ever I should become one of the big league players!

Think of taking part in the World's series!

Cracky!

I'd rather be in the box, facing the champions, than to be almost anything else I can think

of.

Forty thousand people watching you as you wind up and send in a swift one like this!"

And with that Joe let fly a ball with all his speed toward the basket.

He was not so much intent on accuracy then as he was in letting off some surplus "steam,"

and he was not a little surprised when the ball not only went into the basket but through

it, ripping out the bottom.

"Wow!" exclaimed Joe.

"I'm throwing faster than I thought I was.

That basket is on the fritz.

But if I'd been sending a ball over the plate it would have had some speed back of

it, and it would have gone to the right spot."

As Joe went to pick up the ball and examine the broken basket more closely a figure peered

out from a little clump of trees on the edge of the field where the lad was practicing.

The figure[160] watched the would-be pitcher closely and then murmured:

"He certainly has speed all right.

I'd like to be back of the plate and watch him throw them in.

I wonder if he has anything in him after all?

It's worth taking a chance on.

I'll wait a bit longer."

The figure dodged behind the trees again as Joe once more took his position.

He had stuffed some grass in the hole in the peach basket he was using, and again he threw

in it.

He was just as accurate as before, and, now and then, when he cut loose, he sent the ball

with unerring aim and with great force into the receptacle, several times knocking it

down off the stake on which it was fastened.

"I don't know as there's much use in writing to Bentville to find out about him,"

mused the figure hidden by the trees.

"If he's got that speed, and continues to show the control he has to-day, even without

any curves he'd be a help to us.

I'm going to speak to Rankin about it," and with that the figure turned away.

Had Joe looked he would have seen Darrell Blackney, manager of the Silver Stars, who

had been playing the innocent spy on him.

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Espiritualidade em Gotas / Ep. 89 - E o Poliamor? - Duration: 4:24.

- What about Polyamory?

- Which of the two, polygamy or monogamy,

is more in conformity with the Law of Nature?

It is question 701 of "The Book of Spirits".

[ ♪ Soft Song ♪ ]

Spirituality in Drops

- Polygamy is a human law whose

abolition marks social progress.

And the answer follows ...

This placement of the spirits comes to the present day,

planetary transition,

when humanity seeks new

models of mating, including the so-called

polyamor that involves the relationship of

three or more people who decide to

cohabit in conjugality,

including registering in a notary

and pleading before the State

the recognition of their relationship.

The spirits point out that humanity makes

a breakthrough in terms

of their affective relationships.

In principle, we were governed only

by sexual instinct, conservation,

reproduction establishing tribal

relations, multiple relationships.

Over time, with the development of

emotionality, with the expansion of

consciousness, ethical processes arise

that incline us, according to the spirits,

to more refined relationships;

moving towards the expressions

of the relationship to two, therefore, of monogamy.

It is natural to understand that

progress is gradually

establishing itself, here, there, in humanity ...

we still perceive cultures, religiosities

that welcome plural relationships, in the

perspective of polygamy; obeying an

evolutionary level in which this or that

country is.

However, according to the

spirits they point out, we are moving

towards monogamous relationships,

since, from the point of view of

affectivity, of sexuality indicate the

exercise of an amorousness.

The plural relationships are more

instinctive, they obey the

sexual instinct more and, monogamous

relationships, they invite us to an

exercise of an emotivity

at a higher level.

Therefore, the relationship of reciprocal

assistance, to two, in the monogamous

marriage relationship, prevails the feeling.

When we leave, we jump the

fence, so to speak, we do it not

by affection, usually, but by

the drive of the instincts that we have

not yet overcome, because we have

experienced multiple existences

in the field of polygamy.

However, the exercise of education, in

order to foster fidelity to love, must

incline us to a relationship of

electivity to two, in a regime of reciprocity;

assuring a

relationship of affection and sexuality

that can determine monogamy as

this space of advancement that we are

establishing towards new discoveries of

fulfillment and congratulation in

the sexual affective relationship with

someone who appears in our daily lives.

[ ♪ Soft Song ♪ ]

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Hello it's Kinoshita Yuka from Yuru-chan(nel)

today...

Jan !

we will eat Takenoko No Sato's Adzuki Bean Milk !

on the top of a crispy cookie...

white chocolate with a lot of milk

and adzuki chocolate as well

it's like ice milk with sprinkled adzuki, so we hope to enjoy that from Takenoko No Sato

that looks delicious !

they used 0.3% of adzuki

Ah ! just 0.3% ! ! !

that's not even a 1%

it's that small !

just that, in the whole box

there is 63 g in one box

- The price is 200 yen including taxes - and 350 Kcal

that's what inside

with adzuki aroma

the bottom part is a cocoa cookie

and the white chocolate

and below, there is the adzuki chocolate

what looks like a purple

itadakimasu

mmmmm !

delicious !

ah ! by the way there is also " Takenoko No "...

" Yama "

Takenoko No Sato ? Takenoko No Yama

i think i ate before Takenoko No Yama's Adzuki Bean Milk

i like the products of Takenoko No Sato more than The Yama...

that's why...

i like this more !

there is a nice flavor of adzuki

with a lot of white chocolate

and the cocoa cookie not sweet that much

and that's tasty !

because there is a lot of chocolate on the top of the cookie...

the cookies not that sweet

and that made it easy to eat

gochisousamadeshita

because Takenoko No Sato's Adzuki Bean Milk was so delicious..

try it as well if you please !

bye bye !

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Baseball Joe of the Silver Stars | Chapter 19 - Duration: 11:14.

CHAPTER XIX

JOE IS WATCHED

There was an uproar in an instant.

Players started for Sam and the unoffending lad whom he had struck.

There were savage yells, calling for vengeance.

Even Sam's mates, used as they were to his fits of temper, were not prepared for this.

The Whizzer players were wild to get at him, but, instinctively Darrell, Joe, Rankin, and

some of the others of the Silver Stars formed a protecting cordon about their pitcher.

"Are you crazy, Sam?

What in the world did you do that for?"

demanded the manager.

"He made a rank decision, an unfair one!" cried Sam, "and when I called him down he

was going to hit me.

I got in ahead of him—that's all."

"That's not so!" cried the Whizzer captain.

"I saw it all."

"That's right!" chimed in some of his mates.

"Farson never raised his hand to him!" declared[152] another lad, who had been standing

near the umpire.

"You're a big coward to hit a chap smaller than you are!" he called tauntingly to Sam.

"Well, I'm not afraid to hit you!" cried the pitcher, who seemed to have lost control

of himself.

"And if you want anything you know how to get it."

"Yes, and I'm willing to take it right now," yelled the other, stepping up to Sam.

There might have been another fight then and there, for both lads were unreasonable with

anger, but Darrell quickly stepped in between them.

"Look here!" burst out the Stars' manager, in what he tried to make a good-natured and

reasoning voice, "this has got to stop.

We didn't come here to fight, we came to play baseball and you trimmed us properly."

"Then why don't you fellows take your medicine?"

demanded the home captain.

"What right has he got to tackle our umpire?"

"No right at all," admitted Darrell.

"Sam was in the wrong and he'll apologize.

He probably thought the man was out."

"And he was out!"

exploded the unreasonable pitcher.

"I'll not apologize, either."

"Wipe up the field with 'em!" came in murmurs[153] from the home players.

Several of the lads had grasped their bats.

It was a critical moment and Darrell felt it.

He pulled Sam to one side and whispered rapidly and tensely in his ear:

"Sam, you've got to apologize, and you've got to admit that the runner was safe.

There's no other way out of it."

"Suppose I won't?"

There was defiance in Sam's air.

Darrell took a quick decision.

"Then I'll put you out of the team!" was his instant rejoinder, and it came so

promptly that Sam winced.

Now it is one thing to resign, but quite another to be read out of an organization, whether

it be a baseball team or a political society.

Sam realized this.

He might have, in his anger, refused to belong to the Silver Stars and, later on he could

boast of having gotten out of his own accord.

But to be "fired" carried no glory with it, and Sam was ever on the lookout for glory.

"Do you mean that?" he asked of Darrell.

"Won't you fellows stick up for me?"

He looked a vain appeal to his mates.

"I mean every word of it," replied the manager firmly.

"We fellows would stick up for you[154] if you were in the right, but you're dead

wrong this time.

It's apologize or get out of the team!"

Once more Sam paused.

He could hear the angry murmurs of the home players as they watched him, waiting for his

decision.

Even some of his own mates were regarding him with unfriendly eyes.

He must make a virtue of necessity.

"All right—I—I apologize," said Sam in a low voice.

"The runner was safe I guess."

"You'd better be sure about it," said the captain of the Whizzers, in a peculiar

tone as he looked at Sam.

"Oh, I'm sure all right."

"And you're sorry you hit our umpire?"

persisted the captain, for Sam's apology had not been very satisfactory.

"Yes.

You needn't rub it in," growled the pitcher.

"Then why don't you shake hands with him, and tell him so like a man?" went on the

home captain.

"I won't shake hands with him!"

exclaimed the small umpire.

"I don't shake hands with cowards!"

There was another murmur, and the trouble that had been so nearly adjusted threatened

to[155] break out again.

But Darrell was wise in his day.

"That's all right!" he called, more cheerily than he felt.

"You fellows beat us fairly and on the level.

We haven't a kick coming, but we may treat you to a dose of the same medicine when we

have a return game; eh, old man?" and he made his way to the opposing captain and the

manager and cordially shook hands with them.

There was a half cheer from the Whizzers.

They liked a good loser.

"Yes, maybe you can turn the tables on us," admitted the other manager, "but I hope

when we do come to Riverside you'll have a different pitcher," and he glanced significantly

at Sam.

"No telling," replied Darrell with a laugh.

"Come on, fellows.

We'll give three cheers for the team that beat us and then we'll beat it for home."

It was rather a silent crowd of the Silver Stars that rode in the special trolley.

Following them was another car containing some of the "rooters."

They made up in liveliness what the team members lacked in spirits, for there were a number

of girls with the lads, Joe's sister and Tom's being among them, and they started

some school songs.

[156]

And the gloom that seemed to hang over the Stars was not altogether because of their

defeat.

It was the remembrance of Sam's unsportsmanlike act, and it rankled deep.

On his part it is doubtful if Sam felt any remorse.

He was a hot-tempered lad, used to having his own way, and probably he thought he had

done just right in chastising the umpire for what he regarded as a rank decision.

Darrell, Rankin and some of the others tried to be jolly and start a line of talk that

would make the lads forget the unpleasant incident, but it is doubtful if they succeeded

to any great extent.

The manager was seriously considering the future of the team.

Was it wise to go on with such a pitcher as Sam who, though talented, could not be relied

upon and who was likely to make "breaks" at unexpected times?

"Yet what can we do?" asked Darrell of the captain.

"Is there another man we could put in or get from some other team?"

"I don't believe any other team would part with a good pitcher at this time of the

season," replied Rankin.

"Surely not if he was a real good one, and we want one that is good.

As for using some of the other fellows in Sam's place,[157] I don't know of any

one that's anywhere near as good as he is."

"How about Percy Parnell?

He's pitched some, hasn't he?"

"Yes, but you know what happened.

He was knocked out of the box and we were whitewashed that game."

"Say!" exclaimed Darrell.

"I just happened to think of it.

That new fellow—Joe Matson.

He told me he used to pitch in his home town—Bentville I think it was.

I wonder if he'd be any good?"

"Hard telling," replied the captain, somewhat indifferently.

"We ought to do something, anyhow."

"I tell you what I'm going to do," went on Darrell.

"I'm going to write to some one in Bentville.

I think I know an old baseball friend there, and I'll ask him what Matson's record

was.

If he made good at all we might give him a tryout."

"And have Sam get on his ear?"

"I don't care whether he does or not.

Things can't be much worse; can they?"

"No, I guess not.

Go ahead.

I'm with you in anything you do.

Three straight wallops in three weeks have taken the heart out of me."

[158]

"Same here.

Well, we'll see what we can do."

Joe reached home that night rather tired and discouraged.

He felt the defeat of his team keenly, and the more so as the nine he had played with

in Bentville had had a much better record than that of the Silver Stars—at least so

far, though the Silver Stars were an older and stronger team.

"I wonder if I'm the hoodoo?"

mused Joe.

"They lost the first game I saw them play, and the next one I played in they lost, and

here's this one.

I hope I'm not a jinx."

Then he reviewed his own playing in the two games where he had had a chance to show what

he could do, and he had no fault to find with his efforts.

True, he had made errors; but who had not?

"I'm going to keep on practicing," mused Joe.

"If I can work up in speed and accuracy, and keep what curving power I have already,

I may get a chance to pitch.

Things are coming to a head with Sam, and, though I don't wish him any bad luck, if

he does get out I hope I get a chance to go in."

Following this plan, Joe went off by himself one afternoon several days later to practice

throwing in the empty lot.

He used a basket to hold the[159] balls he pitched and he was glad to find that he had

not gone back any from the time when he and Tom, with the other lads, had had their contest.

"If I can only keep this up," mused the lad, "I'll get there some day.

Jove!

If ever I should become one of the big league players!

Think of taking part in the World's series!

Cracky!

I'd rather be in the box, facing the champions, than to be almost anything else I can think

of.

Forty thousand people watching you as you wind up and send in a swift one like this!"

And with that Joe let fly a ball with all his speed toward the basket.

He was not so much intent on accuracy then as he was in letting off some surplus "steam,"

and he was not a little surprised when the ball not only went into the basket but through

it, ripping out the bottom.

"Wow!" exclaimed Joe.

"I'm throwing faster than I thought I was.

That basket is on the fritz.

But if I'd been sending a ball over the plate it would have had some speed back of

it, and it would have gone to the right spot."

As Joe went to pick up the ball and examine the broken basket more closely a figure peered

out from a little clump of trees on the edge of the field where the lad was practicing.

The figure[160] watched the would-be pitcher closely and then murmured:

"He certainly has speed all right.

I'd like to be back of the plate and watch him throw them in.

I wonder if he has anything in him after all?

It's worth taking a chance on.

I'll wait a bit longer."

The figure dodged behind the trees again as Joe once more took his position.

He had stuffed some grass in the hole in the peach basket he was using, and again he threw

in it.

He was just as accurate as before, and, now and then, when he cut loose, he sent the ball

with unerring aim and with great force into the receptacle, several times knocking it

down off the stake on which it was fastened.

"I don't know as there's much use in writing to Bentville to find out about him,"

mused the figure hidden by the trees.

"If he's got that speed, and continues to show the control he has to-day, even without

any curves he'd be a help to us.

I'm going to speak to Rankin about it," and with that the figure turned away.

Had Joe looked he would have seen Darrell Blackney, manager of the Silver Stars, who

had been playing the innocent spy on him.

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INTO THE NIGHTMARE | Fausts Alptraum | 1 - Duration: 24:11.

Hello, everybody and welcome to the show! Today, We are playing Fausts Alptraum

I think that's how it's pronounced... it is by a taiwanese company and

I'm going to see if I can get this to work...

There's this little cut scene in the beginning...

(Reading in a Monotone Voice) [Carnival Music Plays]

(Reading)

(Reading)

(Reading)

(Still Reading)

(More Reading)

(Guess What? More Reading)

(FINALLY)

Okay, I think we're into the game now! "Today is Heinrich Faust's funeral"

"Despite how the sign read, even she wasn't sure if that was his real name"

[In a Childlike Voice] "So let's put it this way"

"Today is Daddy's funeral"

"There are more people here than I thought" [Switches to Monotone] aunt revealed traces of annoyance beneath her veil

[Childish Voice] "So sleepy" the girl thought "why must we get up to face such a dreary day"

Chatter permeated the sea of black suits of which she recognized only a few, a few in the crowd wept with sorrow

Oh, how nice it was that there were still those who would lament his passing

[Aunt's Voice] "It's about time to go?" aunt asked with a smile

"Why does aunt smile when she clearly never means it?"

The girl yawned and looked at the tomb wishing she could swap places with the person resting inside

The coffin closed with the firm click as if a patch of clouds in the gloomy sky had run headlong into the wall

Is it this one? No...

No matter how tidily the lush blue tiles were stacked one could still detect the passage of time

"What's wrong?" Aunt turned around mystified, the girl didn't want to go in; Aunt smiled wryly as if she had read the girl's mind

"You only have to go in and see what's in there. Don't worry, it belongs to you now."

No, why do you think that would bother me? this isn't what you guys say at home.

However, the girl kept all those thoughts to herself

"Never mind. Just wait outside then." Aunt waved as she turned dismissively

the doorknob Turns smoothly

So far, This is a very story driven game! "so slow"

Going in wasn't better than staying out here, but she just wanted to go home as soon as possible... any home would do

(unintelligible gibberish) on steam of this game and the art reminded me of IB

Aunt Marthe?

the very air seemed to freeze

Horizontal layout could just barely be made out through the haze clouding in the unlit lights in the antechamber

I'm probably not pronouncing any of this right. Oh my gosh. "in the silence

It was as if dust would be stirred up by the slightest step but the odd thing was there was no dust at all"

weird

both doors were locked

Why? the electricity must be on where are the lights... the light?

It's just cat. Oh my gosh

I love this art style so much it reminds me kind of like Tim burton and IB mixed together like it is so cute

That was frightening

Feline eyes laced a sharp look out of the gloom. where cold black fur melted into the shadows

It flicked away in the next second

Hmm ah

It disappeared

Where had it come from?

The cat had vanished from the corners of her eyes

Weird huh?

The empty path extended farther into darkness. No... aunt couldn't have passed by here, but

Hey, I'm playing now finally

okay, I

Love the sound effects. Oh my gosh

thunk thunk thunk thunk (Stop adding sound effects sinadee)

is she wearing heels? how old is this protagonist, I've been giving her like a tiny child voice... oh gosh

There was nothing." empty

space all around her but nothing revealed itself."you know this is doing a lot of like

Dialoge to tell what's happening, but it could definitely use the show don't tell thing

Cuz I can see that there's nothing around her you don't have to tell me. Thanks for telling me. Thanks

Dead Air thrummed violently in her Ears

There's no way aunt could be here

Hmm a screeching sound came from the door behind her in the world

is she stuck down here now? No? darkness oozed in

(confused sinadee) Maybe she is?

I can't help but stay silent right here (Sees Eyes and Freezes mid-sentence)

This was the beginning of the nightmare

Patch of Purple was eerily bright in the absence of light as if it had been sugar-coated with icing

Hello?

OH!

"an Ear piercingly sweet voice sounded as a patch of purple probed out from the inky depths" I GAVE HER THE WRONG VOICE

Smooth locks bleached of color as if waiting for a painter's palette that would drip down any second now pierced out

the Ashen-faced owner turned to greet her

Hi

Yes

Oh Excellent. You understand me

a purple white figure pulled itself up as if ascending a long flight of stairs

This is so cool So far!

What time is it? is it Spring?

Long long sleeves flapped across her vision, but the way the figure moved didn't seem entirely human

Who are you? I remember the door being locked if there's nothing else. Can you shut the door on your way out?

"It started moving-" Oh-oh... This was the lady again, I don't know who's speaking

It doesn't tell me! "it started moving away with the flourish of its leaves accompanied by the clipping sound of a horses hooves

It seemed bored

But this made her feel uneasy

she yelled defiantly I- I

Don't want to leave

This is Father's old house. so she should be the one to inherit it. the adults had said that

[SNEEZE] oh my gosh excuse me WOW okay that happened

No matter how unwillingly their expressions had been, they'd indeed said that before

Therefore she wasn't going to let herself be swept out of the door

No matter what. the figure stilled and turned back despite being far away.

Oh? She regretted her words almost immediately

Particularly as a figure swiftly closed the distance between them

She realized its expression hadn't changed as she tilted her head a long long way up to meet its gaze

Really?

violently purple eyes flashed gleefully as if they had suddenly remembered something a

Garish Grin abruptly slid open the pale face

Elizabeth

The cloggi- cloyingly sweet voice spilled out the girl's name

you've returned

Oh, this is so fun this reminds me of so many different stories all at once

the light disappeared suddenly as if windows shutters had snap shut and then

the door opened

the body moved of its own accord disconnected from the mind rolling with confusion

Elizabeth sprinted up the stairs and passed a dim doorframe draped with spider webs retracing her original path

She couldn't remember why she set foot in this place, and a growing sense of nauseated distaste urged her to leave

Her heart settled down when she finally set foot on the lush carpet as long as the front door is still open then

Huh?

What?

There was nothing on the wall

Where's the door?

She was trapped by the nothingness that could reveal itself in front of her. Just like how the cat had previously cowered in the corner

This couldn't possibly be happening

(Speechless)

What's wrong?

That nauseating voice was starting to become irritatingly familiar. let me out! she cried

Mmm. What's that you say? There's no such thing as a front door! she retorted.

I just came in from the front door. I didn't see that.

You told me to shut the door on my way out. I don't remember saying that.

The Unease that had disappeared resurfaced with a will almost tangible in strength

Terror, Exhaustion, She didn't want to face this latest turn of events. A strong sense of fatigue came into her mind and her eyes started to close.

What's wrong? Oh?

Elizabeth?

How did you know my name? her eyes shut firmly before she could ask the question

Okay, at first. I admit. I was really annoyed by how much dialogue

It was giving me because it could just show me, but now I now I kind of like [it]

Indeed I shall Enchant your eyes and your ears

Instead of shutting yourself away, [set] as the worm

That gnaws your books come follow me to a new place

Let us go then to learn about life and leave the rubbish of philosophy

Berlioz le Damnation De Faust

I Have a feeling this is like, in French, but it's made by someone in Taiwan, so I don't think it's French? I don't know?

The Style is kind of like goth

Lolita which kind of does remind me of france like the really luxurious dresses

But they have electricity [so] I have no idea what time period This is. I'm so confused

Elizabeth opened her eyes

Where is this place? the Pendulum ticked away mercilessly in the empty air as if it was the only thing living in this world.

Okay, I'm playing again. [I-] am I holding a teddy bear or something? It is a piece of chocolate candy

The art in this game is beautiful

Oh my goodness

Eating it will Impart more energy and your walking speed will increase it can be used repeatedly until the maximum

[limit] is reached. [you] [will] be unable to progress if you cannot walk. oOoOkay, this is

Not a fun thing. [it's] locked. "[it's] dark outside the french doors. No matter How one looked it"

Wait what? "it was dark outside the french doors. No matter How one looked like it was all fake"

I Think these are windows... but yeah, this this is in France apparently?

oh gosh, I

Don't know how big this room is because I can't see anything. I should I should probably brighten up the screen

So maybe you guys can see something? (nope pitch black) the reflection of my face has a stern expression

What is in this room..? the interpretations of dreams:

memories from reality are sometimes unable to be recalled in dreams as

Long as nothing happens that prompts want to recall their true self then no reflection will rec- occur

for instance the dreamer might truly believe he is a sailor if he fails to recall his true profession when dreaming of

navigating the Seas. I

Could already tell this game is going to be a ride, it's gonna be fun. Okay. Here's instructions. Okay. Moving is the arrow keys

Confirming or inspecting items [is] enter, space, or z

cancel or back is escape or

X... menu is escape

Pressing alt + enter switches to full screen (gasp) let's switch to full screen guys

Chocolates will increase walking speed Matches increases line of sight. keep to a certain walking speed in sight radius

It'll decrease the chance of danger

Okayyyy

okayyy, so....

first of all Alt + enter... let's see... ohHHhH

Wait was I asleep, okay? No. okay, I can see what's going on Now. This is a wall.

Boo boo boo boo boo boo, I should probably stick close to the wall that way don't get lost. There's a fireplace here. What's this?

Come find me

This definitely reminds me of IB; just "come down below~" There's no firewood. okayyy?

I'll get- what the heck?

Okay, and a fireplace.. fireplace...? No, this is a caNdLe (geez sinadee)

Here's a candle. there were matches and a candle holder. Oh, I need the matches!

The art is so pretty oh my gosh

Using Matches will increase your vision raise your (BlArugh) We already read that. you will be unable to progress if you can't see

There's paper, and ink. Do you wish to make a record (gasp) SAVE?

whoo

How much time do we have left we have like a couple more minutes? We're good. We're good. Okay, so

Are the doors invisible in this game..? check to see what's in the room first [okay]? So I missed something?

I Thought I got everything

Boo boo boo boo, [how] do I speed up? Oh no? I can't speed, I can just walk

Okay, that's kind of unerving oh

Is there something here? a key and the half of the label that remained had the words first floor right corridor.

key to the right corridor

there's nothing else

I Love how a reflection actually appears in the mirror like that is a nice thing. ALSO! She is definitely holding a stuffed animal

It is very cute and purple. Which is my [fave] not my favorite color but like

if you ever see me with a stuffed animal it's going to be purple because

Yes stuffed animals that are purple. That's my thing

(Awkward sniff)

Okay, let's see here

No there really isn't anything she woke herself up with a brisk shake of her head

Although she had yet to figure out what had happened Elizabeth didn't feel right just standing there. I'm assuming

This is a horror game. [I] didn't really look much at it when I first saw it on steam

This is on steam by the way so go ahead and check it out if you want to

Cold Shivers ran down her back just as she finished that thought

Here she is again. I really like this lady.

I have no idea what her name is though... would it make a difference if she made a decent effort in communicating with the being?

Didn't you want to leave?

Why did you suddenly start looking for the door?

Those weren't actual questions just sarcasm that weaved insidiously around her, she slumped on the staircase

Who are you? Elizabeth asked the gaze directed towards elizabeth creased into a smile as if it had been waiting for this question.

The figure bowed with an almost comical number of floorris-

flo-ur-ishes

I Am Misphistoblaurhj

Me what? me exactly [mephisto]

What exactly are you?

Elizabeth further asked. the Demon smiled and slowly paced in a wide circle around the girl. it

Spread its hands in a way that was annoying for some reason

I am [the] djinni that

Denies everything

Those two long sleeves waved around in a sinister manner and so she asked can you tell me where the front door [is]?

Didn't I say there's no such thing? That's what you said, I didn't see a thing.

Didn't you walk in of your own volition? [how] would you not know where the door is?

What do you know?

they won't tell you anything

they [actually] don't even welcome him

If only you hadn't been born... :)

it had stolen the right to speak and every word it spoke dripped blood

Curdling into Elizabeth's head, she had to resist the urge to cover her ears in the face of such a cloyingly sweet voice.

One that had snuck up to her unawares

Think about it, this place is actually not so bad. It's quiet here.

You won't hear those things. you won't even want to leave after a while.

Elizabeth Turned back to rebuke this weird theory

No way she said

I don't want to stay or spending even a second here. not even for a second? not even for a second.

Really?

Hmm

[alright], then want to make a bet? if you really want to leave I'll show you the way out.

Really?

Yes, the demon nodded, but if at any moment you wax

Nostalgia about your time here, or wish to preserve any instant for eternity, then you lose. any instant? any

instant.

Well that didn't seem so hard. She didn't have the slightest inclination to stay here anyway

Elizabeth nodded her head without thinking it over for too long. Oh

Good, then it's settled. the Demon capered in satisfaction before she had said anything.

this was also when the bells in the house started tolling.

Elizabeth covered her mouth with both hands before she blurted out, wait a minute! the bet had already begun...

Despite having a lot to say a second ago,

the demons irregular forum vanished up the stairs and she didn't want to keep it at all.

Hey back to playing. I think this is [ooh] there's little rat. OKaY. The rats hurt me, ow..

Okay, let me look at the menu do I have okay? Oh, no continue um

Okay, so I guess oh, I got matches, nice

Okay

There's nothing else

Okay, so it doesn't look [like] I have any health right now, so I I'm not really too worried about that

I guess? I don't know.

ay, I got some chocolate that means I can walk faster

[Matches] that's good my vision doesn't seem to be increasing though, so I'm guessing I don't know

Wait, do I need to like go into the menu?

Let me see if I can use them

Eating it will [confer] more energy... and match... light it?

Sure, okay now I can see more. I don't know if I need to conserve these or not

Okay, so like she said there's no door there anymore. What the heck?

where did aunt go is aunt the..?

Me-phi-sto girl?

Person? Demon? thing? I don't know

Okay, it's locked

Boop boop boop doop. [sing-songy], it's kind of frustrating how slow I walk

It's also locked perhaps this key can [be] used to open it. OhhH~ hold on where's...

Rag doll, okay, that's what I'm carrying around

Open it with the key

The sound of someone playing a piano came from the other end of the hallway

chapter one

Puss in boots

This game. I love it so much!

Okay, so I think...

What I need to do right now is find a save point. Oh gosh. There's a mouse behind me "social butterfly"

UH??

(Violently Paranoid on the inside)

(Sinadee...?)

Okay, the light keeps turning on and off and that's freaking me out. That's filled with dust

Animal Bones gnawed clean

stacks of dirty plates

food that has gone bad... geez

AHHHA

the picture eyes follow me

Okay, I guess I have nothing to say about that. red wine collects at the bottom of the cup

pile of Red Wine bottles

Okay, well, I uh don't like this room [cuz] the lights flickering, and that's kind of spoopy.

Gosh this game is very unsettling like it's not scary yet, it's just very unsettling

My gosh, why why would her dad live here? And where's her mom in all of this? does she have a mom?

I Also, don't like how there's almost no noise in this room,

aaaand I don't like how there's noise in this room

This reminds me of a bunch of other games like the kitchen right here this reminds me- DIG OUT ITS EYES?! leave it

No, thank you

This reminds me of like witch's house a little bit and mad father and all these other games

There's paper, and ink. Do you want to make a record? Okay! Yes, okay!

[so] [I] think I'm gonna end this episode here, since oh, gosh. No don't hit me mouse bad ow

Okay, so I think I'm gonna end [this] episode here since um

Think I'm Gonna end this episode here since we're already at

25 minutes just about so thank you guys so much for watching and if you did enjoy this episode

Please leave a like and subscribe, and I will see you in the next episode, bye-Bye~

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Freshwater fishing free this weekend in Massachusetts - Duration: 0:49.

A NEW MASCOT.

THE BILL WOULD BAN ALL NATIVE

AMERICAN SCHOOL MASCOTS IN

MASSACHUSETTS.

ANC:

MASSACHUSETTS IS GIVING

FISHERMEN A LITTLE EXTRA

INCENTIVE THIS

WEEKEND.

MASS WILDLIFE DESIGNATED TODAY

AND TOMORROW AS FREE FRESHWATER

FISHING WEEKEND.

IT MEANS YOU WON'T NEED A

FISHING LICENSE TO CAST A LINE

AT ANY PUBLIC

FRESHWATER LAKE, POND, RESERVOIR

OR RIVER IN THE STATE.

A FRESHWATER FISHING LICENSE IS

REQUIRED AT ALL OTHER TIMES OF

THE

SEASON FOR ANYONE 15 YEARS OF

AGE OR OLDER.

22NEWS WENT TO VETERAN'S

MEMORIAL BRIDGE BETWEEN HOLYOKE

AND SOUTH

HADLEY WHERE PLENTY OF PEOPLE

WERE WETTING A LINE.

IT'S GREAT! THEY SHOULD DO IT

ONCE A MONTH!

KIDS, IF THEY'RE CATCHING FISH,

THEY'LL LIKE IT. IF

THEY'RE NOT CATCHING FISH, IT'S

LIKE GOING TO SCHOOL.

ANCHOR:

A FISHING LICENSE WILL COST YOU

$27 DOLLARS, BUT THEY ARE FREE

FOR

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Classical pianist Tokio Myers WINNNNNNNER - Duration: 1:38.

Classical pianist Tokio Myers was crowned the winner of Britain's Got Talent 2017 during Saturday night's live final. He had tough competition in the action-packed show, narrowly beating runner-up Issy Simpson, an eight-year-old child magician, and comedian Daliso Chaponda. Visibly shocked, the 32-year-old musician gushed: 'I can't believe it!' as Ant and Dec made the announcement in front of the supportive crowd, before he swept up Issy for a large hug.

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Harley Quinn Gets a Brain Surgery - DC Super Hero High Supergirl Batgirl Wonder Woman Disney - Duration: 7:05.

Disney Doll Story Her brain is not getting enough oxygen.

But...but...

We need to crack open her skull.

Now.

I'll be back soon.

Ok.

Drive safely.

Oh no, Harley.

Harley.

Somebody call ambulance.

We are losing her.

Blood pressure dropping.

We need to intubate her.

Intubate in.

The brain is swelling with blood.

Get me a brain scan.

Oh no, just as I suspected.

Her brain is not getting enough oxygen.

We need to drain blood from her head.

But. but.

We need to crack open her skull.

Now.

Oh no, this is all my fault.

Don't be too hard on yourself.

It was an accident.

How is she?

Her brain is swelling too much.

We drained some blood, but she may never wake up.

Oh no.

We will do everything we can, but only time will tell.

The doctor says she is in coma.

She may never wake up again.

I can't let that happen.

what will you do?

I'll give her what she needs.

A brain implant.

What will you do?

Her brain needs a little boost.

She needs a brain implant.

Wait, you don't mean you are going to crack open her skull

that's exactly what I will do.

You can't do it here.

But this is the perfect place to do it.

Yes.

Yes.

Her brain is exactly the right size.

What is that?

It's a brain implant.

It will boost her brain.

Are you sure this will work?

Yes, the implant will wake her up.

Now I need power.

I need all the power we can get.

Muhahahaha

Superhero girls, we have a problem at the school science lab.

according to our information, Joker entered the school science lab with Harley.

What?

Harley?

But she is supposed to be at the hospital.

That's not all.

Joker is using large amounts of electricity.

Do you know what he's using it for?

We don't know.

But we need to be extra careful because this is joker.

Alright, let's go.

Ha.

Superhero girls are here.

We have to get out.

No, but it's not done.

We have to leave her behind.

No!

X-ray vision.

Hmmm...there is no one inside except for one person.

I will sneak in and see what's inside.

Ok.

If you see anything suspicious, don't do anything by yourself.

Superhero girls, I found Harley inside and she is attached to some kind of electronic

device.

Ok.

We are going in.

Analyzing.

Downloading the specs.

Decompiling the system.

Hmmm...this is an extremely comlicated system.

I'm disabling it right now.

Wait.

What if turning it off will hurt Harley?

Hmmm...I think it's safe to disengage.

Disengage initiated.

System shutting down Deactivation complete.

Harley?

Harley?

Awwww.

I'm getting a splitting headache.

I will call the ambulance.

She needs a doctor.

Hmmm...

Can we remove the implant?

Well, it seems like she is doing fine with the implant.

I don't know what will happen if we take it What do you think the implant is doing?

This area of the brain controls morality.

She probably can't decide what's good and what's bad anymore.

Are you alright?

Yes.

I think so.

Doctor says you can go home now.

Ivy, doctor says I will never be able to tell difference between what's good and bad anymore.

Well...I guess you'll just have to pick one.

what if I pick wrong?

Well...then just go with whichever way that makes you happy.

Yeah, I want to be happy.

Happy Happy.

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【Brand New Release】 Meiji Takenoko No Sato's Adzuki Bean Milk [CC Available] |Kinoshita Yuka - Duration: 1:54.

Hello it's Kinoshita Yuka from Yuru-chan(nel)

today...

Jan !

we will eat Takenoko No Sato's Adzuki Bean Milk !

on the top of a crispy cookie...

white chocolate with a lot of milk

and adzuki chocolate as well

it's like ice milk with sprinkled adzuki, so we hope to enjoy that from Takenoko No Sato

that looks delicious !

they used 0.3% of adzuki

Ah ! just 0.3% ! ! !

that's not even a 1%

it's that small !

just that, in the whole box

there is 63 g in one box

- The price is 200 yen including taxes - and 350 Kcal

that's what inside

with adzuki aroma

the bottom part is a cocoa cookie

and the white chocolate

and below, there is the adzuki chocolate

what looks like a purple

itadakimasu

mmmmm !

delicious !

ah ! by the way there is also " Takenoko No "...

" Yama "

Takenoko No Sato ? Takenoko No Yama

i think i ate before Takenoko No Yama's Adzuki Bean Milk

i like the products of Takenoko No Sato more than The Yama...

that's why...

i like this more !

there is a nice flavor of adzuki

with a lot of white chocolate

and the cocoa cookie not sweet that much

and that's tasty !

because there is a lot of chocolate on the top of the cookie...

the cookies not that sweet

and that made it easy to eat

gochisousamadeshita

because Takenoko No Sato's Adzuki Bean Milk was so delicious..

try it as well if you please !

bye bye !

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LOGAN PAUL THE FALL OF JAKE PAUL OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO (PICTURES AND LYRIC VIDEO (DISS TRACK) - Duration: 2:20.

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【東方萃夢想】 「Senya Ichiya」「 凋叶棕」【Vietsub/Engsub】 - Duration: 6:21.

Swaying to and fro…

The sun sets, opening a festering wound beneath the sky.

Small, so small…

A figure is about to be swallowed up by the sky hanging over them.

While being afraid of something,

They do not even know

What about it they find so fearful.

In truth, nobody knows.

A thousand suns set

And tonight, beyond the dim light,

Countless interwoven stories will sleep.

Night tenderly stretches out its hands

Embracing you, embracing the world.

…Now, night falls.

Swaying, to and fro…

In the pitch-black darkness, the fangs stripping you naked are so sharp.

Grandly, grandly…

On the other side, what was hidden is now visible. Everyone around you is an assassin.

What are you afraid of?

That unknown something

Seeks to make something appear frightful.

They just change the numbers around.

Night's curtain fell a thousand times.

Our time begins anew tonight

Accompanied by immeasurable beauty and endless violence.

The moon is glass-coloured. The wind is malicious laughter,

Hoping that all those who go astray

Will never be sent home.

A thousand dawns.

A thousand sunsets.

And thus, night arrives once more.

They are born

And they die,

All the while observing infinite lives.

Everyone.

Everything.

And wise Scheherazade, with her mouth sealed—

Somewhere in the sky,

A distant sky,

She gazes down upon those colours, even now

She looks upon a boundary that must never break down…

She passed through many nights,

And thus, she reached a thousand nights. One more night begins.

She will remain unchanging until she has told all the tales she has to tell.

A thousand and one nights.

Sleep tonight, once more and gaze upon the illusion you can see in your dreams.

When you view it at last, you will take it in your hands. It will form a new night's tale.

A song of protection is heard far and wide.

Dawn is still distant

So sleep. Sleep…

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Dear Allies | Fistful of Feminism [CC] - Duration: 10:25.

I'm trying a new angle.

Mostly because a poster fell down [laughter].

Hey everyone and welcome back to Fistful of Feminism.

My name is Monica and today, I want to talk about allyship.

This is the first in a lot of videos that I'm going to be making about allyship.

This was one of the most requested videos, that I've had from a lot of people, is about

allyship and things like when to speak, when not to speak, when to step back, when to listen,

what allies can do.

Especially after the US election, what allies can do to intervene in situations and things

like that.

Usually in videos like this, I will give a long list of things that you can do and ways

you can take action, but for this video, I felt like I needed to say something else.

And the reason for this is that there are a LOT of resources online, especially a lot

of resources written by women of colour, specifically talking about this exact subject.

And I think a lot of that goes ignored because a lot of the content of those lists are not

what people want to hear.

So this video is going to be pretty blunt, pretty honest to me, and maybe not what other

POC folks would tell you, depends on our situations.

But I've come up with a couple of things that I'd like to say to allies and I'd like to

keep this thread of videos going because I think it's going to be ever evolving.

So, Dear Allies: It's not a competition on how much you know about oppression.

I'm not interested in you explaining to me my oppression.

I'm not interested in hearing that you GET IT, that you have read about it, you are WOKE,

that you understand.

I'm not interested in that.

I'm interested in a conversation that will actually go somewhere, a conversation that

actually centers my experience (if we're talking about my experience) or the experiences of

WOC (specifically for white allies) that we're talking about.

I'm interested in the experiences of the folks that are underrepresented.

I don't care or want you to prove to me that you are woke, or that you understand what

I'm talking about.

If you understand, than just carry on the conversation, and if you truly understand,

you'll know that you need to step back a lot of the time, and just listen.

So a lot of the time I feel like allies feel like they need to prove that they know what's

going on, but I think that true allies, and I feel like I'm going to be getting away from

the word allies because it's just been too butchered for me tor really trust it anymore,

but true allies are looking to not put themselves in the centre of attention.

True allies are looking to be there, to do the hard work that is necessary, and to not

have to prove that they've read the same articles as me or they know what whitewashing is or

they know what intersectionality means.

I don't care, I don't care! [laughs].

Another thing that I think that allies need to hear is you don't always get to joke about

the same things I get to joke about.

There's a huge difference between me making a joke and poking fun at the things that oppress

me, and you doing it.

A lot of that is just tact.

So it's one of those things where if I've experienced it, I get to speak to it, if you

have not, you don't get to speak to it in the same way.

I feel like this is so common knowledge, at least it should be, but it just doesn't seem

to be a very common thing in my communities where people are allies so... yeah I just...

it's not funny when you make the jokes.

Dear Allies: You need to follow through on the things that you say.

I don't particularly care if you say that something is feminist, or that something is

revolutionary, or that it's anti-racist or decolonizing.

I care if that is backed up with action, and with the action that is appropriate.

If you're saying these things, but not willing to actually follow through on it, AND not

willing to be called in or called out about it, that's not true allyship.

Just stating that you know what it means doesn't mean you're doing the hard work to actually

make it happen.

And I have ABSOLUTELY been guilty of this.

I am ALWAYS learning along the way.

Do you think I really understood words like "anti-racism" or "decolonizing" when I was

first starting out?

No, I didn't.

And I needed to be called out by people in order to understand that I wasn't doing a

good enough job.

And in a lot of ways I still don't think I'm doing enough, and that's why I'm continuing

my education and listening to other people, and going to events in which I don't speak.

I'm there to listen and to learn because that is my responsibility.

And I will always be striving to do more, there's never a point in which, in this work,

you've hit the top and you know everything.

That's just not how it works.

That's not how it works for POC folks so that's definitely not going to be how it works for

(white) allies.

This should be an obvious one but, Dear Allies: if you're speaking more than the people that

you're actually speaking about, you're doing it wrong.

Don't speak over us.

Let us speak.

Let us not speak as well and understand your own place in all of this.

Dear Allies: I'm not your walking educational tool.

Yes, I have chosen to put out videos like this.

I've chosen to speak with people about these issues, but if you really want me to educate

you, pay me.

And I know that sounds kind of bizarre when we're talking about anti-capitalism and anti-oppression,

but how it stands right now, people extract knowledge from POC folk.

They extract knowledge for their own gain and don't recognize or don't compensate the

POC folks that they're actually extracting the knowledge from.

And using knowledge for your own gain vs. the gain of the people that you're actually

supposedly trying to "help" is SO FUCKED UP.

If you don't want to do this, then you need to credit the people that you are speaking

to when you're gaining knowledge.

So just think of it like an essay.

If you're talking to someone about something that a POC person has taught you, you credit

them when you put it in your essay, you don't just claim it as your own thought, you don't

get to claim that you are somehow an incredibly "woke" person on your own.

You always need to be crediting the people that you've learned from, and that includes

on the internet too, if you're never met them, it's all the more easy to just credit your

sources!

CITE YOUR SOURCES!

And sometimes those people will be wrong too, and that's okay.

The whole point of trying to be an ally is understanding that it's going to be a really

tough and bumpy road BUT it's not as tough for you as it is for ME!

That is the MOST important thing, that at the end of the day, if you are a proclaimed

ally, you must acknowledge that your privilege will always save you and will ALWAYS keep

you safe.

So if you'd like to be an ally, put yourself out on the line for us, because we are already

out on the line doing the work that we do.

It's not an easy conversation to have with allies, and these are just a couple of the

things that I've been thinking about and stewing about because I've been having a lot of problems

with allies in my community, allies that I know overstepping their authority on a lot

of things, or talking over me or extracting knowledge from me and not crediting me, and

not understanding that it's not about them looking good.

It's about all of us working to deconstruct oppressive systems.

Anyway, I just needed to get all of those unscripted thoughts out of my head because

I've been really frustrated and I haven't been able to properly voice this because I

haven't been able to make a video.

So let me know what you think and let me know if this is helpful.

If you don't find it helpful, like I said there are resources online for you to peruse.

For you to learn for yourself.

But don't expect that POC folks or underrepresented folks, queer folks, trans folks, anyone, is

just going to educate you on what you need to know.

It's your responsibility to figure that out.

And THEN once you've educated yourself, then we can talk.

Then we can get into the action that needs to be done, and the work that needs to be

done.

I'm very thankful for all of the folks in my life who are very good allies, who stand

by me, and stand by my word, but even those allies mess up sometimes.

I mess up sometimes too, and that's okay.

But when allyship is no longer what it claims to be, and is getting into territory that

is more dangerous for people who are marginalized, then we need to be having this conversation.

Thank you all so much for watching, leave me some comments down below to let me know

what you think of allyship, where it has worked or failed, what has worked for you, what has

worked for others.

As always, if you like you can subscribe and go there and da da da.

And I will see you all not next Friday, but the Friday after that.

Thank you so much, Salamat Po, see you next time.

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