Fall (everything)
Fall (everything)
Fall (everything)
It's scattering apart
Fall (everything)
Fall (everything)
Fall (everything)
It's falling
Because of you my life's ruined
I want to stop
I don't want you anymore
I can't do it
This sucks
Please, don't make any excuses
You can't do this to me
All of the things you said are like a mask
It hides the truth and rips me apart
It spears me, I'm going crazy, I hate this
Take all of it away, I hate you
But you're my everything (You're my)
Everything (You're my)
Everything (You're my)
Please get out of my life huh
I'm sorry (I hate you)
I love you (I hate you)
Forgive me
I need you, girl
Why do I love and try so hard to forget you when you don't even care?
I need you, girl
Why do I need you when I know it hurts me?
I need you, girl
You're beautiful
I need you, girl
You're so cold
I need you, girl
(I need you, girl)
I need you, girl
It goes round and round
Why do I keep coming back?
I go down and down
I feel like a fool
Nothing can help me
No matter what I do
It's my heart, my mind and my soul
But why don't they listen to me?
Oh well, I'm just talking to myself again
(talking to myself again)
I'm talking to myself again
(talking to myself again)
You're not saying anything
Oh please, I'll do my best
The sky is blue again
(The sky is blue again)
Maybe it's because the sky is blue and the sun is shining
My tears are even more noticeable
Why am I so into you? Why you?
Why can't I leave you?
I need you, girl
Why do I love and try so hard to forget you when you don't even care?
I need you, girl
Why do I need you when I know it hurts me?
I need you, girl
You're beautiful
I need you, girl
You're so cold
I need you, girl
(I need you, girl)
I need you, girl
Girl, just tell me you want to break up
Girl, just tell me it wasn't love
Because I don't have the courage to say it.
So please give me one last present.
So that I don't go back anymore
I need you, girl
Why do I love and try so hard to forget you when you don't even care?
I need you, girl
Why do I need you when I know it hurts me?
I need you, girl
Why do I love and try so hard to forget you when you don't even care?
I need you, girl
Why do I need you when I know it hurts me?
I need you, girl
You're beautiful
I need you, girl
You're so cold
I need you, girl
(I need you, girl)
I need you, girl
I need you, girl
I need you, girl
I need you, girl
You're beautiful
I need you, girl
You're so cold
I need you, girl
(I need you, girl)
I need you, girl
(I need you, girl)
Bro
I want to see you
The most beautiful moment in life
What are you doing?
Oh, there's Jin!
We can smile as long as we're together.
Rock, paper, scissors!
How does it look?
You need to live on
We...
Shall we go there?
Don't think of anything
Don't say anything, not evern a word
Just give me a smile
1, 2...
Don't think of anything
Don't say anything, not even a word
Just give me a smile
I still can't believe it
All of it seems like a dream
Don't try to disappear
Is it true?
Is it true?
You
You
You're so beautiful that I'm scared
Untrue
Untrue
You
You
You
Will you stay by my side?
Will you promise me?
If you let go of your hand, you'll fly away and break
I'm scared of that
Will you stop time?
If this moment passes
As though it hadn't happened
I'm scared I'll lose you
Butterfly
Like a butterfly
Just like a butterfly
Butterfly
Like a butterfly
Just like a butterfly
Butterfly
Like a butterfly
Just like a butterfly
You're my only sun, one and only in this world
I bloomed for you, but I'm still getting thirsty
It's too late. I can't live without you.
Though my branch runs dry, I reach out for you with all my strenght
No matter how far I reach for you, it's just an empty dream
No matter how crazy I run, I stay in the same place
Just burn me!
Yes, push me out!
This is a crazy fool's love running
Let me run more
Please, let me run more
Even though my feet are full of scars
I smile whenever I see you
Let's run again! I can't stop running
Let's run again! I can't help running
The only thing I can do is run
The only thing I can do is love you
Let's run again! It's okay to fall down
Let's run again! It's okay to be injured
I'm happy enough even though I can't get you
Curse me, this foolish destiny!
Run! Don't tell me bye bye
Run! You make me cry
Run! Love is a lie
Don't tell me bye bye
Everybody says it's over but I can't stop this
I can't tell whether it's sweat or tears
My bare love and the tough typhoon wind
can only make me run more with my heart
Let me run more
Please, let me run more
Even though my feet are full of scars
I smile whenever I see you
Let's run again! I can't stop running
Let's run! I can't help running
The only thing I can do is run
The only thing I can do is love you
Let's run again! It's okay to fall down
Let's run! It's okay to be injured
I'm happy enough even though I can't get you
Curse me, this foolish destiny!
Memories are crumbling like dried flower petals
On my fingertips and under my feet
And behind my back
Like chasing a butterfly or wandering in dreams
I follow your traces
Please, guide me
Please, stop me
Please, let me breathe
Let's run again! I can't stop running
Let's run again! I can't help running
The only thing I can do is run
The only thing I can do is love you
Let's run again! It's okay to fall
Let's run again! It's okay to be injured
I'm happy even though I can't get you
Curse me, this foolish destiny!
Run! Don't tell me bye bye
Run! You make me cry
Run! Love is a lie
Don't tell me bye bye
Run
Run
Run
Let's run again! I can't stop running
Let's run again! I can't help running
Fall (everything)
Fall (everything)
Fall (everything)
Drifting away
Fall (everything)
Fall (everything)
Fall (everything)
Falling apart
Everything coming apart like this
You don't know anything
Kidding around, this is stupid
I don't need your excuses anymore
Everytime I look at you, it hurts me
Your words make me insecure
Without being able to see the truth, I'm poisoned
It always tears me apart
Only my unrequited heart is taking damage
But you're my everything (You're my)
Everything (You're my)
Everything (You're my)
Just disappear huh
I'm sorry (I hate you)
Love you so (I hate you)
Forgive me
I need you, girl
You know you're always so selfish
I need you, girl
You know, I'm drawn to you in vain
I need you, girl
You're so beautiful
I need you, girl
You're so cold
I need you, girl
(I need you, girl)
I need you, girl
I need you, girl
It goes round and round
We're right back were we started
I go down and down
I really look like fool
No matter what I try to do, it's pointless
Even knowing so, I can't hide what's deep in my heart
Until dawn (until dawn)
Until dawn (until dawn)
I'm wishing that I can live in happiness
Beyond the sky (beyond the sky)
The sky is so blue and the sun is shining
You can see my tears glistening clearly
Why is it, I wonder, that it has to be you?
Why is it that I can't leave you?
I need you, girl
You know, you're always so selfish
I need you, girl
You know, I'm drawn to you in vain
I need you, girl
You're so beautiful
I need you, girl
You're so cold
I need you, girl
(I need you, girl)
I need you, girl
I need you, girl
Girl, please, please just tell me
Girl, that our love is over
I can't do it
I want to forget you
So that I can't ever go back to you
I need you, girl
You're always so selfish
I need you, girl
You know I'm drawn to you in vain
I need you, girl
You're so beautiful
I need you, girl
You're so cold
I need you, girl
(I need you, girl)
I need you, girl
I need you, girl
You're the sun that shines upon me
My soul blooms for you, my soul withers for you
I wish you would hold me tight
Hold tight my unwithering heart
Even if I reach out four you, there's only a cold dream
Even if I run, I stay in the same place
Just like a love without an answer
Just like a fool, desperately chasing
Just as we are
Let's start running
Even if we get covered in scars
I can laugh as long as I'm with you
Let's run again! I can't stop
Let's run again! It will never end
Because I don't have anything else
I can only love you anyways
Let's run again! Even if I'm hurt
Let's run! Even if it's still far
Even if we never reach it
Even if I'm hated by my fate
Run! Don't tell me bye bye
Run! You make me cry
Run! Love is a lie
Don't tell me bye bye
Everything is over? It doesn't matter
I can't tell if this is sweat or tears
This love is like the headwind of a storm
As long as I'm with you, naturally I can run again
Just as we are
Let's start running
Even if we get covered in scars
I can laugh as long as I'm with you
Let's run again! I can't stop
Let's run again! It will never end
There's nothing else I have anyways
I can only love you anyway
Let's run again! Even if I get hurt
Let's run again! Even if it's still far
Even if we never reach it
Even if I'm hated by my fate
My memories are like withered leaves
They turn into dust
I chase you far back again
I return to you
As if chasing a butterfly, like being in a dream
I follow your traces
Even knowing so, I can't stop anymore
No matter what
Let's run again! I can't stop
Let's run again! It will never end
There's nothing else I have anyways
I can only love you anyway
Let's run again! Even if I get hurt
Let's run again! Even if it's still far
Even if we never reach it
Even if I'm hated by my fate
Run! Don't tell me bye bye
Run! You make me cry
Run! Love is a lie
Don't tell me bye bye
Young forever
The curtains fall and I'm out of breath
My mind is cloudy as I gasp for air
I wonder if I messed up today
I wonder how the audience's expressions were
I'm happy with who I've become
That I can make others scream with joy
I hold on to these feelings tightly
As I stand in the middle of the empty, hot stage
While I stand on this empty, hot stage
I suddenly fear the void, I don't know why
My emotions are complicated with my life on the line
I just pretend to be careless
This isn't the first time, I'll get used to it
I try to hide it but I can't
When the heat of the show cools down
I watch the seats getting emptier
I'm comforting myself
I tell myself the world can't be perfect
I'm slowly becoming emptier and emptier
The thundering applause can't be mine forever
I tell myself shamelessly
Raise your voice higher
Even if the attention isn't forever
I'll keep singing
I want to stay like this forever
I want to stay young forever
Forever we are young
Under the flower petals raining down
I run, so lost in this maze
Forever we are young
Even if I fall and get hurt
I'll keep running towards my dream
Forever
Dream, hope, keep going
Forever we are young
Forever
Dreams, hopes, forward, forward
Forever we are young
Forever
We are young
Under the flower petals raining down
I run, so lost in this maze
Forever we are young
Even if I fall and get hurt
I'll keep running towards my dream
Forever we are young
Under the flower petals raining down
I run, so lost in the maze
Forever we are young
Even if I fall and get hurt
I'll keep running towards my dream
The realms of day and night two different worlds coming from two opposite poles, mingled during this time.
Begin
Because the dawn right before the sun rises is the darkest
The fifteen year old me
who didn't have anything
My parents' house made up one realm. This realm was familiar to me in almost every way. Mother and father, love and strictness, model-behaviour and school.
Flower Arboretum
Caught in a lie
Please, find the me that was innocent
I can't free myself from this lie
Please, give me back my smile
Caught in a lie
Free me from this hell
I can't escape from this suffering
Please save the me who's being punished
Please guide me, please stop me, please let me breathe.
I'm trapped inside of myself and dead.
It was the first fissure in the columns that had upheld my childhood, which every individual must destroy before he can become himself.
Such fissures and rents grow together again, heal and are forgotten. But in the most secret recesses they continue to live and bleed.
Stigma
Name?
Kim Taehyung
Twenty-one
Parents?
I've got no such thing
Why did you do that to me then?
I'm sorry, my sister
Even if I try to hide or conceal it, it can't be erased
So cry
Please dry my eyes
That light, please, illuminate my sins
Deeper, I feel like dying everyday
Please, let me be punished
Please, forgive me for my sins
Please
We only got other whales speaking a different language over here
Please let me make a call
There are numerous ways in which God can make us lonely and lead us back to ourselves. This was the way he dealt with me at that time.
First Love
Would I be different, if i had chosen another path, if had stopped and looked back.
The other realm, however, overlapping half our house was completely different.
A loud mixture of horrendous, intriguing, frightful, mysterious things including slaughterhouses and prisons, drunkards and screeching fishwives,
calving cows, horses sinking to their death, tales of robberies, murders and suicides.
Reflection
Who do you see in the mirror?
You need to live on
I wish I could love myself
I wish I could love myself
I wish could love myself
I wish I could love myself
With a face that resembled her son's, timeless, ageless and full of inner strength, the beautiful woman smiled with dignity.
Her gaze was fulfillment, her greeting a homecoming. Silently, I stretched my hands out to her.
Mama
Assessment > Munchausen Syndrome
Hey Mama
The sky is blue and the sun is shining
The bird fights its way out of the egg. The egg is the world. Who would be born must first destroy a world.
The bird flies to God. That God's name is Abraxas.
Awake
You need to survive
I didn't have a dream
We cried and laughed a lot but it was so beautiful
It's not that I believe it
I'm trying to withstand
Because this is all I can do
I want to dwell
I want to dream more
But even so, it seems
The time has come to leave
It's my truth
It's my truth
I will be covered in wounds all over
But it's my fate
It's my fate
Even so, I want to struggle and fight
Maybe I can never fly
I can't fly like those flower petals over there
Or as though as I had wings
Maybe I can't touch the sky
Still, I want to stretch out my hand
I want to run, just a bit more
My sin was not specifically this or that but consisted of having shaken hands with the devil. The devil held me in his clutches, the enemy was behind me.
Boy meets evil
The light of my future is dimming
Because of childish love I lost my way on a path of dream
I sharpened my knife of poisonous ambition
But because of my uncontrollable greed the knife became dull
I know all of it
This love is another name for the evil
Don't hold my hand
I shouted but betrayed my conscience
I feel the sharp reality more every day
I shed crimson blood being torn apart by it
I didn't think that greed would become the trumpet heralding hell
Breathe
Short of breath
I close my eyes from a distorted reality every night
The orgel of tragedy echoing
But to be freed from this sin
It's impossible to forget and give up
Because these lips were to sweet
I threw away my future because of my love for you
When I woke up I was surrounded by landmines
Surrounded by people's stares that can't be touched
I shout for miracles in this reality
Rewind
It was crazy good
I was a fool addicted to your sweetness
Yes, a fool
I didn't want to let go of the devils hand
Too bad
But it's too sweet
Too bad
But it's too sweet
Too bad
But it's too sweet
Too bad
But it's too sweet
It's too evil
It's too evil
It's too evil
Yeah, it's evil
My blood, sweat and tears
My last dance too
Take it all
My blood, sweat and tears
My cold breath too
Take it all
My blood, sweat and tears
My blood, sweat and tears
My body, heart and soul
I know they're all yours
This is a spell that'll punish me
Peaches and cream, sweeter than sweet
Chocolate cheeks and chocolate wings
But your wings are wings of the devil
There is a "sweet" next to your "sweet"
Kiss me, I don't care if it hurts, hurry and choke me
So I can't feel the pain anymore
Baby, I don't care if I get drunk, I'll drink you in now
A whiskey called you
My blood, sweat and tears
My last dance too
Take it all
My blood, sweat and tears
My cold breath too
Take it all
I want it a lot
I want it a lot
I want it a lot
I want it a lot
I don't care if it hurts, tie me up so I can't run away
Grab me tightly und shake me so I can snap out of it
Kiss me on the lips, a secret between the two of us
Deeply addicted to the prison that is you
I can't serve anyone but you and I knew
The Holy Grail was poisened but I drank from it anyway
My blood, sweat and tears
My last dance too
Take it all
My blood, sweat and tears
My cold breath too
Take it all
I want it a lot
I want it a lot
I want it a lot
I want it a lot
Kill me softly
Close my eyes with your Hands
I can't resist it anyway
I can't even run away anymore
You're just too sweet
Because you're too sweet
He, too, was a tempter.
He, too, was a link to the second, the evil world
with which I no longer wanted to have anything to do.
My blood, sweat and tears
My blood, sweat and tears
You must have chaos within you to give birth to a dancing star.
I miss you
Saying that makes me miss you even more
I'm looking at your photo but I still miss you
Time is so cruel
I hate us
Now seeing each other for even once is hard
It's winter here even in August
My heart is running on the time alone on the snowpiercer
I want to go across the earth holding your hand
I want to put an end to this winter
How much longing has to fall from the sky like snow
For spring days to come, friend?
Like a small piece of dust flying in the air
Could I reach you a little bit faster
if I was snow in the air?
Snowflakes are falling down
Getting farther away
I miss you
(I miss you)
I miss you
(I miss you)
How much more do I have to wait?
How many nights many sleepless nights do I have to spend?
Until I can see you
(Until I can see you)
Until I can meet you
(Until I can meet you)
Past the end of this cold winter
Until spring comes again
Until flowers bloom again
Please stay there a little longer
Is it you who changed? Or is it me?
I hate this moment that's passing
I guess we both changed
I guess everyone changes
Yeah, I hate you
You left me
There hasn't been a day that I didn't think about you
Honestly, I miss you but now I'll erase you
Because it hurts less than blaming you
I try to exhale the cold you
Like white smoke
I say that I'll erase you
But actually, I still can't let you go
Snowflakes are falling down
Getting farther away
I miss you
(I miss you)
I miss you
(I miss you)
How much more do I have to wait?
How many nights many sleepless nights do I have to spend?
Until I can see you
(Until I can see you)
Until I can meet you
(Until I can meet you)
You know it all
You're my best friend
The morning will come again
Because no season, no darkness can last forever
Cherry blossoms are blooming
The winter is ending
I miss you
(I miss you)
I miss you
(I miss you)
If you wait a little bit longer
Just wait a few more nights
I'll go see you
(I'll go see you)
I'll go pick you up
(I'll go pick you up)
Past the end of this cold winter
Until the days of spring come again
Until the flowers blossom again
Please stay there a little longer
Blood, sweat and tears
Even now I devote myself
They flow
Blood, sweat and tears
This feeling
They flow
Blood, sweat and tears
My blood, sweat and tears
Yesterday, today and tomorrow
Everything about me is yours, I know that
Peaches and cream, sweeter than sweet
Chocolate cheeks and chocolate wings
But these feathers resemble the devil's
In reverse, sweet tastes bitter
Kiss me, even if it's painful, it's okay, hold me tighter
Baby, even though I know you're intoxicating
I drink you, you're risky whiskey
Blood, sweat and tears
Even now I devote myself
They flow
Blood, sweat and tears
This feeling
They flow
I want it a lot
I want it a lot
I want it a lot
I want it a lot
Because it may be tiresome, never part from me again
I just want to be tied down, it's ridiculous indeed
Kiss me on the lips, it's our secret
I got caught in your poison
I'm sorry
I can't comply anymore except with anything but you
The poison that is you tastes like the Holy Grail
Blood, sweat and tears
Even now I devote myself
They flow
Blood, sweat and tears
This feeling
They flow
I want it a lot
I want it a lot
I want it a lot
I want it a lot
Now please, tell me gently
Close my mouth with your hands
Because I will never say no
I can't even run away
You're too intoxicating, too sweet
Blood, sweat and tears
Blood, sweat and tears
Oh, Jin-hyung!
It's been a long time
Some moments become more vivid with the passage of time.
Yesterday's many encounters and goodbyes existed for this moment.
Every alley and crossroad I walked through
were all meant to lead me to this very place.
That kind of moment is what I mean
14th of June
25th of May
5th of June
Thank you
Thank you
18th of June
I'll pay for it now.
31st of May
Happy birthday!
It's not my birthday today.
I know.
Hoseok, close your eyes.
The sound of cicadas that chirred like a rain shower stop in an instant.
In the aprubt silence,
I realise life's immense beauty.
Just the fact that you're here makes all the difference.
Even if this was a dream,
this is where choose to be.
What are you doing?
How does it look?
Five, six, seven, eight
30th of August
Why is it that in the happiest moments of life,
all of the sudden, we get scared?
Looking back, I had known all along.
Underneath the glittering world right before my eyes.
lay my deception.
Everything was to collapse with a mere breeze of wind.
I turned away, avoided it, simply closed my eyes.
I was afraid,
afraid to be loved for who I am.
Let go!
Go away!
If we could turn back time,
where should we go back to?
Once we reach that place,
could all of our mistakes and wrongdoings be undone?
Will happiness be ours to stay?
30th August
No matter how many times the seasons pass,
there are places that can't be reached.
Eventually, I have to face and weather another storm from yesterday.
Loving without fear,
without hesitating.
Merely living as the person I am.
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