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Mercedes C43 AMG REVIEW 434HP RaceChip by AutoTopNL - Duration: 5:47.
Remember our favorite app?
we have a RaceChip car again
with the RaceChip Ultimate connect
so with the app
we can switch it on
3 driving modes
efficiency, sport and race
we always keep it in race
but today
we're starting
with the tuning switched off
so we can experience
the C43 without tuning
we're starting with
everything in its softest setting
so the engine in comfort
the suspension, gearbox
the exhaust
because this car does that really well
the C43 is a really nice daily driver
it's super comfortable
it's quiet
and that's what sets this AMG light
apart from the normal AMG's
those are always 'on'
always hard and loud
a bit on edge
and this C43 is much more
a two faced car
in the front of this
Mercedes AMG C43
is the 3.0 V6 BiTurbo
with 367 HP and 520 Nm
which is really nice already
and it has 4Matic as standard
as opposed to the C63 that doesn't
and when you want to
make this C43 even more fun
you open the exhaust valves
because this car has
the performance exhaust
put it in sport plus
manual mode
you immediately hear
that exhaust coming to life
and you get a lovely 6 cilinder sound
really nice and loud bangs
on the upshift
and it's quite quick
but if you want even more fun
you have to switch on the app
by RaceChip
and then it becomes
a serious competitor
to a standard C63 AMG
because now, in Race mode
it has 434 HP and 643 Nm
and especially that torque
is a lot!
and you really feel that
when you have the app
switched on
and RaceChip
have made this showcar
a little more interesting for us
we have KW springs
which means it sits a bit lower
and is a bit more firm
but you can still use
the AMG drive control system
for comfort, sport and sport plus
for the damping
this means that this car
has a near perfect setup
when it comes to suspension
we're now in sport plus
the most firm setting
I'll switch to comfort
and this is one of the best
setups I've ever experienced
because it's comfortable
but also firm
without being bouncy or shaky
they've done an excellent job
the RaceChip slogan
is 'Simply Faster'
"Einfach Schneller"
but that's not the only thing
they've done with this car
it also has wheels by HRE Wheels
forged ones
in sort of an anthracite color
it looks really good
they fit the car well
especially with that wrap
matte grey with those black lines
it really ties it together
this RaceChip version
of the Mercedes AMG C43 4Matic
is really close
to a standard C63 AMG
and that's really nice
especially because this car
is much better for daily use
with that 4Matic system
coping with that power
in all circumstances
and it's a lot more accessible
I think it's a very original choice
by RaceChip
to go for a C43 AMG showcar
instead of a C63 AMG
there's a bit more potential in here
and it's a lot more obtainable
so if you're watching this
and you have a C43 AMG
or you're planning on buying one
I can recommend to go for
this RaceChip Ultimate connect
because the power is great
it works great
it's smooth
the power delivery is lovely
and this RaceChip C43 AMG
could be sort of a sneak preview
a taste
of what the C63 AMG
will be in the future
that 3.0 V6 BiTurbo
4Matic
and this great sound
which is worthy of an AMG
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Five little monkeys jumping on the bed,
One fell off and bumped his head.
Mama called the doctor, and the doctor said,
"No more monkeys jumping on the bed!"
Four little monkeys jumping on the bed,
One fell off and bumped her head.
Mama called the doctor, and the doctor said,
"No more monkeys jumping on the bed!"
Three little monkeys jumping on the bed,
One fell off and bumped his head.
Mama called the doctor, and the doctor said,
"No more monkeys jumping on the bed!"
Two little monkeys jumping on the bed,
One fell off and bumped her head.
Mama called the doctor, and the doctor said,
"No more monkeys jumping on the bed!"
One little monkey jumping on the bed,
He fell off and bumped his head.
Mama called the doctor, and the doctor said,
No more monkeys jumping on the bed!"
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DID "BARS" WIN?(YAMAHA)•CLOUDY NORTH•TENERIFE - Duration: 7:28.
(☞゚∀゚)☞
No, no. Chuck Bass.
Let's star with some coffee!
Let's start with coffee
Dad will propose a toast.
Will you Dad? ಠ‿↼
He will say:
"Let it be, as there is." ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
George, WTF?! Starting the day...ლ(ಠ益ಠლ)
We go to the post office, brah
My bro Mark said he needs to ensure his "willy"
OH! Snap!
Ah, God!
The Visa bro!
How do?...
This is the Spanish part of the "VLOJ"
Vlog - refuse!
With no excuse!
(▀̿Ĺ̯▀̿ ̿)
Dad! Will you fund me for the carnival?
The trick!
Da trick
I need "$" anyway
But why are you saying this today?
Eh...because I forgot to say it yesterday.
Boris, you frickin' radar!
A W F U L
what? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Boris, dude)
Enough!
Mum, stop! You eat now.
Do I give him coffe? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
ヾ(⌐■_■)ノ♪
Ow! Who is this ·$%&?
We're rolling!
K! Let's get out of here!
Show it
That´s it! We won this guitar.
Thanks, everyone!
Say thanks to everybody!
Thanks, everybody! Off you go now)
Say it properly!
Thank you, everybody.
Say it with proper words!
Thanks, everyone! (°ロ°)☝
We put it in?
(ʘ‿ʘ)
He won, I mean he just came and took it.
Long story short. The first guitar was a gift, and this is the second one(free).
Guy says: I told you you'll win.
He sais that?
Yeah
But he never said that)
Ok! Thanks a lot!
No! Thank you! Congrats!
If there's gonna be another contest...
Cuz, for example, he plays bass and he plays keys.
So if there's any reason to come back here)
Sure!
Same way he won a guitar, you could win a bass or a keyboard. Why not?
Because if you don't try...
This is important!
Something like this! We won. That's all! Pum! Paw! Wait for the review.
Let's do the unboxing.
Heavy you know?ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ
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{DOUJINSHI SASUSAKU} LA TRISTEZA DEL VERANO - Summertime Sadness | [ENG SUBS] - Duration: 3:01.
Summertime Sadness
FAREWELL - REUNITED//Sakura: *Singing* I got my red dress on tonight Dancin' in the dark in the pale moonlight Done my hair up real big, beauty queen style High heels off, I'm feelin' alive
Sakura: Oh my God, I feel it in the air Telephone wires above are sizzlin' like a snare. Honey I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere. Nothin' scares me anymore (1, 2, 3, 4)
Sakura: Kiss me hard before you go Summertime sadness. I just wanted you to know that baby, you the best.
Sakura: I got that summertime, summertime sadness
Sakura: Su-su-summertime, summertime sadness. Got that summertime, summertime sadness. I'm feelin' electric tonight
Sakura: Cruisin' down the coast, goin' about 99. Got my bad baby by my heavenly side. I know if I go, I'll die happy tonight. Oh my God, I feel it in the air Telephone wires above Are sizzlin' like a snare
Sakura: Honey I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere. Nothin' scares me anymore (1, 2, 3, 4)//Sasuke: Why didn´t you wait one more year? For me...
Sakura: Sasuke-kun...Kiss me hard before you go. Summertime sadness. I just wanted you to know That baby, you the best. I got that summertime, summertime sadness. Su-su-summertime, summertime sadness
Sakura: Got that summertime, summertime sadness. Think I'll miss you forever Like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky
Sakura: Later's better than never Even if you're gone I'm gonna drive I got that summertime, summertime sadness. Su-su-summertime, summertime sadness. Kiss me hard before you go. Summertime sadness.
Sakura: I just wanted you to know That baby, you the best/Sasuke: We will be together in a moment, Sakura. Wait for me...This time...
Sakura: I got that summertime, summertime sadness Su-su-summertime, summertime sadness Got that summertime, summertime sadness x2
Sakura: I just wanted you to know That baby, you the best
Sakura: You are late, Sasuke-kun.//Sasuke: I know, forgive me...
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Méditation Dispenza #3 - 4 règles pour traverser l'espace-temps - Duration: 10:36.
here "blur" symbolizes our mind when it's clouded by indecisions
have you ever tried setting up 5 alarms to try and wake up but it didn't work
have you ever decided to start exercising for real but stopped after only 3 days
have you ever tried to go on a diet but
but as soon as you're left idle
you go straight to the kitchen to get some ice cream
Oh my God
I think meditation is like...
let's not even talk about it, it's too much of a hassle
no one has the time for it
it takes too long !
between you and me,
we're not trees
we can't stand there like plants all day long, just meditating
what's more
we've been told it would allow us to be more energetic
and that it was a time saver
while we actually have to wake up an hour earlier
keep your zen
I will sort it out
I'm going to explain to you how to meditate your way
because if I can do it, you can too
namaste
let's go
the best time to meditate
is in the morning after waking up
or in the evening before going to bed
why ? It's simply because
when you wake up, you get out of a phase of inactivity
and when you go to bed you go back to being inactive
that is when the brain goes through a certain cerebral rhythm
for exemple in the morning
because you awaken
it goes from delta, teta, alpha, then beta
in terms of actual consciousness now
in the evening the opposite happens
personally I meditate in the morning
so it's up to you to decide when you'd rather meditate
- morning or evening -
this time you can make the choice
it's better to meditate
some place where you will not be disturbed
if you can, choose a place you go to every day
that we will call "sacred haven"
that's even better
you also need to avoid meditating on the bed
why ? Because it would be associated to sleep
so it's better to choose a chair with a straight back
or to sit on the floor
knowing that
- you need to consider this -
meditating lasts for about an hour or so
so make yourself as comfortable as possible
the goal when you meditate is to create an other self
therefore it is crucial
that you should avid any contact with the outside world
no stimulation from outside
or cerebral stimulation
it means no distracting smells
like from the kitchen or perfumes
avoid sounds like music or children
or pets
turn off any electrical device
for exemple turn off your computer' internet
put your phone on airplane mode
so no wifi access !
you can listen to a certain track if you'd like
the audio track's link is in the description, with all of Joe Dispenza's books -
there are several you can choose from -
of course you can choose a music to relax but with no lyrics
if you want you can listen to an introductory music to transe
which allows quicker regulation of teta and delta waves
how to meditate ?
it's very simple, there are only a few rules before starting
firstly, it's better to wear comfortable clothes
then, take off any item of jewelry or watch you may wear
they could bother you during meditation
don't forget to drink water beforehand
and keep a glass near you if need be
remember to go to the bathroom before
it would be a shame to have to get up for that
whether you're sitting on a chair
or in the lotus position,
keep your back straight
in order to keep the energy flowing
that way your body will relax
but your mind will be focused
it cannot be compared to sleep
if your head starts swaying
it's completely normal, it means you're entering the alpha,
teta, and delta waves
the more your practise meditation
it will attenuate and become easier to control
before you start
inhale deeply
and exhale slowly
in order to switch from beta to alpha waves
then, Joe Dispenza advises to focus on
- he explains all this in his meditations,
it's analyzed in all the books he recommends,
especially in my personal favourite You are the Placebo
which I will talk about in my next videos
you will have access to all these suggestions, and the links are in the description -
alright so the first thing is to focus on the frontal lobe right here
between the eyes
you're going to concentrate on it
and it will ease the transition from alpha waves to teta waves
that wall you will begin your change
of energy
focusing on the frontal lobe
allows for the lowering of energy flow in the brain
and to regulate time and space
it you don't do it, you'll have a hard time
entering a state with teta waves
which are the ones that will enable you to change
the automatic programs of your brain
don't worry, keep your zen
it will become easier
the more you practise
how much time does meditation take ?
Joe Dispenza's meditation sessions last between 45 and 60 minutes
so you need to plan enough time for a session of that length
if you're in a rush, set an alarm that will ring ten minutes before you need to be done
that way you don't have to end the session too abruptly
being in a rush is useless
if you really don't have time, set that alarm because if you're always focused on the time
otherwise you're choosing the wrong goal for your meditation, it becomes pointless
if you're a beginner, Joe Dispenza's meditation is described very well
meaning that the sessions
are divided into parts, usually 3 or 4
that span several weeks
you will be able to learn about the first step called Induction
which is to feel the space around us and our own body
during the first week for exemple,
then you access the nowhere
of course you don't know these terms but
I'll explain them to you in other videos
right after that one
so this is the second week for exemple
then the last step which is the creating process
it will take place during the third or fourth week,
for exemple
I believe you have all you need
to start meditating, at least you have the fundamentals
then you can watch meditation sessions
to get more and more information
to get a better idea of what meditation is
and what to use as support for meditation
because when you've never tried meditating before
or tried this specific way, with a creating process,
you need someone to guide you
if this video has brought you additional information,
help, or if it answered some of your questions
you can click the blue thumb
new videos with come out soon
and I'll be able to make more after the workshop on meditation
which will happen soon, in Cancun
you can subscribe to my channel Success Eclaire to watch them
in the meantime
you can watch that video again
and learn the rules
I wish you a nice time meditating
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Méditation Dispenza #2 - Témoignages et bienfaits de la méditation - Duration: 13:24.
first of all
namaste, my friends.
I'm really happy to talk to you about stories of meditation and its benefits.
Cool ! You'll be able to see how it works,
what good it can do for your body,
and learn about some people' amazing experiences,
- some of which are absolutely incredible -
all of it thanks to meditation sessions
because it can literaly work miracles on you.
I'm going to begin with personal recounts of experiences.
I was able to gather some stories from my relatives and friends,
that I put into an article because I couldn't work it into the video.
So they're all in the article, you can it see right here
and the link is in the description,
you just have to click to receive it.
This article contains
personal stories from my relatives and friends,
my personal story is also in there,
and stories from other people that are completely crazy.
Some of the results were...
you can't even imagine the effects of it.
(A surprise is coming)
There are also the benefits of meditation in the article
which I will talk about.
You can download it in the video.
Meanwhile,
I'm happy to talk to you about my own story.
I've been meditation for five months,
I started in january 2017 so it's been about 5 or 6 months.
It's amazing.
Maybe you're going to think
"sure, but all you're saying is just coincidences, etc".
Yes, maybe that too !
It's all coincidences in life anyways.
On the other hand, all the coincidences I've seen happen in my life
all of a sudden, were big enough
and obvious enough for me to think there is really something there.
It all started at the end of 2016,
when I set myself 4 goals :
the first one was to quit ingeneer school
because I'd had enough of it;
the second one was to train to become a speaker
in personal development
- I really didn't know how to do all that in 2017 -
there was also a trip to win to Cancun,
so I wanted to go there for a week
in may june or july.
The last thing was that I wanted to go to America
and maybe even live there.
Those four goals were set,
but I have no idea they could even be reach.
At first I believed in myself but then I must admit
I totally lost faith
and I thought "Claire, you have to stop dreaming,
it's too big, it's impossible".
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4 American Stereotypes I TOTALLY FIT - Duration: 6:40.
Hey everyone Dana here!
Guess what? I can be a pretty loud person sometimes.
Oh. That's no surprise to anyone? Oh okay. Good to know.
So yes, it is a stereotype that Americans can be a little louder at times, and for me
this is true.
In the U.S., people just often seem to talk a little bit louder.
And so especially when I get around other Americans here in Europe, sometimes we do
seem to feed off of each other's excitement, and the volume escalates.
But I am aware of this, and I do try to catch myself when I'm, for example, at a restaurant
in Germany and I notice that my voice is starting to go up in volume a little bit.
But as I've mentioned before, it's all relative!
When I visited Athens a couple years ago, I noticed that I actually fit right in there, or I
was maybe even the quiet one, because I noticed that people there also tended to talk loudly.
Another American stereotype that is true for me is wearing sneakers, also when I'm not
exercising or going to the gym.
Just wearing sneakers, going around town.
These here are my bright pink sneakers and I love them so much.
I love my pink sneakers.
Before I moved to Europe I didn't wear skinny jeans; all my pants got a little wider at
the bottom, and that kind of made more sense with the sneakers.
But now living in Germany, I often wear skinny jeans, and I know it does look a little funny
to have the sneakers with the skinny jeans but I don't care.
No. I don't care at all.
I love my skinny jeans and I love my sneakers.
And I am going to continue proudly wearing those two things together.
Another American stereotype is being optimistic.
And we have plenty of sayings for this: looking on the bright side of things, trying to see
the silver lining of something.
The glass is always half full not half empty.
Looking through rose-colored glasses.
And yes. This one usually fits for me too.
My default setting is often switched to see the brighter side of things rather than dwelling
on the negative side.
Of course this isn't always the case.
But especially for little things, like the weather.
Then my default is to try to see the positive side of the circumstance.
Of course, when something really bad happens, like if a friend's dog dies, I'm not like:
oh, your dog died.
And then pooh-pooh away their sad feelings by forcing them to see the "good" in it.
Like: well, now at least now you don't have to spend money on pet food.
No, definitely not.
I am also compassionate.
And there are definitely times when you just need to feel those sad or otherwise "negative" feelings.
But, like I mentioned before, with the weather; weather is something that can often get in
the way, you know?
You planned a picnic or day at the beach, and then it rains.
But unless it's a hurricane or blizzard or something that could really be devastating
to a place and the people living there, if it's just a little rain getting in the way,
it would often be in my nature to be like: well, this sucks.
Hey, but at least the flowers are getting the water they need.
Or: well, this sucks.
But hey, at least yesterday when we spent the day hiking, yesterday the weather was unbelievable.
Trying to focus on the good of an otherwise small inconvenient situation, rather than
staying focused on the negative.
Moving on now to the last one.
Working really, really hard is another American stereotype.
Feeling pressure to go to work even when you're sick.
Feeling like a slacker when taking time off.
And just this overall feeling of discomfort if you're not doing "enough."
And maybe a distorted view of what is considered "enough."
And, yeah, I definitely find myself feeling these things from time to time.
The last one, this discomfort about needing to do "enough" I think more than the other two.
I've talked about it before in my work-life balance Germany versus the USA video, in Germany
there just seems to be a more balanced approach to work and life.
But I often have trouble remembering that.
I often have this, like, pressure that if I have even a free moment, I need to figure
out some kind of "productive" way to fill that time.
So yeah, reminding myself to just stop and do nothing sometimes is something that I struggle with.
So my question for you is: what are the common stereotypes from your country that you live up to?
Please let me know in the comments below.
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But hey, at least yesterday when we spent the weather...when we spent the day hiking.
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Thai Curry Paradise: 75+ Dishes You Can Choose - Unbelievable Southern Thailand Food! - Duration: 15:06.
- Wow, that is just a ridiculous,
crazy amount of dishes to choose from.
This place is absolutely insane.
This is curry heaven.
There's so much to choose from,
it's almost like overwhelming.
(upbeat music)
Good morning everyone, it's Mark Wiens
in Nakhon Si Thammarat in southern Thailand.
The plan for today is to go to this restaurant right now
that serves, they have a,
just a crazy amount of different curries,
and after that we're gonna go to a national park
called Khao Luang National Park.
That's the rough plan of the day.
(upbeat music)
We just made it to the restaurant
and look at this amount of curries.
That is ridiculous.
That like, reaches to the end of the horizon down there.
I don't know if I've ever seen so many curries
in one restaurant ever.
Just looking down the line,
there's just about everything you could possibly imagine.
Before I start eating and show you all of the food,
I want to do a quick walk through
of the tables of food
and just all the way down,
just so you can fully see the,
just the abundance of different dishes that they have here.
It's absolutely, it's breath taking,
there's no other way to say it than it's breath taking.
Starting from this end
we've got all the different types of fried fish.
Then moving on you move into the curries.
There are a couple of salads mixed in.
Curries, curries, curries.
More and more curries.
More and more curries.
And then over here you have some stir fry dishes.
More and more curries.
And more and more curries, and more and more curries,
and they just keep on going.
They just keep on going.
And then over here finally, you have some toms
which are different boiled soups to finish it off.
America.
(upbeat music)
If you are ever stumped for what to order,
or for like, you wanna have a variety of different dishes,
this is the restaurant to come to.
Okay I'm gonna go eat now.
I tried to choose some of the unique dishes
that they had here
and the food looks incredibly good.
Just unbelievable, unreal how many choices of dishes
you can eat here.
First dish that I want to try,
and actually this is Ying's favorite dish.
She called it "hoy chu chu"
and that means snails that you, or shells that you kiss,
because you have to like suck them out of the shell.
But I think they might actually be hoy kom
which is a type of fresh snail.
They are in a coconut milk curry,
there are Kaffir limes leaves in here.
And let's test that kissing.
I'll put this onto my rice
and then you can pick one of these out,
they're little, little tiny guys
and you can see the little snail in there.
And so yeah, you really gotta
suck and kiss them to get that snail out.
Okay this guy is not coming out with the kiss method
so I'm gonna have to,
oh thanks for the toothpick.
By the way, I just kissed out some of that curry, which is,
it is spicy and you can taste a lot of coconut milk in there
you can taste some lemongrass, and those Kaffir lime leaves.
There you go, come on guy.
Oh there we go.
These are little just tiny, tiny little bites.
Alright.
Yeah.
It's like squid, almost like squid.
I can also taste black pepper in there,
I can taste all those spices in the curry paste,
and then it's a little bit citrus-y as well.
Moving on to the next station.
This one is, she called it "gaeng taypo hua pla"
and that's, gaeng taypo is a type of, a type of curry,
and then this is with hua pla which is the fish head,
but then this is, gaeng taypo is usually made with
preserved salted fish which I think this is what it is.
So I'll take a piece of this onto the rice.
Get more of that, I love the color of this curry,
it's really really like bright orange.
Oh yeah.
And then what I can do is,
you gotta really navigate, because this is fish head,
you gotta navigate.
Look at the color of that fish.
Wow that looks like, that looks like,
like preserved meat.
Oh that's superb.
The first taste that I taste
is actually like a sourness,
a wonderful sourness.
The fish is salty, but it literally, that fish,
literally, not only is it the color of corned beef,
but it almost tastes like fish corned beef.
That's amazing.
So you got the, the like salty fish preserve,
but it doesn't have a strong fishy taste,
you might not even know that it's fish.
It could almost pass for meat.
Incredibly, incredibly good.
That's really awesomely good.
That is stunning.
Next up, this one is a salad.
She called it a "yam" or mix,
and it is with little crabs, with little rice patty crabs
and then she said this, the main
bulk of the dressing is made from makam,
which is sour tamarind,
and then there's chiles in here, there's shallots in here.
And this is these little patty crabs,
so there's not really a lot of meat,
but the joy of eating these,
it's just kind of chewing on the shells
and sucking out the flavor again.
I'll just pick out this guy.
Let me add on some more of that sauce, that tamarind,
and then just kind of chew this.
Oh that dressing.
That dressing is sweet and sour
and really really garlicky.
And a little bit spicy.
But you can also really taste the tamarind.
And it's sour tamarind,
and they kind of just mash that up
so you can even taste like the bits of the tamarind,
the like seed and pod within there, that's very sour.
And then I got just a little bit of crab,
well there's only a little bit of crab, but it's raw.
So it's kind of slimy to contrast that dressing.
Whoa, that is a lot of flavor.
Let me break off one of these legs.
And what you can kind of do,
you kind of gotta bite it with the front of your teeth
and then, kind of tough to navigate,
and you've got a little bit of,
of meat on the inside there yeah, oh yeah.
You can see there's the crab right there.
And then you can kind of just almost like,
squeeze it out like a tiny tub of toothpaste.
Oh yeah.
It's nice and slimy.
That dressing is amazing though.
Next up is this gaeng kua gai baan.
And this is, it's like a free range chicken
in a really, look at that sauce,
look at that curry sauce.
That color and that thickness.
Onto the rice.
I believe that's a boneless piece.
But there are a lot of non-boneless pieces as well.
This is a curry that never fails in southern Thailand.
It's just a flavor overload of spice and herbs.
Delicious.
And finally we got a yam mamuang salad.
This is a green mango salad.
There's little fish in here,
there are shallots in here and chiles.
Think I got that little fish.
That mango is really really sour
and it has a texture that's not unlike a cucumber,
like a juicy crispness.
The dressing, yeah it is quite spicy,
there's a lot of chiles in there.
And then it's contrasted,
the whole flavor is contrasted by the fish which are,
have a little bit of a fishy dry taste to them.
That goes great with this whole spread of spicy curries.
It's about 11:30 A.M. right now
and the restaurant is pretty full.
But this is a huge, not huge,
but it's a pretty big restaurant.
It's just kind of like an open downstairs of a building,
and literally the entire front
is occupied by all the different curries.
And then they just sort of have a,
almost like cafeteria style dining hall.
Here let me pick up the camera so you can see this.
So they just have like big long family style tables
where you can just grab your food.
You can either order, another tip I want to give you
is that you can either order,
this is called gaap khao,
which means you get a plate of rice
and then you order different dishes like this on the side,
separate.
Or you can order raad khao,
which is where you get one plate of rice
and then they scoop on right onto the plate of rice
your different dishes.
So if you want to eat big, go for gaap khao.
If you want to eat small and light, for for raad khao.
But either way, that's, it's gonna be delicious food.
Let me try again with the snail sucking.
Grab one of these guys, alright.
That came out immediately that time.
But it has a little extra shell on the end
that you don't want to eat.
That was fantastic.
So I just gotta tough one my first time.
Oh it came again.
These are so addictively good.
Here's the aftermath of that meal.
That is a successful meal.
My plate is full of empty shells
and some giant fish bones, fish jaw bones.
Wow that was, that was awesome, awesome food.
One of the things I love so much about Nakhon Si Thammarat
is that I think I've eaten around southern Thailand
and I think Nakhon Si Thammarat, just on a general basis,
the food is the spiciest of all the southern Thai provinces
that I've been to.
So good, my mouth is on fire right now
and I just, I love it.
If you come to Nakhon Si Thammarat, the city,
this is a restaurant you have to eat at.
The actual real name of this restaurant
is Krua Ba Jong
but people locally know it and refer to it as
Khao Gae Suchon Sapan Yao,
and that means, like, awesome awesome rice and curry,
which is next to that bridge,
and the bridge is just down that road.
So this place is an attraction in and of its own
within Nakhon Si Thammarat.
I'm so happy after that lunch, that I can barely even,
I just want to relax.
But a good way to relax
is gonna be to head to the national park
and we're going to a waterfall which is called
Karom Waterfall,
and it is, I just searched it on the map,
it's about 30 kilometers away.
We'll take about 30 minutes to get there.
So we're on our way
to do some relaxing in nature now.
(upbeat music)
We made it to Nam Dtok Karom,
which is Karom Waterfall, or Karom Waterfall.
Immediately as I opened the door of the car,
you can just hear the sound of the jungle,
or the highlight of this waterfall
are the different layers of the waterfall.
There's supposed to be, I'm not sure how many layers,
but a lot of layers of waterfalls.
And it's so green and lush.
And there is multiple layers,
it just keeps like cascading down the mountain.
But I think this is the, is this the fourth?
Is this the fourth layer?
- [Woman] Yeah.
- This is the fourth layer,
but they say you can go to the fifth and sixth
and seventh layer,
but it's a little bit of a hike and kind of steep.
So I'm just gonna quickly go up to the other layers,
and I can't wait to see the other layers as well
and then come back here to take a swim.
I've been doing a lot of eating in Nakhon Si Thammarat
so it feels great to get some exercise
and breathe in this fresh jungle air.
(upbeat music)
Okay I just made it to the seventh level,
and wow, it is the biggest,
yeah it's pretty big, it's beautiful.
(upbeat music)
The main waterfall is right to this side.
And it also goes down like a series of shelves on the rock,
but it's just solid rock,
and you can see that this spring,
and then on this side you have a huge nice pool of water.
That would be really nice for swimming,
but I'm gonna wait to swim until I get back down,
because I want to swim with my family.
(upbeat music)
From where this camera is sitting,
it's hard to see the whole perspective of this,
but this is a really nice pool
at the bottom of a, just, layers of rock waterfall.
And it's this beautiful area,
this is a great place to swim.
(upbeat music)
All of the falls and all the levels
are really really nice to visit
and taking a swim is so refreshing
and so necessary in this climate.
It feels so good.
This is a wonderful thing to do
when you come to Nakhon Si Thammarat,
I'm glad we decided to make it out here.
And it's not too far away from the city,
makes a great little day trip or half day trip,
especially after you eat some delicious curry.
Thank you all very much for watching.
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Thank you again for watching.
Goodbye from the beautiful nature, national park,
and these gorgeous trees.
I'll see you on the next video.
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Some organizations will want to bring in Grants.gov users from outside their organization to help
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After a workspace is marked complete or submitted, it is automatically closed to further edits
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FEAR OF TRANSITIONING [CC] - Duration: 16:34.
[Music]
Chase: Hey guys, my name Chase
and today I'm going to be talking
to you about
the fear
of transition.
[Dramatic sound effects for emphasis]
Spooky
Why am I talking about this?
I'm like seven years on T,
four years top surgery,
all my legal papers have been changed.
I should stop-
No.
Kay, listen toots,
I remember
like it was yesterday,
what it felt like to fear
the idea of transition.
I thought I would make this video to talk about the
experience that I had when I was younger.
To talk about
the way that I found out I was trans
and how I was terrified
to transition, or to even
believe that I was trans
and maybe talk about the things
that I have gone through
and maybe give a little bit of insight
as an older trans person,
in the trans community.
I'm also old.
Kay?
I'm old.
When I look at all these kids transitioning
and they're like twelve years old,
I'm like "oh my god, I'm twenty-six."
Like I feel very old,
but I'm glad that I am here with this amazing platform
to show you that
I did it,
and I am super happy
that I did, and I am
glad that I got through my fear.
So, maybe I can give you some tips on what I did and what I've done along the way.
I realized I was trans when I was fifteen,
[laughter]
and I found some YouTube videos
and I was like "oh my god, is this me?"
And I was really confused for a very long time.
This story, you've heard a million times, but I'm sure
some people have never seen my channel before-
hello, hi, nice to meet you,
please click the subscribe button.
Kidding.
Not kidding.
[laughter]
This was back in 2006
and
hooooph!
I was
I was confused
and I didn't know what to do,
and I made a bunch of videos that I deleted.
I deleted them!
I don't delete anything, I've been taking a picture of my face every single day for seven years.
I like to document every single part of my transition.
I cry and I post videos on it and pictures.
Everything!
Yet, I was like "no, no, no, I can't be trans...
this is disgusting,
I'm gonna delete it."
And as I pressed delete,
and then you go and you have to like permanently delete it from your computer
I go to the recycling bin, I had a PC back then
and I press like delete forever, or whatever it was called back then
and it said "are you sure? They will be permanently deleted."
And I bring the mouse over and I say
"I'm gonna regret this one day."
Boop.
And guess what
I regretted this day.
I am so mad at myself,
I literally
want to go back
to 2007
at that point
and look at myself in the face and
f***ing slap me.
You know why?
Those videos were the rawest,
rawest of me that you would've ever seen
and that was when I was so
scared
and that was the fear of transitioning is in those videos
and I can tell you that I remember what I said and
a part of me is actually glad sometimes that I don't have those videos because literally
it makes me so sad to
think that that's how I felt
and it makes me so sad-
Like I don't even remember sometimes feeling like that,
I just remember
kind of, there's a lot of that I don't remember
because it was so traumatic.
So, I don't remember it.
But kids feel like that
and people who are older feel like that,
that those videos of me
being so confused and it hurts so much.
So,
what did I do?
I literally went back and forth
for so long.
"Yes, I'm trans."
"No, I'm not."
"Yes."
"No."
"No, this is disgusting, I don't wanna be trans, I don't want to do this, this life is so hard, this is gross,
this is disgusting, this isn't me,
this is not the life I want
it's gonna be such a hard life to have."
So, I ignored it for a very long time,
and I had bought all these trans books
and then I had bought all of these trans things,
using my dad's credit card,
and my MuchMusic pre-paid credit card that I had when I was like fifteen.
I got that card literally to buy a binder and a packer, by the way.
And I just had other things
and I just threw them out
and I bought again, and I threw them out
and it was just so overwhelming for me
to have to go through that cycle, because literally
I would say "never again, no!"
And I would sit there and be like "[scoff] it's gonna come back, it's gonna cycle back."
And guess what would happen?
And then I would again go "no, I'm not."
And then it would come back,
and after that happening like six, seven times,
it gets emotionally exhausting, by the way,
and those six, seven times are literally
fear.
That fear is like, imposed onto me,
I was like "I can't do this anymore, this is too much,
I'm just gonna have to accept it, and figure out what I am
and what I'm gonna do."
So, I didn't tell a lot of people, I kind of just walked around it for a very long time,
but I was so scared
and it even came to a point where, after highschool, I told my friends.
I was like "hey, so, I have an appointment with like a gender clinic."
And like
they accpeted me, they didn't even ask questions, they were like "we know."
They were just there for me.
It was really great to have friends like that, who just really didn't care.
I feel like they knew something was up with my gender,
but when I asked them recently, they were like
"we just supported you with whatever you needed to do, we just wanted you to be happy."
But even with my family-
oh no, not my family, sorry,
my friends,
basically family,
my friends' support
I was still terrified
and then when I didn't get into that clinic, because I wasn't trans enough,
they said that, by the way,
they literally said "hey, you're not accepted because you're not trans enough,
but we'll give you some free therapy
with an intern who's doing her master's."
And I was like
"I don't even know what that means, but okay."
So, I got therapy.
I didn't like it at all.
It was horrible, I don't feel like I got anything out of it honestly,
but I did it just because I could do it,
and I was so scared for the eight months that I did therapy with her.
"Do I transition?"
"Do I not transition?"
And it was
so hard because I felt like I was in the middle,
I always felt like I was
non-binary.
That term was never a term that I had heard of before,
it was more genderqueer,
or gender neutral.
I don't even think genderfluid, that I had ever heard that before either.
So, I thought I was more genderqueer
and
they, in their minds, saw that as "you're not trans."
Like you don't know that you're trans-
You really need to know you're trans to get into this program.
I'm like "what's the point of this program then?"
Because they're the ones who decide when you transition,
they're the ones who decide when you go on T, and when you can have top surgery.
Yeah, cool, like "oh my god, surgery is covered here."
They decide when you're read though.
And that's like, the biggest gatekeeping of all gatekeeping.
It's like - god, the heaven's door
not letting you in because you stole a gum when you were like five years old or something.
I really need to come up with some better analogies, honestly,
but
point was, is I was terrified, okay?
And I didn't know what to do
at this point, so I just,
I just dove in.
Not advice I would give people, okay?
I dove in, I found my own endocrinologist,
I got my letter from a therapist,
and I just went
and I got on T, and I swear to god,
I was so excited, "oh my god, I get T!
June 16th, 2010,
today's the day!"
I go to my endo, I pick up my prescription, I go to the clinic,
this sounds like a song,
the nurse gives me my shot, and I swear to god,
even the second before my shot
I swear to god, I was so excited,
there's pictures of me, I look like I'm so excited,
I was fucking terrified.
I was terrified!
I was
so scared
that I was going to regret this, and the fear of transitioning
is like the fear of regret.
It's almost like those are the two same things
and they're so similar, and they're so intertwined
and one cannot live without the other.
That's what it felt like.
[deep inhale]
And that's not what it is, literally
I just didn't know what it was, so I went on T
and I was on it for a year, and I was like "you know what? I don't wanna be on T anymore." And I went off.
For me to be able to do that, that took balls, honestly,
I don't like that term, but like
that took courage, I guess?
I don't like that because it kinda associates with
whatever.
It took a lot of courage for me to be like "no, I'm gonna go off T and I'm gonna talk about it to you."
I got so much hate.
"Our lesbian is coming back
to us, oh she's coming back!"
All of these things from all of these radical feminists.
And it was not fun to deal with, but I did it for myself,
and like eight to ten months later, I went back on T.
I was so scared.
And there was so many things I was scared of and the reason why I went off of T,
I was scared,
that I, not that I was making the wrong decision, because I wasn't detransitioning. I was still me,
I was still Chase, I was still male, I was still trans.
I just felt like I needed to take control over my body,
because I feel like for such a long time, I never had control.
The hospital didn't accept me in that program, I had no control over transitioning.
Then I got this random therapist, no control.
I had to like control and like go get some T, but then someone had to give it to me,
and I had to have a letter, and I had to pay for the letter, and I had to have all of these things
that were just so exhausting to deal with and I never felt like any of it
was, was fair
and that it's not fair that I have to go through all of this, so I said "you know what?
Let me do something
for myself. I feel like I need to be off T,
and I don't even care at this point. I'm gonna go off of T,
because that's what I want, and I'm gonna take control over my body."
And that's what I did, and I'm really glad that I did
because it made me realize how much I need to be on T.
And I don't regret going off T for one single day.
I'm very, very, very glad that I did.
And I think that after
realizing that I can take things into my own hands,
I realized that the fear of transitioning was
more like the fear of not having control.
Which is very funny, because in transition
you're kind of molding your body into how you feel inside.
But it doesn't feel like that when you have people like
"mmph, you're not trans enough."
"Mmm, I can't give you a letter."
"Mmm, I'll give you a letter, but for a hundred and forty dollars."
Really? Why do the gatekeepers gotta exist?
Why can't we just have clinics everywhere that have informed consent?
You go in, they tell you everything you need to know about T,
you do your own research, and then you sign and then you get T,
and it's literally that easy.
If it was that easy, I feel like,
yes, you still have the fear of transitioning, it's still there, "am I doing the right thing? Is this right?"
"Are people gonna accept me?" And all of these other things that you could think of,
but I feel like, for me,
that would've made my life so much easier.
Yes, there are informed clinics everywhere now, that's fantastic.
There was one in Montreal, the waitlist was two years,
I literally was like, "I am not waiting that long."
So, I got myself an endo,
and I did it by myself, and like seven months later I got a call from the place,
"Hey, do you want your T now?"
And I was like "no, I did it by myself."
So, there's just a very long waitlist and that-
No.
It didn't end there though,
because then I booked my top surgery,
and I cancelled it,
because I wasn't ready,
and I was like "I'm taking control over my body.
I'm not gonna do something that other people are gonna expect me to do."
And then I booked it the next year, and I did it.
And I was terrified
and I was so scared, but
I remembered what it was like to go off of T,
I remembered what it was like to
cancel my initial surgery date in 2012,
and instead, I'm now in 2013,
I'm crying because I'm so anxious about
my
top surgery that is coming up in two weeks.
I made a video "Top Surgery Anxieties", I am crying in this video.
'Cause I am so scared, because it's a surgery, and I remember how I feel.
It was so hard for me, it was-
to accept that I have to modify my body in order to be happy with myself
and it's not that I can have so much,
so much therapy to accept myself,
it's that I've always felt that I needed a flat chest.
The second that I started growing the titty, when I was like 8,
I was like "okay, but when can I wear a t-shirt again?"
How sad is that that an 8 year old is thinking that? And I'll never forget
ever in my entire life, I know exactly where I was the first time I thought that,
and I thought that my entire life, until
the fucking day that I got top surgery
and that day changed my life forever
and after realizing I did what I needed to do and that I'd finally completed my body,
the fear of transition is now a thing of the past
I don't fear
transition anymore, I embrace it.
And I am so glad and so privileged
to be at a place that I can do that.
Yes, bottom surgery might be something that I would want in the future,
I'm not sure yet, who knows? I don't fear it
as a part of my transition, I fear it-
-bless you, Minou-
as a part of
maybe like the complications
or how long it's gonna get me to get there or something like that,
but it's more like I-
that's what I fear, I don't fear the aspect of
moving along in my transition.
And maybe it is because I'm like 7 years on T,
4 years top surgery now,
and that I've grown into this person that I can accept and love who I am,
and love my identity as a trans person.
And I think that the fear of transitioning was so embedded in the
"am I trans enough?"
And me not accepting that I'm trans.
Even though I make these videos for like the last six, seven, ten years,
whatever, how many times I've been making these,
how many years I've been making these videos,
it's still very hard to accept
that this is who you are,
and 100% love yourself for being trans.
And I am at a place right now, where I can say I 100% am okay
and love that I am trans.
It sucks that I don't gotta peen,
but I can always have surgery.
I can have phalloplasty, if I want in the future,
to get that, and that's great.
But other than that,
the only other things I can think of that suck about being trans are
if there's something wrong with my documents and
one of my papers wasn't changed legally and I get mail with my birth name on it
and I wanna kill someone.
Or if I'm bleeding, or something like that happens and I have to go on hormone blockers and deal with all these things.
Those are the parts of transition that I hate,
and that makes me hate being trans,
but
me loving who I am,
I am the person I am today because I am trans.
I would not change that for- I have suffered
so much, but in the last years
even suffering through things that aren't even trans related, I've realized that
that suffering as
horrible as it was, and how I wanted to die,
and I didn't want to deal with it,
have made me this person.
This person who can stand here
in my room, in this
apartment that I rent
for myself. I make my
living reviewing products for the community,
I'm a grad student, I do all of these other projects and all of these things,
I can tell you, I can sit here,
I can stand,
and tell you,
I'm okay with who I am and I'm alive
and this is really hard for someone to accept,
but if I was 15 and somebody had said
"Hey, I'm 26 and I have a life, and it's not just about being trans, but I love who I am, because the person that I am
has only manifested itself because of my trans identity
and I embrace that so
so much, it's the core of my identity, to me is
embracing who I am
and who I am is trans,
and that's me."
Please remember though, I don't represent the entire trans community,
this is how I feel inside my body.
There are a lot of trans people who do not like
their trans identity, and
treat their trans-ness as more of a medical condition
and transition medically,
hormones, surgery and then kind of go stealth and don't really talk about being trans.
More power to you, you do what you need to do, boo.
You do you.
I'm on the other side,
where I have medically transitioned,
yes, but I don't see my
trans-ness as a medical condition.
It technically is, but
I see it more as a part of my identity and I embrace who I am
and I exploit it for the internet, let's be real.
Anyways, the fear of transition is there,
but don't
be scared of,
of really
looking into yourself, and
what this fear comes from,
why, why are you feeling this?
Talk to other trans people who are
in the same spot as you, or in
and older transition, so if you're not on T yet,
they're on T, or if you're on T and you're not sure about top surgery, talk to someone who's had top surgery,
because I guarantee they had some issues.
Yeah, I want top surgery right now, but you can't tell me for one second, in your head you weren't like "ooh."
Because even if "ooh," is "oh, it's surgery." You still had an "ooh," moment
and that "ooh," is fear.
I don't know. In my opinion.
[claps] For me.
I don't represent the whole community though. Anyways, let me know what you think
about this concept, let's have a conversation and I will see you guys soon.
I love you all so much, have a great week,
bye!
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I'll create a world without evil and then I'll build our home there
No one will hurt you there I vow it to you my love
Take my hand Let's run away
Put down your weapon You're tired of fighting
And don't be afraid, because you have me And I will protect you from storms
When your will is breaking down When your wings are unable to fly
When whole world stands againts us My arms are your shelter
If my death could save you Then I wouldn't hesitate to fall into the darkness
Because after all, you will have a chance To live in better place
I'll take hit after hit, just for your happiness Just to set you free from cage called "The Walls"
I will do everything to see you smile It gives me strenght to fight for you
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To the end they were brave To the end they were faithful
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This is the age-old question that PR firms and clients have been dealing with
since PR was created. Right? What is newsworthy. What bubbles up to be
worthy of news coverage. So, where I would start, would be research. Look at the
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See more importantly what they're not covering. And, see if the news that your
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Alexandre, Jérôme, Daniel - "I really recommend it to everyone" - Duration: 3:41.
I'm Jerome, I work in Decathlon Mataro (Spain) for 1 year
I have had the opportunity to spend some days in Lille and to live a Decathlives!
Hello my name is Dani
I work on Decathlon Mataro, Decathlon Spain, next to Barcelona
I came to Lille because they offer us the opportunity to discover all the Decathlon Strategic points
like Btwin Village & Campus and all the others around
and I am enjoying so much the experience such is Decathlives.
Hi I'm Alex, I'm living in Lille
And I'm working for Decathlon around Lille a bit more than 2 years now
I'm passionate about sports and precisely cycling
But it's always a pleasure through Decathlives to discover a new sport
Or just experience one I already practiced
Yes it is the first time I live Decathlives experience as I said before
and I was eager to live it so much.
Because the truth is that I was using different travel platform to get accomodation like Couchsurfing in the past
which is the idea of Decathlives but inside Decathlon
then I did not have too much fear and even less after receiving the Alex's hospitality and kindness.
We are having a very nice experience.
I'm lucky as well to meet these 2 guys
Because I love their mindsets, they are like me actually
They love to go out, they love to meet people
So I found myself in their personalities and we had a really good time
Yesterday, we went to a local restaurant as Jérôme said
And they loved the local food. Dani fell in love with the welsh
So, if you have the opportunity to come in Lille, just try it, it's amazing!
And it's only half of the experience because tonight we will cook at my place actually
With a lot of friends so it will be spanish cooking session
And they will bring as well their culture in Lille and share it with the people around
So I think we will have a great experience for these 2 days together
And I'm really happy to meet guys like you
Come to a hotel, we can do it at any time.
But the advantage of Decathlives is that we will have a complete different experience
It will not a cold room
We are with a local person, who knows the city, who knows Decathlon because he works here
And he shares with us others things
It's really a plus.
I had the opportunity to travel before for store launching or for other projects with Decathlon
And at the evening, we come back to the hotel. There is no added value
With Decathlives, we enjoy the experience from the landing to the leaving
And I really recommend it to everyone
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The guy approaching the light is in the oncoming lane...
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very active in their alumni gatherings and hosted it for
many years in Huron. They were instrumental in all six of their
children attending. Hopefully, in one more year, we can have
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I just woke up this is my mountain bike and my backpacking gear for later in the
week so it's a little crowded in here
good morning I am in my car I just woke up I'm out on a nice I don't know
seven to ten day adventure in the desert my hair is naughty and today I wanted to
share with you of my morning routine when I'm car camping the mornings are my
favorite time of the day it's a very like sacred special moment especially when I
am out camping by myself and in this case I am car camping so I have a few
luxuries like a French press and some coffee over there so I just wanted to
share with you what I do and why I love being outdoors and camping so much the
first thing I'm going to do is get out of this car because its getting a little hot in here so I
just got in my car and this view it's called the little Grand Canyon and it's
so pretty let me show you whoa
so as I said from my other videos I love to have a practice of gratitude in the
morning and also I always do a lesson from A Course in Miracles the idea
behind it is I start the day with thankfulness you start the day aligning
your mind with love and then throughout the day you're more likely to make
decisions from that place instead of letting fear and anger frustration or
jealousy or anxiety stress any of the many forms of fear run wild in your mind
so that's what I'm gonna do right now in this awesome space right here I'm just
going to read my lessons and just breathe in this awesome quiet place
there's no one around or at least no one awake okay so now that I've done my
morning thankfulness and meditation I'm going to make some coffee Ive got a lot of stuff
here that I would normally not to be taking if I was trying to pack light
so this is definitely a luxury and I'm going to make some coffee right here
put you down too many things in my hands
okay so that's kind of it for my morning routine not much of routine it's not
like I do the exact same thing every time but in general I do wake up and be
grateful and practice a lesson from a course in miracles have some coffee then
right now I'm just going to probably sit here and enjoy this peace and quiet in
this beautiful Canyon and an avocado because they're delicious and maybe draw
some mandalas and then get ready to go more exploring I am so happy to share my
morning with you thank you so much for watching and be sure to subscribe like
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Jim Thorpe - the Best Athlete you've never heard of. - Duration: 5:30.
In 1999 Congress recognized an athlete of the century
it wasn't Babe Ruth or Michael Jordan. In 2001 the Wide World of Sports named
their athletes of the century and it wasn't Muhammad Ali. They both named Jim
Thorpe as the athlete of the century. Thorpe is probably the best athlete you've
never heard of. He was born in 1888 to a half Irish Dad and a Mum that was
French and Native Americans. Thorpes' Indian name was the Bright Path. He had a
complex childhood with his twin brother died at the age of eight and his mother
died six years later. He found school difficult and often ran away from school.
His Father struggled with him and in 1904 sent him to a federally funded
Indian School in Pennsylvania. It was here that athlete ability was
noticed for the first time. One day he was walking past a track-and-field practice.
He saw athletes struggling to clear a high jump. Thorpe walked up wearing his casual
clothes and easily cleared the 5 foot 8 inch high jump bar. The legendary coach Pop
Warner took thought under his wing and quickly trained him for track and field
events. Thorpe would regularly go to meets, compete in seven or eight events and
consistently win six goals. He was soon added to the football squad and earned
all-american honors in 1908. He became particularly famous in 1911 when as
running back, defensive back, place kicker, and punter he scored all of his team's
points while beating Harvard a top ranked team. He was a natural athlete
been in football, baseball, lacrosse, and even ballroom dancing winning in the 1912
national forum dancing championship. In 1912 his football team won the
championship with him scoring 25 touchdowns and a 198 points
It was the same year when playing against future President
Dwight Eisenhower being rushed for 97 yard touchdown. The game had such an
impact on Eisenhower that during his speech of 1961 he said "Here and there
there are some people who are supremely endowed, my memory goes back to Jim Thorpe
thought he never practiced in his life but he could do anything better than any
other football player I ever saw." Thorpe was awarded all-american honors
in both 1911 and 1912 and besides starring in football and track and field
excelled in other sports such as baseball, lacrosse, basketball, golf,
swimming, billiards, rowing, hockey, and boxing. He went on to play professional
football and professional baseball. He ended his 1919 baseball season with a
.327 battling average. Thorpe represented America in the 1912 Olympic
Games dominating both the decathlon and pentathlon. In the pentathlon he won four
of the five of events. Long jump, 200 meters, discus and 1500 meters. In the decathlon
he set a record in the 1500 meters and with 8412 points
he brought the decathlon world record by 998 points the king of Sweden was so
impressed he said to thought you sir are the greatest athletes in the world when
he returned to the US he received a lot of public praise and a massive parade he
was heard saying I heard people yelling my name
I couldn't realize how one fella could have so many friends. The president even
recognized him as a great American citizen which is a little bit ironic
because of his race and birth place he wasn't actually entitled to be an American
citizen. Unfortunately because prior to the
Olympics in 1909 he had spent one season playing semi-professional baseball a
scandal occurred and he had to return his gold medals because professional
players were not allowed of the Olympics. After the Olympics he continued to play
professional baseball and football and in 1920 Thorpe was named the first
president of the American Professional Football Association now known as a
National Football League he's considered instrumental in starting professional
football in the US. While he lost his gold medals he
received a lot of other recognition he was voted America's best all-around male
athlete chosen as the best football player of
the half-century in 1950, named greatest American football player in history in a
1977 poll, inducted into the Pennsylvania and Oklahoma Hall of Fame, the National
Indian Hall of Fame, the National Track and Field Hall of Fame, the National
Football Hall of Fame and the Helm's Professional Football Hall of Fame. For
the last 20 years of his life Thorpe took various often low-paying jobs to
support his family. When he died in 1953 he was so poor that
his family sent his body to two towns in Pennsylvania neither of which he had
ever visited in exchange for them creating a Memorial merging and renaming
the new town Jim Thorpe. A movie about his life was
created in 1951 called "Jim Thorpe - All American" and in 1982 the
International Olympic Committee restored his amateur status and his record given
his relatives replicas of his 1912 gold medals. The story of Jim thought doesn't
just tell us about the past but also about the future perhaps the most
staggering part of this story is not his incredible achievement in such a broad
range of sports but rather that the name of the man who was once considered the
most famous athlete in world is all but forgotten from general knowledge within
a hundred years. Do you think that Usain Bolt, Tom Bradley, Tiger Woods, or Michael
Phelps will be well known in 100 years? If you enjoyed this video give me a
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