Hello, Internation!
What's up?
I will make a reaction vlog.
It's my first reacting vlog
and I will make it, on a subject that I am particularly interested in,
because,
unfortunately,
I personally experienced the effects of what happened in this video.
I will react to a video, posted last night,
on the New Year's Eve,
by a famous youtuber, Logan Paul,
whom I follow on YT,
because I like the way how present his life.
This guy chosen to spend the New Year's Eve, in a unique way,
namely, in the Japanese Suicide Forest!
Let's see how the video started,
and as the video unfolds, I will react to him.
When I seen the title of this vlog,
"We found a dead body in the Japanese Suicide Forest!"
I thought it was a clickbait, for sure!
And, because I am personally interested in the matter of suicides,
I was determined to give dislike to this vlog,
I wanted to write him a rough message and tell him that he crossed the line,
and to unsubscribe from his channel!
Yes, if this vlog was clickbait, I was determined to unsubscribe from Logan Paul
even if I really like him, I like how he presents his life, but all have a limit!
And this is where I cross the line!
But, just from the start, I saw that the things are real!
And I decided to look forward and see if he really discovered a dead body, a suicider, in the Suicide Forest?!
Logan, let me disagree.
Just what you said, that no one on youtube has ever seen or experienced, what you just saw!
What you have seen now, at the age of 22,
I saw that, when I was only 14 years old,
in my home,
where I found my dad, hanged!
Yes, I was only 14,
I was on the summer vacation.
My mother have died just six months before
and after exactly 6 months, my father decided to end his life and to leave this world,
and to leave his only child, alone in the world!
So, now you understand why I'm so interested on this matter,
and why I was determined to unsubscribe from your channel,
in case it was just a joke to you and there was no dead body in the forest!
I saw that you was very shakend, you did not know how to react,
in fact, you have reacted in your one way, through laughing.
And you have right about it.
Everyone reacts differently.
You found, a suicider, a hanged man, in a forest,
who was a stranger to you.
I found my dad!
You called the police.
When I discovered my father, the first thing I did was that I tried to save him,
I did not know from how long he was dead,
so I went into the kitchen, got a knife and I cut the rope!
He was hanged
from the door, up there.
Even today, I can not figure out how he could tie a rope to the door and hang himself?!
But, I think when you really want something, you do it!
So therefore, I also have, something to say on this matter!
I saw that the guy you found in the forest, hanged himself right on the New Year's Eve!
And, I know for a fact, that his family will be
very sad, devastated, because this guy ended his life and he left, not just this world but also his family!
Because, you see, a suicidal person never thinks about others,
I mean, at the people close to him!
By definition, a suicider, is the most selfish person in the world!
It is the definition of selfishness!
He only thinks of him!
OMG,
I have a huge problem!
That I can not handle it!
What is the solution?
Just end my life!
To hell with this life and this world!
Ok, everyone does whatever they want,
Just that our choices and our deeds have consequences for those close to us,
Especially when you die!
I saw that Logan gave advice to those who are in trouble and who are thinking of committing suicide and he has says the following:
Yes, he has right!
If you are in a bad situation, you must talk to someone!
With anyone, it does not matter who!
With your family, your friends, mother, father, dog, cat, with a stranger from the street, with me!
You can talk to me!
I mean, at how many problems did I have in my life,
I had, and I have, a lots of motives to suicide!
But I'm still here!
I live my life, I'm happy!
So, I know few things about problems and about how to get over them!
If you don't have someone to talk to, then talk with me!
If you are determined to suicide,
because you don't want to talk to no one or the talks don't help you!
I want, just two things, to tell you!
Firstly,
choose a ordinary day!
Not a holiday!
Because,
if your family still has to cope with your loss,
and be sad for the rest of their lives,
at least
not to be on a holiday and ruin them that day!
In this case, this guy who committed suicide on New Year's Eve,
made his family a double 'joy'!
Besides losing him, all their life, on the New Year's eve, they will remember this loss
and all the fun is gone, just like that!
Besides the fact that he is gone, their joy on the New Year's eve, it's also gone!
And the second thing!
Also, very important!
Which I tell from my own experience!
My father has not left any suicide note!
Even today, I do not know why he chose to leave me!
I don't know!!
I don't know what reasons he could had!
Yes, ok, my mother died six months before
yes, ok, he was sick, I don't remember exactly what illness he had,
but I know that he was operated and surgery was successful!
He was better!
He was healthier.
He don't had any reason!
Father, you don't had any reason to leave! Do you hear me?!
Do you hear me?!
Are you up there? Where are you? I don't know!
I don't care!
Now he's talking to you, the 14 years old boy that you have left!
Not the man, 35 years old, that I became!
Because now Im' fine!
Now I'm standing on my own two feet!
Then I needed you, and you left me!
And, not even, did you tell me why?
You have not even left a farewell note!
So, any future suicider, without any chance of rescue,
who looks at me at this point,
do not forget to leave a suicide note for your family!
Where to say to them, why you have chosen to leave this world
why did you choose to leave your family!
So that your family knows your reason and, besides the fact that they will be sad for the rest of their life
and they will have to live with your loss,
at least they will know why you left,
and they will not think about why!
At least you resolve this problem, WHY!
As Logan said, suicide is not a solution!
But that is know to everyone and only those who commit suicide don't know.
I saw on tv, all kinds of reasons.
And I noticed that the main reason is love!
That they committed suicide because of love!
Because broke up with his girlfriend or his boyfriend!
When I see something like that, I get crazy!
Ok, I understand, love is very important to you!
I'm not in love, at this point
but
I know one thing, a very important one!
That is:
Life is not only about love!
Life is a mix of experiences!
Life is about:
LOVE
FOOD
DRINKS
MUSIC
FUN
HOBBYS
WORK
and so on!!
Life is a mix of events and experiences!
And we don't need to put in front of all, just one of this things!
Although I saw that most of us, do it!
For some, love is the most important thing in life and forget about other things
for others, work is, and forget about the rest,
for others, fun is, and forget about the rest!
Why is this, such a big deal?!
Because when the thing that you love the most, that defines you, for which you live,
if you live just for one thing, no matter what it is,
work, love, fun etc.
if you have a serious problem regard that thing and you can't handle it,
Then you think that your life is over, your world is crashed, your life is worthless,
and, if you can't solve that problem,
you choose the easy way and end your life!
Alo! Alo!
Do you hear me?!
Snap out!
Come to your senses!
Life is complex!
You have so much to do, that you can not even imagine!
Ok, you don't have a girlfriend, or boyfriend, at this point!
Don't matter!
Focus on the other things that you have!
Focus on the family, on the friends,
on the work, on the fun,
on the hobbies etc etc
Yes?!
That, if you forget the fact that, there are hundreds of millions of women or men, in the world,
We are 7 billions people on this earth!
She is not the only woman, not the only man!
It is not the great love!
It was, now it's over,
move on, go further and look for another love!
If love is such a big deal for you!
You will definitely find it!
You just have to look for it, just look around you!
Maybe it's even closer than you thought! You can not know!
It is very much to discuss on this issue, it is very complex!
That is all I want to say
First of all, if you are determined to commit suicide,
do not forget these two things:
1. Choose a ordinary day!
that is not a holiday!
2. Leave a suicide note!
For your family to know exactly why
you have chosen this way!
But
Suicide is not a solution!
At any problem, and do not forget what I'm telling you now!
For any problem, there is a solution!
In fact, there are many solutions, not just one!
You just have to find it! Thats all!
If you alone, you can not find it, no problem, ask for help!
From the dog, from the cat, it doesn't matter from whom, just ask for help!
And, certainly, you'll get it!
You will surely find it, you just have to look for it!
Thats all!
And don't forget!
If you kill yourself, you solved your problem,
but you left behind a lot of problems,
that the closest people will face, that is, your family!
Your family! Don't forget about them!
Or have you already forgotten about them?
That being said, I stop this vlog.
That's what I had to say about this matter.
Wich is very important to me!
And I'm very glad that Logan Paul, such a famous youtuber, with so many views,
had this experience of suicide, and thus brought the subject to the attention of the public.
And now I can do my part and bring my contribution to this matter that affects all those who are left behind!
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